Below are links to my fanfics. Links to my multi-chapter fanfics are going to the master posts I have created for them. Links for one-shots will go directly to that fanfic. I hope you enjoy reading these as much as I enjoy writing them!
If you enjoy my work and would like to buy me a coffee, I would appreciate the support!
So I have opened up my asks and seeing as how these first two have been well received, I'll be continuing to leave them open. Feel free to ask/request anything. I can do sweet, spicy, fluff, smut, slap stick, comfort, HC if you wish. Currently I will write for ikesen or ikevamp. I may open up to ikeprince later, but I've only completed one route in ikeprince, so I don't feel like I have a good grasp on it yet.
100 Followers Celebration (Requests on this prompt list are now closed still taking all other requests).
Whimsey's Story Event Master List- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/689986429907009536/whimseys-story-event-master-list
Spilling The Tea! Master List (ikesen HC, crack collab with @creativem1)
Whimsey's Naughty or Nice Event (Christmas/Winter 2024 Event, open to other writers to post as well)
One Shots:
Mitsunari and THAT Book (IkeSen, Mitsunari fanfic)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/656011477642362880/mitsunari-and-that-book
Welcome Home (IkeSen, Hideyoshi & Reader fanfic, smut)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/669786485970665472/welcome-home
One Night (IkeSen Motonari and OC fanfic, smut)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/670696851944751104/one-night
Only You (IkeSen, Kenshin and OC fanfic, smut)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/670878996794327040/only-you
Who's Your Sengoku Santa (IkeSen, all warlords, bit of a humorous fanfic)-https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/670972953520914432/whos-your-sengoku-santa
The Best Gift (IkeSen, Kenshin and OC fanfic, fluff)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/673141790784831488/the-best-gift
Reunited (IkeSen, Keiji and Ava -OC-, smut)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/677740409905152000/reunited
War Council of Love (IkeSen, Motonari x OC, featuring Azuchi Warlords, fluff, humor, bit crackish)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/681026619964538880/war-council-of-love
The Beach (IkeSen, Motonari, reader insert, smut)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/668702007581884416/heyyyyyyyyy-gurlllllllll-how-you-been-could-i
Missed You (IkeVamp, Theo, smut)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/669051120215326720/heyyyyy-could-you-do-a-theo-smut-when-they-are
Beach Party (IkeSen, Motonari, reader insert, smut)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/683972430554890240/heyy-how-you-been-girl-may-i-ask-you-to-write
A Birthday Wish Come True (IkeSen, Motonari x OC, fluff with a hint of spice)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/684787452912795648/a-birthday-wish-come-true
Consequences (ikesen Keiji, smut)
I'm the Captain Tonight (ikesen Motonari, smut)
Foolish (ikesen Kanetsugu, slightly spicy)
Sparring Prompts:
Training Day (ikesen Sasuke, Kenshin, and Yukimura, platonic)
Princess Training (ikesen Keiji and MC)
Be My Valentine Content Creation Challenge Contributions:
Day 1: A Not So Secret Admirer (IkeSen Mitsuhide)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/674983046695534592/a-not-so-secret-admirer
Day 2: Let's Get Baking! (IkeSen Masamune)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/675067200604864512/lets-get-baking
Day 3: The Haori (IkeSen Mitsuhide)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/675194061372653568/the-haori
Day 4: Forgotten Valentine (IkeSen Sasuke)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/675272219073576960/forgotten-valentine
Day 5: A Special Valentine's Day (Ikevamp, Comte de Saint-Germain)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/675461527918247936/a-special-valentines-day
Day 6: Completely Enveloped in Love (IkeSen, Shingen)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/675474136363073536/completely-enveloped-in-love
Day 7: Holding Tight (IkeSen, Shingen)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/675553822476763136/holding-tight
Day 8: The Love Letter (IkeSen, Masamune, Sasuke)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/675641569691484160/the-love-letter
Day 9: Love You Forever (IkeSen, Motonari) -https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/676015626534387713/love-you-forever
Day 10: No One But You (IkeSen, Nobunaga)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/676084564834353152/no-one-but-you
Day 11: Just the Two of US (Ikevamp, Leonardo)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/676091087549513728/just-the-two-of-us
Day 12: The First Morning (IkeSen, Motonari)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/676101269709078528/the-first-morning
Day 13: A Valentine's To Remember (IkeSen, All warlords)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/676130203521679360/a-valentines-to-remember
SIN2021 Contributions:
A Clever Kitsune and his Little Mouse (IkeSen MitsuhideXReader fic, smut)-https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/667248310043770880/a-clever-kitsune-and-his-little-mouse
My Girl (IkeSen, MotonariXReader, smut)-https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/667343964636102656/my-girl
What We Do In The Shadows (ikesen, Mitsuhide, SMUT)
Summer Time Treat (ikesen, Masamune, SMUT)
What Was The Movie Again? (ikesen, Nobunaga, SMUT)
Boating Fun (ikesen, Motonari, SMUT)
SPF Hideyoshi (ikesen, Hideyoshi, SMUT)
A Garden Tryst (ikevamp, Comte, SMUT)
Tangled Up Together (ikevamp, Jean, SMUT)
The Sun and The Moon (ikesen, Mitsuhide, Hideyoshi, MC, SMUT)
Late Summer Rendezvous Contributions List - ikesen & ikepri
Headcanons:
A Warlord's Experience Part 1 (IkeSen, HC about the boys level of experience in the bedroom before meeting MC, Oda Forces)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/677340742761512960/a-warlords-experience
A Warlord's "Experience" Part 2 (IkeSen HC about the bedroom experience of the Uesugi-Takeda Alliance) -https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/677360596829798400/a-warlords-experience-part-2
A Warlord's "Experience" Part 3 (IkeSen, HC about Motonari and Kennyo's previous bedroom experience)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/677438050747531264/a-warlords-experience-part-3
Warlords' Favorite Sleeping Positions With MC/Reader (IkeSen HC about all warlords' fave sleeping positions with MC/reader, total fluff)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/694846741161312256/warlords-favorite-sleeping-positions
S/O who is insecure about her small chest (ikesen, Nobunaga HC, submission from a reader)
Multi Chapter: These all have a mixture of fluff, smut, humor, etc.
The Tiger and the Oda Princess (IkeSen, Shingen Fanfic)-https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/656434920356560896/the-tiger-and-the-oda-princess-master-post
Romance with Mr. Right...Hand Man (IkeSen, Hideyoshi fanfic)-https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/659086398682447873/romance-with-mr-righthand-man-master-post
Lady of Azuchi (IkeSen, Nobunaga fanfic)-https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/659676366165393408/lady-of-azuchi-master-post
Kitsune's Love (IkeSen, Mitsuhide fanfic)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/659905322743447553/kitsunes-love-master-post
My Pirate Lord and Our Life (Ikesen Motonari fanfic)-https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/663418403799941120/my-pirate-lord-and-our-life-master-post
Second Chance Love (IkeSen Mitsuhide fanfic)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/675684888794611712/second-chance-love-master-post
Picking Back Up (IkeSen Masamune fanfic)- https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/675734255022800896/picking-back-up-master-post
A Mermaid Princess and A Pirate King (IkeSen Motonari AU, fanfic) -https://writingwhimsey.tumblr.com/post/675923575784587264/a-mermaid-princess-and-a-pirate-king-master-list
Married to the Enemy-Shingen
All's Fair In Love and War
How Does A Good Girl Go To Hell? (Hazbin Hotel, LuciferxOC (Ariel))
Becoming Comtesse (ikevamp Comte de Saint-Germain, arranged marriage AU)
Coming Soon (Stories I have ideas for/warlords I plan on writing fanfics for; titles are subject to change once the fic is actually in progress)-
A Wild Love (A Masamune fanfic)
A Sengoku Fruits Basket (a crossover fanfic of Fruits Basket and IkeMen Sengoku, idea spurred from a conversation in a facebook fangroup, may be a one shot or may turn into a multi-chapter)
The Beauty and the Wild Child (A Keiji fanfic, a request by a dear friend, I hope I can do this story justice without having read his route yet)
Thought I'd pop in and let you all know what I've been up to this week!
✦ Currently working on: What the Sea Could Never Be (Silvio × Serafina)
The final draft is so close to being finished. Silvio manages to become jealous of something so utterly ridiculous that it is...well...very Silvio. 😂
I'm hoping to have it posted tonight.
...But you all know me.
I pour an absurd amount of time into these stories, so "almost done" somehow becomes another three editing passes, another thousand words, and me deleting entire scenes because they don't quite sing. 🤣
This one has also grown far longer than I expected...even with me continuously cutting chunks out of it.
✦ I've also been absolutely possessed by random IkeVamp ideas lately. (And a few IkePri as well.)
Instead of trying to invent a brand-new OC every time inspiration strikes, I've just been letting different versions of Cassandra wander into each story...and honestly? It's been ridiculously fun. It feels much more natural and freeing, and I've ended up with a whole notebook full of little moments I'd love to turn into full stories someday.
Here are Sneak Peaks to four for now....👀
✦ My latest "What Should I Finish and Post Next?" poll ended in...
...a tie.
A literal tie.
Thanks, guys. Very helpful. 😂
So now I'm sitting here staring at the results trying to decide whether I break the tie myself, make another poll, or simply let fate intervene.
✦ Outside of writing...
Last weekend was the BTS concert, and I honestly don't think I've come back down to earth yet. 💜
It was everything I'd hoped for and then somehow even more. The music, the atmosphere, seeing everyone's lightsticks together...I don't even have the words. I'm still smiling whenever I think about it.
And tomorrow (!!) I get to meet up with my bestie, @writingwhimsey !
The funniest part?
I met her because of this fandom.
Can you believe that?
One minute you're both yelling about fictional princes and vampires on the internet...
...the next you've accidentally found one of your favorite humans.
So yes, she's stuck with me now.
Forever.
I don't make the rules. 🤍
Lastly, shall I do another one of those posts with questions ya'll can ask me?
Usual Ikemen Tag List: @ithseem @chirp-a-chirp @aquagirl1978 @queengiuliettafirstlady @ikeprinces-stuff
I am about to post my weekly writing chronicle and I have so many little WIPs that I will be mentioning that I realized I need a separate post to share them...
NOTE: Instead of trying to invent a brand-new OC every time inspiration strikes, I've just been letting different versions of Cassandra wander into each story...and honestly? It's been ridiculously fun. It feels much more natural and freeing, and I've ended up with a whole notebook full of little moments I'd love to turn into full stories someday.
Here are four sneak peaks (I have so many more...but I had to keep it readable LMAO)
✦ Sneak Peak #1 - Ikevamp Theo (My personal favorite)
She looked up at him. "When why carry it?
"Because," Theo replied, visiblly irritated, "you'll drop it while becoming distracted by a puddle."
"I do not get distracted by puddles."
Theo gave her a look. "You once stopped in the middle of the road because one reflected the moon."
"It was beautiful," she defended.
"It was water."
"Theo, it contained the moon!" she exclaimed as if that explained everything.
"It contained horse urine."
Cassandra stared at him.
Behind Theo, Sebastian looked down with suspicious concentration. She turned slowly toward him. "Was that true, Sebastian."
Sebastian cleared his throat. "I did not conduct a chemical analysis."
✦ Sneak Peak #2 - Ikevamp Jean
The pressed flower was a lily.
Jean recognized it before Arthur removed the glass. His body went still, blue eyes fixed upon the flattened white petals.
Cassandra remembered the garden. Not the grand field of lilies beyond the city. A single flower beside the mansion wall, bent after heavy rain. Jean had knelt in wet earth to lift it.
“You thought it was dying,” Cassandra said.
Jean nodded. “It had broken.”
“You carried it inside in both hands.”
“It was still alive.”
Theo glanced at the flower. “Not anymore.”
Vincent touched his sleeve. “Theo.”
“What? It’s pressed.”
Jean looked untroubled by the remark. “It lived for six more days.”
Cassandra smiled. “We put it in water beside the library window.”
Jean’s gaze lowered to the flower. “You read to it.”
“I read near it.”
“You turned the vase toward the book.”
