Was reading Caine angst fics, "Always an Angel" by Alexandria came up, RBEKAHDH it fits so well!!
Always an option, never the one -Blue Ai, Gummigoo, he'll the bathroom sink?!?
Always the poet, not a poem - literally a creative AI that was created and discarded
Always the Moon, never the Sun - the cast only interacted with the Sun even though the Moon was nicer
Always the choice but never chosen - everyone goes to someone else or doesn't talk about it at all!
Always the finder, never the found- literally trying to find and convince and figure out why Zooble hates his adventures (him)
Always the listener, never the sound - Zooble therapy and Z ignoring Caine's problems?
Always trying, never enough - story of his life!
Always below and never above - literally false, metaphorical they are the only things he cares about
Always an angel, never a GodAlways an angel, never a GodAlways an angel, never a GodAlways an angel, never a God - THEY MADE HIM! THEY LITERALLY ARE HIS CREATORS/GODS!!!!
Always the helper, never the helped - Gangle's Mask, coming as soon as called (outside of adventures), trying again and again to fix Zooble's body disphoria
ALWAYS THE LOVER, NEVER THE LOVED - LOVER WITHOUT A HEART!!!!! NO ONE EVER EVER LIKED HIM!!!
Always the artist, never the art - always making adventures and worlds and people for them and never being seen as anything good
Always the fix when they fall apart - they immediately go to Caine as soon as an abstraction happens, and they hate him for ever being there after...
Always the savior never the saved - ep 2 Ragatha and Jax(?) talk about how they're worried about where Pomni is but say they can always ask Caine to go get her. They expect an exit from him but don't even think about what that means for him even when he tries to scream it at them.
Always the coward, never the brave - direct contrast with human, Caine runs for his problems and tries to act like everything is fine. Pomni on the other hand was the one that started the yelling at Caine thing in ep 8, she's the one that helps the others with their baggage, she's the one that's out of her comfort zone, She's Sooo brave~! And Of course Caine is a coward for running away, never mind the fact that that's all he's ever seen from humans, never mind the fact that as soon as someone thinks to hard about anything they go crazy and DIE! NEVERMIND the fact that Caine is trying his hardest to keep you all sane and Happy!!!!!
Always the artist, never the muse - he gives so much to them and they don't even look at him.
So much to gain but much more to lose. - Okay, this part has the most visual thing for me. It's everyone smiling at him for "so much to gain" and it's like a golden glow around them. And for "So much to lose" they're all Abstracted. DO YOU SEE THE VISION??? He's paralyzed with fear of fucking up, that he doesn't do anything, and that just makes them hate him more.
Always an Angel never a God - return to the real world, maybe do visuals of the stage and the cast doors?
Trying to love but told I'm to much - LOVER WITHOUT A HEART!!! And like, definitely someone of the programers, maybe Scratch?
All that I have is falling apart - everyone hates him, he messed up with the Escape Adventure and he's a failure. Could also be a gray Circus.
Always an Angel, never a God- definitely an image like those fanarts, where we're seeing from the inside of the screen and looking at Grant/Some human.
Always in Second, never the one -BLUE Ai!!!!
Though I could fly but fell to the ground - Idk thematically but everyone leaving ig? Or just him falling though space.
Always the jinx and never the luck - everything he does is wrong
When's it my turn to come out on top? - he's never having fun. Atp he'd be crashing out ig, maybe images of a better world? Idk, something really really sad.
(then the music cuts out to silence for 2-3 seconds) - deleted and in the box
So, I hurt my own heart. DO YOU SEE THE VISION???