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Am i the only who feels like this?? Or are there other people like me too?

I need some opinions or advice??? Please 🙏 🙏

Maybe?? 🤷‍♂️🤷‍♂️ idk

But I do know I need to ger this off my chest

Just something helpful since ive been struggling with school

not that im not failing my classes no really ive never failed a class in my life ever

For context I'm a first year in college, 19 yrs old going on 20 by the end of March (I took 2 years off due to health problems)

its been weird

like really weird not like supernatural weird

just weird

For the longest time I thought college was gonna be like the difficult phase of my education with how much I've heard it from my teachers

I knew being an "adult" was gonna be hard but I didnt think it would be this weird too

Like im almost 20 now, i should know what im doing at this point right???

In the eyes of the law ive been an adult for almsot 2 years now

and yet I still feel like im in still in high-school

It probably doesn't help that ive been going to this school for 6 years now 7, going on 10 at this point

Yes ive been going to this school since i was in 7th grade and now as a college student

Also the way the profs teaches our classes makes it feels like im still in high-school

I'm so confused about this whole thing

But what im really getting at is

Am i weird for feeling this way???

Cuz people expect me to act like an adult yet they still treat me like a kid

Really the only thing school taught me was how to skip class while maintaining my high grades, accounting, and what working real jobs really is like, as well as reading and writing

I mean from what I've experienced so far in college is that its like it high-school but easier

Like really easier than high-school by a mile

#ACADS #school sucks #opinions #advice #helpful advice #encouragement #college life #college

Sorry for the incorrect grammar, english is my third language and I've only recently just started to take it seriously

Something I just wanna get off my chest since i cant talk to anyone about this and the anonymity here helps.

Our midterm week just recently ended and I've been feeling sick like actually ill because of this.

So it was Monday, March 10, 2026, it just so happened 2 exam were scheduled that day that was back2back like it was a sequence of 1, 2, 3.

And I was not a happy camper in the morning because I forgot to study, reviews or whatever, not only that I had woken up at 4:30 AM since first period started at 6:00 AM and ends at 9 AM, so i had 30 minutes to get ready along with the 1 hour trip to school.

See the first period is almost a guarantee free time most of the time but since it was exam week it was busy AF and not only that we had a DEMO and DEFENSE about our systems (im a BSIS student btw)

Which was fine I guess, i volunteered to go first since i wanted to get it over with and was about to start having a panic attack??? (not really sure but I was shaking so much my classmates were getting worried)

But then i was told It was an exam like what???? So i was worried for nothing!?

then our instructor gave us a new system to build again for our semifinals since we only have 2 and half week before exams again but ya know its whatever

Back to what I was saying about not being a happy camper because I forgot to study, its not like was angry or anything more like i was busy not trying to panic since after first period it was time for the next subject's exam

But we did have a 30 minute break (for recess or something) before the exam so I had time to atleast review the lessons, this specific instructor is notorious for being a hardass when its exam even when he doesnt even go to class 50% of the time but we still love him.

So after the break then came the exam and you know what? I did worry for nothing since he personally congratulated me for getting the higgest score on the exam, which for some reason didn't make me all that happy??

As soon as we were finished with the exam our instructor had us check it right away and recorded it which is normal procedure for his class.

Despite being strict and no nonsense he's pretty chill and like that one chill uncle who lets you do whatever, most of the time he doesn't even teach our class, give homework or anything, he just gives us pdf of our lesson then goes back to chitchat

Now to the part I really want to talk about

The 2nd exam for that day after the 1st is our DM101 (its business related) so our prof wasn't present that day to monitor our exam so she sent a sub.

