Helping to make smiles one post at a time

A bunch of writings from me from different fandoms. ASKS and REQUESTS are open :)

[wolf-leader-anya]

This was like the most perfect ad with the perfect post. Had to share lol 😆😄

Tend to keep fictional men like chickens anyways. Little water, little food, little attention, then they happy.

[only-cat-memes]

[wolf-leader-anya]

Here's my contribution to the black cat pack. My cat's name is Susan. I love her!!! ❤️❤️❤️😍

[wolf-leader-anya]

Heyy, I love Harry Warden and your storys so can you please make some Headcanons with his S/O. 😍♥️

Don't know how long this has been here but ok you asked I answered.

Hary Warden relationship headcanons

SFW:

-harry likes to hear you talk. After having been trapped in the mines for a few days he can't stand the sound of silence. Triggers his PTSD.

-he does have a strong hate for anything to do with valentine's day. But for you he tries to compromise. So don't be surprised if you come in one day and he has the TV set up to play horror movies. He's trying 😭

-he is so touched starved though. Run your fingers through his hair and he'll be purring. But it can only handle it for a certain amount of time before it overstimulates him and he can become snappy. He tries to be gentle with you about it but unfortunately he can be pretty nasty with some of the stuff he says.

-some days when he's struggling with his mental health he may just come up behind you and hug you tightly (while crying but he'll deny that to his dying breath.

-he likes staying in when he can though. Likes to watch movies, anything but romances. He also prefers food with strong flavors as his taste buds from having worked in the mines for a long time has kinda destroyed his sense of taste.

NSFW

-loves to have you on top. Riding on his 6" cock sweating like an animal and profanities coming from your mouth.

-when he takes charge...he takes CHARGE 😏

-has a breeding kink for sure. Filling you up with his seed trying to impregnate you just gets him going...it's even better for him if it's without a condom

-likes being called daddy while he picks you up and fucks you standing up. He also loves it when you guys get dirty in the mines. Not too far down in as he doesn't want anything to hurt you considering all the hazards down there as the Hannigers are not really the best people to clean shit up.

Overall he likes having a quiet domestic life with you (besides holding his tradition on valentine's day) with some spicy moments in between.

[thysilus]

FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES MINE IS LITERALLY

W A R    M A C H I N E

[foragergnome]

tASER RACCOON YES

[sunray28]

Doctor Falcon… I’ll take it.

[alpal-pie]

Are you shitting me? I’m DEAD FACE

[prismatic-bell]

ROCKET DUCK

ROCKET DUCK

DOES LOTS OF THINGS, BUT DON’T GIVE A FUCK

LOOK OUT

HERE COMES THE ROCKET DUCK

[imaginecrowleyspn]

Taser Witch. TASER WITCH?!?!?!

WHO THE FUCK IS GONNA TAKE THAT SERIOUS?!?!?!

[wolf-leader-anya]

For real...I got Rocket Raccoon...AWESOME!!! :D

[wolf-leader-anya]

Harry warden x reader

Chapter 3

                We just looked at the woman who was beaming while eating her lunch. “So you’re the new guy?” She swallows her food and looks over to Keith. “Let me guess you were expecting someone different.” Her smile kind of falters but she shakes her head and giggles a bit. “Well, I guess it makes sense considering that you don’t have a lot of girls on staff.” I bit into my sandwich and just chew on it for a bit before swallowing. I let my mind wander while looking around the cool damp room. A couple of guys were standing over by the phone with one leaning his elbow on the wall with his hand supporting his head while his legs crossed over each other at the ankles. The other guy was just listening while nodding his head and his hands resting on his hips. I hear the guys around me laugh about something Keith said. While they continue to talk I hear the metal door open and I slightly turn my head to see Tom standing there looking pissed.

               “WARDEN!” I put my sandwich down on the plastic wrap it was in and lean my elbows against the table while my index and middle fingers on each hand rubbed my temples. I hear Tom stomp angrily over to me and stop just behind my back. “What now Hanniger?” I said hoarsely. “I need to talk to you about earlier!” I lift my head up to the ceiling and sigh before bringing my eyes to the same level as everyone at my table. I noticed that everyone else in the room was now watching this high school drama unfold before them. “What exactly do you want Tom?” I snarl out to him. “I want you to apologize for your rudeness from earlier.”

