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The nurse doing my laser was like "you're doing really good, im impressed" and yk that shit went straight to my big fat head. why yes I am extremely good at sitting still while you torture me with laser beams, thank you
OK. Just got my upper body laser beamed today and I feel like I can offer some general tips to help any dolls out there endure this torturous process. I've been doing it since january this year and have gotten pretty good at it methinks.
I'm deliberately leaving out the general advice the clinic tells you because you NEED to do those in order to make this expensive treatment successful(don't put any products on your skin, come preshaved, avoid sun exposure, etc).
1. Take painkillers beforehand, at least an hour before ideally. I take 1200mg of ibuprofen before I go. Seems like a lot I know, but the general dose is around 800mg(4 200mg pills) so it's only slightly increased really. You can take other pain meds if those work better, what's important is you take something to help dampen the pain during treatment.
2. Shave the night before, instead of right before your appointment. This will give your skin a break between abuses, reducing the overall skin irritation!
3. Fully cover yourself with loose clothing to wear to your appointment, even in the summer! You don't want to expose your recently lasered skin to the sun even a little bit! Like today I wore some white wideleg pants and a thin, long sleeve white shirt, it really helps and is better than sunscreen imho(of course you can and should wear sunscreen on areas you can't cover)
4. Take full advantage of any aloe vera the clinic provides, ask the tech if she can put some on hard to reach areas. Slather that shit on generously, especially on your face if they treated that area. Today I left Milan with a thick gooey layer of aloe vera on my face, looking like Neo just waking up from the matrix.
5. Don't force yourself to do it all at once(that's what I did the first time and it was hell). You can do upper body one day and then come back for lower body later in the week/month, you can do just your face and then work in other body sections later, the staff will work with you! The vast majority of people who work in these clinics also get laser hair removal, they know how painful it is and will understand wanting to break up the treatments into manageable portions.
6. and finally, this isn't really a tip, it's more of a harsh truth. The laser clinic staff will tell you that each subsequent treatment will be easier than the last, but that is a bit of a lie. It's true that treatments will get easier, but there's a catch: it's going to get more painful before it get's less painful.
Laser hair removal treatments are subject to diminishing returns, meaning the laser power needs to be cranked up each time to continue seeing significant hair growth reduction. Now, everyone is different, and everyone's skin/hair is different. And! The hair on different parts of your body is different! So one area might be increasingly painful as the laser power increases, while a different area does feel less painful after one or two treatments. My face has been more painful each time, while my chest/stomach area has been easier to tolerate each time. It depends on your skin tone, hair color, hair fineness/coarseness, and skin type. The nurse running the laser should be knowledgeable about all this stuff, and I am always asking mine questions about how it all works(it's so totally fascinating to me for obv reasons).
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I wish more people knew how progesterone works (as a psychoactive). So I'm just gonna talk a little bit about that. Consider this a little harm reduction guide to my most-used substance. I have done doses ranging from 200mg to 4800mg and everything in between.
I will be speaking as though this is a recreational psychoactive substance. So for the purposes of this post, the breast growth? That's considered a side effect.
Reblogging this post for reach would be appreciated, as this substance is extremely common with a very specific group of people (hi, dolls. ily). And even if you're not using it recreationally, it's still good to know how a drug works and what it does to you.
Disclaimer: I am not a medical professional. This is not medical advice My sources are psychonautwiki, wikipedia, and the sources linked on those pages. As well as my own experience having experimented with and abused this substance recreationally for about a year. I won't be delving into the chemistry and pharmacology of progesterone, but information on GABAergic substances is readily available. I strongly suggest you do your own research in addition to reading this post.
Progesterone (Pregn-4-ene-3,20-dione) is a steroid with depressant effects. Progesterone itself is not psychoactive. However, the body metabolizes progesterone into a handful of GABAergic molecules (allopregnanolone, pregnanolone, isopregnanolone, epipregnanolone). This means progesterone is a prodrug for these metabolites. This happens in the liver and these metabolites are the cause of the high. Progesterone is fat soluble. So eating fatty foods before will increase the potency of progesterone significantly. From my own experimentation, I have found this to be a roughly two-fold increase in potency. Because progesterone is GABAergic, it is recommended to avoid other GABAergic substances (alcohol, benzodiazepines, opiates, gabapentinoids, etc) while using progesterone. Mixing these carries a significant risk of overdose.
Common Effects of Progesterone: Sedation, loss of motor control, pain relief, anxiety suppression, disinhibition, dizziness, euphoria, increased libido, and amnesia. These effects increase with dose. I find disinhibition, amnesia, and loss of motor control to increase significantly at higher doses, when compared to the other effects. Because progesterone is also a hormone, recreationally using progesterone can have hormonal side effects, including premenstrual syndrome.
Dosage: A common, prescribed dosage of progesterone ranges from 100mg to 400mg. A common recreational dosage will range from 200mg to over 1000mg, depending on the desired strength of the experience. 200mg is considered a "common" recreational dose, 400mg is a "strong" dose, and 600mg+ is a "heavy" dose. Dosages are dependent on the person dosing, everyone's body will react differently to substances. Start at a low dose to avoid undesirable effects. You know yourself best. Keep in mind that eating before your dose means a potentiated experience, and a higher/potentiated dose always means higher risk of undesirable effects, including overdose! While severe and fatal overdoses are uncommon with progesterone, it is still important to be cognizant of the risk. Especially when using other substances. Progesterone overdose can manifest as blacking out, respiratory depression, and/or sudden and immediate loss of consciousness (I have lost consciousness while standing up on as little as 600mg of progesterone. This led to me falling over and getting a concussion).