The sub was doing was he was instructed and the usual about not cheating

So we take our exam right? It was normal at first then 15 minutes go by and I've already finished and was just waiting for the others to pass theirs first since i got self conscious (more like i ddint want any attention on me again) from our Prelim as I was always the first one to finish and pass the paper to the instructor (I've always been like the first one to finish any exam idk 🤷‍♂️)

Then as I was surveying the classroom waiting for someone to pass theirs paper first I noticed a student passing notes to another and I guess the sub didn't notcied since they were using the exam paper as a shield and the fact they were on the back of the classroom

Unlucky for them i was positioned at the very back and center where I can see what everyone is doing

This made me panic because this is the first time ive caught someone cheating and is actually being sneaky about it, I was frozen in place and I didn't do anything

Then the guy that was passed the note showed his answers to his seatmate?? (all of our chairs were arranged one seat apart)

I went to pass my papers because I was still processing it all then I went back to my seat

The sub announced only 10 minutes left, the two I caught passing notes went first in passing their exam then the 3rd one along with a classmate

at the time I didnt know there was a 4th one, that was part of their cheating group until I saw him "congratulate" the one who passed the notes

Meanwhile I was here panicking that I just let them cheat on an exam like wtf?!!!

I went to talk to pur class prez about what I witnessed and all she advised was that it was up to me since I was the only one to see them cheating and i was internally like wtf? Kind of advice is that???

So in the end I didnt do anything about it

#story #ACADS #college student #1st year #cheating on exam #did i do the right thing?#why do i feel guilty??#like it actually made me sick #i had a fever over this #i missed so much in class cuz i was ill #like bruhhh #its even worse since im notoriously known for being a sickly kid #like im exempted from PE and other classes because of how sickly i am

THE PHILIPPINES BANNED TUMBLR 😭😭😭😭

I had to change my dns so I could just access tumblr again

I have not been able to read my fics for almost a week because of this😡😡😡😤😤😤

#mini rant #philippines #tumblr #the fuckin government

peachhcs

off the record au in timeline order ★ ☆

finn wolfhard x actress!reader (she/her pronouns)

as requested, here is all of finn x actress!reader works listed from the beginning of their relationship to now for those who like to read in timeline order! regular masterlist also listed :) i'll do my best to update this one + the regular masterlist

(p.s. some fics may not line up timeline wise with each other, but i did my best to put them in order in how i think they would happen -- may not be completely accurate based on when i wrote and how i added but enjoy!!)

regular masterlist | au timeline + background | mood board | y/n's st character background

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Tim's internal monologue: Don't be intimidated Tim. He's just Ra's as teen. Try to imagine him in his underwear.

Danny ripping off his shirt for whatever reason and ready to throw down.

Tim: OH NO, HE'S HOT!

Tim sends a distress call to Steph, not the whole Bat clan, just Steph. He usually only does that when he's in such a dangerous situation, he doesn't have time to verify who's the closest to help him or has the time to find the group chat.

Sadly, she's with the group, so when she presses play on his voice messages, they all hear him scream at the top of his lungs.

"I WANT TO BED, RA'S AL GHUL. HELP," and a very long anguish-filled scream before the feed is cut into static.

The Bats stand around in the silence, giving each other wide-eyed looks, unsure who is going to break the silence. It's almost as if time has frozen. Not even the wind dares to breathe, as Steph carefully, slowly texts Tim to ask what that meant.

A shaky picture of a teenage version of Ra's, reeling back a fist, glaring at the camera, snaps back to her at a speed that's a bit psychotic for texting. She slowly shows the screen to the group, who are still utterly silent, before she tries to type a reply.

As she is carefully typing, more images come flying through. A picture of teen Ra's ripping off a black and white jumpsuit. Ra's mid flying kick against what looks like an attacking robot. Tim on the ground, half his face under a white boot, looking stunned.

More pictures of Ra's ready to throw more punches.

And finally one with Tim posing next to a hogtied Ra's throwing a peace sign at the camera. Both are beaten black and blue but there is a alarming light in Tim's eyes.

"Oh no" Steph breaths "Ra's is hot"

"NO!" Bruce snaps.

darkcrowprincess

Percico thoughts:

Nico frustrated at Percy: Percy I know loyalty is your fatal flaw, but have you ever stopped to consider what you actually want? Not what everyone else wants for you?

Percy confused: What do you mean?

Nico yelling at this point: What do you want Percy? What's the first thing that comes to your mind when you think about what you want out of your life? Not what the gods want for you, or Chrion, or your mom, or fucking Annabeth!

