henlo
this is onion's little sister. how do you all do? have a good day uwu. okay. byebye.

if i look back, i am lost
$LAYYYTER
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One Nice Bug Per Day
YOU ARE THE REASON

祝日 / Permanent Vacation

izzy's playlists!
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"
todays bird
PUT YOUR BEARD IN MY MOUTH
will byers stan first human second
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noise dept.
Peter Solarz
Cosimo Galluzzi
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me

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henlo
this is onion's little sister. how do you all do? have a good day uwu. okay. byebye.
Basic August - Eileen Myles / @solarflowers / Madisen Kuhn / August - Flipturn / @yesterdaysprint / August - Taylor Swift
— Anne Sexton, Imitations of Drowning
my dear. you've tried hard. you've suffered. you thought everything was okay. i'm so sorry my dear. baby girl. you're okay. even if this doesn't work out, you'll be okay. i'm sorry that this is difficult for you. i don't know how to make it easier.
i understand that you want to succeed, you want to do well. you want to be smart and capable and strong and healthy and pretty. you want to have money, find love, make your own space, eat food you like, read books that fill you with joy, buy all the stationery you can get your hands on.
i know you want your friends around you, i know you want friends at all. you want to be able to converse easily, laugh genuinely, understand a joke that's being told. you want to be part of the in-crowd. you want them to include you, you want them to care enough to get past your awkwardness and stilted responses. you want to be loud and funny, you want to make witty observations. you want to be held.
you're past your prime, i know that's how you feel. you're approaching the wrong side of thirty. at your age your mum had just had you. she had been married seven years. she had done her masters and was working two jobs.
on the flip side you've been working for two years in a job with low pay and you haven't upskilled yourself at all. you look at jobs online and you don't meet any of the requirements. you're not talented, you're never going to be able to perform well enough to be hired by any jobs that are more meaningful and pay better than yours. even your current job will eventually need someone better than you.
what happened to the you from 20 years ago? what happened to that 12-year-old, fresh out of primary school with a successful standardised test in her backpack, just starting to play the flute, whose ambition in life was still, secretly, to become a singer?
do you remember life when it was simpler? do you remember when you could go to a bookshop with your family after seeing a movie and having lunch at burger king, and sit on the bookshop floor in a corner with a book your mum would never let you buy because it wasn't 'good literature'? you'd read and read until it was time to go, mark the page in your mind, and the next time you returned you'd pick it up from there.
when you were 12 you could cry and then feel better. now you can't cry at all. you used to cry so easily. what happened, my dear? you tear up but never cry. you never rage. you keep all that pain stuck in your throat. you can't breathe, you can't swallow, you can't speak. you've stopped self-harming because you 'know better'. you're an adult, not a 15-year-old acting out cos her mother called her a failure compared to her classmates, carving out FAIL into her skin with a divider from a geometry set.
my dear.
i think you'll be okay. it's been a while since you've felt this low, this utterly and completely decimated by life and by disappointment in yourself. i think you just want a break from everything. i wish i could fix this for you. i wish i could show you how to focus and how to process information quickly. i wish i could snap my fingers and make it easier for you to write, to think, to do tasks, to get things done.
my dear girl. you'll be okay even if you aren't okay this time.
you worry the cardboard sleeve around the coffee and think about landfills and the future without straws. you are worried about prion disease and deer. you are worried about the rising temperature of mushrooms. you are worried about teflon and microplastics and carcinogens and whatever else you're being quietly lied to about.
your mother used to jokingly say you are "a worrier," which always kind of oddly hurt your feelings. you feel like a person. and besides, you've been told one-million-times that this is normal. examples get trotted out in a pony show each time: everyone gets nervous sometimes. they talk about public speaking and picturing people naked and how when they get nervous they just-get-over-it.
you run your hands down the grater of your life and feel the sharpness. you started holding your breath in tunnels as a kid, worried that if you relax, the ceiling would cave in. like years of architects and engineers weren't responsible - you, and your faith, you were responsible for the success of infrastructure. if you slipped for a moment, your whole family would be swept away under the ocean. and the problem is that it worked - no tunnel collapsed.
you once broke a coffee carafe and even though you didn't drink from it after, you worried that there had been some previous invisible micro-break that had made you drink glass particles. you stayed awake for 24 hours, constantly dreading each swallow, waiting to taste blood.
you hate being late, you worry about it. you go to grab literally just lunch with a friend - no pressure, no emergency - and you still park the car an hour early and just sit there scrolling on your phone aimlessly. maybe you just don't like surprises or change. you triple-check you locked the doors, and then go to bed, and then get up out of bed to check twice again.
a worrier. like a strange and dreadful bingo card, you collect weekly experiences. someone tells you that you're overthinking, that's 2 points. you have to physically turn around and go back in your house to check you unplugged everything, that's 1 point. spiraling about climate change or politics or the state of the world is a free space, that's basically every evening.
