Instinct |11| The End
Summary: An unwelcome(ish) blast from the Captainâs trainee days comes back to the Scouting Regiment and old habits die hard.
Levi X Reader
Warnings: Smut
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tags: @pjimochiâ @spideyboiiiiâ @beautifulimperfections13â @halparkebitch.
This is the last fic of the series thank you for all your support. Especially @nefelimalfoy whom without her comments I would not have continued - Sending all the love
âLEVI! Itâs time to get upâ you called through to the bedroom. The saccharine scent of honey emanating from the porridge as you stirred it on the stove beneath you. After a few moments of hearing nothing you turned the stove off and headed to the bedroom. Levi was awake but still not moving, the lure of the bed clearly too strong. The sheet was half off, sloping down, barely covering the chiselled body stirring you into a whirl of unholy thoughts.
Itâs too early and heâs going to be late you scolded yourself.
âCome on!â arms folded against the door frame emitting a pressing glare.
âDo you need help?â You offered more kindly.
âIâm more than capable thank youâ he grumbled.
It had only been a couple of months since the rumbling was thwarted, He was still coming to terms with life with only one functioning leg. The Drâs seem to think there is a possibility the functionality may return but it will take years, nerves are a bitch to heal it turns out. Heâs dealing with it his way, which currently is a high occurrence of a soured mood. He wonât open up about itâŠyet. He is still adjusting and learning his limitations.
As he sat himself up in bed you offered him his crutch which he took with tired eyes.
âWould you like some breakfast before you go?
âNo thank you, Iâm alrightâ
âOkay, Iâll be telling Falco and Gabi to make sure you eat something before you come backâ
âLast thing I need is you being a hangry git, now chop chop and get dressedâ
You left him to do his thing and finished dishing out your porridge and a pan of milk.
The morning rays streaming in in balanced lines through the curtains. The warmth indicative of another scorching day. Your eyes focusing on the specs of dust pirouetting in the rays like dancing specs.
SLAP!
Leviâs hand came firmly across your behind in a swoop. You jolted forward.
âMr Ackerman!â you turned, almost in his free arm.
âWhat? You expect me to keep my hands off you while your ass is so finely on display for me under that shirt?â
His eyes pinched with sultry intent, his hand creeping round the back of your waist to pull you into him, immediately surrendering into a heated kiss. Pulling away from him, your lips curved into a smile. Your hands dancing down his chest, fingertips ghosting the soft silhouette of his skin.
âI thought I told you to get dressedâ
âI half listenedâ
 Heâd managed only his trousers.
âI see thatâ
âDo you intend to go to peace talks shirtless?â
âNo, just thought Iâd be nice and give you a nice view for a bit longerâ He pulled a white shirt from the back of the chair and sat, resting his crutch beside him. You put yourself between his legs and started doing his buttons up. It wasnât long before his hands were trailing on your outer thighs and up to your hips, his thumbs peeking underneath your underwear.
His hands stopped, with a gentle knock of the door
âThatâll be Falco and Gabiâ you announced but his fingers began their delicate dance again.
You batted them away.
âBehave! You can have your fun laterâ you promised
âCome in!â you beckoned, helping Levi up and across into his wheelchair.
They both entered not venturing far in the living room and waited patiently for Levi to reach them.
âGood Morning Miss YL/Nâ The pair said in unison.
âMorningâ you beamed back maintaining a pleasant and soft expression.
âMake sure he has some lunch will youâ
âAlright MUMâ Levi jested like a grumpy child causing Falco and Gabi to giggle quietly.
âWe will Miss donât worryâ
With a soft click you was left alone.
After gauging the temperature with a dip of your fingers in the milk you decanted the contents of the pan into a small bottle and headed to Erwinâs room.
The room was dark, the navy curtains drawn. A wooden crib pushed against the wall to the right of the window, the slumbering infant gently stirring on your entry.
âIts breakfast time sweet peaâ you cooed in a light voice, cradling him in your arms. His tiny face scrunching up with the interruption. Next to the crib a low wooden rocking chair welcomed you as you sat. Erwinâs small dark eyes glowed and grew on catching sight of the bottle, mouth agape with anticipation. The bottle undulated in your hand as he drank. Love swelled in your chest your mind drifted to the day you welcomed Erwin into your life.
Dust heavy in your chest, eyes burning, stumbling through the wreckage of buildings searching for the bodies of the crushed and fallen. Hope diminishing for anymore survivors.