Nico: What do YOU WANT?

Percy says the first thing that comes out of his mouth without thinking: You.

Nico confused: What?

Percy as if a dam has finally broken and water has finally rushed out with all of his unspoken words and feelings: I want you, and a apartment in New York. I want to make you blue chocolate chip pancakes for breakfast just like my mom makes me. And I want to show you Montauk beach where my mom took me all the time as a kid. Where she met my dad. And I don't want to be a hero anymore, or go on anymore stupid dangerous quests where the people I care about die! I want to go swimming for as long as I want and sleep on the beach and not have to worry about a monster attacking me. I don't want to go to college in New Rome with Annabeth where I have to struggle again with school and everything! I want you in my bed everyday, morning and night. I want everything in our apartment to be blue. But I'll also let you pick some spaces for color if you want because it be ours. I want everyone to stop calling me stupid or thinking all my worth is that I'm this big hero of prophecy, or part of the golden camp half blood couple with Annabeth. I want to have dates with you in our apartment playing video games or watching movies while we eat McDonald's. I want to be normal. But I also want you there. Even if normal is not what you want and you want me to live in the underworld with you. I just want you besides me. In whatever way you can have me. Because I do want you Nico.

Percy finally finished, breaths hard as if he's run a marathon. Still staring at Nico.

Nico worried: Are you ok.

Percy: I don't know.

Nico nervous goes to hug Percy: I don't usually do this. But you need it.

Percy hugs Nico back hard.

Nico whispers into Percy's ear: I want you too.

Percy smiles and kisses Nico on the lips.

(Don't like don't read. Post hate and I'll block you)

bloggerspam

Fic of a Fic: Caroline meets Ellie

This is a direct homage to @clockwayswrites Caroline from their fic A Hill to Die on.

Ya'll can blame @deathlysilent13 for this.

Disclaimer: I am not super familiar with alters or systems, and in this AU Tim isn't thinking about it/stumbled into it--please do not take this an accurate experience in any way! It's just for fun :)

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"You're pretty. Do you like boys?"

Caroline blinks. looking to her left and right, trying to find the source of the chipper voice.

It's 3am in the morning, she's just spent the last 5 hours dancing in heels—she can be forgiven for taking a little long to realize that the voice is coming from slightly below her sight line.

When she finally (blearily) looks down, a girl of maybe 7 or 8 is looking up at her with wide, bright blue eyes.

"Thank you." Caroline huffs a confused laugh, smiling as she leans down and braces on her knees to be a little closer and meet the little girls height. "You're quite the darling yourself you know."

"Thank you, I got it from my brother." The little girl blushes, apples of her cheeks truly working hard to turn the same shade as its namesake, but her wide-eyed curiosity is still not abated. "Do you like boys?"

"Yes, I do." Caroline tilts her head, biting her lip against a laugh. "But most boys don't like me."

"Well most boys are stupid." The little girl scrunches up her face in distaste, which is honestly too much cuteness for Caroline to handle right now. The Tim part of her is starting to wake up, albeit sluggishly, in the face of a possible lost child. "But my big brother isn't stupid! He's the best, actually."

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Yuu being a menace.

People like to present Yuu as the one stable braincell of the group, the normal, the sane one, the one that avoids trouble most of the time despite being dragged into it either way.

Now, I present to you,

An example of a magnificent alternative, displayed through the one and only, Wim- Ace Trappola. The cringelord himself that would follow the Prefect till' the ends of the earth.

-_+_-

kandavers

Finally finished the self indulgent orv comic i've been talking about... will post sex soon

ps. ignore the typo i'm too lazy to fix it rolls eyes

Edit: SORRRYYY I DIDNT KNOW THAT THE ABYSSAL BLACK FLAME DRAGON IS A MINOR AUGHGHHH i didnt read that far yet and i just basically took the constellation names from a reddit article LMAO so please pretend that it's some other constellation 😭🙏

abdy-18

One little thing I love about spy is that when two characters are biologically related, Endo knows how to draw them physically similar. They don't all look the same even though it's the same style of drawing

I love 😭💖

Yor and Yuri

Melinda and Damian

Donovan and Demetrius

Even Twily and his dad

I never noticed how similar they are, the sad thing is that Twilight probably isn't aware of that because he doesn't remember his dad's face 😔

winterspellsfrozenkit

One thing I wish was understood a bit better about Twisted Wonderland.

