I'm Ve! I am a deeply multifandom writer, artist, cosplayer, and theater nerd. I'm also aroacespec and genderqueer. I use he/they/it (with no particular priority on any of them).
My Bluesky is distantradio.bsky.fish, however I am mainly found on Twitter as HowUnfortunate_.
Even though I cosplay, I will not be showing it here, internet safety all that.
For some little details, my favorite color is pink (obvi), I have 2 cats, I'm INTP-T, and I'm a Scorpio
"What horrors do you offer?"
DSMP analysis, maybe art, who knows
Aroace content (I'm a sad aromantic)
Any fun lingering horrible or maybe even interesting thought that comes to my head
OC CONTENT!!! PLEASE ASK ME ABOUT MY OCS!!!!!
Minecraft as a game and MCYTs, depends if I'm feeling funky and fresh
For my other interests I'll try to stay up to date in the tags. My interests change very rapidly for me and my only "Good old reliable" is mcyts and OCs tbh.
"So who's not safe here then?"
No WS or Dream Team stans. I already know how shit goes when you still talk about DSMP in these days. I will always specify if I am talking about the characters by using "c!" "c" or "dsmp!" btw. If you choose to look on my twitter, understand I am very forward about my views against Dream Team. You interact at your own discretion, I block at my own discretion.
No Bigots in general (Racists, Homophobes, Zionists, etc.).
I don't really have a specific age rule. However, know I am a minor. Think before you speak.
Understand that I am very forward about my views. I tend to keep the content I post here more based in fandom and aroace related stuff, however on particularly twitter I tend to get incredibly political. I prefer explanation and understanding over cruel words and appreciate when people take me into question, but I am not here to coddle you and be gentle in my words. I will say it as it is, not how you want it.
Do we like original stories here? Alright here's my first (and very short) chapter of this kind of weird novella-esk, sci-fi dystopian story. I'll maybe post more. If you like tihylttw, maybe you'll like this. In my nerdiness, I call it......
Reverse Tower Card
A Walk
"Hey Claire?"
"Asking questions with our names tacked on now, huh? What's going on, Alex?"
Claire was smiling, out of place joy radiating through her inflamed and acne covered cheeks. She was like an oil painting hung on a boring wall of smog covered skies and desolate sandy soil. She stood out so much more from the background than Alex who couldn't quite find the same spark. Yet they still moseyed together through the wreckage of what was a fabled place of lucious forest turned to desert.
Alex questioned, "What happens when our rations run out?"
If Alex hadn't been familiarized with Claire's coping, she'd miss the skipped breath Claire used as a means of processing and coming up with a tasteful response.
"We'll start living that dream you talked about in chat rooms where we rely on what we can grow."
Claire's smile lessened, but not in expression of sadness, and instead to relieve her cheeks of the strain of smiling. Alex kicked the sandy dirt as she walked in response to Claire's heavy hopes. Claire was not ignorant to Alex's demotivation nor to her subtle point towards the obvious factor that there was no soil viable for life available. So she followed up her response.
"How 'bout this. We'll start a commune and we'll become big corpo leaders of it and have underlings to work our farms! Get this hell back to where it started!"
Alex scoffed at Claire's follow up response, the contemplating resting face turning into a smile.
"You've certainly got some interesting ideas, government drone."
Alex said it with obvious sarcasm, Claire's response matching Alex's tone.
I'm not gonna lie. I have so much mustard sauce in my house. Okay. It's bad. I tried searching fun mustard sauce kids crafts and nothing. Actually nothing. i don't want to eat the mustard but I also don't want to waste it. I'm 10 seconds from redownloading reddit and going onto a craft subreddit to ask for yellow mustard craft recommendations that I don't have to eat. My tummy hurts from how much mustard I've had to consume.
I've been thinking a lot about fern as of late. (Probably because he's my favorite AT character) In f&C he's just kind of. healed. But part of me wants to know what that looks like.
I have this theory that it was a weighted challenge for him. Those painballs juussstt kept stacking. When he got himself a body in the undergrowth, it lead to a series of difficulties. Last time he had a body it was a result of the grass demon's control. He never really had his own body before. So let's just say it lead to a couple of spirals. Is this his body? Who is he supposed to be now without Finn's identity to lead him? What if this is another trick of the grass demon? It's hard to trust much of any good fortune in a world of use or be used.
Now, yeah I did do the feet wrong, but BUT! I came to realize something about it. If he had the choice to, wouldn't he take the most human form he could get? Now I knowww I could have easily fixed it but feet are hard and these ones weren't half bad so I can't just ctrl+z that away without feeling it. Okay weirdo won't stop talking about feet.
