the art of lingering

ed // 30s // gender agnostic (any/all)

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★ name: ed/edd/eddieೀ ★ gender: agnostic (pronouns: any/all) ☆ about me: 30s, fact sharing autistic, one day i'll be a proud american ★ links: ao3 account, original fantasy work tag

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☆ likes: international politics, world history, eating the rich ★ personal goals: attempting to write a novel with the intension to get it published, working on a romance fantasy or romantasy story that could be described as a combo of game of thrones and bridgeton, if you're interesting in world building, musing, or being a beta reading, let me know~ ☆ tags to block: empire in decline watch 2k26 (sparingly used for US/world politics)

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Nicole Farhi, Cybele, 2018, Jesmonite Sculpture, Nicole Farhi Sculpture, http://nicolefarhisculpture.com

Georgia O'Keeffe, Spring, 1923-1924, Painting. Access O’Keeffe, Georgia O’Keeffe Museum, https://access-ok.okeeffemuseum.org/object/8535

Nicole Farhi, Ceres, 2018, Jesmonite Sculpture, Nicole Farhi Sculpture, http://nicolefarhisculpture.com

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ugh

[ummmlife]

me and the gals talking about fictional men's cocks on tumblr dot com

[sunbleachedbitch]

And for the blonde man, perhaps some torture?

[ormundshightower]

Emma. (2020) — dir. Autumn de Wilde

[writingwenches]

The Sundance Film Festival is being held in my town this January, how much effort should I put in to trying to fuck some someone?

[annecartson]

Illustration for Onegin, Anna and Elena Balbusso / The Glass Essay, Anne Carson

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I think enough time has passed for us to finally talk about It™ the scene that started it all...

how the FUCK did they fall asleep like that? Who fell asleep first? Are they particular heavy sleepers? How long did they lay like that before falling asleep?

I need answers @make-a-desert-call-it-peace @lazybakerart @lemonandpie @llendemain @dorsetti @saltbambi @estpolynesianmary @cummandercold @ablushingbambi @many-blogs

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waitaminute I’m rewatching the finale of s2 of SAS, the one where they beat up American soldiers…and those American men were Black men and the usa armed forces were not integrated at that time so like…wtf was this group of marines from multiple races all hanged out in the ritz in London????

[writingwenches]

*hits bong* new AU for SAS season 3 that has nothin to do with history or anything, I just want to see a evil military higher up or enemy combatant Lee Pace fucking Paddy against a wall in some hypersexual blackmail plot that's it

[wiionme]

Lowly Worm X Tracey Chapman

[nasnyys]

niall telling mona to kill herself woefully under discussed. he is so fucking funny and also terrible

[writingwenches]

Happy spamming my half man moots Saturday :) What’s a headcanon you are particularly fond of?

one I literally just thought up! Ruben actually did fuck Joanna, he just misspoke when telling Niall because its been a million years and who remembers names that well?? It wasn't even when he apologized, it was later when they ran into one another and it just happened, she needed to blow off some steam from being a mum and just rode him without a care in the world and nearly broke his pelvis <3 Because Mood. slight dom vibes, something like he tries to talk and she's like "pls shut up shut up" eyes closed in her own imagination because in their diegetic in-story universe they aren't as attractive as we see them LOL

[thaumasilva]

star trek would be the ideal fictional universe to get trapped in because you'd explain your situation and they'd be like yeah makes sense. no further questions. fortunately we can use the mysterious warp signature emitting from this system's icy moon to counterface with the solar radiation and slingshot you back home

[cantotallyeven]

Why would I want to go home?

[jmtorres]

unfortunately, several admirals will be called into rule on whether you can be permitted to stay here without screwing up the timestream, and if after their deliberations they decide to grant you political asylum then unfortunately you will die in a tragic accident in the last three minutes of the episode.

[writingwenches]

sexy tmi under the cut about not feeling sexy

I’m generally pretty good at controlling my intrusive thoughts, especially compared to my twenties when my docs wondered if I had schizophrenia/schozoaffective because they were so bad, but it turns out I have extreme depression that causes halicunations and extremely anxiety which is a totally different thing and they had to be dealt with separately lol

ANYWAYS, I feel so dumb for have some sort of imposter syndrome during my ALONE sexy times, like pls get out of my own head I don’t careeee anxiety I just want to orgasm so I can have a nice sleep or get rid of a headacheeee plsssss. But noOoOoOo, my brain has to interrupt my fantasies about an autistic hunk of beefcake letting choke on their dick with bullshit ~you know they’d never want you, right?? They deserve soOoOo much better than you, they’ll never choose you, you’ll be alone forever, you’re worthless etc~ like great I just went to sleep last night frustrated and annoyed with little evil whispers on my shoulder like I fundamentally understand all my fantasies are extensions of my own consciousness so who gives a fuck if they won’t ever choose me because they’re not here right now I’m fucking myself why can’t I choose me mehhhhhhhh AND all this with the knowledge that I have a basically perfect record for making penis-havers cum especially when they say they have ED because it’s all in your head bb let’s make you feel goooood don’t worry about it let’s focus on youuu

Moral of the story, I’m sexually frustrated and having stupid imposter syndrome with life recently and I’m kinda just too depressed (but more importantly not impressed) to get on the apps to find a stranger to bang my frustration out on 😢

For anyone with extreme intrusive thoughts/anxiety I treated those with ACT - Acceptance Commitment Therapy the same way someone with extreme chronic pain like nerve damage manages their pain, I treated the anxiety/thoughts like pain I can’t control and learned to live with it, lots of mindfulness, lots of “thank you body, not right now pls” very sarcastically, if anyone needed suggestions for their own.

[kisseism]

if you push your fingers deep enough you'll find the brat off button

[make-a-desert-call-it-peace]

[coolthingoftheday]

Solid bronze sickles of Luna and Solis. [x]