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May I request a #8 with Bucky? Thank you bunches and congratulations 💜
A/N: Eeeeeyh !! Thank you lovely! So this turned a little angsty but I promise there’s a hint of fluff xo p.s That gif fits so perfectly oh myPrompt: Sometimes you need a little reminder of what gets you through the day“We’re in the middle of a thunderstorm and you wanna stop and feel the rain?” Pairing: BuckyXreaderWarning: A little angst but all good
Clouds moved in from the west, casting a shadow over the grass field that you were hiking over. Your rifle neatly tucked behind your back, not a single bullet left after your successful mission. You let out a deep sigh, feeling your energy drain from your body as you made your way to the jet. You cast your eyes to the horizon, the buildings merely the size of legos as you tiredly dragged your body through the mud.
A/N: Here is just another fluff bomb for you all, hope you it! Please let me know what you think. Please note that english is not my first language so there might be grammar mistakes
Pairings: Bucky X Reader
Prompt: Bucky tries to figure out the reason behind his missing hoodie one day, relishing in the idea that might be a win-win situation for both of you.. but what might that lead to?
Warnings: Fluff overload
Word count: 3745
It all started out innocently enough, on a monday evening after a return home from a particularly difficult mission. Your feet brushed against the cold kitchen tiles, a shiver trailing through your body as you made your way to the fridge for a late night snack. You grabbed a plate of brownies, showing the fridge close with your elbow before making your way to the television room.
You were surprised to find it empty, smiling to yourself as you relished in the idea of being able to pick a movie for once as you planted yourself on the couch. You placed the plate on the sofa table, bringing a brownie to your mouth as you browsed through the selection available on Netflix until you found something of your liking. Another shiver trailed down your spine, your body being tired and drained of energy from the mission and you reached over to the blanket at and brought it over your legs. Your eyes landed on a grey hoodie, figuring it was Steve’s you contently threw it over your shoulders and enjoyed the warmth and smell of the large garment that covered your figure.
‘’- You mentioned something about being in love?’’
A/N: Almost a year ago I was the queen of angst but here we are and another fluff bomb is thrown your way. I hope you enjoy! This isn’t my best piece but I just wanted to share something with you guys to make up for the lack of my presence for so long. Please note that english is not my first language so there might be grammar mistakes
Pairings: Bucky X Reader
Prompt: Sometimes you find someone that feels like the perfect piece to your puzzle, realising that secret relationships are a slippery slope when you live in an intense environment like begin an Avenger.
Warnings: Fluffness overload
Word count: 3300
There’s that feeling of safety, a luxury you weren’t privileged of experiencing very often, for either of you. Wrapped in Bucky’s arms, his deep breaths fanning down your neck and leaving a tingling sensation on your soft skin as he pulls you closer to his broad figure, ensuring that there isn’t an inch separating you from him. His lips finding themselves ever so often on your body for gentle feather light kisses to assure that you were his, and he was yours. Like two puzzles finally fitting together, your own little secret.
Soon his sounds of slumber lull you to sleep, his arms framing you and shielding you from the usual night terrors. He was the calming of the storms in your heart, just as you were to his, a shelter you had so desperately searched for. These nights were your safe havens, your break from the taunting lives you lived, with each other there to distract from the haunting memories of your pasts.
#when casting is perfect I begin to wonder about Marvel #do they secretly grow these people on farms #let them loose on the world for a while to establish lives #and then cast them as the role they were grown for
Everybody says Seb isn’t like Bucky… but he IS. He’s Bucky without a mask on. Bucky’s always wearing some sort of mask. Even around Steve. Seb is what Bucky would be like if he’d had the chance to just ~be~.
A/N: ALL THE FLUFF!! This is the last part of this very fluffy christmas series with precious Bucky. I hope you enjoy! Please note that english is not my first language so there might be grammar mistakes
Pairings: Bucky X Reader
Prompt: Christmas can be lonely without your family, but maybe it won’t be so bad with your new friends and a special someone.. Fluff
Warnings: none
Word count: 934
Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5
You tried to steady your breath, your eyes gazing out of the bedroom window while you sat on the windowsill. Your concentration was interrupted by a gentle knock on the door and you figured it was Wanda, telling whoever was out there to enter. You kept your eyes fixed on the view outside the window, as the person slowly approached you.
