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//every other day I’m wondering - what’s a human being gotta be like?

obligatory “intro” post!! RAHH!!! (why am I making this no one is gonna see this)

I’m Chop, but I also go by Waylon/Wayton, Mason, and Lampert(<not kidding). I use any pronouns (I mean any, go wild with them), and I identify as nonbinary and aroace :P I’m also a teenager so like BE NORMAL TO ME PLEASE—

I’ve recently been diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder and autism. I am honestly still processing this and am kinda messy about my identity right now x/ tone tags aren’t necessary for me but I heavily prefer them and try to use them when I can/srs

my interests are random!! they change often and can be kinda unpredictable. my main interests are horror and any roblox game I can get my hands on that doesn’t suck, especially roblox horror games that don’t suck

AND ART AND PSYCHOLOGY. I LOVE ART AND PSYCHOLOGY!! :D

#(//these look like fun to make and I just wanna have something pinned on my blog lol)#(//for some reason making stuff that seems like assuming people will see it makes me feel like)#(//bad?? for some reason?? like I’m self absorbed?)#pinned post #(//it feels embarrassing and I don’t know why ><)#(//also can you tell I like the TPTM album bcuz this is 100% inspired by it)#(//I love blinkies I'm so happy I found out what they're called)#cw flashing #tw flashing #(//Idk what else to add FUCK)#cw swearing

didn’t post any drawings yesterday cuz our internet died but!! I’m happy that I’ve liked this game for 3 months :)

#demon bluff #fan art #(//haha take that whatever part of my brain keeps making me jump fandoms)#(//I AM capable of liking something for longer than 3 weeks >:3)#cw eye strain #cw eyestrain #tw eyestrain #tw eye strain #(//the stars are bright xP)

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My child, who spends their entire life being transfered from home to car to school and back, and is not allowed to leave the house or talk to anyone and can only in their wildest dreams imagine a life free from constant surveillance, is very sad. Obviously they're dumb and lazy, like all kids these days.

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kind of a tangent but i recently went to a bowling alley with my friend i'm 19 he's 18 and the woman at the door didn't want to let us in because there was a sign saying under-18s needed adult supervision. everything got cleared up and we were able to go bowl, but i'm still so mad about the fact that kids need adult supervision to go to a bowling alley and arcade. like okay maybe young kids should have supervision but what do you mean middle and high schoolers need to hold mommy's hand while they play video games. kids aren't just addicted to their phones because phones are addicting, we're addicted to our phones because there's nothing else to fucking do

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I'm sure banning kids from online spaces while simultaneously not ensuring that they have access to offline spaces to socialize in (without having to rely on their parents who already don't have time for them) will help them feel better & less alienated from society.

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As I said, one-and-three-quarter years ago:

If you're going to take away kids' smartphones, then give them back the streets.

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I deleted the photo for phone storage but I was at a public square kind of space in Cleveland, there were restaurants all around and a little open air market and food trucks and a local band playing. Some flower beds. Benches. a nice spot to sit, hang out, enjoy the outdoors and get some yummy food. And there was a sign saying anyone under 18 there after 4 pm. had to be accompanied by an adult. There was a posted minimum age the adult had to be. There was a posted minor-to-adult ratio. what's more, the sign explicitly made the exception for underage employees of nearby establishments, provided they were there during scheduled work hours (they'll take your labor, but won't suffer you to enjoy the fruits of it)

When I was "under 18" I had a job and friends from different parts of town and options for transportation. I volunteered at a food bank. I had an income and the desire to spend it. and I would have been told to leave if I had the audacity to go hang out in a community space without a grown up.

My parents made the point that teens often cause a Ruckus which can be unpleasant to be around. which is true but 1) adults are just as capable of being a public nuisance and 2) if they can enforce this rule, surely they can enforce rules such as "no swearing" or "no loud music" or "no roughhousing" or whatever else they're afraid will happen if a teenager goes out in public.

It's sad.

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WALK TIME I HAVE DECIDED IT IS WALK TIME IT IS TIME FOR WALK FOR ME

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yk that was a good idea I should do walk time today (if I remember to)

apparently I have thirteen thousand words worth of Demon Bluff headcanons

and that’s just the stuff I have written down.

#demon bluff #(//dude I’ve almost been obsessed with this game for 3 months do you realize how hype that is)#(//I haven’t been obsessed with something for like longer than a month for like my past 4 fandom switches)#(//also I actually sketched more doodles out so I might actually post more fan art at some point— TvT)#(//also obligatory some of these probably make the count bigger because of elaboration and the fact my writing style when not being—)#(//—a tryhard while writing fanfiction is a lot more scatterbrained and just kinda how I talk to my family)#(//except it’s me talking to myself xP)

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Reblog to give a trans person a fresh and perfectly ripe mango wait huh

It's the wikipedia image??? How big could it be

What

Huh???