Everyone in this game has trauma or personal struggles and it's NOT a competition of who has it worse. Honestly, sometimes I wish everyone's traumas were discussed more in depth in the game like we get with each person who Overblots, but we don't have time for it. With the Overblot boys, their trauma is shoved directly into the spotlight and we hear exactly how their situations make them feel. But the rest of the cast, ALL of them, have personal struggles and/or trauma. This is just a small list of some of the issues each non Overblot student has.

Ace masks the fear he feels in a lot of situations, and he's got an inferiority complex on some level. Notice how he bullied the player and Grim in our first interaction? That is a sign of someone who is looking to feel better by pushing someone else down because they don't feel good about themselves.

Deuce grew up with a single mother who had to work multiple jobs to make ends meet, which causes him to worry about her, and he was a delinquent in middle school, which made his mom, the one person he worries over, cry. He lives with those regrets, but he's still got those old habits and he agonizes over the fact he's not academically where he'd like to be and his behavior regresses when in heated situations.

Trey has severe trauma at being screamed at for FIVE HOURS over giving Riddle ONE slice of tart, so much that his vitals are severely affected at the thought of Mrs. Rosehearts and he's heavily conflict avoidant.

Cater has had to move all the time and as a defense mechanism, refuses to be honest or get close to people because he doesn't want to get attached only to be ripped away from them.

Ruggie lives in EXTREME poverty when not at school. He struggles to make ends meet and he has to work so hard in a system that is DESIGNED to keep him in poverty, because many beastmen still prefer segregation in the Sunset Savannah.

Jack has one of the healthier mindsets, but he still struggles with being open and honest about his feelings, which makes it hard to have friends, and he struggled with watching Leona, someone he's idolized, fall short of what he believed of Leona.

Jade and Floyd are implied to have grown up in some form of crime family and both seem to have handled the fact their lives could be in constant danger differently. Both like things being interesting, but Jade seems to prefer seclusion and control, while Floyd enjoys scaring people off and having as much fun as he can before he goes.

Kalim is someone who has had multiple assassination attempts on his life, even from his own family. He masks behind a smile, but he's afraid to trust people, and when he DOES TRY to talk about it, it gets brushed off because he has money. Also, he has to deal with the fact Jamil has been undermining his ability to progress by not treating him as if he's capable at all.

Epel has been teased and bullied on how he looked to the point where he started instigating fights to ensure he wouldn't be teased. He also has to fall in line with what Vil wants because he made the error of picking a fight with Vil and getting his butt HANDED to him. To further add, Vil is NOT NICE about it when Epel resists, with one example being Vil grabbing him by the ear and pulling hard as a form of punishment.

Rook has deal with the fact that for being someone who is super perceptive and can notice details, he didn't realize Vil's feelings around Neige, likely because he was blinded by his own admiration for both of them and that's a bitter pill to swallow.

Ortho has to deal with being basically created as a replacement for dead Ortho Shroud, trying to figure out if he's just really a robot made by Idia with really good AI or more than that, and dealing with the fact he loves his brother so much, but his brother doesn't take care of himself and it's disheartening to watch Idia's self-destruction.

Lilia has so much war trauma, losing his loved ones, having been exiled, and so much other crap. Even so, he forced himself to put the war and his trauma about it in the past, where it belonged for the sake of his two sons who both lost so much to war, which is something Baur/Baul could NOT do which was to Sebek's detriment.

Silver has had to live with the idea that his adoptive father would likely outlive him, then is faced with the fact that his father is basically abandoning everything about their life in Briar Valley before he learns that his biological parents were the enemies of the person he serves and cares about, Malleus, and the only father he's ever known.