               I sigh and roll my eyes while standing up and brushing myself off then I look at Tom in the eyes. “I’m sorry. You happened to have caught me at a bad moment back then and I was just frustrated by that.” Tom took one step back while giving me a confused look. Everyone knows that I’m not the one to apologize especially to Tom. “Um…ok then. Well, I’m sorry to have bothered you before. But again are you coming to the BBQ?” I turn my head while crossing my arms to look and see what my friends are thinking. They nod at me while Chelsea gives a small smile and blushes at me; I smile back at her then turn my attention to Tom again. “Yeah, I’ll be there.” He still gives me a confused and concerned look at the same time before nodding his head and walking back to the metal door. He opens it, takes one last look at me, then leaves the room with the door making a loud clanging noise as it shuts.

               I sit back down while noticing that Ron, Matt, and Keith were just staring at me with big eyes and Chelsea was beaming at me. Out of the corner of my eye, I also noticed that everyone else went back to their conversations but kept a curious eye on me. “Ok, Matt you win. I’ll go.” Chelsea finishes up her lunch and packs her stuff away before getting up from the table. She turns her head towards Ron and Matt. “Well, it was good to meet you guys. Ron, Matt, Keith.” She nods at them as she says their names and walks behind me while gently placing her right hand on my right shoulder. “And it was nice to meet you, Harry. I look forward to seeing you again.” She pats me gently then as she walks away she lightly drags her fingertips across my shoulder to the end of my other shoulder all the while sending chills up my spine.

               I turn my head and watch her leave and notice how well her ass looks in her dress pants; not too flat but not too wide, perfectly rounded with a little lift to it. As her form disappears from the room I turn my head back to my friends while noticing them grinning at me. “Ok, what now?” I asked them. They just look at each other for a moment then they shook their heads at me. “Oh, poor naive Harry. Can’t you tell?” “Tell what. That she likes me yeah no of course that I got but what’s with the goofy looks?” Keith just sighs and runs his hand through his hair then picks some of his food from the back of his mouth; gross. “Well, you haven’t been with a woman since Erica.” Matt crosses his arms in front of himself while leaning on the table with our eyes maintaining contact. “Yeah I know and I don’t want to talk about it.” I look down at my sandwich sitting peacefully on the plastic wrapping paper before sighing and continuing to eat. I lean my left elbow on the table with my hand holding my left side of my face. “Sorry to upset you, man. Why don’t we take you out for drinks after work ok?” I look at Ron and give a small grunt in acknowledgement. We sat in an awkward silence before putting our stuff away and heading back into the mines for another 4 hours. As we get our gear back on I kept thinking about the touch Chelsea did on my back. I shudder once again before putting it aside for now and heading back to work.

[wolf-leader-anya]

Harry Warden x Reader

Chapter 2

                “Hey, Warden!” I bring my pickax to a half stroke into the rock bed and turn my head squinting my eyes to see who called my name out of the darkness. “Warden where the hell are you?” I sigh and roll my eyes and then give a small grunt as to who it was…my guess my boss’s son Tom Hanniger. “Warden stop f@#king around where are you?” “Over here you piece of shit!” I heard heavy footsteps coming from the tunnel from my left I just shrug and continuing picking at the area where I was. I notice out of the corner from my eye that a man is standing on my left-hand side. “Tom I’m kind of busy. What is it?” “Don’t give me shit Warden. Anyways my dad is taking a roll call of who’s coming to the annual BBQ.”

               I strike my pickax into the rock bed and turn around and cross my arms over my chest while glaring at the son of a bitch. “Yeah because it sounds so fun. Can’t wait for it.” I replied sarcastically. “Now if that’s all dumbass I’d like to finish what I’m doing here.” Tom just gives me a disgusted look then starts to walk away. I turn back and reach for my pickax before he manages to irritate me anymore. “Harry there’s no need to be such a dick.” I stand straight up again and notice that Tom has gone back. “WAIT! TOM!” I see him go into the entrance of the tunnel he came from and see him cross his arms and lean against a support beam. “Did you want me to kiss your ass to make it better?” I scoff at him before continuing my job.

