the water pillar.

|| indie Giyu from KnY | written by 404 ||

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miscellaneous angst starters.

when were you going to tell me?

you can’t keep doing this to yourself.

that’s…a lot of blood.

can you walk?

please don’t lie to me.

you were supposed to leave.

i’m not going anywhere without you.

shh, it’s okay. it was just a dream.

there was nothing more you could have done.

it wasn’t your fault.

this is all my fault.

you aren’t acting like yourself.

i’m never going to let [her/him/them] hurt you again.

you’re hurting me.

don’t ever do that again.

go to hell.

please don’t cry.

you have to stay awake.

i wish i could take the pain away.

you could have died.

hey – stay with me.

it’ll be over soon.

did you ever love me?

i’m sorry. i can’t do this anymore.

things won’t always hurt this bad.

you passed out.

how much have you had?

i’m okay. it’s all fine.

it’s not okay! you’re not fine!

let me get you something for the pain.

it’s nothing. it’s just a bruise.

it’s clearly not nothing.

have you been to the doctor?

i didn’t mean the things i said.

i thought we meant something.

people who are okay don’t act like this.

you don’t have to go through this by yourself.

i don’t want you to be alone.

please don’t regret me.

i heard you crying.

you need to get some rest.

when was the last time you ate something?

i’m worried about you.

did you have another nightmare?

[name], there’s nobody there.

i want to be happy but i don’t think i deserve it.

please talk to me.

why are you mad at me?

alcohol isn’t going to solve your problems.

don’t leave me.

did you do this to yourself?

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this.

tell me what’s wrong.

tell me how to make it better.

why don’t you care?

get the hell away from me.

please don’t do this.

i can’t believe that you lied to me.

just…stay for the night.

you obviously can’t be trusted to take care of yourself, so let me do it for you.

you can’t die. i won’t let you.

just hang on, okay?

hold my hand if you need to.

i’m sorry.

why do you have a gun?

don’t panic.

just breathe.

you’re bleeding.

i’m trying to stop the bleeding.

you’ve been crying, i can tell.

you should have told me sooner.

i wanted to tell you in person.

a phone call would’ve been nice.

i hate you.

i love you.

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What is focus? Demon verse starter call || like/comment ||

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|| @kasushira​ | demon sc ||

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    It was rather peaceful night. Even demon didn’t do anything, besides going through city at night, still trying to maybe recall something from before. It was also expected that someone would be called there if he stays for to long, but unless he really needed to eat, he was going to just avoid the fight with slayers. Well, at least that was initial plan, until he saw someone coming.     Giyuu for moment just stared at pillar. Something was familiar about other, yet it wasn’t at the same time. Maybe it was because of uniform, similiar to his and demon slayers, but on the other side not everyone in such outfit felt familiar. Maybe they were working together at some time? It didn’t matter as he was demon, yet he couldn’t stop to wonder.

    “ ...I didn’t hurt anyone. I’ll be gone soon. “ Still hand rested on his weapon, unsure what was going to happen. Yet it didn’t stop him from asking his common question. “ Did I know you? “

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What is focus? Demon verse starter call || like/comment ||

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(( Welp, demon verse is a thing now. Apperance & general idea for this verse is under cut. ))

Apperance changes:

Because I’m horrible and not so original, his skin is light grey-blueish color, fangs are more visible and hair is bit longer. He still wears his uniform, bit damaged & worn out, but the biggest change is with haori - red part is torn in various places, especially on edges, but part with pattern is in perfect condition - still it’s important for him subconciously. Giyuu also still holds his blade and uses it as a weapon, yet edge of it is chipped.

Demon blood art:

*wip again* but no matter what he doesn’t like to use it. Something about blood art disgust him.

General story:

*I’m gonna be honest, I still work on it in greater detail* But in shorter edition, during mission Giyuu got in contact with Muzan and considered as a threat and with use of few lower demons, he was forced to accept demon’s blood. First thing after it was finally over, pillar tried to take away his own life, but despite him usually being ready to die, he couldn’t force himself to do so. Instead as long as he had his memory, he was fighting the urge to eat human flesh and strayed away from all people. Still if I understand that well, demons after some time lose their memories and exactly same thing happened to Giyuu and  beyond that point he allowed himself to again get closer to people, but only to kill and eat them. Still he didn’t do it in some massive amounts.

[leneemusing]

