"I am the gremlin in your closet."
~Bee🐝💫
She/Her | Sweet 19 | Dabbler of all sorts of Fandoms | Half-Filipino, Half-[REDACTED]
Kinda 16+? I talk about mature stuff on rare occasions :P
Ask me anything (literally!) I love to yap :]
Current main fandoms: MOTM, Wild Kratts, LMK, Gachiakuta, EPIC:tM
My Theory Sideblog: @beesblogoftheories
Pfp is by someone else (I gotta figure out who, it's been so long since I had
found it); Background is my own photo though!
I cannot put into words how much I love the manga (and I shall watch the anime soon), but guys y'all need to read it!!!
I just finished the latest chapter [available online] (as of posting), and bro IT IS EPIC!!!
There's just sooooo many panels that I wanna redraw, either in general or using other characters, but- I-
Can you tell that it's rendered me speechless rn?
But yeah, if you need more convincing to watch/read it, I can give you MANY!!
Also, I love some of the ships bro. Janka is pretty good (and great for toxic situationships), and I'm trying to figure out how Eisha/Zanka would work (I can't tell you why I would consider those two unless you read the latest chapter, but then again, I should've seen it before-)
And I say 'some' because some other ones are... icky (Tamsy/Rudo is disturbing to another level💀)
Okay, now that I've gotten into Gachiakuta (I've recently breached chapter 110, and WHAT THE HECK TAMSY?!?!), I can now properly ask some questions.
Why Amo/Fu? Like, where I'm at in the story, I've only recently met Fu (and Hii too, I guess), and I'm a bit confuzzled about why those two? (Is this a way for you to push the ship because I'm curious? Maybe.)
Are there any other ships you like in Gachiakuta? As of rn, I don't have any, but I'm open to hearing.
Can we please have any more art/tidbits on Ume? We haven't seen her recently🥺
Also, as a lil sidenote, I love how much love Rudo gives that box in chapter 104! :]
~Bee 🐝💫
YAYYY WELCOME TO THE CLUB
1. honestly? can't fault you for this lmao. they only really interact briefly in canon, and it's a ways into the doll festival arc. still!! i think their interactions are really cute! it's really just fu being happy that he's getting ordered around
but, aside from just enjoying "boy likes being bossed around by girl", i think so far they have the best potential to understand e/o and help e/o grow. rudo and amo obv understand e/o on a level which can't be replicated, but. idk. something in me just doesn't see that pairing
2. i actually don't have a lot of ships in gachiakuta. i enjoy tamsy x enjin, with enjin trying to woo tamsy and (spoilers for ppl avoiding them) being oblivious to the fact that tamsy lowkey hates him and everyone else
and i like janka! but its sorta the same category as bendystraw where its like. guys there are other options you know that right. it falls to Popular Ship Syndrome very often, but theres a lot of good stuff for it out there, and watching the anime fuckkkkk i couldn't deny that there was some twisted chemistry there
3. unfortunately i dont really have anything new of ume to share 🥀 havent even read the newest last couple chapters
the hyperfixation that gachiakuta filled out has been replaced by metal family, but that's not particularly obvious since i'm a lot more anxious about posting that one for. honestly unknown reasons? i think it's a combo of it being different from my usual fixations (and bc of that, content) and the fandom being smaller
i should really just bite the bullet and post alice's story bc i LOVE her and wanna put it all out there so people know her but shit man it's intimidating for some reason-
Lol, I finally got to that part and I see why those two would fit! Like, I see why people likes Rudo/Amo, as you said, they have an undeniable bond, but there is SO MUCH potential for Fu/Amo, but I need to finish up the latest chapters (got about 22 chapters to go, but I can finish that within a day >:]) to get a grasp of their personalities to make something for them!
As for the ships, I actually didn't expect Enjin/Tamsy, but I can understand that. Though, I will say, going through AO3 made me realize there are really uncomfortable ships that people like.... (aka there are Tamsy/Rudo, which one: FRICKIN' P3D-! Rudo is still a minor (15) and Tamsy is a whole dang adult (23), and two: practically all of the stories contains the tag 'grooming'💀)
BUT ON A LIGHTER NOTE!!
