ill get out of this hole

[4ante-meridiem]

screaming so loud in my head i cant even speak 

[4ante-meridiem]

im starting over i dont care if no one sees but i need a place to express my thoughts so now im just gonna post random ass thoughts that go through my mind 

[4ante-meridiem]

noisy streets rain pouring messy room, flowy curtains vague music playing empty cup of tea next door neighbor talks,     Im looking out the window with my head on my knees thinking, "𝘋𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘩𝘰𝘮𝘦?

busy morning thoughts 

[4ante-meridiem]

No, I'm not mean. You just convinced yourself of a future that will never exist

late night thoughts

[4ante-meridiem]

If I jump off it would only cripple me not kill me.

Myself to myself

[4ante-meridiem]

If you already know I don't want you then stop trying. You beg and beg, it's not going to work. Or else... or else you will tempt me. Watch me be a bitch and slowly break you're heart. I'll leave you empty handed without a care in the world.

Cookie 🍪

[4ante-meridiem]

You are as strong as the weakest person.

Unknown

[4ante-meridiem]

I hate you and you're annoying, but low key you're my favorite.

Cookie 🍪

[4ante-meridiem]

I wish you were mine.

[4ante-meridiem]

Don’t apologize when you have absolutely no idea what I’m mad about.

Cookie 🍪

[4ante-meridiem]

Maybe they made the sunrise for people like us, so we have an excuse to why we're still up now.

Family of the year

[4ante-meridiem]

I can never understand what's going on in your mind. You ignore me, but at my lowest you show up. You say you don't love me, but you act like you do.

Cookie 🍪

[4ante-meridiem]

In this life I was told I would face failures, liars, and hardships. I would have never thought for a second or guessed… it was going to be you.

Cookie 🍪

[4ante-meridiem]

Dammit... I'm so infatuated with you. I swear, even with one look, all the fatigue in the world will go away.

Cookie 🍪

[4ante-meridiem]

My type of relationship

*being annoying and poking arm* Her: hey Hey Haaaaaaaay HEEEEEEY HHEEEEY HEY hey HEEEEEY

Him: WHAT DO YOU WANT?!?

Her: pls love me.

Him: FUCK YOU!!! *quickly pulls her shirt and plants a huge kiss*

[4ante-meridiem]

omg I’m done. Too damn cute

[4ante-meridiem]

- Cookie 🍪