more misc memes

“  change isn’t easy.  ” “  i just wanted to say i’m sorry.  ” “  i guess being angry was/is just easier than being sad.  ”  “  what did you want to tell me?  ” “  it was supposed to be simple.  ” “  you’ve got blood on your shirt.  ” “  you can stay with me.  ” “  what did you want to show me?  ” “  i miss ____ more than i thought i would.  ” “  i don’t like to talk about it, but i wanted you to know.  ” “  shut up. please.  ” “  fuck off.  ” “  hush, i’m trying to kiss you.  ” “  you’re lucky you’re cute.  ” “  i fucked up.  ” “  i just want to take it all back.  ” “  i can’t sleep.  ”  /  “  can’t sleep?  ” “  we should get a pet.  ” “  if you have something to say, spit it out.  ” “  i’m allowed to be angry.  ” “  she/he aint even that cute.  ” “  just hold me.  ” “  do you want me to go?  ”   “  i just need time.  ” “  i already made my decision, you’re not going to change that.  ”   “  nothing you can say will surprise me.  ” “  everyone leaves, eventually. either they move on or they die. they leave and i’m left behind.  ” “  death is a part of life. i accepted that a long time ago.  ” “  i don’t fear death. i fear anonymity.  ” “  listen to me, please.  ” “  i’m not even sure what to say to that.  ” “  that should probably shock me, but honestly it doesn’t.  ” “  am i supposed to care?  ” “  i do care.  ”   “  you make me happy.  ” “  you look beautiful like this.  ”   “  if this is your idea of fun, i don’t know what to say to you.  ” “  it terrifies me.  ”   “  just let me show you how i feel.  ”

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[dovma‌]:

@wtrpllr​ // sc.

AND HE PUTS UP his hands –––– as a means of displaying that he meant no harm.           “–––put your sword away! i’m not going to hurt anyone – i promise!”

    “–––i’ve already eaten – there’s no need to kill anyone else, wouldn’t you agree?”

    Even if other’s hands were up, blade still pointed at him. Demon is a demon, especially considering that deed was done and few more people lost their lives. And besides that all, he could tell other was one of the stronger demons.

    “ I think you don’t understand your situation. If I kill you now, there won’t be more victims of your hunger ever again. Considering you already killed people, I have no reason to trust you. If you want for this to go peacefully, just allow me to cut your head off. It’ll be better this way for everyone. “

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[peachblossomsonoceanwaves‌]:

“You are the most stubborn man I’ve met in my entire life! And we both know Shinazugawa!” Sabito is completely and utterly Fed Up™️ with his best friend. “Seriously, Giyu, you’re really fucking hurt! You wanna pop all those nice, neat stitches that Kocho-san gave you?” Now his eyes narrow and his leans in, a threatening tone in his voice.

“If you keep trying to get up I’m going to go tell her and leave you to her tender mercies!” It’s a bit of a low shot; they both know how much Shinobu likes to tease Giyu, but right now Sabito is at the end of his rope and desperate to get some sleep before he keels over himself! He grunts and flops down next to Giyu on the futon. “Move the fuck over, I’m tired and if I sleep here I’ll be able to feel you try to get up.”

    “ Of course I don’t want that. “ Small sigh escaped him at the argument, but there was aspect of him just being tormented about it from both sides. Still he would be trying to get up if not the fact that Sabito laid down next to him. He wasn’t going to allow him to work, was he?

    “ I promise you I’m fine, besides I’m not tired at all. I won’t be able to lay here through whole night. “ Well, if he wanted, he’d be able to stay like that, but there’s the problem - he didn’t want to just lay and do nothing. He was a pillar and people need to rely on him, instead people make sure they’re doing the opposite.     Still he slightly moved to the side allowing other to lay besides. “ If you kick me through sleep, you’ll pop them as well. It’d really be better if you just let me get up. “

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Me: *have Giyuu for like a week, still getting his character right* Also me: So... Demon verse where he was forcefully turned into a demon during mission and then after not being able to kill himself he just disappeared not to hurt people and after some time he returns, but he already lost memory at this point and more likely killed few people.

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@yuugxn​ :  “ kind words cost nothing. ” - from Mitsuri! || pinterest quotes ||

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    She was right, they do cost nothing, but why did it matter? Giyuu never was a person to say such words, unless they’re deserved, which didn’t change it was rather rare from his side. Maybe his bar was just really high, yet it would seem wrong for him to do it diffrent way. He was a Pillar people were depending on, having lower expectations wouldn’t suit someone like him, right?     Still all of this was just a noise inside his head and instead just a sigh escaped him, before replying.

    “ Throwing them around will soften everyone and we’re not in place or role for that. “ There was moment of silence, before continuing his thought. “ Are you trying to say I’m too harsh for people? “

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Injured/Injury Starters

Injured

“Oh shit, are you alright?”

“Dude, I don’t think you’re alright.”

“Blood’s not supposed to be coming from there…”

“That looks broken.”

“Can you move your __?” 

“Are you okay?”

“That doesn’t look good.”

“Who did this?”

“Did you do this to yourself?”

“How did this happen?”

“We need to get you to a hospital.”

“Do you need to go to a hospital?”

“That’s not supposed to bend that way.”

“Do you want me to look at it?”

“Don’t move, you’ll make it worse!”

“Stop moving!”

“There’s so much blood.”

“I’ll see if I have a first aid kit.”

“Just… Stay here and I’ll get help.”

“How did you even do this?”

“This happened in a fight?”

“Walk it off.”

“It’s not that bad.” 

“I think you need stitches.”

“You dumbass.” 

Injury

“I think I hurt myself.”

“I can’t feel my __.”

“I think my __ is broken.”

“Shit, that hurts to move.”

“I don’t think I can get up.”

“I’m going to try to get up.”

“Can you go get help?” 

“I need help.”

“I think I’m going to pass out.”