Any who!
I just think there is so much about fern that hits me really hard. From both feeling bad for him, but also the connection I have to some of his key character traits. But that's a post to make later. :-)
Talking about this here cause it kinda feels like screaming into a void and you guys are chill and get me.
But it's very disheartening how much misogyny is downplayed in this community, and in general. I said the word in a recent situation and there was just a sleuth of people claiming I was miss-using it, saying it was "unfair" but it wasn't misogyny, or that it wasn't a big enough issue.
I think misogyny especially is one of those things where people can't separate themselves from their actions. I don't think most people are misogynists. I don't think most people move through the world with intent to harm in general - but we've lost a lot of nuance in how our actions can be misogynist (Or any other kind of discriminatory).
I see... a lot of that in this community... often... And yes, sometimes it is "small" but it's the bricks on a foundation which holds so much more.
Misogyny is not just an issue that exists in a vacuum, it's built into and often connected to so many other issues, racism, homphobia, transphobia etc. None of these issues should be tackled alone, but rather as a lumpsum of intersectionality. By ignoring one, you might as well ignore all the others, which is why even waves pushed by feminists in the past haven't succeeded in the ways we desire.
I think a lot of people came out of this situation seeing me as a whiney victim, which... I could get into how even that in it of itself is a idea perpetrated by misogyny, but I realized a lot of that ideology comes from the basis of communication. When someone enters of conversation with me, or reads a post, they enter with an assumption of what I want out of it.
I am expected to think, communicate, and feel my feelings the same way men are in this space, and as a neurodivergent non-man, I... don't.
I think this valley, this gap is where all nuance goes to die, and I think I'm just exhausted with trying to build a bridge that will never be completed on the other side.
I have much more I could scream about on this topic, but its quite exhausting so I think I'll call it there.
I feel like I've kind of entirely transformed how I'm aro in the past while. It's like weird. I still jive w/ cupio but I've seen myself as definitely in more of the lesbian sense. does this make sense? It's like weird. I crave relationships with particularly women but I don't experience legitimate crushes. I just see opportunities to fulfill a craving for human connection. It's like. Imagine you had a crush on every woman who was nice to you. But it's not really a crush, it's this overall want for something that they can provide. It's weird. love is weird. I don't feel any romance, yet I won't be fulfilled if I'm not loved deeply.
If you’re taking art requests… one scene from my fic that I’m currently writing. Anything you’d want to draw.
not a scene but you mentioned something about seawatt and the chicken and i made this ^_^
everyone read https://archiveofourown.org/works/62566819 noew!!!!!! :3 its so cool...... delves into seawatt and his relationship with religion and how that impacts his relationship with the fighter layer :D
edit: i forgor. @/deepixeriii thanks for your croptop aj design ^_^
"you don't owe anyone anything" You are a tar pit. Speak for yourself. I personally owe the cafe employees my dishes put away and my friends a listening ear and small scared insects a cup and a gentle trip outside. Hyperindividualism is a rancid infection borne of capitalism and willfully misinterpreted therapyspeak and I will defy it by continuing to be kind regardless of whether or not it benefits me personally
I rlly like c!tommy and lynx rlly likes Gladion form pokemon: sun and moon and they're kinda two spoinky idiot losers so I drew them. pls be kind to them. They're not too smart. (Also decided to draw gladion's umbreon and 2 different dsmp chats.)
Weird night last night. I tried The Flavor (for those who know) then went to apple bees where someone had a fucking stroke. If anyone's wondering. the flavor did certainly have a taste. idk what to even say. like it just did. It also neutralized the taste of my c4. so.
I have this HC that Bryony (or should I say Karen in this case) kept a journal for herself while she had to play the wife of Warren. It'd start as a journal of her findings on his behavior and then dissolve into the only thing keeping her sanity. Because she can't tell her fake husband that they're fake married because he went through a for real process of cryonic preservation and it's all very top secret. But somehow that secret isn't even the worst of it because god dammit that ginger maniac who doesn't even know that society would consider him a maniac has emotions that change at the will of the damn tides.
I've been playing such an absurd amount of stardew recently that I've convinced myself that I can make anything from the ground. Which is why I now have a bag of dried chives I cute and dried myself as well as a mortar and pestle that's looking at me in terror. Oh stardew valley, you bring out the fuck around find out type of craftsmanship in me
What is your opinion of Star Trek: The Next Generation?
All that matters is I saw it mentioned in a red valley fic once and gordon porlock felt unexcited by it. then gordon porlock and warren godby talked about their feelings and it was very sweet
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