Janka, I knew they'd be a ship from their very first interaction/battle. The lil uh 'moment' between them when they were uhh 'laughing' and high on drugs, just further proved it.
Tbh, I can see how it's kinda like Bendystraw, but they've got some pretty good fics out there so I ain't complaining. Like, there's some actually good/well-written ones AND some people managed to give them a proper toxic situationship.
And don't worry about not having anything for Ume! I just really liked her and honestly, you've inspired me to make a Gachiakuta OC (and potentially make it OC/Canon but I dunno who to use, however, Enjin would be a fun option!)
AND FINALLY, if you hadn't already, PLEASE DO SHARE ALICE'S STORY!! I know nothing about Metal Family, but I might just check it out so I can have some context :]
Uhhhh a lil something before I head off for the night and definitely not something I forgot to post-
Inkypetals "Pork Soda" thingie update :3
Here are some ideas I have for the beginning and during that one instrumental part in the beginning (right before the "Somewhere in Southend when you were fun" line). Read from left to right
Mind the stick figures. I was trying to figure out the general poses.
What's the best horror movie you've seen in your opinion if you watch them.
For me its both of the Smile movies, because of the acting, and they barley used cgi for both movies, all of it was hand crafted to be used as a puppet of some sort.
(Also because its the only movie I've seen the antagonist win.)
so uh. sorry to disappoint but i'm not really a horror fan 💀
i'm actually a MASSIVE pussy
like watching the fnaf lore videos back in the day made me have trouble sleeping level pussy
like i saw an ad for meg3n and had trouble sleeping level pussy
however i do love the stories horror has to tell!! its such a wonderfully visceral storytelling medium that it KILLS me that i can't properly enjoy it. i just watch video essays dissecting them instead lmao
speaking of i should watch one on the smile movies. they seem so freaky, just the imagery gives me the heeby jeebies
If FNAF lore vids and Meg3n gives you sleep troubles, then I probably wouldn't recommend watching Smile. I've only seen the first one (I REALLY want to see the second), but from what I can remember, it's not too gorey (in my opinion), but it's creepy enough.
And uhhhh I don't have podcast recommendations, but I do have an audio book story rec, it's called "The Two Princes" and it's on Spotify. It's gay and cliche at times, but honestly enjoyable! I still have to finish the first season, tho.
Unless you wanna watch the "How to Beat" channel on YouTube? They pretty much describe "how to beat" whatever the "antagonist" is in horror movies. Like, I can't remember how graphic it is (also cuz of Youtube censoring some of that stuff) physically or audibly, but you could probably just listen to it so you don't have to see whatever horror/gore that's in it.
i had to plug this into google translate bc i'm a stupid american who only knows english, so it might be wrong
(don't let this stop you guys from sending in asks in other languages if you prefer that! just know i will have to use translators so things may get, you know. lost in translation lol)
however! not a stupid question!! it's a bit fuzzy, considering she'll be turning ten soon
however, at the current point of the story, she's nine
the only reason i clarify or add that is because her birthday party is a BIG plot point :)
I KNEW IT!! That birthday party is in NO DOUBT gonna affect every character!!
(If you want my lil theories/thoughts on it, lemme know and I'll get workin 😎)
(And yeah, you said that Blossom is currently nine and is gonna be ten in about a month! It was a response to my analysis/ask I sent ya :3 )
So um, I may or may not have just recently realized that there's been a few posts and stuff that I made that I may or may not have forgotten to post...
And that I need to update my other socials cuz they've practiacally been almost abandoned heh...
in the original quest, Bendy was very very liberal with the use of that phrase to get the reaction he wanted out of the people he said that to, especially his little brother boris. It was a low blow, borderline manipulative. It was crucial to show that here in myth.
