✝*~Xin☆City~*✝

Yeah, it's me. Sups? :} my name is Yocka, I live in New York and I'm exceptionally creative. I love and hate things, i believe in karma, the karma sutra, comics, jamming out to good music, nachos and oral sex. my page is for mature audiences but i...

[barkoxe-deactivated20140905]

[socksareyummyy]

if I’m a questioning trans guy who is not sure they’re a trans guy and doesn’t pass in the slightest is it more gay to make out with men or women this is for scientific purposes

[lakevida]

complimented a womans clear raincoat this morning and she said Well i feel like a sandwich

[xinyatanori]

Yesterday, my mom told me that my aunt had died. I've been out of myself, between numbness and tears. Greif, loss, the works. I'm going under soon. This medical appointment is important, and with a heafty fee I can't cancel.

[vivisectedg1rl]

sorry for putting girls kissing on your feed, it will happen again🥺

[deviousfuckingbitch]

Thinking about you 💛

[vivisectedg1rl]

giving her a little smooch on her nose after we kiss🤭🥰

[vivisectedg1rl]

so many little kisses on the cheek!🥰

[bhaalblessed]

anyways being a woman doesn't mean all of the learned cultural behaviors of misogyny magically poof out of your brain through your ears in a cloud of pink glitter. you actually have to like, put in some effort to not think that way anymore. and if you have arrived at the conclusion that trans men and mascs are all stupid bitches, perhaps you are not doing a good job.

[transfatcatgirl]

You have to love the t girl, okay?

You have to love her when it's easy.

You have to love her when it's hard.

You have to love her when she's spiralling.

You have to love her when she's recovering.

You have to love her when she fucks up.

You have to love her when she's doing great.

You have to love her when she's closetted. When she's not ready, when she's afraid to be herself.

You have to love her when she's depressed, when she's euphoric, when she's stressed and ill and relaxed.

You have to love her when she's vulnerable.

You have to love her when she's curled in on herself, hiding that gaping hole in her heart. When she's pushing you away and deflecting and protecting herself.

You have to love her when she's hurt.

You have to love her when she's happy. When all the cares in the world have melted away and she's in the moment and looking at something and wearing that smile you never see, when just for a moment, everything is okay.

You have to love her when she's so busy loving others that she isn't being loved herself.

You have to love her when she's losing herself.

You have to love her when she's disabled. When she can't eat, or clean or do anything but cry. When she can't stand or walk, when she can't see or hear.

You have to love her when she's in pain.

You have to love her when she's not herself.

You have to love her when she's someone else.

You have to love her when she feels hollow. When she feels like she's little more than a mass of flesh and bones that once had the idea of emotion.

You have to love her when she reads this and goes "yes, except for me".

You have to love yourself, okay?

[saterise]

One day, I’ll focus on the future maybe💕

Trying to learn backgrounds ;3;

[rettlecake]

“It was Luz’s idea!” 

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[colinarcartperson]

I almost forgot to posts today’s yeehawgust! and after I had so much fun looking at pictures of desert owls for this! So sorry!

[xinyatanori]

I’m dead. There’s nothing.

Tell me my feelings mattered. Tell me it meant something. Tell me I'm worth staying for. I just don't give a shit anymore. It all goes to waste and I'm never worth the effort yet alone the time compared to the pressing feeling or stigma of your own personal fears. You must put in my narrow fragile hands. The weight is too heavy to bare. I dig myself out for the others who doubt they can make it. To keep going when so many collapse is such a hard thing. Numbing my bones in ice water to build an endurance for my rancid thoughts. I can't feel myself breathe but at least I can' feel my heart die.I am poisoned with the fumes of their ego. Self righteousness without reflection leads to the deterioration on one who is not fortunate enough to change their environment. Someone deemed "Not in favor" I must suffer through Ptsd because of this experience now and forever labeled or accused for being the reason, in the first place, it happened to me.... My flowers have been over looked and stepped on. I am an effect of nation now. I must change once more. Just to keep pressing on.The old me could not survive.Could not it hurt to be kind or know me before deciding such as my fate in your life. When my usefulness outlived my great deeds.Maybe it's because they got what they came for.Maybe it's because I was a fool for believing in happy endings.

[iambaronalberto]

when you see yourself mentioned in other peoples’ conversations

[xinyatanori]

so true. ; ' ;

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