“So it would not feel excluded.”
Isaac looked pained. “Plants cannot follow narratives.”
Dazai leaned toward him. “Perhaps that explains their serenity.”
Jean ignored them. “When it began to fade,” he said, each word quiet and careful, “Cassandra placed it in the book she had been reading.”
Cassandra looked at the pressed lily. “Why did you keep it, Jean?”
His expression became solemn. “Because it was not ugly when it died.”
The words entered the room softly. Cassandra’s breath caught.
Jean touched the edge of the velvet with one gloved finger. “You said fading did not erase what the flower had been.”
She remembered. She had been speaking about the lily.
Mozart closed his eyes. Cassandra recoginzed the breath he drew. Slow. Controlled. The breath of a man attempting to remembe that murder would produce paperwork and Comte would undoubtedly wish to discuss his feelings afterward.
When he opened his eyes again, they returned to the flowers. He finished arranging them in silence.
The room had grown strangely attentive. Sebastian remained near the sideboard. Leonardo watched through half-lidded eyes.
rthur wore the expression of a scientist observing a highly volitile experiment from what he believed was a safe distance. "You cannot truly be angry. It was a compliment."
"I'll show you a compliment," Mozart snapped.
Leonardo rubbed his jaw. "Doesn't make sense."
"I know," Arthur grinned. "But I am eager to see where it goes."
Mozart reached the end of the table.
Arthur stood. Not because he was frightened.
Only because Mozart had picked up the fruit knife.
Cassandra moved between them.
The knife was not especially dangerous. It was dull, narrow, and primarily used for peeling apples.
That did not mean Mozart could not make a point with it.
She looked up at him. "You cannot stab Arthur with a fruit knife."
"I am not going to stab him."
Arthur glanced at the knife. "Reassuring."
Mozart did not look away from her. "I am going to cut his cravat."
Arthur's hand flew to his throat. "Now, see here!"
Cassandra blinked.
Mozart's eyes remained cold. "It's ugly."
Arthur's mouth fell open. "My cravat?"
"It has been offending me for twenty minutes."
Leonardo rose from his chair, stretching with feline laziness. He crossed the room and examined Arthur's cravate at close range.
Arthur endured this with growing alarm.
Leonardo leaned closer. "Hmm."
"What?" Arthur demanded.
Leonardo stepped back. "Mozart may be right."
Arthur looked betrayed. "Et tu, old chap?"
"I don't speak British."
"That was Latin."
Leonardo tipped his head. "Then why did you say it in a British accent?"
✦ Sneak Peak #4 - IkePri Silvio
The butterfly circled once above Silvio's pale hair. Then, with all the serenity of a creature that has caused no trouble whatsoever, settled upon his shoulder.
Cassandra's whole face softened. "There you are."
"This?" Silvio said with irritation. "Ya nearly knocked me into a hedge over a bug?"
"It is not merely a bug."
"It's got six legs and no money. Sounds like a bug to me."
Without warning, Cassandra lifted her hand.
Silvio's expression changed instantly. The mockery vanished from it, replaced by a flash of startled wariness.
"Oi."
Cassandra stopped before touching him. Her gloved finger huvered in the air near his shoulder. "I won't hurt it," she assured him.
"I ain't worried about the damn butterfly." His gaze dropped to her hovering hand.
The butterfly shifted. Cassandra's breath caught. "If I move away, it may fly off."
"And that'd be a tragedy?"
"Yes."
The answer came so simply that Silvio stared at her. Not because she contradicted him, but because she meant it.
The loss of one butterfly, one timy blue wingbeat in a garden bursting with flowers, would honestly grieve her.
His eyes narroed, studying her with sharper interest. "You're strange."
"I have been told."
"That wasn't a compliment."
"It usually isn't."
The corner of his mouth twitched. Not quite a smile. More the beginning of one, caught and strangled before it could embarrass him.
Cassandra turned her attention back to the butterfly. "I can remove me glove," she said. "It may prefer skin."
Silvio gave a short, incredulous laugh. "You ask permission after barging into me and stickin' your hand near my face? Ya got some nerve, lady."
...
Then she raised one bare finger toward his shoulder. "Come along," she murmered. "You have caused quite enough trouble for one afternoon."
Silvio's gazed fixed upon her face. "Talkin' to yourself?"
"To the butterfly."
"Yah, that makes it less weird."
Be sure to let me know which you would want to read first, if any!
Usual Ikemen Tag List: @ithseem @chirp-a-chirp @aquagirl1978 @queengiuliettafirstlady @ikeprinces-stuff
A Kitsune pranks the person they are in love with with certain pranks giving clues about their true feelings. After a long string of random pranks, your Kitsune roommate shows you a large poster with “I love you, you big idiot” on it and wants you to be her boyfriend.
First, don't worry. I'm absolutely still writing Ikemen stories, and I have no plans to stop. Those worlds and characters still have a very special place in my heart.Lately I've been trying to stay a few chapters ahead before I begin posting. It gives me room to revise without feeling like I have to chase my own story.
If you've been here for a while, you've probably noticed that I tend to wander wherever inspiration leads me. I don't abandon stories. I simply follow the one that's calling the loudest for a little while before returning to the others. It's just how my creative brain has always worked.
Lately, alongside my Ikemen projects, I've been writing something a little different.
They're stories I've written entirely for the joy of writing them. The kinds of stories I've secretly wanted to write for years. More than anything, they're stories about people. About who we are beneath our roles, how we're shaped by the worlds we inhabit, and what it feels like to be truly known by another person.
They're full of history, wonder, longing, nature, philosophy, romance, and people becoming more fully themselves.
One of them follows a young woman living in fifteenth-century Italy whose life slowly intertwines with the real Leonardo da Vinci. Not the legend, but the man.
As I've written, I've realized these stories are less about placing a character into extraordinary circumstances and more about exploring the same soul in different worlds. The same curiosity. The same longing. The same questions about what it means to be fully alive.
In many ways, these stories are helping me discover my own voice as much as they're helping me discover my characters'.
I've been considering creating a separate blog for these projects. Not because I'm leaving Ikemen behind (I'm absolutely not!), but because these stories have become their own little corner of my heart.
So I'm curious…
Would anyone here actually enjoy following something like that?
If you love lush lyrical prose, long character journeys, history, slow-burn relationships, thoughtful conversations, and stories that spend as much time exploring the human soul and inner lives of their characters as they do the plot, I think you might feel at home there.
I'll share a few little snippets from my current works-in-progress below. Maybe they'll give you a better feel for what I mean than I can with words alone. 🤍
These are all still works in progress, so they'll continue to grow and change as I write.
Project Sample #1 -
In Renaissance Florence, a runaway sheet of parchment leads a young woman into an unexpected meeting with the young Leonardo da Vinci. Their chance encounter blossoms into a slow-burning connection between two people who share an endless curiosity about the world.
Excerpt:
The parchment flew once more, then struck a man directly in the chest.
He stopped. The sheet flattened against his dark tunic.
For one suspended moment, both Cassandra and the stranger stared at it.
Then his hand rose and caught it with extraordinary calm.
He was not dressed like a nobleman. His garments were fine enough but practical, dark with rain at the shoulders, the sleeves pushed back carelessly as if he had been working. He was perhaps in his mid-thirties, though something about him resisted age. His face was handsome, yes, but not in the polished way of men who practiced being looked at. His beauty was stranger than that. Restless. Unfinished. His hair fell in loose brown waves around his face, and his eyes, when they lifted to hers, were pale and clear and deeply awake.
Not merely looking.
Seeing.
Cassandra felt, absurdly, as though she had been sketched.
“Forgive me,” she said, breathless. “My paper has more ambition than obedience.”
A faint smile touched his mouth. “Then it is wiser than most paper.”
His voice was warm, low, textured with amusement and thought, as if each word had been handled first, turned over, examined for weight.
Cassandra stepped forward quickly. “It is mine.”
“So I guessed.”
“It escaped.”
“That also I guessed.” His smile deepened, not unkindly.
She should have taken the parchment and left. That was the proper thing. The sensible thing. A woman alone in an alley at dusk did not linger with strange men, especially strange men with eyes like stormlight and hands stained faintly with charcoal.
But the sheet in his hand was no longer blank. He had turned it slightly toward the fading light, and she saw, to her horror, the marks she had made in the corner earlier that afternoon while waiting in the stationer’s shop.
A cluster of lines.
A bird’s wing.
Not a good drawing. Not a trained one. Only the suggestion of motion, the curve of feathers, an attempt to capture the shape of lifting.
His gaze had gone to it.
Cassandra reached for the page. “That is nothing.”
He did not release it at once. “It is not nothing.”
“It is a mistake.”
“Most interesting things begin by being called mistakes.”
Her fingers closed on the edge. His still held the other side. The parchment stretched between them, thin as breath.
“It is only a wing,” she said.
“No.” He studied the drawing, not her. “It is the memory of a wing. That is different.”
She withdrew the page carefully.
"Do you draw often?”
“No,” she said.
He smiled as if the lie had been very small and very transparent.
Cassandra hated that she wanted to smile back. “I make marks,” she amended. “Sometimes. In margins. On scraps. Where no one will be troubled by them.”
“Who is troubled by a wing?”
“People who believe women should not waste ink on flying.”
At that, something quick and bright moved through his expression. Not surprise. Recognition.
“Ah,” he said. “Those people.”
“You know them?”
“I have been employed by them, fed by them, corrected by them, and on one memorable occasion, threatened by them.”
Cassandra laughed before she could stop herself. It escaped cleanly, a silver flicker in the alley.
His attention sharpened at the sound, not predatory, not vain. Curious. As though her laughter were a note he wanted to understand.
“You are a painter?” she asked, glancing at his hands.
“Sometimes.”
“Sometimes?”
“I have been accused of it.”
“That is an evasive answer.”
“It is an honest one.”
“Those are rarely the same.”
He tilted his head, amused. “And you?”
“I have never been accused of painting.”
“No. What are you?”
A dangerous question.
Men asked women what they were only when they had already decided the acceptable answers.
A daughter.
A wife.
A widow.
A sister.
A servant.
A temptation.
A burden.
Cassandra gathered the parchment tighter beneath her arm and lifted her chin. “I am useful,” she said.
The stranger’s eyes moved over her face. “Useful,” he repeated.
“Yes.”
“To whom?”
“To my aunt. To households that require music. To patrons who like their verses copied neatly. To children who need coaxing into Latin declensions. To old women who cannot thread needles anymore. To men who need someone to listen while they explain Plato incorrectly.”
His mouth curved. “And to yourself?”
The question struck with such quiet precision that Cassandra had no answer.
For a moment, she felt the strange urge to step back. Not because he had been cruel. Because he had not. Cruelty would have been easier to dismiss. But he had placed a finger, gently, on a hidden bruise.
The sky above the alley darkened by one shade.
“I do not know you well enough for that question,” she said.
“No,” he replied. “You do not.”
Project Sample #2 -
This is the opening of my current historical novel, following Cassandra, a lay scribe in fifteenth-century Italy, spending her days illuminating manuscripts, tending herbs, teaching village children, and quietly searching for traces of beauty that point toward something more....
Excerpt:
The bells began before the sun.
They moved through the dark in slow bronze circles, tolling from the abbey tower above the sleeping village, over the slate roofs and crooked lanes, over the black ribs of winter vines, over the frost-silvered fields where the world still held its breath.
Cassandra woke with her cheek pressed to the rough linen of her pillow and one hand curled beneath her chin, as if she had fallen asleep still holding some thought too tender to release. For a moment she did not move. She listened.
The bell.
Then another.
Then the low answering murmur of women stirring in the lay house, slippers whispering over stone, the scrape of a stool, the soft cough of old Marta beyond the curtain. Somewhere in the rafters, a dove shifted and rustled its feathers against the cold.
Cassandra opened her eyes.
The room was blue with the hour before dawn. Not quite darkness, not yet light. The small window beside her pallet held a square of sky where one pale star trembled, caught between night and morning. Frost feathered the edges of the glass in delicate white ferns. She watched them a moment longer than necessary.
She was always watching things longer than necessary.
