Someday I'm gonna figure out how to reconcile the profound contradiction inherent in my twin obsessions with rationalist nihilism and religious mysticism and then it's gonna be so over for you bitches
Yeah! And I'm also a nutcase (clinical term) so it's difficult to leave God out of the equation when He keeps showing up to afflict me w/ terrible visions etc.
Wittgenstein said "Whereof one does not know one cannot speak" but Natalie said "Wittgeinstein was a little bitch and he can't tell me what to do"
Me: Truth and meaning and consciousness and value and good and evil and all of our socially constructed systems and realities are just some bullshit we made up to try and trick ourselves into feeling better about dying &and you are dumb for believing in it whereas I, the concepts understander, am smart for not believing in it
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