you worry you're being selfish and not a good person because how come you're worried about your dog's health and the itch in your eye when you know people who are really very ill or who have it worse or who are genuinely struggling. then you worry that you're being annoying by infantilizing them. then you worry that your priorities are wrong, that you should be infinitely more worried about the state of a dying planet.
you wanted to be a person, is all. you wanted to go through life in a softness, to hold the world gently and have it whisper past you. and instead you are a worrier. everything that touches you is hard and raw and sharp like diamonds.
if you were on tumblr pre-dashcon (2014) what fandom were u primarily in
super
who
lock
homestuck
onceler.
movies (disney, marvel, etc)
books (hp, hunger games, etc)
hetalia
mlp
bandom of some kind
more than one of these
i was not on tumblr/results
Practical Magic (1998) dir. Griffin Dunne
crawling out of august covered in blood
Yusef Komunyakaa, from "The Cage Walker", Pleasure Dome: New & Collected Poems [ID in ALT]
Felix – Bvlgari Serpenti Exhibition in Seoul
CGI animators should unionize next. normally, their jobs would be too precarious to strike, since studios would replace them without a second thought, but if it's part of this larger general film strike, they might finally have meaningful power to better their working conditions
if CGI animators unionized, it would kill the MCU. straight up. the the entire business model is built on exploiting CGI animators
Tumblr already has a personalization algorithm it's called my beloved mutuals who have great taste and only wish to psychologically damage me sometimes
Because @staff is too cowardly…
What type of dashboard experience do you prefer?
An algorithm based feed where I get “the best of tumblr”.
Chronological feed that only features blogs I follow.
This doesn’t affect me personally.
reblog. bigger sample size asap
DDoS Attack Against AO3: Correcting Misinformation
Normally I don't make any posts like this, but I have an interest in cybersecurity and sadly I've seen people are being really ignorant about this recent DDoS attack against the site AO3 (Archive of Our Own), so I thought I'd remind people of a few things:
Anonymous Sudan appears to have no actual link to Sudan at all, or to any previous hacktivist groups that once operated there. This masquerade is probably based in anti-immigration and other racist sentiments, and utilizing those sentiments in other people to scare people and set up Muslims and Sudanese people as a target. This should be obvious from the language used in their note, but this was already known prior to this particular attack.
This so-called Anonymous Sudan has actually been very active recently—remember that they claimed to attack Reddit, Flickr, Riot Games, a huge number of Microsoft web portals like OneDrive and Outlook, etc. before AO3, so AO3 was totally a logical target for them since they've gone after smaller entities before. DDoS attacks like this are easy for any script kiddie to set up, so it's not weird that they'd go for a smaller target like this.
Honestly this group of posers probably just wants money, everybody. They sent AO3 a ransom note asking for Bitcoin (and just in case people don't know, do not pay a ransom if at all possible if this ever happens to you).
My advice to people who've noticed this attack is two-fold: calm down since this is part of a larger pattern that has literally resulted in basically no loss for the end-user of any of the sites, and... I don't really know a better way to put this, but don't believe everything you read. A religiously-motivated hate group wouldn't use terms like "LGBTQ+" and "smuts," and it's so blatantly obvious that the timing of every single one of these attacks is being used to smear Muslims and Sudanese people if you think about current events for like. One second. And if you look up Anonymous Sudan, you'll see their string of attacks and how all experts know that they have nothing to do with Sudan at all. Even AO3 itself told everybody that the group is lying about their motivations... though I think I'd go further than that personally because even their name itself is almost certainly a total sham.
To be clear: this post isn't targeted at anyone in particular. I've just seen a lot of people falling for this overall or not realizing this is part of a pattern, and I also wanted to remind everyone that this isn't anything to be concerned about. What is something to be concerned about is not doing research or thinking critically and then unwittingly spreading racist ideas.
Why couldn’t the hackers take on wattpad instead
eid! eid eid eid! the waiting for the moon to appear and the last minute frenzy when it does. the food and the beautiful clothes. the hugs and the presents. holding hands with your nearest and calling those further away from you that are your dearest. the smell of attar and the smiles of joy. you wouldn't want to be anywhere else at this moment but here. hands full of mehendi and plates being filled with second and third servings. there is no holding back today. remembering those who may not be with us anymore this eid and seeing a little one celebrate their first eid. feeling gratitude for all that you have in this moment around you and giving something in charity to better the life of someone else. the repeating of the takbeers, Allahu Akbar. feeling a closeness to Allah that He has gifted you this blessed day to rejoice to your heart's content for the entire month's worth of sacrifice and ibaadah you have made, whether that's sleep or hunger and thirst or dropping an old habit or starting a new one, during Ramadhan.
however it is that you're celebrating, eid ul fitr mubarak to you all!
تقبل الله منا ومنكم ۔
Fuck. Why do we have to be cuffed together like this? But this makes us know each other better. KINNPORSCHE: THE SERIES (2022) dir. Khom Kongkiat