Jessy Gone Rogue

Hi, my name Is Jessica. My friends call me Jessy. I live near Chicago, I am 23yrs old. I'm just a crazy, fun individual. You can ask me anything or if you want to find out more. =D This blog is just things based on my moods, likes & dislikes, things that interest me, make me laugh, random, etc! ENJOY!

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There's things I wish I knew There's no thing I'd keep from you It's a dark and shiny place But with you my dear I'm safe and we're a million miles away

Her (the movie)

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Jut keep that in mind......

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I just need to be in my princess costume with a Cosmo saying "whatever " because stupid guys cause me to pretend and drink! Oh you don't wanna be with me? "Whatever, whatever I do what I want. "

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Heartbroken

Again, I'm absolutely heartbroken. I thought he was different. I thought this time was different. It hurts do bad. That up hill down hill thing was crazy. We were so close to dating what held him back? Now he's found another after saying he was ready to date an he didn't want to. All the things we shared, all that time spent, adventures we took ;) I can't believe him. After all I've been through this year. Slap to my face he knew of be salty. And yes he still wants to be friends??!??? Eatas loco!!!?! I can't it's to painful and awkward everyone sees and hears it and yet. I can't seem to hate him. I want so bad for us to talk and be friends, but I can't. And he is so nice to me still and it makes me wish I could hate him. If he was mean if would make it easier..... Ugh..... What to do? If everyone only knew the whole story. And to have to see him at work constantly.... And the girl he now is drawn to works there too. I'm sorry this happens I never saw it coming. BULLSHIT!? Am I wrong to feel this way. Sorry about my ongoing rambling. I shouldn't even let a guy get to me. Well at least I have my tumble to vent/ keep a piece of my memory good or bad forever.

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Oh great that's just what we need. Scream (all 4 of them) are my favorite scary movie to watch! =)

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To fit with Halloween theme I went with bewitch. cause I'm under there spell. "You must be a witch, because I am living in hell. Now is the time now is the hour, I am in the magic, I am the power. All I need is one star in the sky, wish for you every night." So Halloween relatable, and my real life relatable.

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Yup, the old me in another life would have, now I'm over it, I'm a different person with these walls up....

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None of us can avoid our fate but as a person you can honestly face it. And fight it.

Once upon a time.

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Evaporation line or False Positive???

HELP! I'm not a mother, I've never been a mother and I'm not all convinced I really want to be. (at least now anyway.) I don't know. I'm freaked out and stressing. This blood test I just want to take NOW! I haven't even thought of what I would do. It's weird a part of me says it's all in my head not to worry, and the other part says brace yourself, figure out some plans, and good luck. UGHHHHH!!!!!!!!! anyone have any advice? or stories? Basically I've taken a total of 3 test  first negative. The second, invalid and the 3rd positive but the second line on the positive was faint.

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I so should hit him there, but I'm too nice and I couldn't do that to him, not him...DAMN!

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It's very fresh, so every lyric in this song reminds me of you... "You threw it all away. I don't care what you have to say, do you believe me now? I finally see a light, now I am walking away. Do you believe me now? I don't really believe me... but I will get there.

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Guilt! OKAY, ok I do most of these lol. I am a good dancer on the real and have other moves, but come on these are classic.

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Girl preach. I really don't appreciate it. I'm completely heart broken now thanks...guys name I won't mention..... :'( I thought it was different. FUCK FEELINGS!

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You can't even imagine how much I laughed the night I first saw this. Please what am I talking about I still burst to tears. This was one of my top funniest moments in impractical history, and believe me I watch these amazing men religiously!

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I keep wishing. My story still seems sporadic and complicated.... Maybe I'm wishing on the wrong thing !?

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" I've come to conclusion you're stuck in confusion, you left me alone when I needed you most!"

  Thank you best friend for sharing these songs and sending beautiful lyrics like these to me in texts. That is like the best texts I get.

  These lyrics <3 I could say these to a few different people.

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NEV

Nev from the Mtv show catfish was literally in my hometown area. I never thought he would come here! Kind of a small town, It's really been getting hit up for movies and celebrities lately. He was even at a bar I always go to, but I unfortunately missed him by 20 minutes. Still can't wait for the episode, and I wonder if the person was being cat fished, or if they were the catfish. Knowing our town they were the catfish lol.