You can see where Bendy comes from, he doesn't wanna think about the inevitability of death, he just wants to live his life freely without the burden of knowing that he'll die.
Bendy knows that Dandy would listen to him if he says that phrase. It's the only way to get him to understand. The same way quest bendy knew that quest Boris would listen to him.
Its the perfect phrase to use. Why would you refuse him? After all,
Honestly, it reminds me of that one thing where people had asked "Would you rather know WHEN you will die or HOW you will die?" because in a way, Bendy knows both.
Bendy KNOWS that someday he WILL die (or well, before the map that is), and he KNOWS that it's due to him having the BLOT.
Could you really blame him for not wanting to be constantly reminded of that fact that he's dying? That his time is limited, heck, it's been shorted down to who know how many more days, hours, minutes, or even seconds?
Now, it doesn't excuse him from manipulating others. Dandy has every right to pursude his own interests if he wants, despite how much of a sore topic it is to Bendy. Dandy shouldn't feel bad for wanting to do what he wants. However, at the same time, I understand that Bendy would want other people to understand that he doesn't want to think about it, to be constantly reminded of it.
He just wants to live his best life with what little time he has left.
I was too busy building my own AU while procrastinating on college work ;-;
Okay, but the reason I've suddenly stopped reading to reblog this is that Bendy is so fr about this, and I'm not joking about this, y'all.
Like, I get it, it's funny to think that 'welp, he is right' or 'he's not dead yet,' but guys, he really is right.
There is no cure for the Blot.
Bendy CAN die at any moment, and if the present crew doesn't fix the machine, Bendy WILL die (but I'm sure they will!....right?)
But rewinding back to the past, Past!Bendy doesn't know this. All he knows is that one day, He. Will. Die. So how much time does he have left? How much more can he do before his inevitable end? Would he still be able to accomplish his dreams and goals? Will he even make it to that point?
And what about Boris?
What will happen to him? Can Boris take care of himself once he's gone? What if Boris can't? Will Bendy have failed as a brother? I mean, he kiiiinda did when he just left Boris at the orphanage, but I'd like to believe that Bendy would've eventually returned to him (...I say hopefully, but honestly, we can't be too sure)
But let's not forget Dandy too. In the present, we can clearly see that Bendy still cares for him in some way, and from what I can tell from the past, the two were really close. Doomed yaoi
And uhhh, I'll have to finish this update to provide more analysis for this but I think y'all get my point?
Definitely gonna add this to my Bendy Character Analysis (Bro gonna make me write a whole dang essay on him T0T)
If there are any fandoms that are not listed that you wanna see in The Game, then feel free to let me know! Just know that it has to have a similar theme to the ones below, and there's no guarantee that I will add it.
I'm glad there's still some interest into The Game AU! I do have an official name for it (HUGE thanks to my lil bro for helping and who's also now my co-creator lol); However, it won't revealed until the I post the first few panels of it onto its blog.
The first Act is already "fully" planned out, and now all that's left is to finish up the panels, pfp, bkgd/banner, finalize the "Rules," and fix up a few details here and there. Once that's finished, I'll post the panels to the blog (which I'm currently making hehe!)
Sounds like a lot, but if all goes well, we should have it up next week!
And we'll enter the [minor] 'Boot Up Arc' ;]
On a minor note, dang, where the other ~40 ppl go?? I've been getting an average of 10 ppl per poll. Not complaining, but they're gonna be missing out!
Like, do you not want to know the reason behind all my polls??
I wasn't kidding about throwing the MOTM cast into a death game. Not quite everyone is gonna be there, but (for those who ARE gonna be in there) personality-wise and uh for the lack of terms "lore-wise," they're kinda similar.