The house you were in could barely be called that anymore, the whole side of the house had crumbled under a colossalâs feet. The bottom of the stairs was no more, you needed ODM gear to propel yourself up to the second floor. Your ears picking up a faint, tired cry. You rushed to the source. The room you entered was largely unaffected albeit a snowing of dust. Miraculously the crib was fully intact, the baby who couldnât have been more than a few months old like the interior was coated in dark dirty dust.
âLEVIâ You called. It was a few seconds before you heard the gas canisterâs whooshing closer. He quickly rested on you, with one leg crushed he was in agony but yet still came.
âPoor little bastardâ Levi breathed. His face solemn and stoic as usual. You cleared the dirt from the babyâs face as best you could, the dust sticking to some minute cuts across his cheek. You looked at Levi, eyebrows raised, idea brewing.
âWhat?â
âYou know we couldâŠâ
âAre you serious?â His brows knitting together with a force.
âWhy not? We have spoken about it beforeâ
âYeah hypothetically as you canât have them and the world is a shit showâ
âThe world will be different now, thereâs no titans anymore just regular peopleâ
âThat just makes it more complicatedâ
The baby was cooing and gurgling in your arms
âWhat are you worried about seriously?â
âI just⊠donât know what to do, what if Iâm not good enough?â His dropped his head, eyes canvasing the floor searching for the internal answers that wouldnât materialize.
âI donât think any parents know what they are doing, itâs a constant learning curve. Levi, of course youâll be good enough. Youâre an ass but youâre a caring and moral ass. And I know if given the chance youâll make damn sure it has everything you never didâ
He took a moment.
âYou know I love you and will only do this with you rightâ He conceded.
âI wouldnât want anyone else toâ you smiled
Erwin was sleeping, still gently sucking at his bottle. You tried to retrieve it as softly as you could before placing him back in his crib; to then creep out the room as silently as you entered. The sleepless nights were draining, youâd never dreamed of appreciating having the house to yourself when Erwin was asleep as much as you do now. Your eyes were fighting with force to close, conceding you hauled yourself to your own bed and allowed the blissful sleep to consume you.
//
Where youâd failed to fully pull the curtains across, the light of the afternoon crept into your room; streaming a bright line down your face, squinting you shifted up, taking a few mouthfuls of water from the tumbler at your bedside.
Maternal instincts already had your ears pricking to see if there was any signs of distress from the other room. Thankfully there was none. You picked a book up from the table next to you, enjoying the peace, a modest content smile crossing your lips.
The peaceful afternoon came and went, the sun cowering to the dark shades of blue in the sky.
The quiet evening also came and went. The sky fully surrendered to the stars now sprinkled throughout the sky, a nearly empty bottle of wine now sat beside you in the bedroom.
The faint click of the door, and the good night wishes of the kids was all you heard before the gentle footstep and clunk of the crutch headed your way. You knew heâd go to Erwin and give him a good night before finally coming into you.
âSo howâd the peace talks go?â
âWe could have done with you there, everyone still wants to fight each otherâ Levi said, solemn.
âI doubt my presence would have changed the outcome muchâ
âYouâre probably right, I just missed youâ
âYouâre getting softâ you chuckled.
The bed depressed beside you as Levi sat himself down and began twiddling his buttons undone.
âHere let meâ You offered swivelling yourself around and off the bed
âI can do itâ He protested
You shut his next words up with a defiant kiss, his hands reflexing to your behind
âI know you canâ your forehead pressed against his
âAm I not allowed to undress you before you can have your way with me?â
âOh is this how itâs gonna go?
âMmhmmâ you mumbled through a kiss lightly biting at his bottom lip.
You littered the floor with his shirt and trousers and your top before straddling his waist. Your hands locking at the back of his neck as he sat, hands tracing your outline in a delicate motion.
âSo captain, how would you like me this evening?â you breathed down the skin of neck
âOh like that is itâ he breathed through a soft groan
âMmmhmmâ you mumbled again
âWell if thatâs the case letâs start with tasting you until your legs are shakingâ
Using all the core stability he had, he had you on your back in one swoop. He may have one crippled leg but it certainly didnât take him long to accomplish and work out manoeuvring you around in bed.
Your hand ruffled tight in his hair, his lips enveloping the aroused buds of your breasts, his teeth at them earning soft moans. His hand blissfully biting at your side as you wriggled beneath him.
//
âWhat do you say?â
âLevi pleaseâ You begged. Your body now littered with red welts courtesy of his teeth, Your clit crying out desperately for the attention it was being teased and starved of.