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can see the pores on that thang

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Reblog to give a trans person a shockingly high resolution mango

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i tried to be funny and it backfired miserably

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it’s 2014 it’s time we moved on as a nation and stop reblogging this

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every person who reblogs this in 2015 is gonna get their ass kicked by yours truly

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Hyena Pup by send2prashant_mali

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my particular brand of hyperfixations sucks because I gain a fixation on something and now suddenly words or numbers will just never be the same to me. like yes the word bluff is now exclusively a Demon Bluff thing and every time you see it you will think of Demon Bluff even though you’ve heard this word a million times before and it was completely fine until this fixation.

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genuinely how my brain works

#demon bluff #(//this is the second self reblog on this but. whatever—)#(//doesn’t make me feel embarrassed at all TvT”)#shit post #autism #(//I still promise autism is related to this—)

#demon bluff #autism #(//I promise autism is related—)#(//other words that now have permanent connections with stuff include but are not limited to—)#(//—Specter. Inescapable. Alternate. Basically every name for ghosts. The names Romeo and Gabriel—)#(//—and the title of Plague Doctor. that one has multiple reasons!)#(//also the number 333.)#(//if you guess what all the fixations are about I’ll give you absolutely nothing aside from a “spot on :D”)

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ALL ATTACKS FOR THE MONTH ARTFIGHT!!!,!,!,!,!

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oh… so, I was supposed to make 30 attacks, but because of my procrastination I couldn't lol ::P

#(//THAT’S MY GUY)#(//OH MY GOD THAT’S MY DUDE!!)#reblog #(//MY DUDE!!!)#(//DHKSDHOWHDODH/POS)#(//it’s still so wild seeing other people draw my characters/pos TvT)#(//Whiskey :))

working on my Demon Bluff voice headcanons just fluctuates between me having a streak of “I know exactly who you’d sound like” followed up immediately by like 3 weeks of not working on it because no one sounds like what I imagine specific characters would sound like

#demon bluff #(//I have no ideas for Hunter or Lover or like anyone that I haven’t already done)#(//genuinely I only found a voice that I thought fit Medium like a week ago)#(//and then there’s some I wanna change because I’m like “this would probably fit more”)#(//why do I make these for fun it never goes well—)#(//also I feel so damn cringe typing this out but yk Idc)#(//I’m gonna ramble about voices cuz I can)

I was just trying to see if I could make Lycanthrope or Doppelganger say "Huh? I couldn't disguise?" again and instead managed to do this

y'know I thought I got scammed out of my 5 outcasts. APPARENTLY NOT.

#demon bluff #[//I can't even say “can I have a normal village” cuz I was trying to trigger a bug]#[//like that is what I ordered. this is what I get]#[//and somehow Drunk* managed to be the only causality in this]#[//probably because I DIDN'T GRAB A GODDAMN POET--]#[//“2 is actually a Doppelganger” oh like you aren't]#[//my only actual Medium wasn't even right what the hell man]

I have a bunch of headcanons based on literally no semblance of canon but one of my favorites is that Knight and Baker are siblings

#(//my entire reasoning for them being siblings was because they are doing basically the same pose—)#(//—have similar expressions and because I thought it’d be funny)#(//I justify them looking nothing alike with the assumption one looks like a copy of their dad and the other looks like—)#(//—a copy of their mom.)#(//[I think Baker looks like their dad and Knight looks like their mom but that’s neither here nor there])#demon bluff #(//probably should’ve tagged that first ngl)#(//I just got carried away)#shit post

never in my entire life did I think I could say “I am so stressed from being perceived by people I could throw up[<hyperbole]” and immediately follow it up with “/pos” but. like. that is exactly how I feel lol

this is how I feel every time I go on tumblr and see I have more than like 2 notifications lol ’x)

#demon bluff #fan art #not a vent #cw emetophobia #cw vomit mention #(//I am happy with getting likes and all that fun stuff but my anxiety sure doesn’t!!)#(//I’m okay I promise I’m just a little overwhelmed TvT/srs)#(//I overwhelm very easy)

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logging onto tumblr and seeing I had 9 activity notifications was an actual jumpscare ffhfhfhdhjsh [not a vent]

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live fuckin CC reaction lmao

#cw swearing #(//pack it up boys more than one person has perceived me at once I’m gonna die—/nsrs/silly)#(//the way my heart sunk)#(//I try to use online platforms to help with my anxiety and then quickly remember it’s not that easy TvT)#(//I am both going to be riding this high for at least the next week and dissolving into ash simultaneously)#(//I need to lay on the floor—)

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