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I love my fath– I’m so big what the fuck. So naturally I chab-, challenged his murderer to a 𝒹𝓊𝑒𝓁. I failed. The six-fingered man left me alive! …but he gave me these. How old were you? Ffive years old. When I was strong enough, I dedicated my life to the study of ᶠʳᵉⁿᶜʰ… Fencing. So the next time we beet, I-I will not fall… fail. I will go up to the six-fingered man and say! 𝓗𝓮𝓵𝓵𝓸. My name is Indigo MontoyyyyyyA….?? You k- you killed my father. Prepare to die, heh.

dogpuppy

sheenaduquette

One thing I try to remind myself of is to observe things through different lenses in order to gain a broader perspective on life.

For as long as I can remember there has been a divide between myself and my peers, my colleagues and loved ones. While the depth of my experiences offers a wider array of compassion and empathy, it has also left me far out of reach of the hands offered to me.

I don’t believe that age alone offers wisdom, but the number of monumental experiences that shape us along the way. We may speak of old souls and conjure an image of a life long lived, but I can speak with full confidence that it is the exhaustion one endures as they carry on day by day, their well rehearsed smiles putting others at ease in order to shield oneself from the painful inquiries.

The thought of dropping that stalwart defense and offering the debilitating truth is terrifying. Sifting through relationships to find the ones who will not just let you speak but also sincerely want to listen is a lofty pilgrimage required to permanently retire the mask.

indigosfindings

the game awards is such a funny event, theres no amount of expectation-tempering that can make it any good. like it gets framed & reported on as a counterpart to the oscars (which i suppose is accurate insofar as the noms are broadly tasteless, narrow-minded, & disagreeable) but the like continued enmeshment of games as a medium with like marketing identity means that this Most Prestigious Event On The Gaming Calendar is first & foremost a vehicle for trailers, like they turn this theatre into a giant gamer chair & then hosts in ill-fitting blazers stand on stage & say "games are such an important medium driving crucial social change" & then they run an ad for mobile slop crusader kings fortnite party deluxe. half the awards are crammed into lifeless 30-second speed-reads to make more time for gacha game character reveals. but the really juicy bit is the abyss of self-reference, like so many of those ads are about like, Video Games In General. references & clips from a bunch of different games in an ad that boils down to "isnt Being A Gamer so fun & epic?", like the notion itself of high-profile video games Existing is the thing being celebrated. & then of course the next step is like, the game awards talking about itself, making overtures about its own existence. every time they point the camera at the bombastic oboe guy i feel like theyre begging me to clip it & post it on twitter

lunamura

everywhere i go i see a streli icon…

okay but what if i did post here

hmmm.... i don't often get the urge to write about my feelings in a "public" space. a part of me wants to, desperately. but another is concerned about privacy.... so i resign myself to talking to myself in the comfort of my own home.

perhaps i should get a journal? should i write things down on pen and paper? it'd be good for my handwriting. maybe i can make a website. one that isn't so easy to find, disconnected from XeZzamE or any other projects. just *my* website. the internet doesn't have enough of those, anymore.

1800dogzone

spooksier

my friend took in a stray and she’s the cutest kitty ever but he named her oil so whenever he sends a picture of her me and my other friends look like we’re roleplaying as the US military

spooksier

in our defense this is oil

innerchildabortionclinic

thinking about that gambling addict who made the most sophisticated bomb the fbi had come across (at the time) and put it in a casino as revenge and the fbi couldn't disarm it so they had to evacuate the area

innerchildabortionclinic

just hit the juckport 1 trillion

brain-dead-bunny

okay it’s come to my attention that absolutely NONE OF YOU know ANYTHING about how cutie marks work. let me say this simply. a cutie mark isn’t a job being assigned, it’s a special TALENT OR SKILL that the pony enjoys. Most of the time it has a directly transferable job for that skill, like if you enjoy baking and are super good at it WOW! baker. If you are really good at writing and telling stories, author. However, there are some cutie marks that could go multiple ways.

twilight sparkle has exceptional magic ability, so she became a scholar, but she could really do anything that required a good magic skill. same with rainbow dash, her weather controlling job isn’t directly linked to her cutie mark, but it does fit the bill for the job.

i was posed the question of what would a murderer pony’s cutie mark be and wouldn’t everyone know. NO. if somehow murder were to be a special skill, the cutie mark might be something like a knife or a shovel. other ponies might just assume you’re good a cooking or gardening. now with cutie marks like apple jacks, their family has a ‘green thumb’ kind of deal so obviously the cutie mark would be hereditary.

so, the reason i made this post. walter white pony’s cutie mark would NOT be blue crystals. it would be a CHEMISTRY FLASK.

hiru3152

hand-bases by #YAmmisn on twitter

koth-harvest-final

having a vitriolic argument with a difficult person and "tip: you can meow if you don't know what to say" appears in my mind like the akira meme or perhaps green goblin