A/N: Found this old thing laying in my drafts from never daring to post. Decided, FUCK IT. Hope you enjoy! Please note that english is not my first language so there might be grammar mistakes.
Pairings: Bucky X Reader
Prompt: Nightmares keep haunting you wether you’re awake or asleep, but something or someone has been helping you escape them.
For reference: hypnagogic hallucinations and sleep paralysis
Your chest rose before falling heavily as you tossed and turned on your bed. You weren’t sure when you had opened your eyes but it didn’t stop the haunting images that flashed before them. ‘’Please, not now’’ you breathed out, blinking your eyes rapidly to try and bring yourself back to reality. You sat up, moving around in your bed as your visions became more threatening and your hand brought the blanket up to cradle in your neck as if it was some sort of a shield to you.
Your breathing became irregular and the hissing sound rang in your ears, tears threatening to surface in your eyes. The darkness overwhelmed you and your vision was blurry as you fought hard to wake yourself up from your current state, trying to block out the voices around you. Daring to move, you reached over to the lamp by your bed and your eyes hurt from the bright light.
A/N: Here is just another fluff bomb for you all, hope you it! Please let me know what you think. Please note that english is not my first language so there might be grammar mistakes
Pairings: Bucky X Reader
Prompt: Bucky tries to figure out the reason behind his missing hoodie one day, relishing in the idea that might be a win-win situation for both of you.. but what might that lead to?
Warnings: Fluff overload
Word count: 3745
It all started out innocently enough, on a monday evening after a return home from a particularly difficult mission. Your feet brushed against the cold kitchen tiles, a shiver trailing through your body as you made your way to the fridge for a late night snack. You grabbed a plate of brownies, showing the fridge close with your elbow before making your way to the television room.
You were surprised to find it empty, smiling to yourself as you relished in the idea of being able to pick a movie for once as you planted yourself on the couch. You placed the plate on the sofa table, bringing a brownie to your mouth as you browsed through the selection available on Netflix until you found something of your liking. Another shiver trailed down your spine, your body being tired and drained of energy from the mission and you reached over to the blanket at and brought it over your legs. Your eyes landed on a grey hoodie, figuring it was Steve’s you contently threw it over your shoulders and enjoyed the warmth and smell of the large garment that covered your figure.
A/N: Found this old thing laying in my drafts from never daring to post. Decided, FUCK IT. Hope you enjoy! Please note that english is not my first language so there might be grammar mistakes.
Pairings: Bucky X Reader
Prompt: Nightmares keep haunting you wether you’re awake or asleep, but something or someone has been helping you escape them.
For reference: hypnagogic hallucinations and sleep paralysis
Your chest rose before falling heavily as you tossed and turned on your bed. You weren’t sure when you had opened your eyes but it didn’t stop the haunting images that flashed before them. ‘’Please, not now’’ you breathed out, blinking your eyes rapidly to try and bring yourself back to reality. You sat up, moving around in your bed as your visions became more threatening and your hand brought the blanket up to cradle in your neck as if it was some sort of a shield to you.
Your breathing became irregular and the hissing sound rang in your ears, tears threatening to surface in your eyes. The darkness overwhelmed you and your vision was blurry as you fought hard to wake yourself up from your current state, trying to block out the voices around you. Daring to move, you reached over to the lamp by your bed and your eyes hurt from the bright light.
A/N: Found this old thing laying in my drafts from never daring to post. Decided, FUCK IT. Hope you enjoy! Please note that english is not my first language so there might be grammar mistakes.
Pairings: Bucky X Reader
Prompt: Nightmares keep haunting you wether you’re awake or asleep, but something or someone has been helping you escape them.
For reference: hypnagogic hallucinations and sleep paralysis
Your chest rose before falling heavily as you tossed and turned on your bed. You weren’t sure when you had opened your eyes but it didn’t stop the haunting images that flashed before them. ‘’Please, not now’’ you breathed out, blinking your eyes rapidly to try and bring yourself back to reality. You sat up, moving around in your bed as your visions became more threatening and your hand brought the blanket up to cradle in your neck as if it was some sort of a shield to you.
Your breathing became irregular and the hissing sound rang in your ears, tears threatening to surface in your eyes. The darkness overwhelmed you and your vision was blurry as you fought hard to wake yourself up from your current state, trying to block out the voices around you. Daring to move, you reached over to the lamp by your bed and your eyes hurt from the bright light.
