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less of a poem, more of a reminder. ( ఌ )

#my aesthetic #flame #wise mind #recovery #affirmations #prose #literature

they’ll dump you like yesterday’s leftovers, telling you that they don’t have the emotional capacity for a relationship, and then go run off to someone else when you stop chasing them the way they want

#are other people just entertaining pawns to you #get out of your self-pitying bullshit and take accountability for once in your life #or be gone from my space forever #delete the accounts you keep because of me and forget about me #or else stand up and own up to everything #either one will heal me

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did it feel good when you threw away the love of your life like garbage?

except you never really loved me. and when i realized that, my love for you died, too.

someone who loves me would never do to me the things you did.

very angy that it’s so hot right now I can’t wear my collar to bed without waking up with an eczema sweat rash dammit

#vent post

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at first glance I thought the second photo of the earbuds was two teeny tiny skeletons all curled up inside an apple and honestly??? That’s how I wish I could be buried.

#til death do us part bitch #my aesthetic #flame #writing ideas

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some moral ocd haver with 4 followers: hmmm.... i dont know... saying puppies dont deserved to be kicked seems kind of risky. what if im not as well-spoken as i think and people misunderstand me and think im actually pro puppies getting kicked? maybe this can just stay in the drafts. i dont want to come off as an deplorable force of evil

#op why you gotta call me out like that tho #god I wish I had the spoons of my youth to spend hours crafting a perfectly irrefutable post #but I don’t have it in me anymore because there’s always some shithead who will come along and find SOMETHING to complain about

I saw the movie Leviticus in theaters today, and besides the absolute troglodytes talking behind me THE ENTIRE FUCKING MOVIE, it was pretty good and I really enjoyed how gay it was ^-^

#but seriously people who talk during the movie at theaters should be taken out back and shot #no spoilers but I’m so glad it has a relatively happy ending #the movie needs a massive trigger warning for parental abuse though :(#leviticus #gay #super gay shit #mlm #lgbt #queer #horror #happyposting

Grateful that it never worked out with my exes, so that the door would be open for you. Grateful that I never gave up. Grateful I didn’t shy away from showing you who I really am. Grateful that I’m starting to find my place in this world.

#recovery #wise mind #catharsis #radical acceptance #flame

Gonna start teasing the hell out of people and picking play fights until it turns into angry sex with someone and I’ve got them pinned with my dick down their throat

#my aesthetic #flame #I ain’t even on t yet #I can’t wait #ill be an absolute monster #consensually #I just really like subby babygirl transfems/femboys who need help admitting how much they like it #hornyposting

As a GAY person during GAY MONTH it is not only my right to bitch and moan as much as I damn well please, but I am in fact LEGALLY OBLIGATED to do so. I HAVE to complain at least once per day or the feds will come for me.

#lgbt #queer #lgbt pride #queer pride #pride month #pride

I volunteered at my first Pride festival the other day. I met up with some other people from the DSA before my shift, and I felt like they were pretty engaged with me and wanted to get to know me. Someone else and I got tarot readings done. I thought my reading really nailed a lot of my life circumstances on the head; I got a lot out of it, and it gave me a deep sense of hope.

During my volunteer shift almost everyone I talked to seemed kind and helpful. One of the volunteer coordinators is someone I recently fell out with, and yet she especially was giving me a lot of praise and positive encouragement. I felt respected and seen even by random vendors or festival-goers.

It felt good, and I felt loved.

#recovery #flame #catharsis #healing #pride #lgbt #pride month #queer #lgbt pride #queer pride #happyposting

they’ll dump you like yesterday’s leftovers, telling you that they don’t have the emotional capacity for a relationship, and then go run off to someone else when you stop chasing them the way they want

#pathetic and disgusting #vent post #radical acceptance #“If I can’t make it work with you then I can’t make it work with anyone else”#and how’d that go for you?