Actually A Blog.

Your friendly neighborhood otaku and gamer trans boy. Just here for all the fandoms. Also blogging about my life and teenage life and being trans and probs some ideas of mine. Congratulations, if you made it to the end of this way-too-long-introduction.

[a-trans-comic-by-me]

SAY IT LOUDER!

[y-lije]

The pride tumblr icon makes me frckn happy.

[y-lije]

Am I your no. 1 fan yet? I think I've earned that title.

I forgot where you can look that up, but YES.

[y-lije]

This will change your life. Heh.

I just had a life-changing realisation.

I would forget how old I am if didn’t celebrate my birthday every year. And so would you, don’t lie to me I know the truth.

[y-lije]

I’m at a loss of words, that’s why this post has no useable title. But I want to warn you.

Today, I meditated for 2hrs straight.

Before I sat down, I thought it might be a good idea.

When I was done, I was done. I didn’t think anything anymore.

It was, without a doubt, an interesting experience but an uncomfortable one. Now that I’m able to think again, I just start to regret EVERYTHING. The fact, that I was 100% aware of the fact that my legs get numb after just 15 minutes makes it only more frustrating.

I wanna share my experience now...

Soooo, I sat down in excitement. But when I realised that I’m gonna sit there for the next 2 hours meditating, without any time killing tools, I was like: o shit I didn’t expect time to be so sloooooowwwwww . . .

I couldn’t check how long I've already been sitting there and, in the end, I realised that, when I first wanted to check, I had probably only made around a fifth of the whole thing. Only good I didn’t check.

Anyway, while I “meditated”, my mind went from ‘breathing in. Breathing out. Ooooo this is good.” to “oh shit I think my legs are going to die and have to be amputated. How much longer is this going to last???”

I wasn’t enlightened btw. So all this was just for nothing.

While I sat there it felt like days but when I got up I had just lost two hours of my life that could’ve been filled with YouTube or... SLeEpiNg.

[y-lije]

Nya.

I happened to experience a rare irregularity in our universe.

Also, I burned my middle finger. But that’s not what I wanted to tell ya.

MY CAT STEPPED ON MY FOOT. Istead of me tripping over my cat, how it used to happen and how it’s supposed to be.

[y-lije]

When are you going to write something again? The deadline is coming closer and closer!!

I just posted something! XD

Besides, u said I should ignore ur presence. <3

I’m now going to post this.

[y-lije]

I got my supplemental ID.

Finally, I got my supplemental ID!

It’s like an usual ID but with all stuff on it that you want to be on it. Like your name and pronouns and gender.

This is one of the best things I own, I think. Before, when I wanted to buy myself a train ticket, I had to purchase it on my ‘wrong’ name. Also, my school certificate would by with my old name written on it. And the worst is, going to your doctor or dentist and being forced to say the old name ‘cause they got your health ensurance card and your appointment ist linked that ONE DAMN NAME. And all these awkward moments when you in somewhere and were, worst case, a tiny bit suspicious, but then you have to pull out your ID and everyone’s like: O. M. G. What is standing in front of us rn?! It would always be one of these “it’s actually a girl” scenarios. BWLUAH!

But now I’m free of all these problems. *sighs*

If you have a supplemental ID you can easy change your health ensurance card, your school certificate and your train ticket and you can just show it to the authorities, for example when you want to cross a border, and they have to accept it, (in some cases you’d have to show your actual, 100% official ID too).

I already started to feel like a ciminal sometimes ‘cause my ID just didn’t match my identity.

Yay!

Here’s a link to the website ”Deutsche Gesellschaft für Transidentität und Intersexualität e.V.“ (German Society for Transidentity and Intersexuality registered association) : https://www.dgti.org/

dgti e.V. Deutsche Gesellschaft für Transidentität und Intersexualität

[y-lije]

Detroit: Become lickin'

With all due respect, with all the DBH-ships sailing, is nobody talkin' bout the fact that, if Connor had a kid, it would just never come to the point when the kid realised that you don’t just lick everything you find on the floor. Y stop if u did it your whole life and ur dad does it too, right? Honestly, that’s bad. That’s so bad. Please Connor don’t.

I feel so sorry for that kid.

Srsly tho, that kid would be dead in 2 days

[y-lije]

I can’t think of a title for this one.

I am soooo thankful for having a binder.

Still, I sometimes struggle with the thought of wearing two binders 'cause I really wanna make sure that there’s noooooooooo phcking boobs at all.

However, one day it has come to me, wearing two binders over one another and being surprised that it actually worked.

I don’t think it was healthy tho.

[softvioletcloudsx]

Click here to support Ryan's Transition organized by Ryan Almeida

My name is Ryan. I chose my name weeks ago and I'm still trying to get used to it. I am a non-binary person and my pronouns are he/they. I live in Portugal and my existence isn't valid because they believe that there are only two genders...so I basically need to identify as a male to get top surg...

