Hate the stomach's occasional tendency to respond to hunger with nausea. Like babygirl you are NOT helping your case right now by threatening to push the emergency "eject all food now" button!!!
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Hate the stomach's occasional tendency to respond to hunger with nausea. Like babygirl you are NOT helping your case right now by threatening to push the emergency "eject all food now" button!!!
Any time your brain is telling you “this is wrong” or “this is fucked up” listen to that voice. Don’t let people gaslight you into making you think what you’re thinking is wrong. Stand firm in your opinions, morals & values.
Internalized misogyny is a term used most often to explain why women feel humiliated because of their female bodies, why women put down other women, compete for male validation etc, but I think we should start using it for the way women see themselves as an individual too. In most women these days there's a sentiment of 'women can do what they want, its all about choice and preference', but those preferences are shaped by society and its misogyny. That's also internalized misogyny even if no other woman is judged.
If you can support women who rebel against beauty standards but you feel unworthy unless you fit yourself to those misogynistic standards, that is internalized misogyny. If you, personally, can't imagine yourself doing anything because it makes you feel unfeminine and undesirable and therefore less worthy of respect, that's internalized misogyny. If your personal individual choices, goals, attitudes, mannerisms, private sexual desires revolve around being passive or hurt or made less in any way because its just what feels right and natural and even desirable to you, but hinges on you being a woman, that is very much still internalized misogyny. Even if that's not what you think other women should do. It is still a fucked up misogynistic standard with you as both the enforcer and casualty.
I think I’m falling behind in pop culture can we stop writing books and making movies until I catch up. something crazy is about to happen to gilgamesh
u guys know something ive noticed lately in this tumblr pedo discourse era? if you even slightly suggest making perverted sex pests think about how their fetishes, fantasies, & porn consumption cause real harm (not only to themselves but to others around them and society at large), they genuinely think it's some form of oppression or a literal slippery slope to fascism. they genuinely think they're the victims being systemically oppressed in this situation. all because people tell them they'll be rightfully judged & treated as perverted dangerous sex pests if they keep acting like perverted dangerous sex pests
to me it is a tragedy that people are still mystified by leftists who seek to abolish the commodity form, yet still support surrogacy and prostitution, the commodification of female flesh. it’s not a contradiction at all. it has never been a contradiction. men are humans and women are less than cattle. if women do not organize around upending their sexual subordination, the most that women can hope for is libertarianism. men get to have communism. men get to mobilize people for their liberation. to exploit a man constitutes a social, biological and spiritual aberration that must be corrected by any means necessary. to “exploit” a woman simply doesn’t register as objectionable. a non-being’s pain means nothing. what does it mean to exploit a vessel? and a non-being certainly can’t incite a moral objection to its condition, because its condition is null, tantamount to a non-sentient object. mere matter and mass that has no interiority at all. it’s never really hypocritical to care about “human rights” and “liberation” while disregarding women. we have been displaced from that category for thousands of years.
i’ve always thought that people saying things like women are angels, goddesses, or pure is still a form of dehumanization. it sounds positive but it strips women of being seen as human. it places us somewhere above reality, where flaws, anger, desire, and contradictions aren’t allowed. but women are human, and being idealized doesn’t change that. whether women are reduced to objects or elevated to something untouchable, the result is the same. we aren’t seen as real people. women not being recognized as fully human is the baseline problem in society.
"The morally superior nature of women is honored mostly in the abstract, and women are worshiped mostly in the abstract. The worship is worship of a symbol— a symbol manipulated to justify the uses to which fallen women are put."
-- Andrea Dworkin
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I have nobody to talk to about this and seriously never felt so alone. I have a therapist but she wouldn't understand.
I have been a shifter since 2021 but only attempted to shift about a dozen of times and actual serious attempts are probably only a handful too.
My cat recently died. I truly thought that she would get better. But she didn't, so i thought a lot about manifestation because there have been many instances of where i thought something of something to be true, but it wasn't. Isn't that basically against the law of assumption?
Then i got these constant intrusive thoughts that told me a loved one will die now too. So that led me to think more about death itself and my spiritual beliefs, including shifting.
I realized that i barely even tried because i was scared of failure. That i will give up right before i shift or that i would "realize" that it is not real.
I went to the reality shifting subreddit to maybe ease my mind, but found a post of a frustrated individual that hasn’t shifted yet after years of putting effort into it, they said that their life is meaningless and horrible. That is basically my worst fear.
What if i am wasting my time and energy? What if it's not real? There doesn't seem to have much evidence. Atleast i haven’t seen it.
People say that i can believe it regardless but then i might as well believe in anything. I am afraid of being a fool who ignores the truth because they are uncomfortable with it.
Meditation Log #2
there wasn’t much to update on these past few days, but i finally saw an improvement today
i set my timer to 8 minutes and focused on my breath. i did that for what felt like 3 minutes. i decided to implement affirmations into it. breathe in-breathe out-affirmation-breathe in… 🔁 that’s where i made a mistake, if u can call it that. i started thinking of affirmations to use and it got me to wander off without even realizing it. i got back to just breathwork, which helped but some thoughts still bothered me quite a bit.
i got a bit impatient after getting distracted but i made it to 8 mins this time. i now know what i should be doing now, atleast until i‘m advanced enough to to focus on both affirmations and breath/mindfullness
Meditation Log #1
I wanted to start meditating for a while now, but always kind of forgot so i’ll start doing these logs to remind myself and track my progress
i started off with a guided meditation, which was a good introduction but the narrator's voice startled and annoyed me after i wanted to be in the moment and affirm on my own. so I turned it off and used a timer with ambience music instead. it was set at 8 minutes but i stopped at 6 and a half. i am overall a bit dissatisfied, i also let myself get too distracted but it’s a start.