âI donât think youâre readyâ he breathed over your bud.
You aimed a playful slap at his head.
The colour drained from your knuckles twisting in the sheets. His tongue finally finding its place at the apex of your thighs.
âBetter?â he questioned, your arousal already telling him the answer
âyesâ you stuttered angling your hips upwards.
//
Levi, as ever was a man of his word, your body was writhing, screaming out and shaking for release that was cruelly denied to you.
âNot yet princess, I want you coming undone on top of meâ His hot breath fanned at the apex of your thighs where heâd rendered you so sensitive.
He pulled himself up your body, his lips blossoming kisses where there was already red blooming on your skin before his mouth danced with yours. Your bodies pressing together capturing the blissful heat into an almost suffocating void. You could only bare the kiss for a few moments before the desire between your legs grew too great, an overwhelming need needing to claw its way to the surface. You gave in, shifting your weight up toppling Levi over onto his back.
âIs this how you want meâ You sunk onto him, hands braced on his chest in support
âYes⊠so beautifulâ he managed to choke through an exhaled moan. His hands fanned out, gripping at the top of your thighs guiding you down faster each time.
âDo I feel good baby?â Levi breathed, his pupils blown out like small galaxies watching your expressions with feverish intent.
âSoo good, donât stopâ you whined, your pelvic muscles began clenching around him, each time deep exhales or expletives passing your lips.
You cursed Leviâs name as you came undone, your movements slowed as the sensations riddled your muscles and inundated your body. Your mind immersed in a satiated haze. Quickly stabilizing yourself, Levi was still bucking up into you not missing a single beat. You tightened your muscles. He audibly grunted, his fingers curled into your hips as his stuttered.
You collapsed beside him, your legs relishing on the relief of the soft mattress.
âAnd you were worried our sex life would suffer with Erwinâ you panted, rolling over to face him as he did you
âHe isnât free and running around yetâ he countered. You rolled your eyes in jest
âAlways the pessimistâ
âAlways the realistâ He countered again.
As if his ears were burning a faint cry reached your ears at which point you both rolled your eyes.
âIâll go get him, but you can have you himâ This was not up for discussion.
Peeling yourself away from the confines of comfort, begrudgingly accepting the cool air circulating the room, you quickly coated your skin with a long shirt from the draws.
As soon as you gave Erwin to Levi he immediately ceased crying and returned to gurgling and blowing bubbles.
âSee you love daddy donât youâ You cooed as you got back into the bed.
âIâm never going to be comfortable with being called thatâ
âYou hate it donât you?â
âYesâ
âWell, all the more reason we call him that right bubba?â you asked the oblivious infant.
âJesus, please stopâ He complained, you did not do a thing in response but chuckle to yourself, tucking yourself under the duvet and falling into needed slumber.
//
You groaned when your arm reached out and encountered nothing. Your weary body wanted to stay cocooned within the sheets. But alas parenting calls. You trudged yourself up, rubbing your eyes clearing out the specs of sleepy dust. You darenât look in the mirror as you walked past, from your peripheral vision you could tell your hair was wild and obviously slept on.
There wasnât a peep from Erwinâs room, you visually confirmed there was nobody present.
The living room had all the life, Levi was quietly reading a newspaper on the sofa and Erwin was on his back on his baby mat, tapping away at the small characters dangling above him kicking his little legs in excitement. You said nothing and just walked around to the front of the sofa, when that prompted no response, you snatched the paper out of his hands
âGood morningâ you added.
âSorry I was just engrossed, morning princessâ His attention now on you, he held out his hands, you took the invitation and straddled his lap, he leant back, placing his hands loosely at your hips.
âWhat do you want to do today?â Levi asked
âI was thinking we could maybe go down by the river for a walkâ You responded bright as a button. His eyes and shoulders dropped ever so slightly
âWhat?â
âI was kinda hoping you was going to say youâd do meâ His smile was very trying and sweet
You chuckled and slapped his playfully on the chest.
âWhat are we 5?â you quipped in response, you shifted your weight back slightly onto your heels on his lap
âHey itâs worth a try isnât it, a walk sounds nice thoughâ
âYou are very much a tryer, I give you thatâ You offered him a gentle kiss on his forehead. His hand raised to the back of your neck capturing you into a full kiss
âLater?â He tried again
âLaterâ you agreed.
//
The sun was high, the ball of flames beamed down pleasantly, warming your skin to a gratifying temperature. The light shimmered off the river with near blinding brightness if it caught you wrong. The breeze was cooling, teasing your hair enough you had to tuck it behind your ears every so often. Â Erwin was in Leviâs arms as you pushed them across the pebbly, sandy path.