That was what Sister Benedetta said, though never unkindly.
"You look at the world as though it is hiding a message from you."
Cassandra had not known how to explain that it was.
Later in the story…
When a visiting Florentine artist and scholar, Matteo Alberti, discovers the secret butterflies hidden in Cassandra's manuscript margins, he recognizes a kindred spirit. Through shared conversations about art, faith, nature, and longing, a gentle, slow-burning romance begins as two souls discover what it feels like to be truly seen...
Excerpt:
"I think," he said carefully, "that's what artists spend their lives doing."
"What?"
"Trying to return to the first moment they realized the world was enchanted."
She turned the words over slowly. Then nodded. "Yes. So many people seem to forget. They stop looking. They stop expecting." She looked toward the valley. "I never want that to happen."
"It won't."
The certainty in his voice surprised them both.
She looked at him questioningly. "How can you know?"
He smiled. "Because yesterday you stopped to admire moss growing on a water trough."
"It was beautiful."
"I know." His smile deepened. "...you spent nearly five minutes watching a ladybird climb over your basket."
She laughed, covering her face briefly with one hand. "You noticed."
"I notice you noticing."
The words slipped out before he had time to weigh them.
Silence followed. Gentle.
Neither hurried to fill it.
Far below them, the bell of a village church answered the abbey's evening chime.
A flock of swallows turned together over the vineyards, wheeling through the twilight with impossible grace before disappearing toward their nests beneath the eaves.
"I've been afraid of something." Cassandra's voice was almost lost beneath the wind.
Matteo turned toward her. "What?"
She kept her eyes upon the valley. "That perhaps I've imagined beauty."
He frowned. "What do you mean?"
"When I was little..." She searched for words. "...I thought everyone saw the world the way I did." She smiled sadly. "I thought everyone cried over songs sometimes. Or wanted to know why certain trees seemed lonely. Or believed flowers possessed personalities."
She gave a tiny shrug. "But as I grew older...people laughed. They said I was fanciful. Too sensitive. That I lived in dreams."
She folded her hands together. "So I began wondering whether I had simply invented an extra layer of the world that wasn't truly there."
The last light lingered upon the hills.
Matteo did not answer immediately. Instead, he reached into the leather satchel hanging at his side. From within it he withdrew a single folded sheet.
"It isn't finished."
She accepted it carefully.
It was another sketch. Not of her.
Of the hidden garden.
The little Roman fountain.
The apple trees.
The stone bench.
The climbing thyme between the paving stones.
At first she simply admired the drawing.
Then she noticed. Tucked beneath the bench...
A tiny snail. Almost invisible.
Near the fountain...
The bee that had landed upon her sleeve.
One blossom drifting through the air. A single feather caught among the thyme.
"You drew..." She looked up. "...everything."
"No." He smiled. "I drew what you stopped to notice."
Her eyes filled before she could stop them.
He continued quietly. "You asked me yesterday what artists are."
She nodded.
"I think..." He looked toward the valley. "...perhaps they remind each other that the extra layer is real."
A tear escaped before she could catch it.
She laughed through it, embarrassed. "I'm sorry."
"For what?"
"I seem to cry an unreasonable amount."
"I haven't found it unreasonable."
"I wasn't sad."
"I know."
She looked down at the sketch again. "I don't know what I was."
"Sometimes..." Matteo's voice became very gentle. "...being understood feels very close to grief."
The wind moved softly around them. Somewhere below, an owl called from the edge of the woods. Neither spoke again.
The first stars emerged one by one above the darkening hills. They stood side by side upon the ancient wall until night gathered fully around the abbey.
Neither noticed how close they had come to standing. Not touching. Not even looking at one another.
Only sharing the same sky.
And above them, the stars continued their patient journey across the heavens, utterly indifferent to the small beginnings unfolding beneath them.
Yet if the sky could have remembered such things, it might have kept this evening among its favorites.
For there are moments when no vows are spoken, no hands are joined, no declarations made...
...and still two lives quietly change direction forever.
This was one of them.
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Hi there! Could I get a spicy Leonardo x MC, with wrapping gifts and "If your keep looking at me like that, I'm going to forget about the party entirely" please?
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Snow had been falling for hours by the time the mansion began to exhale.
Not into silence—never that, not with a house full of immortals who collected noise like they collected centuries—but into something softened and anticipatory. Laughter drifted farther down the corridors now, less raucous, punctuated by the clink of glass and the low cadence of voices comparing gifts, wagers, and rumors ahead of the annual exchange. Somewhere below, Sebastian’s domain announced itself in waves: the rich scent of roasting meat, citrus peel, and wine steeped with spice, each opening door releasing another promise of the feast to come.
Outside, winter pressed itself gently to the windows.
Frost had crept along the glass in delicate whorls and ferned lacework, catching the lamplight and turning it prismatic. Beyond it, snow tapped in slow, patient flecks, softening the gardens and blurring the wrought-iron fence into something almost unreal. The world beyond the panes looked hushed and distant, like a scene paused mid-breath.
Inside, warmth gathered in the small side sitting room—amber light soaking into dark wood, a hearth burning low but steadfast. The fire spoke in quiet crackles, heat rolling outward across the floor in lazy pulses. Evergreen boughs had been tucked along the mantle earlier in the evening, woven through with ribbon and dried orange slices, sprigs of holly pinned in place with careful symmetry. Beeswax candles glowed from shallow holders, their light reflecting off brass accents and polished frames, the air rich with sap, smoke, and winter spice.
Leonardo had claimed the long table with a grin and a decree.
“For efficiency,” he’d said, as though announcing a controlled experiment rather than the very human, very seasonal ritual of wrapping gifts for the mansion before the party began.
She’d believed him for almost five minutes.
Paper covered the table in decadent excess—cream sheets edged in gold filigree, deep burgundy stamped with subtle stars, forest green thick enough to hold a crisp fold. Silk ribbon spilled from an open box in glossy coils, catching the firelight as it pooled across the surface like discarded finery. Handwritten tags lay scattered in cheerful disarray, names looping and slanting in familiar hands. A spool of twine rolled whenever the table so much as shifted, knocking softly against the wood like it was impatient to be used.
The scissors, naturally, had vanished entirely.
Leonardo sat opposite her, sleeves pushed up, dark hair falling loose at his temples. His cigarillo was conspicuously absent—as if even he recognized the folly of open flame near holiday paper. He lounged with infuriating ease, yet his hands moved with precise, irritating competence: folding corners cleanly, pressing seams flat with the heel of his palm, smoothing paper as though sealing correspondence meant for royalty.
She sat across from him with a box that refused to cooperate, ribbon that tangled itself with deliberate spite, and the growing suspicion that Leonardo’s idea of helping consisted largely of watching her struggle—with great interest, and absolutely no remorse.
“It’s paper,” she said, pressing down a corner that sprang back the instant she released it, crisp and defiant beneath her palm.
Leonardo had leaned back slightly in his chair, one arm draped with careless elegance over the table’s edge, fingers dusted faintly with gold flecks from the filigreed paper. His expression was openly amused—eyes warm, mouth tipped just enough at one corner to suggest he was enjoying this far more than he should.
“Yes,” he said mildly. “And paper remembers everything you do to it.”
Her hands stilled.
Slowly, she lifted her gaze to him. “Are you threatening it?”
His smile deepened, firelight catching along the sharp line of his cheek and the curve of his mouth. He watched her like a man observing a problem he had no intention of solving too quickly.
“Only if it continues to misbehave.”
“It already is,” she muttered, yanking a strip of tape free.
The tape clung to her finger. Then to itself. Then—traitorously—to the edge of her sleeve.
Leonardo’s shoulders shifted with a silent laugh. He straightened just enough to rest his forearms on the table, bringing himself closer, eyes tracking the small chaos unfolding at her hands.
“It’s responding to your energy,” he said, perfectly composed.
“My energy is fine.”
“You’re fighting it.”
“I am not—” She pressed the tape down with unnecessary force, jaw tightening as the corner popped free again. “—fighting it.”
“You are,” he replied lightly, voice smooth with certainty. There was something in it—fond, knowing—like he’d watched her take on impossible tasks in a hundred forms across a hundred winters, and found this one particularly compelling.
The fire cracked. Somewhere down the hall, a burst of laughter rose and fell again, followed by the distant clink of glassware and the faint, familiar melody of a violin warming up for the evening’s festivities.
She made a face and leaned across the table to grab another roll of tape.
Ribbon slid aside in glossy loops. Tags rustled beneath her forearm, names and careful script flashing briefly in the firelight. Paper sighed and crinkled as her weight shifted forward, skirts brushing the table’s edge.
Leonardo’s gaze followed the movement without the slightest bit of shame.
His attention had weight. The kind that carried warmth with it, that settled low and steady, like a hand placed at the small of her back. She felt it even without looking, heat blooming beneath her skin.
She didn’t lift her head. She refused to give him the satisfaction.
Instead, she stretched farther, fingertips skimming the edge of the tape roll—
—which promptly scooted away again, nudged by a coil of ribbon as if the table itself had decided to conspire against her.
She huffed, breath puffing loose, and stretched another inch.
Behind the clutter of paper and ribbon, she sensed it before she heard it.
Not a sound—but the absence of one.
The soft hush of paper smoothing ceased. No gentle rasp of tape torn free. No idle shift of a chair leg against the floor. Even the habitual, restless movement of his hands—always doing, always adjusting—had gone utterly still.
The fire cracked once, loud in the quiet.
She straightened slowly, the movement cautious without her quite knowing why, and turned her head just enough to look across to the other table.
Leonardo was watching her.
Not with the easy, half-lidded amusement he so often relied on—the familiar, practiced ease he wore in company. Not with that glint of cleverness that turned every moment into a game.
He was simply…looking.
As though the act of observing her had become more important than the work in his hands. As though the room itself had narrowed, funneling his attention to a single point—the line of her throat when she swallowed,the shape of her mouth when she breathed, the way the candlelight warmed her skin, the way her breath lifted her chest beneath her dress. His gaze held a stillness that felt deliberate, attentive, unguarded.
Something in her chest tightened.
She cleared her throat and bent back over her gift as if it had suddenly become a matter of great urgency. Paper crinkled. Ribbon whispered between her fingers. The world resumed its fragile motion.
They worked on in a hush—fire murmuring, snow tapping the windows in soft insistence, the distant murmur of voices drifting from the main rooms where the evening’s festivities gathered themselves.
Her ribbon, however, had other intentions.
She needed it tight. Neat. Secure. She wrapped it once, then twice, tugged to draw it snug—and it slid loose again, slick and infuriating, escaping her grip like it was enjoying itself.
Her breath left her in a quiet, frustrated huff.
Without ceremony, she lifted the ribbon to her teeth and pulled.
The silk slid taut between her lips, teeth catching just enough to hold it while her fingers worked the knot. The gesture was practical, quick, unselfconscious—head tipped slightly, lashes lowering as she focused.
The room stopped breathing.
She felt it in the instant quiet, like a hand closing gently—but firmly—around the air.
When she lifted her eyes—
Leonardo had stopped mid-wrap.
Paper lay forgotten beneath his hands. His fingers hovered, curled as if they’d stalled halfway through motion. His shoulders had gone still, breath held shallow and careful. His gaze had locked on her mouth with a focus so intent the candlelight seemed to sharpen, the warmth of the room suddenly too close, too aware.
“Cara mia…” His voice dropped—lower, slower—dangerously calm, restraint threaded through every syllable. “That’s not how ribbons are meant to be treated.”
Heat climbed her neck, bloomed along her cheekbones.
Still holding the ribbon between her teeth, she let a small smile curve at the corner of her mouth—barely there, but unmistakable. Her eyes stayed on his as she finished the knot, deliberately unhurried.
“Then,” she said lightly, releasing the ribbon at last, “they should stop misbehaving.”
His eyes never left her.
Not to blink.
Not for the polite fiction of looking anywhere else.
She smoothed the bow with careful fingers, drawing out the moment as if her pulse weren’t skittering beneath her skin, as if the warmth in the room hadn’t shifted from the hearth to something far more volatile.