A/N: Found this old thing laying in my drafts from never daring to post. Decided, FUCK IT. Hope you enjoy! Please note that english is not my first language so there might be grammar mistakes.
Pairings: Bucky X Reader
Prompt: Nightmares keep haunting you wether you’re awake or asleep, but something or someone has been helping you escape them.
For reference: hypnagogic hallucinations and sleep paralysis
Your chest rose before falling heavily as you tossed and turned on your bed. You weren’t sure when you had opened your eyes but it didn’t stop the haunting images that flashed before them. ‘’Please, not now’’ you breathed out, blinking your eyes rapidly to try and bring yourself back to reality. You sat up, moving around in your bed as your visions became more threatening and your hand brought the blanket up to cradle in your neck as if it was some sort of a shield to you.
Your breathing became irregular and the hissing sound rang in your ears, tears threatening to surface in your eyes. The darkness overwhelmed you and your vision was blurry as you fought hard to wake yourself up from your current state, trying to block out the voices around you. Daring to move, you reached over to the lamp by your bed and your eyes hurt from the bright light.
Taking a moment to adjust, you soon managed to stand up from your bed and you wrapped your blanket around yourself before heading for the door. Shivering from the haunting feeling of your bed and your bedroom, you felt a bad headache creep up on you.
You stepped out to the hallway, drawing a heavy breath as the cold air hit you, thankful that someone had left the window open down the hall. You felt vulnerable and cursed yourself for letting these visions have an affect on you, knowing that it was nothing more that your mind playing tricks.
While pouring yourself a glass of water you felt how drained you were but you knew that the only way to get through this night was to fully wake yourself up, making sure that your hallucinations wouldn’t follow you to sleep again. You chucked down the water, feeling how it refreshed you before you walked over to the balcony door. You opened it slowly, letting the cold breeze of the night clear your lungs as you took a heavy breath.
Sighing, you knew you had to go back to sleep, worried that your visions might follow you once more. Not feeling comfortable with going back to your bedroom, you slowly lowered yourself to the familiar sofa in the lounge area before spreading your blanket over yourself. You curled up into a fetal position as a shiver went down your spine from the fear of falling back asleep, but knowing that you needed to rest.
Thankfully, there was no sign of more hallucinations and you slept soundly for the rest of that night until you were woken up by a gentle shake on your shoulder. Your eyes flickered open and you noticed the dark haired man hovering over you, a shy smile playing on his lips as he awoke you.
‘’Sorry’’ he whispered, glancing around as if he was waiting for anyone to enter the room any minute or just to avoid your gaze. You whimpered, feeling how tired you were and trying to process what was going on.
‘’Where am I?’’ your voice was sleepy and you brought your hand up to rub your eyes, the sunlight hurting them as you slowly woke from your sleep, receiving a chuckle from Bucky. That’s when you realised that you had forgotten to set your alarm to give you a chance to leave the sofa before anyone else would get up.
Your eyes opened wide and you quickly sat up, blushing at the fact that Bucky had found you asleep ‘’I’m sorry’’ you breathed out and he took a step back to let you stand up from the sofa. You opened your mouth to say something before closing it again as you weren’t sure what to say, feeling too tired to form a whole sentence. You glanced around, making sure you had everything, realising that you had only brought your blanket with you and your cheeks turned a shade darker as you realised how flustered you looked before pursing your lips together in a shy smile. Brushing past him, you mumbled an apology before rushing to your bedroom, not letting him utter another word.
“You look like you haven’t slept in days” Tony glanced up at you, while he stirred his coffee. Your lips pursed into a bemused smile, feeling uncomfortable under the unwanted attention of the others. Your last mission had been rough, causing your hallutinations to be worse and more frequent.
Even escaping to the couch didn’t seem to work lately, finding your hallutanations to follow you where ever you tried to go. Constantly you would find yourself on the familliar sofa, haunted by your visions and the only sollution to wake yourself up. Giving up on trying to get sleep for the rest of the night.
“Way to make a girl feel special” Clint mocked his words, shooting you a shy smile. A yawn escaped your lips, your vision getting blurred from the water that made it’s way to them. Pulling out a chair out from under the kitchen table, you bid a good morning, deciding not to pay attention to their comments.
