My letter to you ~
You were such a high
I clung to your every word
Your voice intoxicating
Face that put me in daze
My mind became fixated
of that feeling
of that chase
You had me smilling
Laughing till my lungs gave out
I dreamt about you
Such a shame
Never got to properly hold you
A would be kiss lost in vain
A ghost of how we yearned
Wasn't our time or place
If we only spoke up sooner
Would it have worked?
Put our pride aside
though we came from different worlds
I tried to put on a front but
you saw right through
My imperfections I hated
were breathtaking to you
We tried to fight it
You never wanted love
Status was your drug
from one girl to the next was your thing
I no better but substances was my addict
Your vape , my weed
Your blue eyes to my green
Life of the party
to a person who rather sleep
I'm a floater well known
a friend to all but not caught up
in the group scene
To busy working to survive
You on the other hand had evrything
money no problem
That was our bridge
My vision was grey
Yours to bright
Blonde to my black
Funny to my serious
No one wanted us together
It's embarrassing how we held on
Your were caring one day
then cold the next
I try to move on and forget
I gave mixed signals not being honest
You yearned for me
I longed for you
This my letter to us
love seeking fools
Goodbye
