When she looked up again, he was still watching her.
Not openly brazen. Not hidden either. The warmth in his gaze made the fire feel irrelevant.
“You’re staring,” she said, pitching her voice light—almost playful.
Leonardo’s mouth curved, just enough to acknowledge the truth of it. “I’m observing.”
“Mm.” She tipped her head, studying him in return as though he were the one under scrutiny. “You could try doing something useful.”
The smugness returned—familiar, comfortable. The kind he wore when he knew he was being indulged and intended to enjoy it.
“Observation,” he said, lounging back in his chair and crossing one leg over the other, “is a deeply underestimated form of assistance.” His golden eyes never left her.
She rolled her eyes and reached across the table again, this time for a neat stack of folded paper. The motion pulled her forward; the table edge pressed into her hips, fabric tightening briefly over her waist and curves. Her dress—a rich winter red trimmed with dark velvet—caught the firelight as she leaned, the color deepening, glowing.
She didn’t think about the position until she felt it.
The way his attention locked in.
Not a sound. Not a word. Just the unmistakable sensation of being followed—his gaze tracing her, lingering with an intimacy that made her breath pause in her lungs before she could stop it.
His fingers stilled on the tag he’d been turning, the paper bending faintly beneath his grip. His jaw shifted once, slow. Then—either caught or choosing not to care—he grinned.
She straightened at once, papers gathered to her chest like a shield, and set them down with more care than necessary. Her eyes stayed firmly on the table.
“You’re insufferable,” she said, heat threading her voice whether she meant it to or not.
“And yet,” he replied, flicking the tag once between his fingers, “you persist in involving me in your hazardous craft endeavors.”
“I didn’t involve you,” she shot back. “You wandered in.”
His gaze lifted—caught her mouth again, quick and unmistakable, like a spark struck from flint. “I was summoned,” he corrected mildly. “By tragedy.”
She huffed a soft, breathy laugh, turning her head to hide the smile tugging at her lips. One shoulder lifted in a half-shrug, feigned dismissal that didn’t quite disguise her delight.
“You’re dramatic.”
“I’m accurate,” he said, tone smooth, golden eyes bright with quiet triumph.
She tried to ignore the way the room had shifted.
Tried to tell herself it was only quieter now—that laughter had drifted farther down the corridor, that everyone was busy elsewhere. But the silence between her and Leonardo felt chosen, like the mansion itself had closed a door between them and the rest of the world.
The fire popped softly, scattering a brief spray of sparks up the chimney.
Leonardo pushed back from his chair and rose with lazy grace, stretching as though time itself were indulgent. “That fold,” he said, nodding toward her half-wrapped box. “It’s going to come undone.”
“It’s fine.”
“It’s not.”
“It’s fine,” she insisted, pressing the tape down harder than necessary, as if force alone could make it obey.
Leonardo’s mouth curved. He stepped around his table and came to her side.
She felt it immediately—the change in temperature, his presence settling close, his scent, faint and clean beneath evergreen and smoke. His shadow fell across her hands. He leaned in just enough that the space between them narrowed from polite to intentional, and breathing without brushing him became suddenly complicated.
Her shoulders lifted on a quiet inhale.
“Here,” he said, voice low now, close enough that the word grazed the shell of her ear. “Let me show you.”
He reached for the paper, but instead of taking it from her, he placed his hands over hers.
Warm palms. Long fingers. A steady, practiced pressure that guided her wrists into a smoother fold. He adjusted the angle with care, touch firm but unhurried, as though correcting a sketch rather than holding her hands.
She felt the heat of him everywhere—at her back, along her arms, pooling at her spine.
Leonardo tipped his head, bringing his mouth close—so close she felt the warmth of his breath against her cheek. Without looking away, he lifted his thumb and drew it briefly to his tongue, the small, precise motion happening right beside her lips. Thoughtless.
Devastating.
Her own parted on instinct. A quiet breath (almost a moan, really) slipped free—hot, unguarded.
He pressed the crease smooth with the side of that thumb.
And still, his hands did not move away.
They rested over her fingers as though the task were unfinished—as though she were. His thumb skimmed the inside of her wrist, slow and purposeful, not searching so much as confirming. Her pulse jumped instantly beneath his touch, a telltale flutter he could not have missed.
Her breath escaped her in a low, traitorous sound.
He traced the motion again, unhurried now, following the delicate line where skin thinned and heat gathered, as if committing it to memory. Her fingers curled reflexively beneath his, tightening just enough to give her away.
Warmth pooled low in her abdomen, spreading upward in a slow, inevitable pull that had nothing to do with the fire.
She kept her eyes on the box. On the paper. On the neat crease he’d made—on anything but the man whose hands were unraveling her with methodical care.
She told herself to breathe normally.
Told herself not to lean back into him.
Told herself—too late—that her body was already answering.
Leonardo’s head tipped slightly. He leaned closer, the line of his mouth hovering near her ear, close enough that his breath stirred the fine hairs at her neck, close enough that she felt it before she heard it.
“See?” he murmured, voice low and smooth, shaped for her alone. “Clean lines. Holds better this way.”
She swallowed. “E-efficient.”
“Yes,” he said—and the word softened, deepened, turned into something else entirely. “That’s one word for it.”
The fire crackled behind them, steady and intimate. Snow brushed the windows in a patient hush, sealing the room in white and quiet.
His hands finally withdrew—but only by an inch. They hovered there, reluctant, as if he were testing the space without her, weighing the cost of letting go.
She turned her head just enough to see him.
The teasing veneer had slipped completely.
What remained was intent.
His expression had gone still—not rigid, not cold, but focused in a way that made her heart flutter. The heat in his eyes hadn’t dimmed; it had sharpened, narrowed to her alone. His gaze held her with an unflinching steadiness that felt intimate in a way no flirtation ever could.
Just the quiet gravity of a man who had decided to stop looking away.
Awareness sparked in her chest, bright and unmistakable, lighting her from the inside out.
He hadn’t gone back to the wrapping. His fingers had lingered where they no longer needed to be, and the room itself seemed to have drawn closer around them—firelight thickening, shadows leaning in as if they, too, had decided to listen.
Her hands trembled faintly as she set the box aside—because she didn’t trust them with anything fragile anymore. Then she met his eyes fully.
“If you keep looking at me like that,” she said—steady despite the way her fingers held onto the edge of the table, despite the heat climbing her throat—“I’m going to forget about the party entirely.”
The silence that followed was absolute.
Fire whispered.
Snow tapped the glass.
Somewhere far off, laughter drifted—thin and distant, already irrelevant.
Leonardo didn’t smile.
His jaw set, subtle and unmistakable. His gaze dipped—briefly, intentionally—to her mouth, to the pulse fluttering at her throat—then lifted again, clearer now, hotter, as if some internal calculation had resolved itself.
“I already have,” he said—not lightly, not playfully, but as though the decision had been made long before the words.
The words settled between them, warm and irrevocable—like embers catching, like a choice finally made.
He moved then.
With a decisiveness that made her stomach dip.
His hand slid to her waist, fingers spanning the curve there, and guided her back until the table met her hips. The contact was firm but unforced, as though he were simply repositioning something precious.
Wrapping paper crinkled beneath her palms when she caught herself. Ribbon slipped loose, trailing off the table’s edge to coil on the floor in surrender.
Leonardo leaned in, close enough that she felt the warmth of his breath before she saw his eyes.
He stopped just short. Firelight caught in his topaz gaze, darkening it, softening its edges as he looked at her fully. His gaze searched hers—intent, open—not asking permission so much as acknowledging the choice they were already making together.
When she didn’t pull away—when her hand lifted and caught the front of his shirt, fingers closing lightly, drawing him the barest inch closer—something in his expression eased.
The tension didn’t vanish.
It transformed.
He closed the last inch.
His mouth brushed hers first, a soft test, breath warming the space between them before his lips settled fully against hers. The kiss unfolded at its own pace, slow and devotional, as if he were savoring the reality of it, the way her mouth fit against his, committing the moment to memory.
His hand at her waist tightened, drawing her closer until distance ceased to exist and his heat became inescapable. His other hand rose to her jaw, thumb tracing the curve of her cheekbone with a tenderness that made her chest ache.
He shifted the angle, deeper now, slower, and she felt the change in him—in the warmth of his breath, in the way his fingers spread at the small of her back and held her there as though letting go were no longer an acceptable outcome.
Her hands found him—one slipping into the open fall of his coat, the other cupping his jaw, thumb brushing the muscle there as it flexed beneath their kiss.
He made a low sound, barely there.
The fire chose that moment to pop sharply behind them, sparks flaring as if in quiet encouragement.
Leonardo eased back just enough to breathe. His lips lingered, brushing hers once more—lingering, intimate—before he exhaled against her mouth.
“Stay,” he murmured. The word was roughened, stripped of humor. Not a request. An invitation. A need.
Her pulse skidded. She tipped her chin up, breath shallow. “I wasn’t planning on going anywhere.”
A quiet, incredulous laugh left him—more breath than sound. “Good girl.”
The response was immediate—not heat so much as certainty, settling deep and steady, threading through her like a held note finally resolved.
She closed the distance herself this time, rising onto her toes and kissing him with intention, with choice. He answered at once, hands tightening at her waist as his body angled in to meet her fully.
Whatever restraint he’d been maintaining fractured into desire and want.
His hand slid up her back, palm firm between her shoulder blades, guiding her backward until the table pressed solid against her hips. The wood gave a soft protest as paper and tags shifted beneath her elbows, the room narrowing to the heat of his mouth, the span of his hands, the steady crackle of the fire.
He kissed her like he’d been waiting an eternity.
Like he’d watched her across too many quiet moments, catalogued too many small details, and finally decided that pretending patience was the greater risk. His mouth moved against hers with depth and intention, unhurried but consuming, as though he meant to leave no part of the moment untouched.
A fallen ribbon brushed her wrist—cool silk against flushed skin—a faint reminder of the world they were actively abandoning.
When he broke the kiss, he didn’t go far.
His mouth traced a slow path along her cheek, brushed the line of her jaw, lingered deliberately at the corner of her mouth—each touch a promise, each one coaxing a shiver from her skin as if he were doing it on purpose.
“You’re ruining my focus,” she managed, voice thin, breath catching as his mouth brushed her again.
His lips curved against her skin, pressing a soft kiss just beneath her jaw. “You say that like it’s a problem.”
“It is,” she breathed—though her hands betrayed her, sliding up his chest and beneath the open edge of his shirt, fingers meeting warm skin, tracing the line of muscle there.
He stilled at once.
Not pulling away—just stopping, breath catching as though the simplest contact had recalibrated him. His gaze dropped to where her fingers moved against his skin, then lifted slowly back to her face.
“Cara mia,” he murmured, softer now, threaded with something indulgent and dangerous, “you did start this.”
“I started wrapping gifts,” she said, because she needed something solid to hold onto—something that wasn’t the way he was looking at her.
His thumb brushed her lower lip, slow and tantalizing, before he leaned in and pressed a kiss to her throat. Not hurried. Not claiming. Just warm breath and mouth lingering where her pulse fluttered fastest, as though he were learning the rhythm there by heart.
“That too.”
Her lips parted without thinking, and his thumb followed the invitation, slipping inside just to its edge—barely there—teasing, testing how far she would let him go.
Her lashes fluttered. She let the tip of her tongue graze his thumb.
Leonardo’s eyes darkened, gold glinting beneath lowered lashes. He withdrew his thumb, then kissed the place he’d touched, as if apologizing and punishing her at once.
A low, pleased sound slipped from her throat, unmistakable need threaded through it.
His smile this time wasn’t smug.
It was delighted.
Wickedly delighted.
He kissed her again, deeper now, his tongue sliding against hers with deliberate intent as his hand traveled from the narrow curve of her waist to the fuller swell of her hip. His hand moved from her waist to her hip in a slow, possessive glide, fingers spreading wide across the curve there, thumb pressing into the hollow beside her hipbone. The heat of his palm burned through the thin fabric of her dress as though he needed the confirmation of her beneath his touch—the slight give of soft flesh, the subtle arch of her body into his, quickened breath—not some winter reverie conjured from loneliness to warm the hollow spaces of another endless December night.
