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Annalisa, 23. white. she/her. ISFJ. getting to know myself, always. *** this is turning into a porn blog *** NSFW

[sweetschizo-deactivated20190808]

Hey if you’re schizophrenic/psychotic I just want you to know that you’re a wonderful person and that you deserve so much better than the demonization, marginalization and stigmatization you face in this society.

[sweetschizo-deactivated20190808]

Please consider reblogging this/other positivity posts for schizophrenic/psychotic people every once in a while. If you have more than 100 followers, odds are that a couple of them experiences psychosis and that they rarely see positivity posts for people with their symptoms.

[workofartinprogress]

well today was a Day in a life of Days

[lethalvidalia]

Mood:

tying a boy up

painfully slowly teasing his cock

listening to his ever increasing desperation, frustration, and begging

orgasming loudly specifically for him to hear a few times 

finally tipping him over, giving him what he wants

watching him cum

squeezing every drop from him

not stopping

listening to his ever increasing desperation, frustration, and begging x2

admiring the sweaty, trembling, exhausted mess of a man lying in front of me entirely at my mercy

taking mercy on him

kissing him everywhere for being such a perfect toy for me and reminding him how beautiful he is

watching him blush while he’s still tied up and can’t hide it

[mythicc-slut-deactivated2018092]

Boys who squirm and thrash around when they’re about to cum are everything 🙌🏻

[twinkulture-deactivated20180103]

no offense but i want to fuck a boy until he’s cumming so hard that he’s shaking and whimpering and i wanna give him tons of hickies and i want to make him feel owned

[axngelic-princess]

Guys moans make me go 💕💗💗❤️🌟🌟🌸🌸💓🌟💕💕💘💘💓💝💝💝💫💫💫🌸💗💗💫🌟💓💓💝

[workofartinprogress]

Lemme tell you, quitting drugs ain’t easy.

[workofartinprogress]

So ive just taken to freebleeding most of the time now, because I lost my diva cup, can't afford another one, and have been on my period for over a month and can't stand wearing tampons anymore, and have been having reactions to all of the pantiliners/pads I have. Not to mention I'm straight up out of tampons and pantiliners now, so it's either continue wearing pads and having weird things happen to my labia, buy more products I can't afford, or just freebleed and ruin all of my underwear, and smell my own vagina at all times.

[workofartinprogress]

am I using my Nana's death as an excuse to stay home and get high, or am I staying home to get high because I don't know how else to cope with my Nana's death?????????? will I ever know?????????

[workofartinprogress]

Today is the first 24 hours that I have gone without smoking anything in about four or five months.

[workofartinprogress]

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[workofartinprogress]

when you're 10 minutes into an 8 hour drive with your significant other and he has already called you "fucking r*tarded" and said "I can't fucking do anything with you" and last night was saying "I don't fucking care if you come with me or not"

[workofartinprogress]

when you’re at your pediatricians office (because you’re a fucking 23 year old adult who still goes to the pediatrician because you can’t get your shit together) and you know everyone who looks at you can tell that you cried for the past 30 minutes in the car, but there’s nothing you can do about it short of wearing sunglasses inside, but it doesn’t matter because nothing matters because you’re a giant failure who should probably quit her job and who is never going to be a functional member of society, and who just can’t. do. anything. right. no matter what. and on top of it all there’s a god damn picture of whales in the ocean on the waiting room wall so you have to consciously avert your eyes so you don’t start panicking again (because when whales give you panic attacks, you know you’re fucked up) and you can’t stop the intrusive thoughts and now I’m fucking crying again god damnit, at least I’m sitting in a chair behind a wall so no one is looking directly at me.

[workofartinprogress]

and then I got up when they called the wrong name because I misheard and it was fucking awkward as hell and now I am just crying more. thank god for this wall thing

[workofartinprogress]

when you're at your pediatricians office (because you're a fucking 23 year old adult who still goes to the pediatrician because you can't get your shit together) and you know everyone who looks at you can tell that you cried for the past 30 minutes in the car, but there's nothing you can do about it short of wearing sunglasses inside, but it doesn't matter because nothing matters because you're a giant failure who should probably quit her job and who is never going to be a functional member of society, and who just can't. do. anything. right. no matter what. and on top of it all there's a god damn picture of whales in the ocean on the waiting room wall so you have to consciously avert your eyes so you don't start panicking again (because when whales give you panic attacks, you know you're fucked up) and you can't stop the intrusive thoughts and now I'm fucking crying again god damnit, at least I'm sitting in a chair behind a wall so no one is looking directly at me.

[workofartinprogress]

[workofartinprogress]