I’m raising money to start my transition. If you don’t have any money please share. And if you do have money and need it more than I do please don’t donate. I hope we’ll be able to be ourselves one day. Thank you! 

[transbutts]

Help this person out if you can!

[ifnooneknowsyourealiveyouarent]

Touching story! Please help out if you are able.

[nonbinary-dysphoria]

Was asked to share this! I suppose it’s only fair after all the help I asked for it regards to my own transition!

[asexual-cryptid]

Signal boost!!

[rainbowpackages]

Please help out!

[alpha-vulpecula-blog]

HELPPP♥️

[lainethegoodful]

Spread this around yall~~

[mysticbitch135-blog]

Help this dude out

[bwayunsolved]

i dont have many followers but if you can, help them out!

[pharmatea]

I have more followers here than on my main account so maybe they could do something? I don’t have any money to donate at the moment so I’m trying to boost this

I hope you get there!

[fun-ghoulie]

I know I don’t have many followers but the ones that do follow me are the kindest I’ve ever known so please take a second from your time to look at this and maybe help them out!

[happy-trans-boi]

Anything helps out so even if you can’t donate spreading the word does a lot too

[awolfstrail]

Please help!

[fondlycybercolossus-deactivated]

Spread the love to my friend Ryan!

[michael-mellow-mallow]

Signal boost!!!

[joelsamangoaddict]

Signal boost for Ryan! Spread this around pls ♥

[cutenonbinarysuggests]

So i know potentially about 600 people from my blog are gonna see this, if even a few of you would consider helping this dude out that would be pretty lit ngl

[kyrenn-deactivated20231029]

Anything helps! Please spread the word!! :)

[onesmallpie-blog]

Signal boost!

[fellflight]

I’m broke as fuck but not everyone is so help or if you can plz?

[enby-angel]

Help a friend out if you can!!! <3 <3

[bxmyaxsthxtic]

Please donate if you can!!

[inkstaineds0ul-deactivated20180]

I feel the struggle, as a broke enby wanting top surgery

[psychicwreck-deactivated2020100]

support another nonbinary trans guy named Ryan! 

[genz-kid]

guys, here’s a cool person to support - signal boost and donate if you can!!

[addicted-to-french-pans]

Please donate, I don’t have the money or the followers but I’m doing it. And so should you. ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[trilogykitty]

i dont have the money to donate but please can someone help?💕💕

[everythinglover18-deactivated20]

Please, if u can donate then please do, if not then share it and help them achieve their true selves, thank you so much!!! LGBTQ+ Love it and I am proud of Ryan ❤❤

[kaitlyn-writes]

Everything helps, even just a few dollars or a simple reblog! This shit’s expensive, let’s help out!!

[mattc2377-blog]

I know I don’t have a lot of followers but anyone who is able to please help this young fellow out!

[secondrate-samm-deactivated2020]

I was asked nicely to reblog this! Also, almost 3,000 notes and only 11 donations so far y’all. If you’re broke right now, donate £1 even you’re next paycheck, yo! I’ll be doing it 😁

[crazyforgreekmythology]

Be nice and actually help, please ❤💪 This is very important

[ghostboymackinnon-deactivated20]

If you can, please help them out!!!! 💓

[romanticalrj-old]

I don’t typically support donating pages on Tumblr, but I was asked kindly to share this post, and I think this is something worth donating to. If you can donate, please do! If you can’t, no big deal. :)

[trans-viking]

Give this a boost guys, the costs of transitioning can weigh so heavy and sometimes it’s a hard goal to reach! Even the smallest donation can change everything! 💪💪💪💪

[trashhm0uth]

Was asked super nicely to reblog this so everyone please share this and donate if you can !

[anpandan]

What a sweetheart. All the best to you, man, I hope you get the support you need; I’m sorry I can’t contribute today. Hopefully soon I’ll be in a better position, because I’d love to help.

[what-even-is-this-blog-help-dea]

give it a boost u ppl

[emotionaltrinityfreak]

i was politely asked to spread this around, i hope y'all do too!

[f-rostyroyalmilktea-deactivated]

Spread this around! It’s important!

[aconfusedpotathoe-blog]

Even just $5 helps

[illchangethisalot]

Plz help, lovelies! ✨✨✨

[punk-boyfriend]

Donate if you can and help spread the word if you can’t!

[coughlinbrothersmortuary-deacti]

Reblogging to help a fella out! If you, like me, do not have the means to support people who need help transitioning, do your part and spread the word! Good luck, Ryan!

[androgyn-jay]

Good luck! Show Portugal that gender is non-binary! Please share and get the word around. 

[teen-helping-teens-deactivated2]

Please reblog and donate if you can. Surgery can save trans lives. 