Sebek has grown up with internalized racism/speciesism against humans thanks to his upbringing and he basically rejects half of his heritage with how he treats his father. He does not even realize how hurtful his comments are until he's faced with those remarks being directed at him by a younger version of his grandfather.

And this isn't everything each student has to face. This is just broad strokes. Yana Toboso wrote a story about flawed people who all have gone through really hard and difficult things because that's the point. As Toboso said in a 2023 interview:

“Happy endings in Disney works come from righteous actions and love, but I believe that the villains are characters who do not get saved during the story. That is why, through this game, I want to portray the message that even if you get beat up all the way to a bad ending, you can grow from it and live your life without feeling discouraged.

Acting lame, obstinate, without hesitation, being open and honest—it’s not as bad as it sounds.

I would like to paint a positive picture of living honestly with yourself and not worrying about others.

In today’s society there are so many people who live in fear of failure and are always walking on eggshells, but nobody’s flawless. It is exhausting to try to live your life so that no one will hate you.”

Everyone, even people you don't know or do not like, have gone through things that shaped who they are. Sometimes, how we've adapted to handle the bad things that happen will force us to hit rock bottom. But you don't have to die when you hit rock bottom.

You can have terrible things happen to you and have maladaptive strategies to handle your experiences, but you aren't stuck that way forever. You can learn how to change your habits, learn to be okay with yourself, and work at being better than you were the day before.

Human growth is not linear. It's a bunch of taking steps forward and backsliding and learning and making mistakes over and over again and accepting failure, not as a testament to your character, but as part of the process of growth... and that's something all the students have to learn, not just the Overblot boys. Because all of them, every single one, are handling their own personal issues, even if it isn't shoved right in our faces.

fiden-criatura

I LOVE how well you put this

Excellent take on characters, very well put

genshinimpactresources

Genshin Noir design by hamujisan

Genshin Noir design by miji_black

Countdown: 0 Days designs by toubou_hpmy

Genshin Impact | Character designs from Dimensional Detective Chronicles (Part 3)

somnoir

Prodigal son beyond time - Part 1

Ra's Al Ghul had a son. No, it's not Dusan we spoke of right now. Ra's Al Ghul's first born child was a peculiar boy that was forged by the Lazarus Pits—or so what he says.

Talia has never met her brother.

Her brother, it has been years since she's found out about him yet her father never gives them a name—he thinks them unworthy of it. Even if he was not present, her brother continues to be the favorite, to be the child their father praised most. His absence is a glaring hole in her father's heart (though she is not sure if he has one).

It is no secret amongst the league that Ra's nameless son was unofficially the heir, even when Damian was born.

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Master Posts Links

All the dabbles I have posted on my DC x DP account. Under a read more due to how long it is. Broken into three categories:

Multi-parts - Dabbles that have more than one part written.

One-shots- Dabbles with only one part written.

Requests- Dabbles written for the requests of readers. (Note: If a request is for a continuation of the other two categories, they will be filed in Milti-parts)

Master Post 1 Link

Master Post 2 Link

Master Post 3 Link

Master Post 4 Link

Completed AUs Master Post Link

NSFW (+18 ) Link

Fanart for my Fanfic Master Post Link

Please read the indexes to determine which master post each au is filed in.

As of 12/25/2024: The newest stuff is inside of Master Post 3.

(Updated as of 10/14/2025: Stop on Request: Time Collects you Part 1)

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Master of Masterposts

Masterpost for my DP/DC AU's

Multi-Post: Lucky Rush Haunting of Masters Manor Mastering Complex Organisms Halfa The Problem A Royal Flush Messy Misunderstandings Phantom of Love Evil Intentions Can't Love An Anchor The Time Winder

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MEGA POST

Hi! I’m Bear 🐻! Lovely little fanfic writer that has some ideas I cannot share on main.

So welcome! To where I say shit with no consequences!

Tags!

DPxDC

#All Lost Ones’ Home

A deadtired au in which Tim runs away! But this runaway’s got a secret. A secret boyfriend that is. It’s been years! So why is family only now reaching out?

tldr: Tim runs away to Amity to live with his boyfriend and two step kids. He only told Tam, so she could cover for him at WE, and YJ, so they could cover any outside Gotham stuff and inform JL that Tim’s leaving. Permanently. Except, they made a whoopsie! They made it seem like he fell off the flat Earth!