âHave you thought anymore about what you want to do when you return to work?â
âYeah a bitâ you began
âI think Iâd still like to be in the service, and Iâd still like to train recruitsâ
âPreparing people for the front lines?â
âYeah, I think weâve had our fair share of front line duties. They said they would keep a role open for me. I think they are just bursting to have someone whoâs known and been through it all ya know, someone they army guys can respectâ
âI mean hopefully if you do your job right with the whole peace and acceptance thing Iâll have a much better conscienceâ you continued
âNo pressure thenâ Levi responded.
âNone whatsoeverâ you chirped.
âIt would give me piece of mind that you wouldnât be going awayâ
âWhy cos youâd miss me?â You toyed in a teasing tone
âYes I bloody well wouldâ he shot back, no jest in his voice
âI wouldnât know what Iâd do without youâ
âWell itâs a good thing I have no intention of leaving you anytime soon then isnât itâ
You walked until the sun began dipping, Erwin was fast asleep by the time you arrived back home. Promptly taking him off Levi to put him to bed while Levi shifted himself up to his crutch.
When you returned to the living room you collected the empty milk bottle from the bag and took it to wash up.
No sooner had Levi come up behind you slipping his free arm round your waist. Tilting your head back smiling
âIs it later yet?â He tried.
âI suppose it could beâ Your hand met his round your stomach, guiding it downwards, he took the hint. Your behind arching into him as his fingers started to tease.
âI love it when I feel you get excited for meâ Levi breathed, the breath at your neck inciting goose bumps where the warm air passed. His fingers moving faster now, spurred on by your arousal. You twisted round in his arms, his hand staying under your waistband. His lips met yours with feverishly, moaning into hips lips as you struggled to control your breathing.
You gently pushed him away and began teasing the buttons of your shirt undone as you made your way to the bedroom with Levi following.
//
âHave you had enough?â You already knew the answer.
âGod, yes! Please let me have you nowâ
 Your knees were sore and aching, it didnât faze you, watching Leviâs head drop back onto his shoulders moaning your name was reward enough. You were pleased with yourself as you slid into bed, devilish smirk creeping on your lips. You rolled onto your side, Levi shuffled up behind you harshly grabbing your behind, lightly biting at your shoulder. Your arched your back into him, he shoved you half on your front knocking your legs slightly apart. Your face half buried amongst the soft comfort of the pillow. There was something so cruel in how slow Levi ran himself through you.
âFuckâ you breathed with a plea laced within the letters. Your skin was hot, your breath was getting heavy and you were desperate for him. You pictured the smug smirk plastered across his face right now as his breath induced shivers down your spine.
âLevi, Please!â
âI wondered how long it would be before you begâ His smug look was confirmed, you felt the corner of his lips twist upwards on your back.
âSwear to god! I will fight youâ His smirk evaporated to a smile and chuckled
âOh I look forward to itâ Responding unbeknownst to Levi with an exaggerated eye roll.
Your hands, shot into fists gripping the sheets as he couldnât resist any longer, you both groaned in gratifying sync, completely and utterly lost in each other, all thoughts draining away almost to a void. It was just you and him.
âGod, I fucking love youâ He panted through a struggled breath, his head dropping to your shoulders. His hips flawless in motion, you felt all of him.
âFaster Leviâ the yearning request crawled unnoticed.
âWeâre going slow today princess, I want you to feel everythingâ His words lacing across the shell of the ear. Your head dropped burying in the pillow with no choice but to endure the blissful torment. Minutes passed, heck it could have been hours, your brain neglected the capacity to contemplate time.
Your muscles began tensing, second by second climbing, all the way up to the top but that final momentum to fall held back, like wheels spinning on the spot, with just the brakes needing to be released. It was tortuously beautiful.
âLevi, I needâŠâ
âI know baby, who am I to deny you when youâre so desperate for meâ All he got in response was strained moans, your sanity teetering on the brink.
Finally, he relented. Breaks released, his hips started running, inducing your undoing. Your body quivering, nerves firing sweet pulses body wide. Amidst this his hips and his body jerked behind you.
Two bodies, nothing but a thin layer of sweat between them, chests rapidly rising and falling struggling to regain coherent equilibrium.
âCan we stay like this foreverâ Your body had melted to the sheets, exhausted completely content.
âOnly if you marry meâ
âSorry what?â