               After a couple more hours I start to head to the break room on the surface level. I walk by some of my older friends Matt, Keith, and Ron. “Hey, Harry! How’s the old noodle doing?” I just look at Keith and give him a questioning look. Keith was not an overly attractive man by any means. He stood a good foot shorter than me with dirty brown hair, his front teeth missing from a bar fight and a few scars from a few accidents in the mine from anything of a pickax falling on his foot to a food fight with hot coffee. His eyes are always squinting like Gilbert Gottfried because of a herniated cornea and his face slightly burned because of a small explosion back in 1980.

“Leave the man along Keith. He had Hanniger find him earlier and bug the shit out of him.” Ron chimes in for me. Ron stood about 6 foot 5. He was a slender man but had a good head on his shoulder. Ron has bright blue eyes with blonde hair and a firm jawline. He has a small gimp when he walks on his left side because of a tram car running over his foot. Had to have surgery and almost died because of the person on duty watching the tram cars was not doing their job. He managed to keep his job he just now has an artificial foot. Poor bastard or should I say lucky. The ladies really take to him and give him the sympathy treatment.

“Well I don’t know about you guys but I can’t wait for the BBQ!” Keith blows a raspberry towards Matt. Matt is the only one taller than me and not taking shit from no one grabs Keith’s tongue with his index and thumb. “Don’t you ever do that again Keith.” Hangs onto his tongue for a few more moments with Keith protesting with whimpers of pain. Matt is built like a rugby player. He’s the strongest of our team and if our tram cars are not ever working we get him to be the poor mule. He has black hair and amber eyes that pierce through a person’s soul. Other than me he also is the only one without any physical problems except his type 2 diabetes.

“Whatever anyways I told him no. I don’t really want to go this year.” “AW! Why not Harry? Come on it’ll be fun!” “Matt’s right word is Ben got an assistant to help him run the surface while he does the dirty stuff down here. They finally moved here about 2 days ago.” “Well, Ron I still don’t really care. I’d rather read a book than get at a social gathering with a new guy and with Tom.” The guys just exchange glances before shrugging it off. We make it to the tram cars and we sit in one and ride it up to the surface level to the lunch room. After a few minutes of discussing how our areas are going, we share a few laughs. We make it up to the surface level and get off the tram car and nod towards the tram operator and make our way towards the break room across the dirt campus behind the second dirt hill on the left.

We walk past the hill into the medium sized building and grab our lunch boxes and sit together at the table in the middle of the room. “Well, I have to say I really want to see who the poor sap who’s running the surface is.” “I know it’s going to be a gas.” I let out a muffled laugh with my tuna salad sandwich in my mouth. The door opens and Keith turns his head and his jaw drops. “Keith you alright man?” I don’t pay attention I just continue to chew on my sandwich before I notice the guys have their attention on the door with the same goofy expressions. I hear the sound of footsteps coming closer to our table and I let out a slight groan. Just as the footsteps stop I swallow my food. “God damn it Hanniger Leave me the f@#k alone dumbass!” I turn around and see a young woman staring at me questioningly. I realized I am the ass here. I look her up and down and notice that she’s wearing a black blazer with a red, white, orange, and pink top underneath, black dress pants, and black canvas runners. Her soft auburn coloured hair falling softly on her shoulders while her lightly tanned skin was pulled into a small smile.

“Well I’m sorry if I offended you sir but I think you might have the wrong person.” She gives a slight smirk and I feel my cheeks heating up because of embarrassment. “I-I-I am so very sorry! I thought you were someone else!” “Well if you want to make it up to me can I sit with you guys?” The guys share a quick glance at each other and then to me. “Sure we would be honoured if you could join us!” “Thank you very much.” Ron and matt shuffle over so she’s sitting next to me. “So if you guys don’t mind me asking what are your names?” “I’m Ron, this hears next to me is Matt.” “Nice to meet you.” “Over there beside our bald eagle is Keith and our bald eagle is Harry.” “Well, it’s nice to put a name to a face. My name is Chelsea Hanniger and I have no blood connection to Mr Hanniger or his son Tom. I’m guessing that’s who you thought I was huh?” “Yeah, again I’m sorry about that. Is there any way I could make it up to you?”

She taps her chin with her right hand’s index finger while the left hand is cradling the right elbow. “Well the annual BBQ is coming up and I don’t really know any person in town except you guys and Ben.” “You know Ben? How?” She turns towards Matt and smiles. “I’m his new assistant.”