Tolerance: Progesterone tolerance builds very quickly When using recreationally, I have found it helpful to skip a couple days between doses. This is to allow ones tolerance to get closer to baseline, to minimize potential of an overdose, and to minimize the hormonal side effects. This is recommended with similar substances, such as gabapentin/pregabalin and benzodiazepines.
Dependence, Addiction, and Withdrawals: There are few reported cases of progesterone dependence and/or addiction. However I have found that I have become dependent on progesterone to be able to sleep (though this is partially because I use it to self medicate my insomnia). And I do consider myself to be addicted to progesterone. Withdrawal symptoms (for me) include body aches, trouble sleeping, compulsions to use, irritability, and emotional dysregulation. Skipping days when using recreationally will help minimize the potential of dependence and addiction, but the risk is never zero.
Routes of Administration (RoA): The two common RoAs are orally and rectally. These will have differing intensities, primarily due to the rectal RoA bypassing the liver to a certain degree, when compared to taking it orally. This is why people often take progesterone rectally if they want to avoid or minimize the psychoactive effects. However, the hormonal bioavailability of progesterone, when taken rectally, is higher (due to less of the molecule being metabolized in the liver). So that RoA can be desirable for those reasons.
What you can Expect: I will be talking from personal experience here. Your experiences will be different. 200mg: A typical therapeutic dose for feminizing hormone replacement therapy. I take this nightly. The effects are light, but I notice myself being more social and less anxious. I have not blacked out when using this dose. 400mg: This is my typical social dose. It allows me to be social and not anxious while still allowing me to feel confident to use other substances during these experiences. The pain relief is very noticeable at this dose and I am able to sleep very easily when not in a social setting. I find that this is where blacking out becomes a possibility for me, especially if I have eaten well. 600mg: This is where I start to avoid using other substances. Euphoria, disinhibition, and increased libido are very strong here. Blacking out is common for me at this dose 800mg: Blacking out happens quickly and I will almost certainly lose consciousness at this dose. This is not a dose I use socially for these reasons. At this dose, my tolerance the next day is extremely high and I do not get desirable effects unless I use 800mg+. The chance for blacking out remains the same even though the desirable effects are weak. 1200mg: I black out and lose consciousness within about 30 minutes of the come-up. I have used this dose to fall asleep when I am struggling with more severe insomnia. 4800mg: Full disclosure, this was a suicide attempt. However progesterone isn't great for that. I found myself conscious well into the peak of the experience, likely due to my extremely distressed state. I, surprisingly, did not black out. I believe this is because progesterone's metabolites may have a bioavailability inversely proportional to the dose (similar to gabapentin) in addition to my emotional state. Do not quote me on this, I could not find a source to back this up.
All in all, progesterone is a fun recreational substance with significant and very impactful downsides. I cannot recommend using it recreationally. However, if you choose to explore this substance in a recreational way, I hope this post helps you make a more informed decision. And please take it upon yourself to do additional research into this substance before you use.
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hi, I want to get more into modding Morrowind and was curious what mods you have / recommend to make the game a bit more interesting?
also unrelated question but I’m looking to get into traditional roguelikes and was curious which you’d recommend to get into the genre. looking at Caves of Qud right now, since it’s on Switch
Sun's Dusk (+Ceremonial Tea Brewing), Tamriel Rebuilt, Project Cyrodiil, Move-Like-This (+N'Garde), and Burglary Overhaul (+Sneak Is Good Now) are the most wide reaching fun stuff mods I'd recommend right now
as for traditional roguelikes, Caves of Qud and Tales of Maj'Eyal are always safe bets. Elin is cool (on the off chance you haven't played it), as is Path of Achra for a more streamlined experience. if you want something with a bit of grit, check out Angband (should have an android port these days I think?) (maybe a functional one?)
After bouncing off vanilla morrowind many years ago because I'm an oblivion child and then bouncing of heavily modded morrowind years later because after going through 10 hour video on how to install all the "essential" mods it still didn't work perfectly, what mods would you recommend to make the game slightly more digestible for a weak gamer like myself?
not necessarily how I'd recommend everyone plays, but if you're having trouble getting into it...
install morrowind, then openmw (it's basically oneclick now)
follow this tutorial step by step up until they tell you what mods to install, because we're going straighter to the point. you'll be adding the paths the same way
install patch for purists, morrowind optimization patch, and expansion delay
install Move-Like-This (I honestly just recommend this to most people nowadays, since it makes combat more engaging)
install Hit Reactions Animated and Impact Effects
consider SME if the lack of enemy health is bothering you, but I'd advise against it
install AFFRESH to give yourself more earlygame quests that aren't trying to kill you
ideally you'd install S3MAPHORE and configure the silence between tracks option here, but for sake of brevity, you can start with silence.mp3 which just adds silent tracks to the bgm to give you breathing room
before starting the game, turn your hitboxes to cylinders instead of boxes in the openmw launcher and make sure custom animations are enabled
rebind your controls when you boot up the game because it predates the modern rpg standardisations
decide early on if you want to be a magic guy, a agility guy, or a strength guy. you can overlap into one of these, but you generally want to favour the style you actually intend on playing with most
if you want health, make sure you have a skill that trains endurance
take Steed as your star sign if you want to walk everywhere
and there you go, mostly oblivion-safe morrowind with minimal chaff
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