The wrapping paper beneath her palms crinkled loudly—too loud—an absurd, cheerful reminder of where they were and what they were willfully ignoring.
Leonardo broke the kiss on a breath and glanced down.
A half-wrapped gift had slipped to the floor, abandoned mid-intention, its crimson paper crumpled at one corner like a fallen rose. Satin ribbon trailed everywhere, looping across the polished oak in glossy serpentines. The brass mantel clock ticked on, patient and unbothered by their priorities.
He exhaled, forehead dipping briefly to her shoulder in a fond gesture—like a man laughing at himself without making a sound.
“We should—” he began.
Yet, he didn’t move.
His hand remained at her hip, thumb tracing a slow, reverent arc against the silk of her dress, each gentle sweep a whispered devotion against her skin—as though his touch had a will of its own.
“—probably not,” he finished, voice low.
She laughed softly, breath still uneven. “Probably not.”
Leonardo lifted his head, his gaze meeting hers with both surrender and triumph. The firelight caught in his dark lashes, illuminating flecks of amber in his irises, and the tender resignation of a man who'd fought a battle against himself and gloriously lost.
His mouth traced a slow path from her shoulder up the curve of her neck, brushed her jaw, then found her lips again. This kiss was shorter, firmer—sealed rather than explored—and he pulled back before it could unravel them all over again. His lips lingered at the pulse point beneath her jaw, where her heartbeat fluttered like trapped wings against his tongue. When he finally found her lips again, the kiss was shorter but firmer—a declaration rather than a question—his teeth grazing her lower lip as he pulled back, leaving her lips tingling with the ghost of his touch, before the sweet ache of wanting could unravel them all over again.
“Come,” he murmured, sliding his hands to her arms, coaxing her gently upright. “If we don’t finish these, someone will notice.”
“Will they?” she asked, eyeing the table—paper everywhere, ribbon hopelessly betrayed.
His lips formed a gentle smirk, revealing a glimmer of mischief in his eyes, as if he were privy to a secret joke that only they shared. “I will.”
That earned him a look—one eyebrow arched in mock indignation, her lips pressed together to suppress a smile— though the heat blooming across her cheeks and spreading down her neck betrayed her, stripping away any moral high ground she might have claimed.
They attempted to return to wrapping.
Leonardo retrieved the fallen gift and set it back on the table, his fingers lingering on the crumpled corner as if smoothing away evidence of their indiscretion. She reached for a spool of ribbon—only to find it snarled hopelessly around a tag and the tape roll, a chaotic tangle of crimson silk and adhesive that seemed to mock her newfound clumsiness. She tugged once, twice, then surrendered with a sigh that stirred the loose strands of hair framing her flushed face.
The scissors appeared in Leonardo’s hand as if summoned from nowhere, like a magician—silver flashing briefly in the firelight before he snipped cleanly through the knot.
“Where were those?” she demanded.
He smiled openly now, pleased with himself, mischief bright in his eyes. “Observation,” he said, handing them over, “is a form of assistance.”
She narrowed her eyes at him, lips pursed in mock severity—though the smile tugged anyway. “Insufferable.”
“And yet,” he said, gaze flicking to her mouth before lifting to meet her eyes, “you keep me.”
The air between them felt different now. Not just warm—aware. As if their bodies had taken careful note of one another and were quietly, persistently suggesting a return to that configuration.
She tried to focus on folding paper. She pressed her creases with unnecessary force, flattening them until the table protested faintly beneath her palms.
Leonardo was worse.
He stood too close—near enough that she could feel the heat of him whenever he shifted. When he passed behind her, his shoulder brushed hers with deliberate gentleness, just enough to register. When he handed her tags, his fingers grazing hers every time, lingering a fraction too long like he couldn’t help himself.
She reached for another spool—only to watch it betray her and roll neatly off the table, vanishing beneath.
She bent to retrieve it.
When she straightened, spool in hand, Leonardo was watching her with that same heavy gaze again—as though the room had politely ceased to exist.
She rose slowly. “Leonardo.”
He blinked, as if surfacing. “Yes?”
“You’re doing it again.”
“Doing what?”
She stepped closer—too close, stopping at the table’s edge—and leaned forward just enough to be a problem. “Looking at me like you’re about to forget your own name.”
His eyes creased at the corners, dark irises shining as though her observation amused him. “I remember my name.”
“Do you?” she asked, tilting her head.
Leonardo leaned forward in return, bracing his hands on the table. Firelight caught in his eyes, turning them molten for a breath—as though he belonged more to flame than to furniture.
“Leonardo,” he said softly. “A man who should be wrapping gifts.”
“And is he?” she asked, raising an eyebrow.
His gaze dipped—to her mouth, to the pulse at her throat—before lifting again.
“No.”
Her breath stuttered.
His lips parted, like he meant to say something else—something reckless—but then movement stirred in the hallway. Voices drifted nearer. Footsteps followed.
They both went still.
Leonardo didn’t panic. He simply reached for the nearest half-wrapped box and lifted it, positioning it squarely in front of himself like a shield—expression serene, posture impeccable.
She snatched a ribbon and bent over her work with sudden, fervent dedication.
The door cracked open, and a familiar voice slipped in—bright with curiosity. “Ah! I knew I heard someone in here.”
Leonardo smiled, instant and perfectly harmless. “Wrapping.”
Napoleon’s head appeared briefly through the gap, jade eyes flicking to the table strewn with paper and ribbon. “Need help?”
She kept her gaze firmly on the gift in her hands. If she looked up now, she’d give herself away with a smile far too wide.
Leonardo gestured vaguely toward the chaos. “Almost done.”
“Well, don’t take too long,” Napoleon said cheerfully. “Everyone’s about to gather.”
“We won’t,” Leonardo replied, smoothing a crease in the wrapping paper.
The door closed again.
She exhaled slowly, shoulders dropping as if she’d just stepped back from a ledge. “You’re impossible.”
“I am,” he agreed mildly, aligning a tag with meticulous care. “But very festive.”
Her breath left her in a quiet laugh—half relief, half disbelief at how close they’d come.
Leonardo watched her for a moment longer than necessary, then moved nearer—not abrupt, not careless, but with a patient attentiveness, like someone reacquainting himself with a familiar rhythm.
He peeled a strip of tape and placed it neatly on the table in front of her, the gesture so polite it bordered on innocent. “You were saying?”
She shot him a look. “We have to finish. People will notice if we’re late.”
Leonardo tilted his head, considering. “Will they?”
“Leonardo.”
His smile softened—pleased, unmistakably so. “You’re blushing.”
She pressed her lips together and reached for another ribbon, focusing far too intently on the knot. “I’m warm.”
“Not from the fire,” he stated, the corner of his mouth lifting slightly.
Something low and traitorous fluttered in her stomach. She tried to remember what her hands were meant to be doing, but his attention made even simple motions feel suddenly complicated.
“Stop watching me,” she muttered, tugging ribbon through a loop that immediately tangled again.
“No.”
The word was simple. Unadorned. And that was what made her look up.
His expression had shifted—not hungry now, not teasing—but fond in a way that felt more dangerous. The heat between them uncovering something he rarely let anyone see.
Leonardo reached across the table, fingers slipping beneath a snarl of ribbon, and drew it free in one smooth pull. The movement brought him closer, close enough that their hands hovered a breath apart over the paper.
“Let’s finish,” he said, quieter now. “If we don’t, you’ll be thinking about it all night.”
She didn’t arch a brow this time. She leaned back slightly, studying him with narrowed eyes and a smile she didn’t bother to hide. “The gifts?”
His mouth curved slowly, eyes lingering on hers before moving deliberately to her lips. “Maybe.”
That shouldn’t have made her laugh—but it did. Soft and breathy, betraying just how thin her composure had become.
Leonardo’s eyes warmed immediately, something pleased and unmistakably personal flickering there.
They wrapped in a rush after that.
Badly.
They attempted neatness, but the table had been too thoroughly ruined by distraction. Paper tore where it shouldn’t. Corners folded the wrong way and stayed stubbornly wrong. Tape adhered to itself with malicious enthusiasm. Bows came out crooked, asymmetrical, or vaguely resentful of the task they’d been assigned.
At one point she tried to fashion a proper bow—measured loops, careful tension—only for it to collapse into an awkward knot that looked more like surrender than decoration.
Leonardo leaned in to examine it, brows drawing together in exaggerated seriousness. “It’s tragic.”
She dropped her head back with a groan. “It’s ribbon.”
“It’s suffering.”
“Then help me.”
His hands slid over hers again, warm and precise, guiding her fingers into a cleaner loop, adjusting pressure and angle with practiced ease. This time, he kept it strictly instructional.
For almost ten seconds.
Then his thumb brushed her knuckle.
And stayed.
Her breath caught—sharp, quiet.
Leonardo’s eyes lifted to her face. He didn’t move away.
“Leonardo,” she whispered, a warning wrapped in his name.
His mouth curved faintly. “Cara mia.”
“Behave.”
He leaned in just enough that his lips brushed the corner of her mouth—so light it barely registered as contact, so brief it could almost be dismissed as an accident.
Almost.
His gaze didn’t leave hers afterward, daring her to call it one.
She didn’t.
Instead, she inhaled slowly and let her eyes drift—just once—to his mouth.
That was all it took.
Leonardo’s composure gave way like wrapping paper torn too quickly—careful restraint splitting open to reveal the urgency beneath.
He kissed her again, fast and heated, a decisive press of mouth against mouth that felt less like indulgence and more like surrender. Not exploratory. Not teasing. Just need, sharpened by the knowledge that this had to end.
His hand slid to her waist, firm and grounding, thumb pressing in as if to steady them both. The kiss lingered just long enough to leave her breathless, just long enough to remind her exactly what they were choosing not to do.
Then he pulled back—barely—forehead hovering near hers, breath uneven, control visibly reassembled piece by piece.
The distance felt intentional. Necessary.
And entirely temporary.
“We’re going to be late,” she said, because she needed something to say—something that wasn’t you’ve ruined me or do that again.
Leonardo glanced toward the mantel clock. It was, indisputably, late.
He exhaled through his nose, the sound just shy of a laugh. “Already late.”
Her gaze dropped to the gifts—the half-wrapped ones, the finished ones, the ones that looked like they’d been caught in a small but determined storm.
Leonardo followed her line of sight and shrugged, entirely unbothered.
“We did our best,” he said solemnly.
“Our best,” she echoed, incredulous.
He nodded with the grave satisfaction of an artist signing a masterpiece. “No one will notice.”
She tied the last crooked bow and lifted it, inspecting it with narrowed eyes. “I will.”
Leonardo’s grin appeared instantly—wide, pleased, unmistakably delighted, as if that had been exactly the answer he’d hoped for.
“Good,” he murmured, eyes lingering on hers. “I’d hate for you to forget why they look like that.”
He gathered the gifts into a pile with careless efficiency, stacking them into a wobbling tower that threatened collapse. She scooped up the remaining tags and shoved them into the ribbon box, only for the lid to refuse to close—the ribbon having apparently decided to establish a permanent residence.
Leonardo watched her wrestle with it, amusement dancing openly now.
“Don’t,” she warned without looking.
“Don’t what?”
“Say anything.”
“I wasn’t going to.”
She shot him a look. “Yes, you were.”
He leaned in, close enough that his breath brushed her cheek, warm and familiar. “I was going to say you’re adorable when you’re frustrated.”
Heat climbed her throat again, swift and traitorous. “Leonardo.”
He kissed her with careful restraint—warm, controlled, and unmistakably affectionate—his lips grazing the edge of hers as if he were choosing restraint rather than lacking desire.
“We should go,” he said, quietly, as though it cost him something.
He turned toward the door, gifts balanced easily in his broad arms.
She followed two steps behind, then paused to retrieve her shawl from the chair. As she draped it around her shoulders, she felt it.
Leonardo had stopped.