Dun Dun Dun… Cliff-hanger got to love them. Anyways here’s chapter 2.

[wolf-leader-anya]

Harry Warden x reader

Chapter 1

                The sound of a clock ticking and slightly loud muffled noises filled the air of the office. Shouting voices outside were only tiny whispers next to the heavy machinery that was just outside the front door. A young woman sat in a waiting chair next to a small coffee table with old magazines piled neatly on the left-hand corner. She looked at the wooden door nervously while her fingers were interlocked and twiddling her thumbs. She continued to look around the small office building unit only to look back again at the closed door with the name Ben Foley written in golden bolded letters. Suddenly the door opened and another young woman stood in front of the door and looked at the woman sitting in the chair. Then an older man walked out of the room and looks at the woman standing at the door. “Well I appreciate you coming in and I’ll let you know if anything comes up ok?” She turns her body to face him and then gives a smile to the man. “Of course Mr Foley. Thanks for seeing me and I hope to see you again.” She then turns towards the front metal door and walks towards it.

               She opens the door, and as quickly as the two women had met the woman left, which amplified the sounds outside for just a few moments. Once the metal door swung shut with a slight clang the woman looked to Mr Foley and smiled. “Ok let’s see now….Mrs. Hanniger I presume?” She stands to her full height and smiles at Mr Foley. “Yes, sir only it’s Ms., not Mrs.” “Oh I beg your pardon. Sorry about that.” “It’s quite alright.” “Well please come in.” She gives a slight smile and a curt nod and then walks into the small office sitting down in the chair across from the desk. The sound of the door closing filled the silence between the two and filled the tense air. He walks over to the desk in front of Ms Hanniger and flops down into his chair with it squeaking protest being ignored.

               “Well I looked over your file and I must say I am impressed. But if does take a lot to help run a mine. How much do you know?” “Well I studied at Harvard Business School about financial planning for a company, management of money, complaints, and also have worked as an assistant for a Defence attorney for several years and learned quite a bit of the law and how it works. As for experience for helping run a mine my father managed the mine in my hometown and would make me work for him on the weekends and how to do payrolls, taxes the mine owned, and how to write up the proper paperwork for someone to be terminated, transferred, and how to handle issues between coworkers and how to address complaints of harassment of any and all kinds.”

               Mr Foley was leaning against his desk with his fingers interlocked while listening to Ms Hanniger speak. He opens the folder that was laying in front of him and looks at it for a moment. “Now which town are you from again?” “I am from Reserve Mines, Nova Scotia and I have helped out at the Glace Bay mines as well.” He cocked his eyebrow up and looked at me curiously. “Nova Scotia? You’re Canadian?” “Yes, sir.” He opens the folder again and takes another look then looks up at Ms Hanniger. He then puts the folder back onto his desk and leaned back into his office chair. “So where do you live now?” “Right now I still live in Canada to be more precisely I currently live in Ottawa, Manitoba.”

               “Well I have to say I interviewed many others for this position and no one has the qualifications that you do but…” “But?” “My one concern is…how long would it take you to move out here?” Ms Hanniger looked confused for a moment then she clicked what Mr Foley was saying to her. “Maybe a month and a half. Just to help pack stuff up and help settle in.” “Ok, then that’s perfect. I’ll see you in again in a month and a half.” They both stood up and with smiles on their faces shook each other’s hand while walking to the main door to the building unit. “Thank you again, Mr Foley, I appreciate it.” “No problem and you can call me Ben. Mr Foley makes me feel old.” “Ok, then Ben. If you want you can call me Chelsea or Chel.” “Ok, then Chel. I know that it will be a little strange getting used to a new place so if you want I do have a guest bedroom in my house you can stay there once you move out here until you find your own place of course.” “Thank you, Ben, that’s so kind of you! I think I will have to take you up on that once I get here.” “Well, then I look forward to working with you. Take care Chelsea I’ll see later.” “Goodbye Ben. Thanks again I’ll send you an email if something happens and I get delayed.” After shaking hands one last time Ben went back into the office and Chelsea went down the metal stairs onto the dirt ground and walked towards the main entrance gate for the mine and entered into a cab. “Airport please.” The driver turned the key in the ignition and the car sputtered to life and started to pull away from the mine while Chelsea kept beaming thinking about how good today really is.

