Life's Misadventure

just a girl trying to navigate this thing called life one day at a time loves: my children, books, small town life, Disney movies, BTVS, °|||||||°, old muscle cars, iZombie, Marvel Comics, Wonder Woman

[wygrl]

It's my 17 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Oh my goodness

[wygrl]

[muddyswirls]

[greedysadistdaddi]

No rizz just awkwardly introverted and awful at taking hints

[withdreamsofhereafter]

Hexagonal growth in a black olive tree

[dig-my-earth]

carbon chains

[wygrl]

[titsay]

stuck together (on purpose) 🤩

[wetheurban]

Just release it. You will exhaust yourself trying to experience your life through everyone else’s perspective.

Come back to your own.

[drearydaffodil]

This brackish water

Tinged pink with this injury

A knotted hand prayer

The muddy banks of ennui

I know that the hydra's me

[xanaxfarts]

bouquets behind foggy glass is a photo style i will never get tired of

[refined-and-stirred]

sunrise in paradise

[wetheurban]

The beautiful thing about regret is that you can only feel it from the other side of growth.

You can only regret it because you’ve become someone who wouldn’t repeat it.

[wygrl]

Hubby has a phone again.

Found me on telegram and did a video call Friday night.

When I finally got him off the phone because it was way past the kids bedtime Liam ripped my heart out.

“He seems to be doing much better, I think he is done being an alcoholic so he won’t be mean and yell at you all the time anymore. Can he come back to live with us soon?”

I’m not doing okay.

The entire time we were on the phone my mind and body were screaming.

My children love a version of a man that will never exist again.

He is sober now but what happens when he is no longer on probation?

What happens when he can no longer access the medicine that is managing his paranoid schizophrenia and preventing him from hearing the voices that convinced him that my mom was trying to take the kids and I from him not help us by keeping us off the streets.

What happens if he isn’t able to keep the alternate personality that was created to protect him from me locked away?

What happens if the personality that thought they owned me because I was his wife comes back and rapes me again?

What if every bit of everything he did while he was drinking was the real him and there were no alternate personalities?

Why does it feel so wrong to try to protect my children from all the what if’s that I can’t bear to live through again?

[kibblesandbitch]

Lots of friends on my dash feel down. I'm gently honking your left tit in spirit, hope that helps.

[styro-sometimes]

February titty honk, let's make it an annual Tumblr holiday, February 18th, HONK!

[akamuffintop]

I’m in! Honk my sweater puppies! Anything to make me feel alive!

[that1girlarreis]

Honk honk mother fuckers!!! I’m here for this!!

[aliasmisskatisback]

Me on my way to make you feel better

[styro-sometimes]

HAPPY TUMBLR GOOSE TIT HONK HOLIDAY

[ohsilverplease]

[hopefulmisanthrope]

[birdandmoon]

Nature valentines.

Thanks to my Patrons for your support.

[dreaminginthedeepsouth]

[julisa]