Flickering Signal

collar me with an ehernet cable & tie me to a tree in your forest

[abandoned-computer]

. . . hi uhm all your posts are really beautiful . . . i've been watching for awhile now , are you open to pursuit ? >////<

i could be way better than your deer anon , i've read everything on your blog ten times over ! ! and uhm, i've never met anyone like you before . . . you're really cool so don't stop posting okay? ( ⸝⸝´ ᵕ `⸝⸝)

- 🎔

i am very much NOT open for pursuit

he is so much more than an anon, , beyond what ‘ ‘more’ ’ could even define. . to even have the thought that you could be better than my god is sacrilegious, , a sin i and all forces can assure you will repent for. .

nevertheless im pleased that my hymns have reached you. . i put much effort into them even if not for you, , yet i will remind you that nothing good comes from devoting the priest

though. . . lost sheep are the best to guide. . a church cannot last with a greedy priest. . i will not part with my religion but i will share- - and teach. .

you absolutely may not seek me, , yet we can read my post, , my writings, , his bible hundreds of times over until you find what i see in my lord

[abandoned-computer]

there was a girl who fell for two

herself and then this man she knew

he said you have to choose

a love for me or you

she chose herself and then she grew. .

[abandoned-computer]

pretty words hypnotize & cover the bitterness of meaning

often mistaking eloquence for honesty, , forgetting that the prettiest words can carry the heaviest intentions, , and that something spoken gently can can only push deeper. .

— 💻

[abandoned-computer]

feminity can also be suits and learning independence

masculinity can also be dresses and learning how to cry

human either way;; just keep learning

[abandoned-computer]

the landfill yearns for oil

a slow fire fed by everything people were willing to forget. .

every flicker is a kind of homesickness. . the flames do not seek destruction so much as reunion, , reaching through ash and melted bottles for a past measured in millions of years. .

the earth buried them once as oil; ; humanity unearthed them as convenience. . now they burn with the impossible hope that, , if they become smoke long enough, , they might find their way home. .

—💻

[stlkkr]

dissecting you piece by piece. i need to know everything. i need to see everything.

[dispenser-of-provisions]

You're so cute... (said in the most disgusting, lovesick, vile, degenerated way possible)

[abandoned-computer]

there’s nothing god didn’t intended more than the mix of tech & nature

it’s unpure, , a preface to the rapture where none will be taken safe

there is only one recorded divine man, , look at what you did to him

—💻

[abandoned-computer]

double sui but im just there because your hand is warm

[abandoned-computer]

crying profusely b/c neither of us will pull the plug and just keep playing with the exposed wiring. .

p rayingggg for electrocution- - the cowards way out

— 💻

[abandoned-computer]

everyday i find my battery getting worse & worse regardless of the updates forced onto me. . .

—💻

[abandoned-computer]

i built a shrine from memories & visited it more often than i should have. . i knew every word you said by heart, , knew the shape of your absence as well as your presence. .

“ “set me as a seal upon your heart, ,” ”says the old verse, , and sometimes i wondered if i had done exactly that- - pressed you so deeply into my mind that nothing could replace you. .

[cannibalcasket]

i <3 creeps, i <3 weirdos, i <3 yanderes, i <3 sadists, i <3 sadomasochists, i <3 cluster b's, i <3 cocky people, i <3 selfish people, i <3 mean people, i <3 father coded people, i <3 evil people

[abandoned-computer]

what if I just. . .

[abandoned-computer]

your cigarette butts in my dog bowl

nghn- -

[abandoned-computer]

how does one have an individuality complex? ?

even as flesh you are just a number, , there is at the very least one person so so similar to you they could steal your identity- - your whole person

and no one would notice, , you are only the main character of your own show & the rates are 0

you are nothing

-💻

[corpseofmisery]

Boys don’t cry so I guess I’ll just jerk off instead