 So I noticed that Harry Warden (the real Harry warden from the remake) doesn’t get a lot of attention I wanted to kind of fix that. Let me know what you think. This story has been floating around in my head for about a couple months.

[wolf-leader-anya]

Freddy Krueger headcanon

-listens to jazz, R&B, Rap

-Drinks scotch but will settle for a good whiskey

-Watches talent shows (mostly for the failed auditions and big egos)

-doesn’t need to eat but chooses to (favourite dish is steak, mashed potatoes, and mixed veggies)

-BFF is Chucky

-common people he hangs out with are Chucky, Tiffany, Candyman, and Sadako

-dislikes too much interaction with people ( he’s an introvert)

-makes his kids appear in the dream world just to torture for fun when he’s bored

-can be very romantic IF he likes you enough

[wolf-leader-anya]

Taking requests

Anybody got anything? I’m currently trying to help with my writer’s block by forcing my self to write but I got nothing.

[discourserealness]

how to fucking flag pedophiles

call me the fucking ~internet police~ BUT I DIDN’T KNOW UNTIL TODAY THAT THERE’S LITERALLY A COMMUNITY OF “PEDOPHILE POSITIVITY” ON THIS HELLSITE

THERE ARE PEOPLE OPENLY ADMITTING THAT THEY ARE ATTRACTED TO CHILDREN/CONSUMING CHILD PORN ON THIS WEBSITE!?!??! THERE’S 13 YEAR OLDS ON HERE!!!

so my dudes, how to flag “maps” (minor attracted people aka pedophiles)

1. click “flag this blog”

2. click “this violates tumblr’s community guildlines”

3. click “someone is at risk of harm”

4. click “harm to minors”

5. type “pedophile” in the box

[socialjusticeolivia]

THIS IS GOOD AND ALL BUT PLEASE IF THEY HAVE ACTUAL CP PLEASE REPORT IT TO FBI TIPS,

[excalibelle]

If it’s clear they have broken laws (they post/talk about using child porn, admit to things they’ve done with minors, etc), go fill out a form here ( https://tips.fbi.gov ) to make the FBI aware and bring this filth to justice. Every single one. And if there’s no proof of criminal offense, then go on and flag them, at least then they aren’t here to prey on children on the internet.

[gumsmack-deactivated20180527]

Hi guys I recently had a run in with a pedophile who was posting child pornography, please don’t call the police there’s not a whole lot they can do in situations of tracking unless it’s in your home state! And they don’t have a department that deals with blogs.

Instead call 1-800-843-5678 or fill out a form for cybertipline.com , they reach out within the same day and deal with these assholes all the time. They will contact you if they need more assistance or if they’ve resolved it! The police department redirected me to the hotline and will do so in every situation unless it’s local. Stay safe!

[constellations-and-energy]

WHAT THE FUCK EW???????? 

REBLOG TO WRECK A PEDOPHILE 

[squidersdoodles]

@roskiiart I think this is relevant to yesterday’s convo

[roskii]

Hello yes! Thanks!

Pedophiles feeling safe on a site ends NOW

[wolf-leader-anya]

Oh my god. I've never blogged so fast. Please pass this on!

[wolf-leader-anya]

Supernatural Imagine

They break your heart.

You guys were on a hunt for a witch who targeted pregnant women. Dean needed a break from working 4 days straight with little to no sleep and went to the bar. You walk in, after trying to call him no response and see him kissing some skinny girl with beautiful hair. “DEAN!” you scream in anger. He turns around and see’s the heartbroken look on your face and tries to follow you out. “Get away from me Dean! I can’t believe you! we are over!” He watches you walk away with his hands on his head realizing he made the biggest mistake ever.

You guys had been away for a month tracking a werewolf and had finally managed to get home. It was late when you guys got back to the bunker. You were slightly reckless and got bit by the werewolf and Sam had long scratches down his back. The argument had started in the car and had fully escalated to a screaming match between you two when you get it. “IT WAS AN ACCIDENT I DIDN’T MEAN TO GET BIT!” “YEAH AND I’M SURE YOU BEING BORN WAS AN ACCIDENT TOO!” The look of horror and heartbrokenness on your face told him he went too far.