He looked back at her, and the teasing ease had drained from his expression entirely. What remained was something steady and intent, his gaze resting on her with an unguarded warmth that made her pulse trip over itself. His eyes held her the way hands had moments before—slow, deliberate, as if he were imprinting the sight of her there, wrapped in wool and firelight and quiet.
He turned back to her, the humor stripped clean from his face. What replaced it was intent—calm, unwavering, unhidden. His eyes traced her as his hands had earlier, not hurried, not distracted, but with the careful absorption of a man who noticed everything. She stood there caught between lamplight and flame, wrapped in wool and quiet, and he looked at her as if he intended to remember her exactly like this.
Like the hearth had moved behind his eyes and decided to stay.
She lifted a brow as she adjusted the shawl. “What?”
His eyes traced the line of her mouth for a heartbeat, the corner of his lips tightening as if he’d caught himself thinking too far ahead. When his eyes lifted again, his expression had smoothed back into composure, though the faint press of his mouth suggested it had cost him something. “Nothing.”
“That’s not nothing.”
He adjusted his hold on the gifts instead, weight shifting just enough to bring him nearer. His mouth parted as if the thought had arrived fully formed before the words did, and his eyes stayed on her—searching, intent, softened at the edges like he was already halfway lost in it.
“I was just thinking…”
“Yes?”
His eyes skimmed her face—taking her in, cataloguing—before settling again with deliberate fondness. “If someone asks why the gifts look like they were wrapped by a distracted gremlin…” He spoke quietly, lips curving as though the thought pleased him more than it should have. “I’m going to blame you.”
Her eyes narrowed. “Me?”
He nodded gravely. “You keep looking at me like that.”
Warmth rushed into her cheeks, and she resented him deeply for noticing everything. “Well,” she said, pointedly, “you keep watching me like that.”
A slow smile touched his mouth. It carried recognition, satisfaction, and a hint of something darker beneath the affection. His gaze stayed on her, steady and unreadable, carrying the weight of unspoken promise.
She held his gaze for half a second too long—long enough for her breath to hitch, long enough for the smile at his mouth to feel like it had brushed her skin. Then she broke eye contact under the pretense of adjusting her shawl, fingers fumbling briefly at the clasp before she stilled them.
When she looked back up, her mouth curved—not shy, not quite bold. A challenge softened by warmth.
“I’ll hold you to that” she said lightly, already turning away. But the heat in her cheeks betrayed her as she turned toward the hall.
He caught her wrist.
Not pulling. Not demanding.
Just holding.
His thumb brushed once over her pulse, feeling the way it jumped beneath his touch. The contact sent a small, undeniable shiver through her, skating down her spine and settling low, making her toes curl inside her boots.
Leonardo angled in until his presence crowded her senses, mouth brushing the space beside her ear without quite touching. The closeness felt intentional—measured to keep control intact while testing its limits. “Later,” he murmured—so softly it nearly disappeared into the fire’s low crackle behind them.
The word settled into her like a spark finding kindling. It wasn’t a promise she could argue with—just a quiet certainty that followed her breath, rearranging the rest of the night around it.
He released her at once, composure snapping neatly back into place. “I’ll see you out there.” And then he was moving down the hall, posture easy, gifts secure, once again the maddening, composed man he was in public.
She remained where she was after he left. The faint echo of his footsteps slipped away down the corridor, leaving the room oddly altered—as though it remembered him even after he was gone.
Outside the windows, snow continued to fall—steady, quiet, relentless.
Inside, the mansion’s Christmas party waited—bright, loud, and indulgently unaware. Or perhaps not entirely. The mansion’s residence noticed things. And if anyone looked closely enough at the disarray in the sitting room, they might suspect: the hush after laughter, the disorder of ribbon and paper, the memory of firelight reflected in golden eyes.
Inside, the mansion’s Christmas party waited—bright, loud, indulgently unaware. Or perhaps pretending to be. The residents were an observant bunch. And if anyone paid attention to the sitting room—its ribbon-strewn table, its lingering hush—they might suspect something had unfolded there, brief and incandescent, like firelight caught in golden eyes.
She smoothed her shawl, forced her breathing into something steadier, and followed him toward the party.
Because the night was not over.
Not remotely.
And if Leonardo kept looking at her like that—out there, beneath lights and music and watchful eyes—
She might forget about the party entirely.
@ayshela 🎁✨
Thank you so much for sending in this request — gift wrapping and that line (“If you keep looking at me like that, I’m going to forget about the party entirely”) was more than enough to send my imagination sprinting off in the best possible direction.
This one turned into something very tactile and quietly dangerous — firelight, ribbon, hands lingering a second too long, and Leonardo very pointedly not behaving. I leaned into a slow, simmering kind of spice here rather than outright smut—the kind that builds through proximity, restraint, and that delicious awareness of being watched when you absolutely shouldn’t be.
It felt right for this. And for the kind of moment that starts as something harmless and ends with everything just a little undone.
Thank you again for the prompt — I hope this feels like an indulgent little holiday mess of a gift, meant to be unwrapped slowly 🎄🔥
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Snowfall, Crackling hearth, Northern wind, Evergreen scent + “Come watch the snow fall with me.” + Fluffy, smut or romance (author’s choice) + LEONARDO
I may have gotten a bit carried away creating my own scene in my head when it came to the imagery list. Not required to use the whole list.
I adore you so much. 🎄💙💜
Leonardo had said it would take an hour.
Perhaps two, if the light behaved.
He said it the way he said most things—easy certainty, already moving as if the world would naturally fall in line behind him, boots breaking the first thin crust of snow ahead of her. The map had been folded once and abandoned, compass tucked away more out of habit than need.
He glanced back over his shoulder, burnished hair catching what little light still filtered through the trees, a crooked smile tugging at his mouth—as if he’d only just remembered her and found the thought of her there quietly pleasing.
“Come along, cara mia,” he called, unhurried. “There’s something I’d like to confirm before sunset. Northern air does interesting things when it gets restless.”
She followed, boots crunching softly through old snow packed hard beneath the trees. The forest gathered close around them—pines bowed under white weight, branches shedding glittering sighs whenever the wind threaded through. The air smelled sharp and evergreen, clean enough to sting, the kind of cold that slid beneath wool and lingered stubbornly at the wrists.
Leonardo walked a few paces ahead, hands tucked into his coat pockets, shoulders loose, humming a tune that refused to settle into any recognizable shape. It rose and fell with his steps, languid and calm—like everything else about him.
She knew better than to walk beside him.
Not because he’d never asked—he had—but because standing too close made her uncomfortably aware of herself. Of the way his presence seemed to bend the space around him. Of how easily he inhabited the world, while she felt like she was always measuring her steps, careful not to leave too deep an imprint beside his.
So she stayed half a pace behind.
She told herself it was politeness. Or practicality.
But it was really the way her breath betrayed her when he slowed. The way her attention caught on the slope of his shoulders, the quiet confidence in his stride. The way wanting him felt like holding something warm in bare hands for too long—beautiful, and faintly painful.
When his coat shifted with his step, when the hem brushed snow and sent pale crystals scattering, her fingers curled reflexively inside her gloves. Not reaching. Never reaching. Just tightening, as if resisting the foolish urge to steady herself on him—to pretend, even briefly, that she belonged at his side.
So she watched him when he didn’t know she was watching.
When something caught his interest, his body answered before his thoughts fully formed—stride lengthening, weight rolling forward with intent. His head tipped as he walked, listening, eyes narrowing as if the forest were confiding in him alone.
He stopped abruptly at a frozen stream, boots skidding just enough to scatter powder. Without hesitation, he crouched, coat pooling around him, gloved fingers brushing the ice. He traced a fracture gently, following its branching lines like veins beneath skin.
“Do you hear it?” he asked, not looking up.
She stepped closer, breath spilling white between them, the cold biting softly at the back of her throat. The wind pressed low through the trees, a sound like something inhaling and refusing to let go.
Her shoulders lifted slightly inside her coat as she listened, fingers tightening at her scarf.
“It sounds…” She shifted her weight, gaze flicking from the ice to him. “…like it’s holding its breath.”
Leonardo straightened, the motion smooth, delighted laughter warming the space between them. He turned toward her fully, eyes warm and intent—gold-bright, amused in that way that always felt like he was letting her in on a private joke.
Instead of answering at once, he reached out. His thumb brushed a stray fleck of snow from her cheek, lingering a breath longer than necessary. The touch was light, unthinking—like adjusting a detail that had caught his eye mid-thought—yet his gaze flicked to her eyes as he did it, attentive, curious, as though quietly noting what the contact set in motion.
“Now that,” he said softly, approval threading his voice, “is a conclusion worth keeping.”
Her breath caught—not sharply, just enough to steal its rhythm. The place he’d touched seemed to echo, warmth blooming beneath the cold as her pulse skidded and recovered. She told herself it was nothing. Just snow. Just his hand. Still, her weight shifted without permission, heel grinding lightly into the crusted earth as if to anchor herself.
His hand fell back to his side.
But his attention didn’t.
His gaze lingered, thoughtful now, searching her face as if she’d said—or revealed—something unexpectedly precious. There was a faint narrowing of his eyes, not amusement this time but interest, as though he’d noticed the way color had risen beneath the cold, the way her fingers curled inside her gloves.
Heat crept up beneath her collar despite the winter air, fluttering low and quick like something startled awake. She busied herself tugging her glove tighter, fussing with the seam, hoping motion might disguise how his quiet attention unsettled her—how easily he made her feel both seen and impossibly outmatched.
“You’re staring,” she murmured, a crooked little smile tugging at her mouth. “You always do that when I say something ridiculous.”
He laughed under his breath, clearly delighted.
In response—and because standing still beneath that look felt dangerous—she nudged his arm with her elbow, light but deliberate.
Leonardo stumbled half a step, boots sliding, then caught himself with an easy laugh. He looked down at her, brow lifting, amusement softening into something warmer. “Careful, I bruise artistically.”
Snow drifted loose from the branches above them, dusting his shoulders, catching in his hair. She smiled before she could stop herself—small, unguarded—and the moment settled around them, quiet and white and suspended, like the world had briefly forgotten how to move.
Winter was like that.
It softened everything sharp without asking permission. Gave her room to breathe. In the hush of snow and muted color, she felt less conspicuous—edges blurred, expectations lowered. Cold asked nothing of her except presence. Stillness was allowed here. Even loneliness felt gentler, wrapped in white.
The light shifted gradually—nothing dramatic, just the sense of the world dimming at its edges. Shadows thickened between the trees. The pale winter blue of the sky sank toward a thoughtful gray.
Leonardo slowed.
Not stopped—slowed. His gaze lifted, eyes narrowing slightly, one gloved hand rising as if to shield them, though the sun was already retreating. He lingered there longer than before, listening, head tipped as if the air itself were reporting in.
Snow began to fall.
Fine and fast, stitching the air with white. It gathered almost immediately—settling in her hair, clinging to the dark wool of Leonardo’s coat. He turned toward her, a spark of something alert and pleased lighting his expression, like a problem unexpectedly offering itself.
“Well,” he murmured. “That’s early.”
She rubbed her hands together, breath fogging thicker now. “You didn’t mention snow.”
“I didn’t expect it to be rude,” he said lightly, already reaching into his coat.
A small notebook appeared in his hand, pages fluttering as he flipped through them, thumb moving with practiced ease despite the cold. Snow caught in his lashes; he blinked it away absently. The sight of him like this—unbothered, intent, beautiful in that effortless way—sent a quiet ache through her chest. She looked away before the warmth in her face could betray her.
The wind rose—sharp and sudden, biting through fabric and resolve alike.
She sucked in a breath, shoulders hunching instinctively as cold curled around her wrists and ankles, finding every careless gap. Leonardo noticed immediately. He always did.
Before she could speak, he shrugged out of his coat and stepped closer, draping it over her shoulders.
The weight of it settled immediately. Warmth spread along her arms and across her back. It carried his scent with it: linseed oil and mineral pigments, the faint metallic tang of tools, a whisper of smoke from the cigarillos he favored when thinking too long into the night. It smelled like work. Like focus. Like him.
His hands lingered just long enough to pull the collar closer. As he adjusted her scarf, his knuckles brushed the soft skin beneath her jaw by accident.