Pressing your finger to the corner of your eye, you rid yourself of the tear pooling there. You leaned over the table to grab a bowl and a box of cereal before making yourself an easy breakfast. You absent mindedly played with the cereal that danced around in the milk in front of you, not really feeling hungry.
Feeling eyes on you, you looked up to meet Bucky’s gaze. Creases formed on his forhead, giving away just how worried he was. His worry took you by surprise but you simply gave him a forced smile, trying to reassure him that everything was all right.
For the next few weeks, it seemed that your hallutinations didn’t follow you outside your bedroom. It was differnet though, you could feel them creeping up on you in your sleep but every time your body startled and you would bolt awake. It was if there was a loud noise or shake on your shoulder to bring you awake, but it was gone as soon as your eyes opened. Glancing around you found yourself alone on the sofa, silence falling around you and you wondered what had woken you.
It was one of those nights were the energy seemed to be drained out of everyone after a tough mission. Your bodies were sprawled across the sofa, one by one falling asleep. You fought to keep your eyes open, terrified of what might follow once you closed them. A yawn escaped your lips and you received a chuckle from chipper clint “just close your eyes and get some rest Y/N” the ones that were awake looked your way “we’ll wake you up if you fall asleep”.
“It’s all right” you gave them a reasurring smile “I’ll probably just head upstairs in a moment”. Soon the attention turned from you and you listened on as they carried out their conversations.
Your eyelids were getting heavy and you struggled with holding them up. Letting them fall you felt how drained of energy you were. Your head fell backwards and you felt yourself drifting to sleep, an uncomfortable feeling brew ing in your stomach as you nightmares pulled at you. A gently squeze on your thigh, just above the knee jerked you awake. Lifting your head from the sofa, your eyes met Bucky’s and he gave you a shy smile.
His hand lingered over your knee and your eyes darted down to his hand and he quickly pulled it away when he noticed, the tip of his ears turning a pink colour. His eyes seemed to dart between the others, likely to make sure no one had noticed.
You opened your mouth to question his actions but his attention was focused on the others so you decided against it. Just thankful for him having disturbed you before you fell asleep.
“Why don’t you just close your eyes? I promise we won’t make fun of your snoring” Sam nudged you knee, a wide grin plastered on his face. You chuckled lightly in response, your energy running low after the disastrous mission you had just returned from. You struggled to keep your head up, your eyelids failing you and you smiled weakly as you tried to push through the discomfort.
You glanced around, taking in the surroundings of the hospital waiting room. Your stomach dropping at the thought of how bad the situation could be, knowing that any minute the doctor would be coming to give you the status of Clint’s status.
‘’How long has she been out?’’ The hastiness of Bucky’s voice took the others by surprise as his eyes landed on your trembling sleeping figure. Your eyes flickered open and your facial expression gave away the terrors that haunted you. Bucky placed cups of hot beverage in his hand to the counter next to him before rushing towards you and kneeling between your legs.
His hands cupped your face and you were startled at the contact, your mind was hazed and you resisted his hands as you fought your demons. He called out your name, his hands trying to steady your movements as he attempted to bring your out of your trance. Your chest was heaving and your hazy eyes were soon starting to clear up with Bucky’s hands around you.
‘’Bucky?’’ Your voice was a mere whisper, laced with terror and confusion. His hands resided on either sides of you face, his thumb gracing your jaw in a comforting manner as you calmed down and adjusted to your surroundings.
‘’It’s all right Y/N, you’re awake.’’ His voice was calm, his eyes boring into yours and you could feel the tears prickling at your eyes. Bucky’s eyebrows furrowed and you could see hesitation in his movements before he pulled you into his embrace. A small sob escaped your lips as you buried your face into his shoulder and you snaked your arms around him as you clung to his broad frame.
‘’I’m sorry.’’ You mumbled against the soft fabric of his jacket and you could hear him hush you as he pulled you closer to chest, his hands brushing through your hair and rubbing your back in desperate attempts to calm you down. The silence that fell over the room as you steadied your breathing lasted for what felt like hours. When the tension was leaving your body, you hesitantly pulled away from his arms and your eyes locked with his and he gave you a small smile before pulling his bottom lip between his teeth.