You ever talking to your friend and they just start having a crisis like 'what are we gonna do with our lives, we only have one shot at life' or 'I think I'll just have to realise that I'll never be rich 😔' and you're like 'yeah 😞' but deep down you know that you're gonna shift to your fame dr that night where you're rich and can do whatever you want but you can't tell them that because they'll think you've gone insane?
this is gonna get me boo’d maybe but i think lusting & fantasizing yourself with another person in your dr while being romantically involved with a different person (here or in another dr) is cheating but maybe that’s me being asexual & having an outside perspective on romantic relationships.
an example being if you have a bf / gf in your cr & you’ve shifted / are planning to shift to date someone else. even if it’s not physically cheating, it could be seen in your partners eyes as emotionally cheating.
im not gonna shit on anyone or say “don’t do that” cause it’s your life but it’s always confused me that if you’re dating someone & not in an open relationship, why would you want someone else if you’re happy with your current partner ? ik things aren’t always black & white & there’s room to argue the opposite of “it’s a different reality” but you’re aware you’re doing it.
That’s what i’m saying !!
Yeah it’s another reality, but you’re consciously choosing to go to that one to be with someone else.
I would be heartbroken if i found out my s/o did that without talking to me about it tbh
Cw for sexual aks/images, transphobia, slurs, ableism, and more tbh
Okay so lemme give you a quick backstory. I'm sure that you all remember that post that @ottosoros made about that account that was sending sexual messages/asks. I reblogged it and went about my week.
Today, I was going through my notifications when I saw this: (cw mostly applies here and below)
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So ofc I'm like "wtf ??? 🤢🤢" so I went to message @vixilic about it. Turns out they followed her too like !?!?
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They didn't send a message (thank god), but it's still weird. So I was like, "imma make a post abt this cus it's clear that this isn't an isolated incident." So I start my plans to make this post when vixi sent me another post they made
Post found below
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So at first glance it doesn't seem like much. Just some tweets abt JK bs. Then I scrolled and saw what they said (warning for slurs ahead)
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I swear to fuck it just keeps on getting worse with that person 🤦♀️. So I'm like "my post keeps getting longer and longer." Keep in mind, all this time I've never actually clicked on their ask, cause I had no intention of answering, but I wanted to see it fully in case they said more or smth (I regret this sm) so when I went to my asks and saw theirs, I saw a (blurred) picture. I clicked on it and it showed a nsfw picture (I censored it here but putting the picture, another warning)
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So at this point I'm more than uncomfortable. A stranger online is sending me a straight up nude. Even if it was blurred (by tumblr, mind you) it was still unsolicited and uncalled for. I went through their liked posts and they have gotten interactions from people who are willing participants, so I don't understand why they felt the need to do this. They have also interacted with posts within the manifestation part of tumblr.
They sent me an ask then followed me, both requiring to click on my account. Even if you spend 30 secs on it, you'll clearly be able to see my age (without even having to scroll
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I am a minor, a MINOR being sent explicit asks by a rando online. That '07 does not stand for 1907 😭😭🙏🙏. If you get an ask from them or something similar, please block them and don't interact. Be careful yall
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HOW TO SHIFT (for dummies)
— this information is what I picked up from the book i’m currently reading ‘Becoming Supernatural by Dr. Joe Dispenza’ (I highly suggest reading)
— all shifting is/quantum jumping is, is shifting your awareness to a different reality
• meditate until you get into a no thought zone/state
+ this may take minutes for some people and hours for others but you need to take the time. if you are impatient, try the 68 seconds of pure thought by Abraham Hicks -> watch this video
+ pure thought states make it easier for the brain to simply manifest
• be aware
+ or in other words, acknowledge your reality beyond your senses, begin to understand your reality and that it is already yours
In Dr. Dispenza’s book it says
‘The only way you can exist in the quantum is as awareness…
experience this realm is with your awareness’
as in, the reality you have has and been created long before, you just became aware that it existed and you’re learning how to become aware in it. creation is already finished.
Hey I've been a shifter for 4/5 years now. I haven't shifted but I'm not giving up. But I've been having doubts about it, religiously. I know it's not against any religion, but I've been seeing comments on tik tok of people asking if it is and I'm started question it myself. I just need reassurance that it's not.
Hello Anon,
i can’t tell you if shifting is against your specific religion, but i can assure you that it’s not against any of the major world religions.
Following shifters of your religion could help, if you still get doubts.
Let me know if you need anymore help !!
hey guys there's this blog who's reaching out to people to help them with their manifestation and then asking sexual questions they also previously had an account called "Jungkookhottestcvmsucker where they would promise to enter the void for other people in exchange of their masterbating videos
please stay safe and report that acc or if they reach out to you block+report them.
(had to censor the user of the person who sent me this for privacy reasons)