#A Creep is A Creep

No ships au. After the destruction of their home universe, Danny and Vlad have come to this new universe to start over. Isn’t it so fun to look at the similarities? The difference? Not that there are a lot. Vlad, or rather Ra’s Al Ghul, is a creep every time.

tldr: After the dp world falls apart for (reasons I’m still working on!!), they reincarnate in the dc world. Danny, or well Dante, is missing his kids dearly. So he asks for help from his dear old godfather. And uh. Who knew how weird it looks when a cult leader known for being a bit mean, is really nice to you. And your kids.

Chpt.1 Chpt.2

#Beans For Me

Deadtired au. Danny’s got a new job! A very nice, shiny paying job called being a contractor. As much as he hates the way it affected his parents, engineering is fun. He loves it. He especially likes the cute guy he met along the way..

tldr: Danny’s a contractor/free lance engineer. He creates what he wants and sometimes gets contracted to work for big companies. Because of this, he travels a lot. Great for Ellie’s obsession! Bit hard to adjust to for Dan, but it’s going good! Til one faithful night, in which Timothy Drake-Wayne changes his world. Chpt.1

#The Case of The Marine

dead on main au. Jason got a problem he needs dealing with, except he doesn’t really got a lot of information on it. While asking Barbara is an option, he’s doesn’t really want to have to deal with Bruce, or any of the others for that matter, trying to but in with this. So instead, he heads off to an old contact of his. Danny Fenton; Information Broker.

tldr: Danny is an information broker, Jason is well Jason, and the Batfam is trying real hard to bond with the guy. Oh and there’s maybe a gang war on the rise-

DC only

#Morning cries

Maybe Ships au. Bart’s got some issues he needs to work out. Okay, maybe not sone but a lot. He’s trying, okay! Luckily, he’s got some great friends to help.

tldr: I wanted Bart hurt/comfort. That is all it is. A bunch of Bart realising his hurt and getting comforted by friends, family, and everything in between.

goddamnitmahtin

Master Post

Okay so I figure I might as well put one of these together. There's going to be a couple categories just so it’s easier to navigate.

In the multi-part aus, these are aus that are works that have more than one part but may not have reached the conclusion I have planned or there is no end planned.

The one shot category will have works with only one part and prompts that I came up with on the fly. I am open to making another part of things in this category if given an ask tho.

I'll also add a section for my reposts.

Multi-Part AUs

Jason is a Teenage Dad: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7

Fuck You Tim (Not Really): Winner's Choice, Damian's Babysitter, Seabreeze or Amaretto Sour

Group Chat Shenanigans: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6

Dami’s Teddy: Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 3.5, Part 4, Part 5

The Curious Case of Wes Weston: Part 1, Part 2

One Shots/AUs with only one part written

dc x dp idea, dc x dp idea 2, dc x dp idea 3

The Fenton Effect, Beauty and the Beast, A Smooth Criminal, Wait for Me, Danny's Designer Friend, Welcome to the Family, a dc x dp au, Cafe Nightengale, All in Your Head, Real Robins Can Fly, Ghostly Encounter, This Means Break, Flatline, Temporarily Gay, Cirque de Wayne, The Vulture, Ghost Daddy, It Keeps Me Up at Night

Reposts

Bird Questions, Tim's Coffee Dealer, Height of Stupidity, Pavloved Jason, I Panicked

PSA: Asks really help me with motivation for writing! So if there’s au you want to see more of, don’t be afraid to send in an ask!

Another PSA: Some posts on this Masterpost have been flagged as Mature content for reasons I do not know. I do not write smut on this account at all so I really don’t have an explanation. Just make sure your settings are set up properly in order to access all of the links.

Yet Another PSA: It has come to my attention that people who are subscribed to the master post don’t get notified when it updates so from now on I’ll be adding a comment whenever I add something to this post to notify people what I’ve updated 👍

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