“Y/N I thought you said you were taking a break from work?” You turn around from the entrance of the bunker and see Gabriel looking at you with disappointment. “Yeah well, the boys need me.” “Oh OK I get I’m not important to you then.” “What? No, Gabe, that’s not-” “YOU LYING WHORE!” He looks at you and sees the tears start to run down your face and the disappointment that he had for you was now directed at him and he turns his face away in shame.

Crowley and you fight constantly. But never had it been this bad. He had you demoted from his queen to slave because you said and idea of his was stupid. You had been starving for days with some of his minions beating you at times. When he finally did come to see you he had such and overwhelming sense of self hatred. He replaced your former status and gave you permission to punish those who had beat you for they never had his permission to do that.

[wolf-leader-anya]

Mongoose in the Snake den

Hey, guys here is chapter 2 sorry about the wait.

 15 years later….

 “TAKE COVER!” I duck behind the rotten wooden log near me while the drug gang members open fire on our group. I notice Mad Monk rush towards me with his gun shooting as he gets closer to me. He makes a quick slide and gets down next to me while reloading his handgun. “Some first day for ya huh rookie?” He says with a small smile in his voice.

“Yes sir” I respond to him. I notice a few of our men move up and a couple get killed while one tosses a grenade towards the hostiles. I quickly reload my assault rifle and face forward and stand up a bit. I manage to take down a couple of the hostiles and duck down again. “In all honesty sir. What are we after?” Monk shoots his handgun and then throws a grenade towards the dump of a hut the hostiles were protecting before ducking down again. Monk, without looking, punches me right in the jaw. I fall over a bit before glaring at him while holding my lower jaw.

“Rule number one rookie. Never, and I mean NEVER, question your superiors! Got it.” I begrudgingly nod my head as the sound of gunfire ceased to be. “Anigan. Are we clear?” “Sir, yes, sir. All hostiles are dead Monk.” Monk stands up while breathing deeply through his nostrils while turning his gaze to the hut that held our mission objective.

“Ok, I’ll be right back. Stay here.” Monk walks towards the hut and just as he’s about to go through it we hear a helicopter coming from the SW. “Hide!” I shout from my place and everyone scatters to find cover in case of insurgents. The helicopter hovers over us for a few moments before flying away and we hear a sound similar to some cord being pulled. I peek up from behind a tree and see some person with a navy blue and red suit floating to the ground with a parachute. “Krake sir. We found the intel we needed.” I notice Monk coming out from the hut with a briefcase in his left hand while saluting this Krake fellow.

“Excellent work Monk.” He replies while unclipping the parachute from his body. “I heard you have a new person on your team. Are they any good?” Monk nods his head while lowering his right arm. “Yes, sir. She happens to be the best at hacking and adapting to her environment like a bull shark with salt and fresh water.” Krake tilts his head a bit and puts his left hand on his hip and his right over his mask making an L shape while holding his head up.

“I wasn’t aware it was a female. Where is she?” I pull out from behind the tree I was hiding and walk over towards Monk and Krake. As I walk closer I can’t help but notice the muscles showing through Krake’s suit thinking how easy it must be to crush a person to death. “I’m here sir.” I salute as I get up behind them and Krake turns around and gives my figure a look going up and then down before looking at my face. “Well, well, well. What’s your code name soldier?” “I…I don’t have one. I wasn’t ever given one in training or when I joined.” He walks around me slowly and as I face forward and look at the space behind Monk, I can feel Krake’s eyes just burning through me almost as if he wanted to see my soul.

“Well from what I’ve heard about you and your little, shall we say escapades? That you have a fighting sense of a Mongoose. So from here on out you will be called Mongoose.” Before I could say anything Krake turns to Monk “Get your men to the extraction point ASAP. We move out quickly.” Monk nods his head in understanding and shouts to the rest of us to get our stuff and to get going. As I was helping get some of the supplies from the hut I couldn’t help but feel that Krake is a very powerful man…and very dangerous.

[wolf-leader-anya]

Hey ! :D List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox of the last 10 people who reblogged something from you. Have a good day and stay happy! ^^

Music

Star wars the clone wars

baking

my parents

education

[wolf-leader-anya]

Autism and dating

Hey, I was wondering for all my fellow autistic spectrum folks how dating is for them? Do you ever go out with someone and then they say they “can’t handle the autism thing”?...am I that much of a freak or loser that nobody wants to know me for me. Sure I have some quirks but I don’t think it’s worth saying me having autism makes me less of a human or I’m not worth their time.

