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i have dpd and avpd 

[7o3r7249]

tdpdfw your dp suddenly talks about someone (like their s/o who is a Not You) and your mood drops so hard. and you lose the motivation to do anything. and you want to tell them to not talk about this person/people when you’re alone because it makes you feel like shit, but saying that will make them feel like shit, thus make you feel like shit so you bottle up your emotions.

[7o3r7249]

so I’ve been really upset and stressed out frequently and my depended would talk to me while I was upset but they dont??? ask me what’s wrong? and I can’t vent? I don’t get a chance to let my feelings out and sometimes I feel like they’re just trying to change the subject or move me past it… I always ask what’s wrong and if they want to talk about it when they’re upset but they don’t do the same to me? am i doing smth wrong… what do I do…. it makes me feel really bad because I feel like they don't care about me or my issues even when I make it clear I'm upset and won't stop being upset but I don't want to push it but also... I want them to ask meee

[7o3r7249]

*accidentally hurts and triggers depended* I'll go kill myself now I don't deserve them anymore

[relatabledpdfeels]

tdpdfw ur obviously :) very upset and feeling left out :) and ur depended doesn't even notice or care bc they're too busy paying attention to literally everyone else other than you and u just :) die :)

[7o3r7249]

i love when my depended leaves without saying where they're going or why and won't answer my messages or posts for a long time and i get a panic attack

[7o3r7249]

also knowing that it’s not okay for you to do something but it’s okay if your dpnd does

[7o3r7249]

the thing that probably hurts the most is knowing your depended is seeking out other people and ignoring you because they're mad at you and are sad and it's all your fault even though you can provide the same exact thing for them