Before you could utter the apology that was on the tip of your tongue, he quickly interrupted, ‘’I shouldn’t have left, knowing that you were fighting to stay awake. I’m sorry that you fell asleep in this condition.’’ Your eyebrows furrowed at his apology, wondering what he meant by it. His hand reached up to tuck a lock of your hair behind your ear before he thumbed away the tears that stained your cheeks and your stomach fluttered at the touch. Your mind finally caught up, thinking back to all those nights on the sofa where you were stirred in your sleep before your nightmares got a hold on you, that loss of contact you felt on your skin as your eyes fluttered open.
‘’Thank you, Bucky.’’ You pulled him back into your embrace to show your gratitude, feeling him tense up at your sudden action before he relaxed into your arms. You could feel him lightly chuckle, his body vibrating against your figure and his breath fanning down your neck and sending shivers down your spine. The corners of your mouth curled into a small smile, feeling incredibly grateful for the man you held in your arms.
Your moment was cut short with someone clearing their throat and you pulled away from each other to meet everyones questioning looks. Before you managed to explain, the doctor interrupted to explain to you that Clint would heal well with some proper rest and a few weeks without activities. You glanced back to Bucky, sharing a fond smile that held the promise of a deeper connection.
She’d always promised herself not to look back. Not for the good or the bad. It was done. Over.
But it wasn’t. She would always remember, it would always be alive as long as her heart was beating. That memory residing deep inside her.
And in that moment a new hope sparked in her heart, that feeling rushing through every part of her body. It was as if someone had broken down the dam that was holding it all deep inside her. Hearing that familiar question leaving his mouth, her lips curled into that reserved smile as she locked eyes with him. That smile for the special moments.
Sooo I have this little idea of another series but I'm not sure what the intrest in it would be so I need your opinions. It'a basically a series around the reader, whom I have not yet decided who I'll pair up with at the moment. It'd be little snippets into encounters with different characters from the Marvel Vinematic Universe and it'd sort of form into a pairing in the end with one of them. Would you guys be interested?
It would likely be Peter Quill x reader, Loki x reader, Thor x reader, Buvky x reader, Nat x reader or any possible pairing really, just depending on where inspiration, writing and feedback from you guys would take me!
A/N: There’s not much Bucky in this part but he his shirtless mmmhmm. Please give me some feedback if you time, hope you like it! Please note that english is not my first language so there might be grammar mistakes.
Pairings: Bucky X Reader
Prompt: Bartender Au / You’re not sure what started it but one thing is for sure, Bucky Barnes is a person you can’t stand and he’s not particularly happy with you either. What do you do when your feelings towards your annoying coworker during the preparation for your best friends’ wedding suddenly shift to a different direction, leaving you terrified.
Warnings:
Word count: 1461
Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3
‘’You never told me Bucky was a dork.’’ You slurred, licking your finger clean of the frosting you swiped of the extra cake you had picked up earlier that morning. You’re not sure what made you drop that sentence but somehow it was the only thing occupying your mind at the moment. ‘’Why not?’’
‘’He is a dork.’’ Clint responded, chuckling lightly at your drunken state before pouring milk into two glasses and sliding one over to you. You took a sip from the glass, smiling contently at the late night snack you had laid in front of you, a generous piece of chocolate cake.
A/N: There’s not much Bucky in this part but he his shirtless mmmhmm. Please give me some feedback if you time, hope you like it! Please note that english is not my first language so there might be grammar mistakes.
Pairings: Bucky X Reader
Prompt: Bartender Au / You’re not sure what started it but one thing is for sure, Bucky Barnes is a person you can’t stand and he’s not particularly happy with you either. What do you do when your feelings towards your annoying coworker during the preparation for your best friends’ wedding suddenly shift to a different direction, leaving you terrified.
Warnings:
Word count: 1461
Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3
‘’You never told me Bucky was a dork.’’ You slurred, licking your finger clean of the frosting you swiped of the extra cake you had picked up earlier that morning. You’re not sure what made you drop that sentence but somehow it was the only thing occupying your mind at the moment. ‘’Why not?’’
‘’He is a dork.’’ Clint responded, chuckling lightly at your drunken state before pouring milk into two glasses and sliding one over to you. You took a sip from the glass, smiling contently at the late night snack you had laid in front of you, a generous piece of chocolate cake.
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