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obscure

There is an obscure space,

Filled with darkness.

A place too full to be called empty

yet something disturbing makes it hollow

making it hard for me to breathe.

The only light visible is similar to a mirage,

vanishing as it is approached closer...

Does it really exist?

This pitch darkness consumes the deserted soul every moment that passes by.

A vacant soul,

abandoned by time,

afloat in the empty space filled with guilt and doubt.

The mirage still forms,

the human heart breaks...

...too silently to be heard.

The abandoned soul still stays afloat in the obscure space,

making it the only place it has ever known.

Is this obscure darkness the place where it belongs?

#Darkness #Poetry #Poem #Spilled ink #Soul #Guilt #Obscure #mental health #i am slowly going insane

jojotichakorn

sometimes, pushing a ceo off a flight of stairs is the ethical thing to do

abookworm

Very mindful

fandomfairyuniverse

The fact that gam and po both broke up with their partners because they genuinely believed it was the best choice so that said partners could keep their group together and have all of their dreams come true only for the group to be separated anyway and for everyone to be completely shattered because money is more important that any of them is. Like. I just.

It makes me want to launch pemika into the sun I’ll tell you that much

A song so beautiful that it makes you feel butterflies and cry tf out at the same time....like wdym I was smiling while listening to Est's voice a few days ago and today I am crying my eyes out

#thamepo #thamepo heart that skips a beat #est supha #your last #william jakrapatr #thamepo the series #thame x po #williamest

For Thame to grow, he had to leave for Korea

For MARS to grow, they had to focus on being 4 and improving individual areas of talent

For Po to grow, he had to leave the one he loved.

Sometimes, not just for our growth, but also for those around us....we need to make decisions that will be hard.

But can't we all grow without things having to change?

#thamepo heart that skips a beat #thamepo #thamepo the series #thame x po #william jakrapatr #est supha #williamest

williamests

what do you mean "being with you is what i do for myself" is not a line from a jane austen novel but what thame said to po? i swear to god, it is the most romantic line ever.

chaismarkji

Love that Po has witnessed so many types of people "leaving" since getting close to MARS. That was something he needed to see and experience for himself.

1. He saw Thame leaving MARS behind in hopes of helping them reach their dreams.

2. He saw Jun tearing apart the group in hopes of Thame choosing himself for once.

3. He saw Dylan give up being a "serious rapper" to stay with MARS.

4. He saw Pepper ready to leave the group for love.

5. He saw Nano step away because he believed he wasn't useful or extraordinary as the others.

6. He saw Gam give up the love of her life so he can keep his career.

7. He even saw the fans + Bifern choosing to leave the fandom or choosing to stay.

Now Po is going to experience being forced to be the one who leaves. Something he never thought he’d do because he viewed leaving people behind as selfish and uncaring. But he’s now seen both sides of that, the good and the bad. Choosing to leave doesn’t always mean you are being selfish like Earn. Sometimes it means that you care so much you will even break your own heart for another person. This whole situation is healing a side of Po that was broken and he doesn’t even know it yet.