[scifinerd10]

Rant Post

Literally creating this rant Post cause I now have too much anxiety and unable to sleep. Ok so I write my exam for my database college course tomorrow and my parents are all pissed at me cause I’m unsure if I’m gonna pass the course or not. This is because the class haven’t gotten marks back for our final project yet, we have done the final assignment I submitted last Friday and our final exam left and between those 3 assignments the only way I can literally pass the course is if between those 3 assignments I lose less than 7 points. The assignment I accidentally submitted a day late because I was that swamped with work the final week of class I completely forgot about it so I already lost points for that. Not to mention thanks to my parents being the type of breathing down my neck about marks and expecting 90’s even though I’m rarely capable of those anymore. It literally gave me so much anxiety I literally just completed disassociated in class and forgot to submit 2 assignments and I already a weaker one in terms of points. But they apparently say me having anxiety or social anxiety (which I have both) isn’t a thing and that in just a shy introverted slightly antisocial kid. In elementary school I was easily in the range of 90-99% and got highest average without even really trying. But everyone else in my class wasn’t really that smart either. So as I progressed through he high and high school and the year and a half plus summer courses I did of university I became an averagely smart kid to be lucky if I got even 60s for some courses. The reason I switched from university to college was a mix of things but it was partially cause I failed my whole 1st year second semester of courses. Because of that my parents won’t take me not passing a course as an answer anymore even though there like a snowballs chance in hell I actually passed because of the points on assignments I need. Only riddle me with anxiety now because my parents decided to pop into my room check if I was studying and seemed fit to remind me that if I fail I get in trouble and that they were extremely pissed about me not passing. So cause I can’t sleep I’m just up listening to music because I literally have way to much anxiety to even think about sleeping. Thanks, mom thanks dad now I’m gonna be up all night staring at a wall though I have to be up at 6:30 in order to be at the college(which is an hour drive away from home) for my 9:00am exam. Mad and annoyed is definitely an understatement at the moment :/

[wolf-leader-anya]

Yo everyone if you suffer from anxiety issues no matter how big or small reblog. Let them know they’re not alone in this!

[wolf-leader-anya]

Mongoose in the Snake den

Ok So this is a story I’ve wanted to write for a while.

This takes place during the Cobra civil war, HOWEVER, the civil war hasn’t started because Chuckles didn’t kill the commander. This is the prologue.

This will be a Commander x Reader x Krake story.

Below in order: Krake, Cobra Commander

“Mongoose please report to general Hawk, Mongoose to Hawk” The, loud, speaker cried out over the base. I close my book and get up from the chair I was sitting in, in the rec room, and headed towards Hawk’s office. As I was heading down the large and spacious corridor I couldn’t help but notice some of the stares from my fellow Joes. ‘I guess they think I’m in trouble or something’.

As I get to Hawk’s door I rap my knuckles on the door and wait for a response. “Come in.” I open the door and let myself inside and notice that Hawk is doing paperwork. “Please have a seat.” I shut the door and walk over to the chair in front of his desk. “So I’m guessing I’m in trouble or you have a job for me?” I say as I take a seat in the chair.

Hawk looks up from his paperwork and smiles kindly at me. “What makes you think you’re in trouble?” I ponder this for a moment before shrugging my shoulders. Hawk puts his pen down and leans back in his chair with his hands clasped together. “I called you here as we have some important information about Cobra that needs to be looked into.” “Ok and this would be what exactly?” Hawk looks over to the window in his office and gets up from his desk and closes the blinds. “What I’m about to show you is strictly confidential mongoose. You can’t tell anyone. Understand?” I nod my head as I keep my eyes on him as he moves around the room.

He walks over back to his desk and turns on the desk lamp. “I’m sure you’re aware of the mission Chuckles had yes?” “Yes, he was to bring down Cobra.” “Yes…he failed.” “WHAT? How?” He looks past me to the window to see if anybody was there. “Please mongoose keep your voice down. AS you know Chuckles had infiltrated with minimum help from us or communication. He was found out before he had the chance to bring down the leader.” “Ok and what do you want me to do?”

