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Remus shook his head, “No, you’re wrong. We’re all very overwhelmed right now, we all just have different ways of showing it. For example, I sit and think too much to the point I can’t sit still, so I come bother my friends at work and invite them out for coffee just so I don’t have to be alone with my own thoughts.” He wasn’t entirely sure if that was the real reason he had come searching for Peter. He told himself it was for Peter’s sake, but deep down Remus knew it was partially for his own sake too. “Just because we keep it bottled up doesn’t mean we don’t feel the same way as you. Honestly, the way you deal with your emotions is probably the healthiest out of all of us.”
He shrugged and chuckled a bit, it was obvious how close him and Peter were if he knew how often he drank coffee throughout the day. “I had my tea in the morning, and a couple cups of coffee since. But you can never have enough when you sleep as little as I do.” Sleep never came easily to him, from dealing with night terrors as a child, to staying up all night studying or reading during school, it was just a habit by this point to survive on just a couple hours a night. Laughing slightly, Remus’ smile widened, “Chocolate does make everything better. Didn’t you hear that Madam Pomfrey added it to her list of medicine since I left? The younger students complained that they no longer had a supply of chocolate, so it’s officially part of the hospital wing now.” It wasn’t uncommon for Remus to seek out students that were feeling down to provide them with chocolate throughout his time at school. “Are you telling me you don’t think chocolate fixes everything?”
Peter sighed. Why did it have to be that his way of ‘showing it’ involved all but breaking down and being unable to cope with even loud noises? He was sure if Sirus was here he’d be catching hell for this behaviour; the other all seemed to be harder on Peter than most, even if deep down he felt he deserved it. “You’re not b-bothering me. You’re never a bother.” he said quietly, and he suspected Remus was putting that on a little just to try and make him feel better. “N-not really,” he said, looking up at the other, “There’s not much healthy about going to pieces in a noisy workplace.” Hell, maybe they were all unhealthy, just in different ways.
“You should let me get you some dreamless s-sleep potion.” He knew it wasn’t exactly a cheap concoction to make (and even pricier to buy ready made) and Remus didn’t like feeling he was getting by on handouts, but Peter was in a good job now, when he could manage it, and he wasn’t exactly spending much on himself. To his mind it seemed like a win-win. Whether Remus would agree was another matter. “I know you like c-coffee but, I think a good night’s sleep would h-help you a little more.” he rolled his eyes slightly as Remus turned to what had to be his favourite subject: chocolate. “I don’t think it would save our lives in a crisis.” he told the other gently, “But I g-guess it does make me feel better.” he smiled slightly, “She saw a lot of us, you had plenty of time to wear her down.” He missed her though, strict as he was; heck, he missed almost everything about Hogwarts, it was maybe the one place he’d ever felt safe.













