Fighter

A digital diary

[yyyqqe]

Because I wanted to see it in color!

[yyyqqe]

I wonder what this insect is. I've never seen it before!

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Flowers and the barbed wire.

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Dandelions are lovely, aren't they? One can still imagine that their flight fulfils wishes.

[yyyqqe]

I guess I need to talk about this...

Do they really want to attack us? This will only make things worse. The situation is terrible itself, this will make it worse! They are only looking for their own benefit and profit. We are being deceived again.

I feel really sorry for those who have been riding on people's emotions, doesn't matter which side of the border. You just took advantage of people's helplessness to end the situation in your favor.

The media is just playing clown. The truth is that people protested because of the livelihood problems and the damned messy lives that these stuck-in-the-middle-of-a-thousand-year-old fanatics created for them. The truth is that this country does not have a proper economy. They want to solve everything with religious laws. They are not fit to lead a country. This is clear!

Is the shah the only one who is supposed to save the people? Okay I don't know. But why his supporters are looking to the U.S for help and give people hope about this? if you say this, they will say that you agree with the current condition of the country. That is not the case!

You have fallen into the hands of another tyrannical government and you say help is on the way? Do you call this HELP?

So it's so hard to understand that they just want to steal the oil? And what's happening in Palestine and other Middle Eastern countries(and recently, Venezuela) is the same. They are profiting from chaos and war. They are selling weapons, taking the oil, etc.

So it seems like this is about to happen to Iran? It's currently involved in MANY MANY MANY internal problems.

And that the suffering of its people practically doesn't matter to anyone?

Even those who are so-called human rights activists, and many of them can't see the truth.

In other words, there is no change. Only the rulers are replaced.

This road we've fallen on, now seems to have two paths, and both are dead ends. I'm sorry, I'm really sorry because I didn't do my duty. I couldn't build a path to the best of my ability and just said what was on my mind. I'm sorry it was scattered, I'm sorry.

I hate false hope. I don't want us to fall from one pit to another, but I can't stop this terrible thing from happening. Neither the words I said nor feeling sorry are helping, they won't bring back to life those who were killed. And their blood is being trampled, and this is unbearable. Many of them were the same age as me. They had future, they had aspirations... They just wanted a better life. Is that a crime?

No one has yet recovered from the shock of last month's disaster

And I hate that I'm just talking, just words.

Just fucking words.

[yyyqqe]

Enough

[petaltexturedskies]

Ingeborg Bachmann, from "Eyes to Wonder" in Three Paths to the Lake

[yyyqqe]

گر بمیرم این دم از غم هم رواست.

[yyyqqe]

As if they are holding each other's hands:)

[importantdestinydefender]

Happy 2. Anniversary!

Today is the second Anniversary of my fic Blood Upon Snow! Time flies, holy shit!

[yyyqqe]

I love this sky for some reason

[yyyqqe]

When she wants to follow me into the yard, but it's raining:

[yyyqqe]

It's not something special, but what made me take a picture of it was imagination at that time. I liked to imagine this as a big road in the middle of a untouched forest and see the plants much taller. I easily get lost in the leaves and they are hitting my face (Ignoring the fact that they are nettles).

[yyyqqe]

The first day of the new semester began with an earthquake. Hmm, future events are predictable.

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Mutual hangout idea we all take an autism test and tell each other the % in the tags

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[yyyqqe]

If there is a celebration in a cemetery, will the dead dance?

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Working again on fic after a while remindes me of some mistakes I did, so I'm tagging @innerchorus , let me tell you they were worse than typos

Okay, I was looking for a word which could describe FEAR and HURRY. Actually, something that "catch your breath". Unfortunately I chose "Breathtaking"! And... I chose it happily, really. (The fact that it uses when something is exciting and beautiful etc you guys know it better than me)

I was working on the rescue scene. Imagine, Shapur is chasing the cart that is carrying Isfan and his mother and also Shapur doesn't know what would happen to them and he just know his mother decided to kill them, and he lose them AND the stupid writer tells you it was BREATHTAKING.

Great thanks to @tired-reader-writer !!! Who prevented this fiasco, and that's not all

But before that, I may forgot to talk about this later, that is: If Shapur's mother wanted the mother and son to die, why she didn't do it directly? Like some stories that somone say "kill them and bring their head for me", like this. What do you think? I personally thought maybe she was afraid of doing murder that way but she also wanted to revenge her husband. (I considered a backstory for her, hope it'll make sense, and she is not a pure villain. Here she is a victim who turned into a monster and, then ashamed)

ALSO, when Shapur was in the mountains, he was suffering from many thoughts. Felt like these thoughts are speaking to him.( like blaming himself) . It might be "Voices" but I used "sounds". And sound doesn't look to ... I mean sounds in one's head do not speak and you know that

WTF. If GoogleTranslate suggested me "NOISE" then I Should accept it?

I still prefer the Pear Wielder! Really

That's enough for today, Shapur is cursing me.