Something low and unsteady stirred in her chest. Not a gasp—just a quiet hitch, like her body had momentarily forgotten its rhythm. She reached out without thinking, fingers closing around his forearm, stopping him mid-motion.
“No,” she said, softer than intended. “Leonardo, you’ll—”
“I won’t. I run warm,” His smile creased gently at the corners, eyes warm with easy certainty. “Too much thinking.”
The words were light, teasing, but his hands were careful as he made sure the coat sat properly on her shoulders. She caught her lower lip between her teeth, gaze dropping, one hand smoothing the fabric at her chest as if anchoring herself there.
The wind tugged loose strands of her hair free. She lifted a hand to tame them, movements clumsy with cold.
Leonardo’s attention followed the motion—caught, held—and for a fleeting, dangerous heartbeat she let herself imagine it meant something. She wondered if he noticed how often her hands trembled near him. Then she reminded herself, firmly, that he watched the world this way. With curiosity. With care. Never possession. Certainly not desire.
He turned and started forward again, pace slower now. He glanced back more often, waiting when the path narrowed, adjusting instinctively to her steps.
Snow thickened quickly. The trail vanished beneath fresh powder, the forest drawing close, hushed and watchful.
Her boot slid.
Leonardo was there instantly. His hand closed around her elbow, steady and warm, pulling her just close enough to stop the fall. “Careful.” His voice lowered as he spoke, breath brushing near her ear. “I need you intact.”
The words lingered—unintended, she was sure, but no less felt. For a moment, the cold ceased to matter at all.
A cabin appeared almost suddenly—a squat structure of dark wood tucked against the slope, roof already crowned with snow. Leonardo let out a quiet sound of recognition and quickened his pace.
“Ah,” he said, pushing the door open with his shoulder. “Just where I remembered.”
Inside, the air was sharp with trapped cold, deeper for its stillness. Dust stirred as they entered, lantern light swinging weakly from its hook. The space was spare: a small cot, a rough table, one chair, and a stone hearth choked with old ash.
Leonardo moved at once. Gloves off. Sleeves pushed back. He knelt by the hearth and worked with practiced ease—clearing ash, stacking kindling, coaxing flame from flint and patience. She hovered nearby, stamping her feet, rubbing her hands together, breath coming a touch faster now.
The fire caught reluctantly—a thin ribbon of orange that barely pushed back the cold. Leonardo leaned back on his heels and exhaled.
“That will help,” he said. “…Eventually.”
Snow rattled against the shutters like impatient fingers. Wind threaded through the cracks, a low whistle running along the walls. She pulled his coat tighter around herself, shoulders trembling despite her efforts to still them.
Leonardo noticed.
His gaze dropped—not to her face, but to her hands. The way they shook. The way she tucked them beneath her arms, as if hiding them might make the cold less real. His mouth shifted, something thoughtful passing over his expression.
He crossed the room in three strides and stopped in front of her.
“You’re colder than you should be,” he said, reaching out—then stopping himself, hand hovering near her cheek.
After a beat, he let his fingers brush the side of her neck instead, just beneath her ear. The touch was light, assessing. His thumb moved once, slow and absent, warming skin already flushed from cold.
“I’m fine,” she replied automatically.
Her teeth betrayed her with a faint click.
His brow knit, concern breaking through his usual ease. His hand lingered a second longer, then fell away.
“That,” he said quietly, meeting her eyes, “is not fine.”
The space between them felt suddenly dense, thick with smoke and warmth and the echo of his touch. She shifted her weight, boots scraping softly against the floor, unsure where to put herself now that standing near him felt like standing too close to a fire.
Leonardo stepped back half a pace, gaze flicking to the hearth, then to the narrow cot. “The storm will pass. Sooner or later.”
The wind slammed into the cabin, shutters rattling hard. The fire bent low, flame shivering.
Leonardo watched it, jaw tightening almost imperceptibly.
“…Later,” he amended.
She wrapped her arms around herself, shivering now in earnest. The cold pressed closer, intimate and insistent. Leonardo swore softly in Italian, the words quick and sharp, and crossed the room at once.
He dragged the cot closer to the hearth, wood legs scraping against stone. Sparks jumped as he nudged it nearer the fire, close enough to steal what warmth it could give without courting danger. Only then did he reach for the blankets folded at its foot.
There were two. One thin and worn, edges frayed with age. The other heavier—patched, faded, but whole. Serviceable. The kind of blanket that had seen winters and survived them.
He lifted the thinner one first, holding it for a moment, eyes tracking its threadbare spots as if waiting for it to offer absolution. His jaw tightened, just slightly. Then his attention shifted—to her.
Not playful now. Not distracted. He stood still, shoulders squared, gaze steady and intent, like a man quietly committing to a solution.
“Come here,” he said.
Not a command. Not a question. The words landed with the quiet certainty of something already decided.
Leonardo snapped the thin blanket open and spread it across the cot, the fabric stirring dust into the lantern light. Ash sighed softly from the hearth as he smoothed it flat, movements careful, deliberate—an arrangement made with purpose, as though order itself might ward off the cold.
“There,” he said, glancing from the fire to the walls, calculating. “We’ll improve our odds.”
“Our odds of what?” she asked, her teeth threatening to chatter despite her effort to steady them.
He tipped his head, considering. “Remaining…mostly comfortable.”
She huffed a quiet breath of laughter and stepped closer anyway. The floorboards were colder near the hearth than she’d expected, chill seeping through her soles even with her boots on. She shifted her weight, arms still wrapped tight around herself.
Leonardo’s gaze tracked the motion—not her face, but her shoulders. The way they crept upward, betraying her.
“Cara mia,” he murmured, tone light but threaded with care. “You’re allowed to admit defeat to the weather. It’s very persuasive.”
“I’m not defeated,” she said—even as her hands shook.
His smile came slow and indulgent. “Mm. Brave words.”
He gestured toward the cot. “Sit. Before your knees start making executive decisions.”
She hesitated only a second before lowering herself onto the edge. The mattress dipped beneath her. Leonardo followed a beat later, settling beside her—not crowding, but close enough that she felt the heat of him through wool and air.
Just enough.
He bent forward, unlacing her boots with efficient fingers, easing them off one by one and setting them carefully near the cot’s edge. Then he guided her feet up, placing them beside him on the mattress, as if this were the most natural thing in the world.
The heavier blanket came down over them next—warm with lingering dust, faintly scented of old wood and smoke. He tucked it around her shoulders first, fingers brushing her sleeve as he adjusted it.
“There,” he said softly. “Better.”
It was. A little.
The cold still found its way in—threading along the edges, curling beneath the blanket like a thing unwilling to be shut out. She drew her knees closer, toes pressing into the mattress, hands still tucked beneath her arms.
Leonardo shifted beside her, subtly, angling himself to block the draft without comment. The fire cracked low and steady, light trembling across the walls, across his hands, across the careful space he left between them.
For now.
Leonardo leaned back on his palms, gaze drifting toward the fire as though checking on an experiment already underway. Firelight climbed him in slow strokes—caught along the sharp line of his cheekbone, softened at his mouth, threaded gold through the loose fall of his hair. Shadow pooled at his throat, then broke again at the steady rise and fall of his chest. He looked impossibly at ease there, half-lit and half-kept by darkness, like someone the cold had learned not to challenge.
“Body heat,” he said mildly. “Remarkably efficient. More so than flame in small, poorly insulated structures.”
She glanced sideways at him. The sight of him like this—warmth carved out of fire and shadow—made something low and restless stir in her chest.
“Are you…giving a lecture?” she asked.
A corner of his mouth lifted. “Too much effort. People don’t listen.”
He shifted—barely more than a redistribution of weight. Their shoulders brushed. Wool compressed; heat bled through layers. Her breath went shallow before she could stop it, pulse suddenly loud in her ears. She fixed her gaze on the fire, acutely aware of the narrow line where they touched.
Leonardo’s hand tightened on the mattress beside him, fingers dimpling the fabric. “Of course,” he went on lightly, “it requires proximity. Which can be… inconvenient.”
“Inconvenient?” she echoed.
“Mmm.” He turned then, eyes bright with something playful. “If you prefer, we can remain stoic.” The grin he gave her was quick and unapologetic—almost flirtatious. “And cold.”
Another gust struck the cabin. The fire bent low, sputtering. She shivered hard enough that the blanket slipped from her shoulder.
Leonardo noticed at once.
His hand lifted—stalled halfway—then continued, tugging the blanket back into place. His knuckles brushed her collarbone, warm and steady.
“Or,” he added, “we can be practical.”
She swallowed. “Practical how?”
He shifted again—this time unmistakably closer. His thigh pressed against hers, firm and warm. Relief bloomed so fast it startled her.
“Like this,” he said.
The word was gentle. Almost apologetic.
Her body hesitated—not rigid, just unsure. Leonardo felt it immediately. He stilled, breath evening, attention sharpening as his gaze lifted to her face.
“You can tell me to stop,” he said quietly. “I won’t argue.”
She looked down at where their legs touched. Then back up at him.
Firelight painted his face in amber and shadow, catching on the curve of his cheek, the thoughtful line of his mouth. Snow whispered against the shutters, steady and distant, like the world keeping time.
“I’m just cold,” she said, fingers tightening in the blanket as if bracing against herself as much as the chill.
His mouth softened—relief easing into his features, shoulders loosening a fraction. “That makes two of us.”
He eased his coat and hers from her shoulders, careful not to jostle her, folding them aside so the warmth between them had nothing left to fight through. Then his hands settled at her waist as he guided her onto his lap, facing him.
Her knees settled on either side of his hips. She hovered for a heartbeat—then let herself lower. Heat rose at once, solid and unmistakable, pressing into her palms, her thighs, the hollow of her stomach.
She looked up. His face was suddenly so close. Firelight traced him in warm strokes—the thoughtful line between his brows, warmed the curve of his mouth, the steady, golden focus of his gaze as it lingered on her. The nearness unraveled her breath, leaving it tangled in her throat.
“For warmth,” he added lightly, though his gaze studied her as if he were checking more than temperature. “It’s the most efficient arrangement.”
“Is that so?” she said, lifting her chin just a little, summoning courage she didn’t quite feel. “You sound very certain.”
“I usually am,” he replied.
As he spoke, his fingers lifted and brushed a loose strand of hair back from her cheek, tucking it behind her ear with a gentleness that made her chest tighten. His hand lingered there for just a moment, before drifting away. Her chin tipped toward his touch without permission, a small, traitorous motion she corrected at once, shoulders settling as she forced herself still.
“About things that can be measured,” he said, quieter now, eyes narrowing slightly as if the thought genuinely troubled him.
“And me?”
He hesitated—not with words, but with his breath—then smiled, small and almost rueful. “You’re…still under observation.”
Her chest tightened, breath slipping shallow as something hopeful stirred—small, foolish, bright. Observation. Not dismissal. Not indifference. Just…attention.
She hated how much that mattered to her. Hated that part of her that wanted to lean into the space between his words and pretend it meant more than it did.
She stayed still instead, letting logic settle back into place.
It’s how he looks at everything, she reminded herself. With interest. With care. Never with desire.
The blanket shifted as he adjusted it around them, tugging it closer. His arms came fully around her now, drawing her in until there was no question where she belonged. He held her there until the faint tremor in her shoulders eased.
“There,” he murmured near her ear. “See? Already improving.”
The sound of his voice that close sent a low shiver through her, warmth flowing where it had no business being. She loved this—this excuse, this closeness, the way his presence wrapped around her like shelter. Loved him, quietly and fiercely, in a way she never dared name aloud.
And with the same breath, the old thought followed:
He could never love you like that.
Not someone like you.
She swallowed it down, letting logic steady her where hope threatened to rise.
She shifted slightly, cheek grazing his collarbone before settling more fully against his chest. The movement felt deliberate, casual—something she could pretend was nothing more than comfort.
“You say that,” she murmured, lips curving as she reached for humor like a handhold, “as though I’m a particularly stubborn equation you’ve finally cracked.”
The words were light. The warmth in her chest was not.