Just be prepared, 'kay? ;]
Also, because I can't think of more fandoms to add, just throw more at me and I'll see if they can fit. Though I'd like for them to fit the vibes of the current ones, it does not have to be! Just no anime/manga, alrighty? Most of those characters are a lil too OP for this. RIP Gachiakuta, I really wanted to add one of 'em but they're too powerful and have enough trauma to deal with </3
I will say, I am considering COTL (Cult of the Lamb), LOZ (mainly the Four Swords version), Stardew Valley, and Hollow Knight (however, I hardly know this one...good thing my lil bro kinda does), but I'm a bit iffy on them. Plus, I need at least three different characters for each :P
If there are any fandoms that are not listed that you wanna see in The Game, then feel free to let me know! Just know that it has to have a similar theme to the ones below, and there's no guarantee that I will add it.
If there are any fandoms that are not listed that you wanna see in The Game, then feel free to let me know! Just know that it has to have a similar theme to the ones below, and there's no guarantee that I will add it.
If there are any fandoms that are not listed that you wanna see in The Game, then feel free to let me know! Just know that it has to have a similar theme to the ones below, and there's no guarantee that I will add it.
My body has decided to bestow me an early birthday gift the moment my birthday month (July) arrived. And it hurts like fuq-
And so, if I'm in pain, and I know that my upcoming birthday is gonna suck, I've decided to also bestow (aka project) pain upon my favorite little demon.
So here's a fun lil Mpreg Bendy fic :]
Also @oc-alley cuz you introduced this ship to me
WARNING: MENTIONS OF VOMITING (though not graphic); MILD THOUGHTS OF AB0RTI0N;
~Starts below the cut~
For the umpteenth time this morning, Bendy hurled into the toilet, hands gripping the sides tightly.
He was so sure that this wouldn’t happen.
It was rare enough for demons to try on purpose, much less by accident.
So how the fuck did he, of all people, get pregnant?!
Bendy knew the child’s father. They’ve been sleeping with each other ever since their agreement. Both of them knew the risks how utterly unhealthy they are, but still did it anyway.
He is a subcategory of Flora Toons, though, who were practically fertile as fuck.
Perhaps that contributed to this mess…
Once more, Bendy emptied out his stomach.
Leaning his head on the bowl of the toilet, Bendy sighed. He knew he wouldn’t be a good dad; hell, he didn’t even know the first thing about being a dad or parenting in general! Sure, Bendy took care of Boris when they were little, but that’s different.
This is his own child, his own flesh and blood.
Someone who’ll look at him as their dad, not brother.
Look at him as their parent.
But he’s not a good person, much less a good parent.
Bendy never felt sicker than ever.
Taking a deep breath, Bendy closed his eyes, imagining, no praying, that this was all a dream.
The knock on the bathroom door immediately dissolved that small, little hope.
“Bendy? You okay in there? It’s been a while…”
The demon stiffened at the voice, soft and kind as ever, but built dread within his veins. He’ll have to tell him, sooner or later. But stubbornly, Bendy knows he’ll drag it as long as he can. Perform a dazzling act in the spotlight, then hide away once no one’s looking.
He’s always been a good actor after all…
“Yeah… I’m good. Give me a minute, will ya?”
The voice on the other side hesitated, then.
“...okay. I’ll be right out here if you need me”
And soon after, Bendy hears the footsteps fade away.
He groans, slumping down against the wall, down onto the floor.
Tears began to prick along his eyes as he curled into himself.
Bendy doesn’t know what else to do. As much as he’s been trying to convince himself that he doesn’t want the baby, to get rid of it, he can’t. Perhaps it was selfish of him to think that, knowing what a horrible life they’ll live. Bendy can’t provide them with a good and healthy life.
‘But he can,’ his mind supplies quietly, that little voice of reason.
‘Sprout would be a good father to them.’
But Bendy knows that. The child is theirs after all.
It doesn’t make it easier for Bendy to let go of the baby. To just dump the baby onto Sprout.
He wants the baby, too.
And that makes Bendy want to cry even more.
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I'll eventually post this on ao3, but my work here is done.
You can imagine this however you like. An alternate story from MOTM. During the time the Mythbusters are in Garden View. After the whole thing. Whatever you like.
It's just a one shot, but I may make it a whole story if I feel like it.