“I don’t think there’s supposed to be that much blood.”

“It’s not that bad.”

“I got [shot, stabbed, etc].”

“I can’t walk.”

“I don’t think I need to go to a hospital.”

“I think I need to go to the hospital.”

“Stop laughing, this hurts.”

“My last words better not be stupid.”

“That was a dumb idea.”

“Shit, that burns.”

“I’m fine… really.”

“Damn, I can’t get the bleeding to stop.”

“I got into a fight…”

“I feel lightheaded.”

“It hurts to move.”

“Can you look at it for me?” 

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☞☞ quotes i found on pinterest sentence starters pt. one ☜☜

“  i’ve polished this anger and now it’s a knife.  ” 

“  i’m fine, i’ve had worse.  ”

“  death too must be earned.  ”

“  how do you destroy a monster without becoming one ?  ”

“  am i a bad person ?  ”

“  family isn’t who you’re born with, it’s who you’d die for.  ” 

“  are you flirting or starting a fight ?  ”

“  i’ll survive, somehow i always do.  ”

“  um.. that’s my emotional support knife collection.  ”

“  tell me; would you kill to save a life ?  ”

“  i am someone who did not die when they should of.  ”

“  i’ve never been good at emotional stuff. except anger. i’m good at anger.  ”

“  you can’t protect everyone !  ”

“  i have to try.  ”

“  turn the pain into power.  ” 

“  what doesn’t kill me better run.  ”

“  are monster born or created ?  ”

“  chin up kid, they’d kill to see you fall.  ”

“  if he puts his hands on you, cut them off.  ”

“  i could keep you safe. they’re all afraid of me.  ”

“  don’t play games with me. don’t ever think you’re capable of that.  ”

“  the question isn’t who is going to let me; it’s who is going to stop me.  ”

“  something had made your eyes go cold.  ”

“  you haven’t even seen my bad side yet.  ”

“  everybody knows that i’m a mess.  ”

“  i’m sorry i let you down.  ”

“  well, if it isn’t the feeling i was trying to avoid.  ”

“  you are not your father.  ”

“  even on your bad days, be kind.  ”

“  you don’t want me and i need to accept that.  ”

“  stay gentle. everyone is at war.  ”

“  the risk i took was calculated. but clearly i am bad at maths.  ”

“  i wonder which will get you killed faster, your loyalty or your stubbornness ?  ”

“  always be a little kinder than necessary.  ”

“  kind words cost nothing.  ”

“  i am being perfectly fucking civil.  ”

“  we’ll never be those kids again.  ”

“  i’m the original family disappointment.  ”

“  if karma doesn’t hit you, i fucking will.  ”

“  if you can’t be happy, at least you can be drunk.  ”

“  you can talk to me, or not talk to me, but i’m here.  ”

“  guess you’ll just have to fight me.  ”

“  i never asked to be like this.  ”

“  wow.  you’re a dick.  ”

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|| @timidplum​ | 3 am sc ||

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    It was another night following orders as apparently he was closest to the case. There rather wasn’t anything too bad, it wasn’t huge problem to deal with them, at least for him. It was bit odd to see such gathering around one person though.     Pillar took one more glance around before putting his weapon away and approaching other. It didn’t look like any more demons were around, so he could put more attention to him.

    “ Is everything okay? Are you hurt? “

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|| @karamiiatta​ | 3 am sc ||

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    He shouldn’t be bothered by Shinobu’s words. She surely just said that without thinking to throw him off. Yet, it was. Training was bit harder to focus on, so instead he just was walking around, appreciating how beautiful was place.     Seeing other pillar, words once again played in his head. It would be much better if demon slayer just ignored them, but instead he decided just to ask to reassure that she was mistaken. It can’t be that bad, right? Giyuu approached them, not allowing himself to show that this was bothering him.

    “ Muichirou-kun, do you hate me? “ 

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|| @demonmoonrui​ | 3 am sc ||

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    Demon wandering around the town. That was what his crow at least tried to pass on, it kinda messed up and took longer to arrive at place, yet surprisingly there was no blood, no deaths. It didn’t look like anything attacked the place. After moment of walking around he finally faced the problem he was called here for.     His blade pointed at the demon in front of him. Considering he was in the town already, surprisingly there was no victims reported. Maybe it was part of a reason why he didn’t go for a kill right away. Even if he could tell amount of people he ate, something reminded him of another demon right now.

    “ It’s not a place for you to walk around. Get out of there. “

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3 am starter call || like/comment ||

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@peachblossomsonoceanwaves​ : bed rest - Sabito scowls as he pushes Giyu back down yet again. Honestly, and people call HIM stubborn?! Never met Giyu apparently! || nonverbal starters ||

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bed rest gently push them back down when they try getting out of bed. 

    There was slight twitch when other pushed him, small reminder of the injury that wasn’t exactly okay yet and allowing Sabito to put him back into bed. Still as he was aware it’d be suicide for him to go fight like that, it shouldn’t stop him from at least training.     Even if pain was bit more than he’d like to admit and other more likely was aware of it.

    “ I told you I’m okay. It’s not that bad, I promise. “