He huffed a soft laugh, the sound vibrating faintly through him. “Hardly. Problems eventually stop resisting.”
She tipped her head just enough to look up at him. “And am I resisting?”
His gaze flicked to her eyes, then her mouth—back up again, quick but telling. “You’re…considering.”
She narrowed her eyes, scrunching her nose in faint protest. “I’m not sure I like being studied.”
His response came with a small shift closer, the warmth of him pressing in just a fraction more than before. His eyes softened—golden in the firelight, amused and unmistakably fond—as if her indignation delighted him more than it should have.
“I know,” he said easily. “That’s why I don’t tell you when I’m doing it.” The corner of his mouth tipped upward, conspiratorial. “It tends to spoil the observation.”
Color crept up her neck despite the cold.
Does he watch me often? The thought fluttered bright and foolish—and she pressed it down at once, schooling her breathing.
This was for warmth. For survival. Nothing more.
She allowed herself to rest more fully against him, breathing him in. Her cheek settled against his chest again, his scent surrounding her—smoke-soft and clean, touched with something earthy beneath it. She could feel his breathing now, slow and even, the steady rise and fall beneath her cheek.
Her body answered—warmth spreading through her chest, down her spine, pooling low and steady.
“So,” she said quickly, the word rushed, as if speed might save her, “what’s the verdict?”
He drew in a careful breath, arms tightening just a fraction. “You’re warmer.”
“That wasn’t the question.”
He spoke close, breath warm in her hair as his chest lifted beneath her cheek. A quiet hum of amusement traveled through him before the words did.
“You’re also…distracting.”
Her heart tripped over itself at the sound of it, the way his voice seemed to settle directly against her skin. “That sounds like a flaw.”
“It is,” he said gently, the humor thinning just enough to show the truth beneath, “if I indulge it.” The teasing had returned —soft, deliberate—like a step back toward safer ground.
She shifted her arm without thinking. Her hand sliding to his chest—lingering. Beneath her palm, his heartbeat answered, steady and undeniable, a rhythm that traveled straight up her arm. Her fingers tightened into his shirt before she could gather them back, knuckles warming against the fabric.
Leonardo drew a careful breath.
His arm firmed at her back, thumb pressing lightly into her side, anchor them both. He didn’t ask her to stop or move her hand away.
The fire spoke into the silence with a soft crackle, light shivering across the walls. Outside, the wind howled at the cabin, snow whispering against wood and stone.
She shifted again, easing the ache in her legs. Her knees slid closer, her weight settling more fully into his lap, heat blooming where their bodies met.
Leonardo’s body answered at once. His hold stayed steady, but his free hand flexed against her back, fingers spreading, then settling again as if testing his own restraint. His jaw tightened; a breath lodged briefly in his chest before he forced it out.
“Cara mia,” he murmured near her ear—low, roughened, stripped of humor. “If you keep doing that…”
Her heart kicked hard. She lifted her face toward him. “I’m sorry—I—”
“No.” He shook his head once, slow and deliberate. His eyes were darker now, focused—not on her exactly, she told herself, but on the moment, the closeness, the problem he was trying not to solve. His mouth parted as if he might say more, then pressed shut again, control reasserting itself. “Don’t.”
His gaze dropped—to where her body pressed closer than before—then lifted again, steady and unreadable. Whatever easy distance he usually kept had narrowed, sharpened into something more deliberate, as though he were measuring the moment rather than giving in to it.
“Just…be aware,” he finished quietly.
She nodded.
They stayed there, wrapped together, breath threading the narrow space between them. The cold retreated by degrees, pushed back by the fire and the heat they were making without admitting it.
Leonardo’s thumb began to move—slow, absent circles at her back. He didn’t seem to notice.
Or perhaps he noticed and chose not to stop.
She noticed she wasn’t shivering anymore only when she realized how still she’d become.
Her head shifted, cheek settling into the warm hollow at his throat. The edge of his collarbone brushed the corner of her mouth. His heartbeat was clearer here—steady, grounding, too close to ignore.
“Leonardo?” she whispered.
“Yes?”
“Do you do this sort of thing often?”
His thumb stilled. “No,” he said after a breath. “But I find I don’t object.”
She smiled faintly against his skin. “That’s not exactly reassuring.”
“It’s honest.”
As he spoke, his hand slid down to her wrist, fingers closing there with gentle certainty—as if anchoring both of them in place. His thumb traced once over her pulse before stilling.
“And honesty,” he added softly, “seems appropriate… given our proximity.”
Her chest tightened, something hopeful and foolish stirring there before she could stop it. She reminded herself, sharply, of the distance between them. Of who he was. Of how easily she could be misplaced in his orbit.
“Yes,” she said quietly. “I suppose it does.”
She shifted again, easing the strain in her neck. Her mouth ended up nearer his jaw than she intended—warm breath brushing skin. Her hands followed instinct before thought could intervene, sliding from the blanket to his chest. She felt the solid heat there, the steady rise beneath her palms, and before she could stop herself her arms settled around him, light but unmistakable, as if testing the shape of him.
The closeness tugged at her—gentle at first, then insistent. Her body leaned in the way it had learned not to, fitting itself against his warmth with a quiet inevitability. Want flared, sharp and sudden, a feeling she’d spent so long folding away until it startled her now, slipping loose in the hush of firelight and snow.
Leonardo’s breath lengthened.
Not enough to be obvious—just a careful adjustment, a deliberate slowing she felt beneath her palms before she saw it. His shoulders eased back against the stone wall, as if he were grounding himself there.
“Careful,” he murmured again. The word was lighter than before, but the smile that shaped it didn’t quite reach his eyes.
She tipped her head back a fraction, just enough to see him. Their faces were close now—close enough that she could count his breaths, close enough that firelight caught and held in his gaze, shadow carving the line of his mouth deeper.
“I am being careful,” she said, steady despite herself.
His eyes lowered—drawn, reluctant—tracking the curve of her mouth before lifting again with visible effort.
“Mmm,” he said quietly. “I suspect we’re using the word differently.”
His hand slid to the nape of her neck, warm and sure as he drew the blanket back into place around her shoulders. The motion was practical. The touch was not. His thumb lingered where her neck curved into her shoulder, pressing lightly—as if memorizing the place before he let it go.
She swallowed. Heat gathered low and insistent, spreading in slow, quiet waves that had nothing to do with the fire. Her chest felt too full, her skin too awake, every place he touched answering before she could think to stop it.
“Leonardo.”
“Yes?”
“You’re…very warm.”
A soft breath of laughter left him, more exhale than sound, stirring the loose hair near her temple. “I did warn you.”
She smiled faintly, shifting just enough to settle more comfortably, letting her weight sink where it had already decided to be. “I thought you were exaggerating.”
“Never,” he said, solemn as a vow. Then, lighter, “Well. Rarely.”
The playfulness returned—but thinned now, stretched taut over something humming beneath it, like a wire drawn too tight.
He shifted, easing his head back against the stone wall and bringing her with him, keeping her anchored against his chest. The stone met him cool and solid; her body absorbed the warmth he displaced. For a moment his eyes stayed closed, lashes resting against his cheeks, as if he were counting something inwardly.
His hand drifted into her hair, fingers threading through it with absent care. The touch was unthinking. And devastating. She closed her eyes at once, leaning into it, her forehead tipping slightly toward his collarbone, as though her body had been waiting for permission. She let herself take it in the way one takes in heat after cold—slowly, greedily, afraid it might vanish.
“You know,” he said lightly, though his voice had lowered, softened, “this is a poor arrangement.”
She opened one eye, arching a brow without lifting her head. “You just called it efficient.”
“Oh, it is.” His mouth curved, the corner lifting above her line of sight. “Thermally.”
“And otherwise?”
Beneath the blanket, his shoulder rolled in a small, careless shrug that didn’t quite convince. “The rest depends on one’s tolerance for risk,” he said.
Then—quieter now, more precise, as if naming something fragile—“I’m… less certain about the outcome.”
His hand rose between them, fingers hovering close enough that she could feel the warmth of his skin before it ever touched her. The firelight caught along his knuckles, the faint tremor there betraying the control beneath the calm. His hand hovered near her face, giving her time to pull back, to choose.
When she didn’t, his fingertips brushed the line of her jaw and settled there, warm and sure, thumb resting at the corner of her mouth.
She tipped into his touch, cheek fitting instinctively into his palm, lashes lowering as if the world had narrowed to this one point of contact. Her breath slipped out unevenly, warmth spreading everywhere his hand held her.
The sensation hit her all at once—bright and disorienting. Relief tangled with fear, hope flaring sharp enough to hurt. Her heart stumbled, then surged, as if it had finally found its rhythm again.
“You can still tell me to stop.” His voice came lower now, roughened by proximity.
She lifted her gaze to his.
Firelight lived in his eyes—darkened now, intent, stripped of playfulness. There was want there. Care. Desire. A question held open far longer than he usually allowed.
She shook her head once, breath shallow between them.
“I don’t want you to.”
Something shifted in his face—quiet, unmistakable. Like a door easing open just enough to let the cold rush out and the light rush in.
“Cara mia…”
His thumb pressed more firmly at her jaw, as if confirming that she was still there, still choosing this.
He leaned in. Not all at once, but with the slow certainty of snowdrifts against a roof—inevitable, inching closer, until resistance surrendered. Just enough that his forehead brushed hers, a soft nudge that moved the air from between them. Their breath tangled—hers quick and shallow, his slower but no longer untouched by strain—until the space between their mouths thinned to nothing but warmth and waiting.
She tilted her chin with the vulnerability of instinct, lips already parted on a silent inhale.
That was all the invitation he needed.
His mouth met hers gently at first, almost cautiously—like he was learning the shape of something precious, something he’d never meant to want but now refused to deny. The kiss was tender and unhurried, a careful press and pause, his lips lingering just long enough for the absence to ache before he returned.
A small, imperfect sound escaped her—caught somewhere between relief and disbelief. Her arms tightened around his neck, drawing him closer, fingers curling into his hair as she met him again—this time with intention. Her lips parted—welcoming, wanting—and the kiss deepened by degrees, as if neither of them quite trusted the moment to last.
Something in him gave.
Leonardo made a low sound at the back of his throat—surprised, undone. His hand slid fully into her hair, fingers spreading at her nape as he drew her closer with unmistakable desire. The kiss turned urgent—no longer testing, no longer careful—heat and devotion braided together as his mouth moved against hers with a hunger that felt both new and inevitable.
The newness of it—the certainty, the absence of reservation—sent a shiver through her that had nothing to do with cold.
Her hands moved of their own accord, one sliding to the sharp line of his jaw, thumb brushing the faintest stubble there. She felt him smile against her mouth—just a flicker—before his lips pressed more firmly against hers.
When he finally broke the kiss, it was with the reluctance of someone surfacing from deep water. For a heartbeat they hovered there, foreheads pressed together, breath mingling in uneven bursts.
His gaze swept her face with staggering clarity—love, longing, devotion, something dangerously close to joy—so open it left her breathless. He was looking at her as if he’d waited a lifetime for this.
“Well,” he murmured, wonder threading his voice. His thumb traced slow, reverent arcs along her jaw. “That confirms it.”
She stayed close—too close—eyes bright, lips swollen, heart racing with the quiet, disbelieving thrill of it.
“Confirms what?” she whispered, already leaning in again.
“That heat,” he said, smiling against her mouth, “was never neutral.”
My darling, @bloemrijk You weret he first to send in a request!! ❄️✨
I may have gotten a little carried away with this one, but your imagery prompt lit up my brain in the best possible way. Snowfall, northern wind, evergreen scent, a crackling hearth—and Leonardo standing quietly in the middle of all that restraint and warmth? I couldn’t not follow it where it wanted to go.
I leaned more into romance than anything else here—the kind that builds slowly, with shared warmth and careful choice—because it felt right for him, and for the hush of snowbound moments like this. Very “come watch the snow fall with me,” but said with hands, breath, and firelight instead of words.
Thank you so much for sending in this request, and for trusting me with Leonardo. I’m really glad we’ve connected, and I hope this feels like a cozy little winter gift just for you 🎄💙💜
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