 Hawk closes his eyes and takes a deep breath. After about a minute he opens them up and looks me dead in the eyes. “We need you to betray us to get in with them.” My eyes widen and my mouth drops open as I look in utter disbelief at him. “I understand that this is difficult to ask of you as your family has served in the military for 3 generations before you. But the only way to bring them down is from the inside…alone.” “Wait so you need me to infiltrate Cobra, kill their leader, by myself? So what no help?” “…unfortunately yes. And there will be no way to communicate with us. The chip we gave chuckles was discovered and so we have to scrap that plan. You will be alone, branded as a traitor to the US, to kill their leader.”

“And if I don’t kill their leader? What happens?” “You WILL be branded as a traitor for life if you fail. If you succeed then you will be pardoned and branded a hero. If you die before coming back while completing the mission you will be given the highest honours the US military can give.” I hear the footsteps of others out in the hall outside the door. I turn my head and watch as the shadows go by with the owners laughing fading down the hall as they leave. I turn my head and look at my hands which are now clasped tightly thinking about this mission.

“…ok I’ll do it…but I ask for one thing in return.” “What’s that?” “I at least want my family to know the TRUTH of what I’ve done and why.” “…” I look at his face as it scrunches up in concentration of my offer. It feels as if an eternity has passed before Hawk smiles at me. “Ok. That much we will do.” I shake his hand and after a few more minutes of discussing what Chuckles discovered, I started formulating how to betray the Joes. I need to do something big, something to catch the snake I need.

[deadinparadice]

100 Reasons NOT To Kill Yourself

1. We would miss you. 2. It’s not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you. 3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow. 4. There’s so much you would miss out on doing. 5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there. 6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself. 7. You ARE worth it. Don’t let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise. 8. You are amazing. 9. A time will come, once you’ve battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won’t regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better. 10. What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them when you’re dead. 11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that’s still a reason to stay alive. 12. You won’t be able to listen to music if you die. 13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You’ll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about. 14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me. 15. You’re preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born. 16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died? 17. You’re gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect. 18. Think about your favourite music artist, you’ll never hear their voice again… 19. You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day 20. Listening to incredibly loud music 21. Being alive is just really good. 22. Not being alive is really bad. 23. Finding your soulmate. 24. Red pandas 25. Going to diners at three in the morning. 26. Really soft pillows. 27. Eating pizza in New York City. 28. Proving people wrong with your success. 29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can. 31. Being able to help other people. 32. Bonfires. 33. Sitting on rooftops. 34. Seeing every single country in the world. 35. Going on roadtrips. 36. You might win the lottery someday. 37. Listening to music on a record player. 38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower. 39. Taking really cool pictures. 40. Literally meeting thousands of new people. 41. Hearing crazy stories. 42. Telling crazy stories. 43. Eating ice cream on a hot day. 44. More Harry Potter books could come out, you never know. 45. Travelling to another planet someday. 46. Having an underwater house. 47. Randomly running into your hero on the street. 48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel. 49. Trampolines. 50. Think about your favourite movie, you’ll never watch it again. 51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke, 52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it’s for just one person or 20 or 100 or more. 53. People do care. 54. Treehouses 55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse 55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees 56. I don’t even know you and I love you. 57. I don’t even know you and I care about you. 58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness! 59. You won’t be here to experience the first cat world emperor. 60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU’LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS! 61. Starbucks. 62. Hugs. 63. Stargazing. 64. You have a purpose, and it’s up to you to find out what it is. 65. You’ve changed somebody’s life. 66. Now you could change the world. 67. You will meet the person that’s perfect for you. 68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you. 69. You have the chance to save somebody’s life. 70. If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things. 71. Making snow angels. 72. Making snowmen. 73. Snowball fights. 74. Life is what you make of it. 75. Everybody has a talent. 76. Laughing until you cry. 77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy. 78. The world would not be the same if you didn’t exist. 79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down 80. Be yourself, don’t take anyone’s shit, and never let them take you alive. 81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero. 82. Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect. It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections. 83. One day your smile will be real. 84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day. 85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds. 86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends. 87. Eating crazy food. 88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one. 89. Sleeping in all day. 90. Creating something you’re proud of. 91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn’t commit 92. Being able to meet your Internet friends. 93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate 94. Sherlock season three. 95. Cuddling under the stars. 96. Being stupid in public because you just can. 97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile? 98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years 99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this. 100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn’t seem so great right now, literally anything could happen

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