[tender-doting-queer]

Help your fellow out if you can! 💛

[flash-vodka-deactivated20210430]

I hate that I have no money but if you can, you absolutely should donate to a nonbinary pal from Portugal!

[gendercents]

Please donate guys!! Everyone deserves to be themselves!!!

[goodbyebreadx]

All the love to you Ryan. Please help with whatever you can!

[crookedaarrow]

Let’s help them out if we can!! Even if it’s just sharing this post!!

[mrsjacewayland]

Lets all send love and help out💕

[depressed-alone]

Help them out people!! Share and donate (if you can!)

[justtryingtobemee]

Yall send some help

[angel-lightwolf]

I can’t donate anything thou I do still hope to help out! So anyone who can donate it would be amazing if you did. If you can’t for any reason that’s okay too just help spread the message around!

[charliearlinmagpie]

I don’t usually share these things but this is important as fuck

[maisy-the-trans-mouse]

Please help and share if you can! <3

[excusememecouldyoupleaseleave]

hey babes I know I dont post a lot of these but, I know how difficult transitioning can be for some, so if you can, help a friend out :)

[comeoutandshout]

hey everyone!

Please help and share if possible!

transitioning can be such a tough process so we wanna support each other any way we can.

If you can’t donate, please reblog!

I love you all!

❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

[dyke-eli]

They have all my support. But sadly I can’t donate ❤️🌹❣️😘🥰

[dorkbunny]

Hiya, everyone! If you can help out, please donate some or even just like and reblog and share this! Transitioning can be super difficult, but we as a community can do our best to help make it easier for Ryan and so many others 😊

[cobythinks]

HEY GUYS!!! I’d love to help Ryan out but as I’m broke I need to enlist your help!! I’ll probs donate once I get a job, but it’d mean a whole lot if you could reblog and/or donate if able!!

<3 Good luck Ryan! I am rooting for you!

[dracolucius-abraxusmalfoy]

I was asked very politely to share this post with you guys!! I usually put posts like this on my main but this blogs more popular. Signal boosting is as important as actually giving what you can. Give what you can, and if you can’t try and spread the word. Good luck Ryan

[tarotmantic]

it’s actually so heartwarming to see so many people supporting someone!! if you can donate or share this it would be highly appreciated!!

[y-lije]

I wish Ryan the best and that they can live as who they are. I think the many comments here show the support and I find it heartwarming. Please help! 🌻

[y-lije]

This is to All the People Out There, Who Have Boobs.

During my gardening internship, I often get to drive a little ”Kipper“ which is basically a tiny truck and I don’t know how to explain it so here’s a picture:

Well, how do I put this... The streets aren’t always as flat as we’d like them to be.

And, as I sit there in this Truck, not thinking any bad, my boobs that btw don’t even have my permission to exist, go all wobbly bobbly aaaaand...yeah. I hate it.

I think most people with boobs can relate.

[y-lije]

The Muscle Thing.

On my internship, I was supervised by a gardener. She had work for me and it turned out that I had to carry some 70-Liter bags of potting soil.

She told me that I could measure my muscles and see how much they’d grow in the time of my internship.

YeEEaaAahHhHh SUuReeeee

I‘m not exactly weak but also do I not have even a bit more testosterone than the average cis-girl. Soooo I knew that my muscles wouldn’t grow that much. The gardener told me EVERY SINGLE F*CKING DAY to do it and she was so convinced of her great idea.

In the end, when it turned out that I hadn’t brought her GREAT IDEA to reality, she was literally insulted like a little child.

[y-lije]

Here’s My Personal Blowjob-Story.

I got to blow with the electric leaf blower today. I wanted to write this down and, in order not to make it sound wrong for a teenager, I searched for synonyms for „blow“. I found „puff“ but I think that doesn’t fit well here. But when I got a look on the synonyms listed, I almost burst in laughter: the example was ( seriously) „to do a blowjob“. That was exactly what I wanted to prevent.🤦‍♂️👏

Here you can see my shocking experience with your own eyes.

[y-lije]

Aral Gas Station in Germany.

They didn’t know whether to call it oral or anal. I always manage to get disturbed by myself and why is this so accurate?!

[y-lije]

We must talk about the weather...

Is anyone else feeling like it’s way too warm for February? I’m not talking to any Australians here...

Here in Germany, we usually have -8°C to 15°C in February. Now it’s 20°C. And August happens to be around 20 degrees warmer than February, so, what is gonna happen this summer??? 40°C??? Not to get me wrong, I love summer but WTF?!

[y-lije]

Assassin’s Creed doesn’t do me good

Have I spent too much time with Assassin’s Creed when I, every time I go to sleep, hear that voice saying: ”Fast forward in memories to a more recent one.“?

I mean... it’s true tho.