DNI: Zoophiles, terfs, trump supporters, homophobes, transphobes, pedophiles, antifurry, antitherian, Thangyu haters (this is all i talk abt rn...)
Hi! I'm ghost, but you can call me ollie still!
They/he/it transmasc
my sexuality is unknown (i think abro??? idk brah)
I have ADHD, Autism, bipolar, DID, and anxiety
I LOVE THE OUTSIDERS
Music i like: SKZ (my bias is seungmin), Will wood, ICP (no i dont support violent jay), Poor mans poison, PTV, femtanyl, Wilbur soot (idrk whats going on w him but his voice is nice!), BBNO$, Mccafferty, Oingo Boingo, THS, ZB1, BOYNEXTDOOR
Fandoms: SKZ, dandy's world, SQUID GAME, pokemon, DSMP (i dont support dream), TADC, Helluva boss/hazbin (I dont support vivziepop), No I'm Not a Human, Thats Not My Neighbor
Favorite/comfort youtubers: Markiplier, MandJTV, PM7, Clawed_beauty101, Frederick chen, IShowSpeed
twitch: ollie_goober26
Youtube: @/coquette_airfryer
ask caine side blog: @ask-caine-things
vent acc: @zoober-not-goober
ask thanos side blog: @legend-thanos
tags
#zootedzoober = weird/random posting
#ollie yaps = me yapping
I've not been posting lately. why? i got a phone! :D buuuuuut tumblr is blocked on it... But im okay!
tw: abuse, grooming, suicide, self harm
On october 4th, 2024, people were sent to my house to do a wellness check on me. I told someone that once I figured out how, I would kill myself (i am doing better). my dad looked through my phone, seeing the various older guys I was talking to on discord at the time. and as much as i villianized him for this in the past, he did the right thing, and took my phone. A year, however, was a bit extreme.
when i first made this account, i was using my deseased mothers laptop. which after another hospital visit, got taken too. then, i started going to my grandparents bi-weekly, and i logged in on the family computer, which is what i am posting on right now.
so, how is everything now?
short answer; good. however, more descriptively, I'm burnt out. I have been going through rollercoasters and mood swings, which have left me suicidal and relapsing on self-harm. but i know where and how to reach out if I reach crisis level. But generally, I am really happy.
Why the abuse warning?
Because my dad. He threatened to take my phone, which restricts me of any contact to people in my support system, if i was suicidal again, or if CPS came to the house again. He smokes weed in the house, and his son (4) has had his first hit of a vape 10 years younger then i did. every time cps came, he lied.
are you and Ace still together?
Yep! and in a healthy relationship!! I love them more than life itself!!!
What happened to maddie and miracle?
we're not friends anymore. Maddie got caught talking shit about me in a group chat I'm in, and miracle followed with her.
why no youtube uploads?
no motivation and new channel!!! it's @/kei_so_cool!
can we expect future posts?
yes, but not on side blogs. I'm tired of pretending to be something im not.
average attemp at me trying to play a game with Ace
me: I can play at 9:30??
her: Okie dokie!!!
*at 9:30*
me: wanna call so we cam play???
her: *doesn't answer*
*2 hours later*
Me: now do you wanna??
her: *still doesnt answer*
(I'm sorry if I forget some I love all of you my brain just has a max capacity for url memorization I'll try to get as many as possible tho and sorry if some of you didn't want to be tagged)
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