im so freaking lonely i wish i had anyone i could speak up to rn but i dont, i feel like an asshole i feel like i did something wrong every one of my "friends" say they like me but then they wont talk to me for weeks sometimes for months i dont have anyone who is really close to me and it makes me so fuckin miserable. i could die here and nobody would fuckin care. every time someone talks to me its because they need help they need an advice and thats all.











