SaturnTheJaxSimp

Heya!! I'm a weirdo who loves vore. Dont question it, I can't get rid of it. Call me Saturn or Sigma!! She/Her | Straight | Jax simp | Not NSFW but I'm over 18 DNI WITH MY BLOG IF YOU DONT LIKE VORE But if you wanna see my art, just type #myart Or wanna read a non-vore fic? Just type #nonvore

[adepressedsigma]

Jax x Ragatha!User || Love under the Moon

Requested by @Ragatha001 :333

It was peaceful.

Stars. They shone ever so brightly. Along with the moon, she glistened no matter what. The constellations shifted gently like trees swaying with the wind.

You enjoyed the stargazing. Nobody to bother you.

“Well, look what the cat dragged in!” A familiar yet…annoying voice. *sigh* Jax.

“Just when I thought I could have a moment of peace to myself… How are you, Jax.?” You asked to let go of the bad mood. “Pfft, me? Y’know I’m always fine.” His words oozed like poison. He lazily flopped on the soft, digital grass, letting out a deep sigh.

“…is this what you do in your free time or what?” Jax finally asked. You slowly nodded, mesmerised by the sapphire sky as it slowly painted itself. “Pfft, seems fitting for someone like you. An old lady who needs herself a walking stick.~” He joked, amused at your flustered state.

“Jax, I’m only 30! We have an 8 year difference!” You told him. God, he has to make everything so weird. Jax snorted and lay back on the grass. “You’re proving my point though. You’re stiff with jokes. Only old people do that.”

Damn he was right. You groaned in frustration and stood up. You moved somewhere else and hugged your knees. Jax watched you go with a confused look on his face. Did he take it too far or what?

He slowly sat down with you, looking up at the moon. You slowly shifted away from him, touching the grass. He had to say something. “…Y’know. You remind me of the moon sometimes.” That caught your attention.

You looked at him for a second. “There’s my doll!” He said at his ruffled your hair, holding you in a headlock. “H-HEY! LET GO! AHAH-” Jax further messed up your hair, taking your laughter as a victory for him. You sit there, looking at him. “…well. Finish off what you said.” “Said what?” “...”

He couldn’t bear to see your disappointment but…he couldn’t get close. Goddamnit. “..OHH! THAT? Pfft, I just said that to catch your attention.”

What a waste. You sighed, disappointed. You looked up at the stars glimmering through the sky.

Suddenly an arm was wrapped around your shoulder. Jax. Jax pulled you closer to him.

“Look. I said it to catch your attention. But I didn’t say it was false.”

Your face heated up. Heavily. “Are you SERIOUSLY blushing? I mean, hey, I’m pretty handsome myself.” He plucks the bow off your head and attaches it to his chest. “See? The most handsomest rabbit you’ve ever seen!” You laugh. He just looked silly.

“You just look cute now. Not saying you weren’t cute..I MEAN, I AM SO, SO, SO SORRY FOR SAYING THAT! I-I DIDN’T KNOW WHAT I WAS SAYING AND-” Jax sighed, knowing that your apologies just wouldn’t take an end.

Something. Soft. On the lips. He…kissed you.

“..Now shut up. I did that ONLY for you to zip it. Not because I like ya.” And he casually leaned back, fiddling with the bow he took from you.

Maybe he lied about not liking you.

[adepressedsigma]

Hi, sorry to bother you... I just wanted to ask if you do Bunnydoll, I won't have much time to look at your whole profile! That's all, kisses. 💋💖

Made it for ya <3

[adepressedsigma]

@justanimaniac

HES SO FUN TO DRAW AAAHHHHHH

[adepressedsigma]

I normally don’t draw but uhhh…

be blessed ✨

@kenniilovesthethicc

[the-cookie-monster-tm]

TAG GAME!!!!!!!!! get to know your mutuals better <3333

(if any question makes you uncomfortable, don't answer lol)

What is your favorite animal? (mine is a black panther)

What weather+season combo is your favorite? (mine is summer+light storm)

Would you rather know when you die, or how you die? (how I die)

whats your gay story if you have one, feel free to make it as long or as short as you want (I questioned if I liked girls for three years, then I though I was bi, then pan, then bi again, then Omni, then Omni sexual biromantic, then lesbian omniromantic, then lesbian, and I've questioned whether I'm on the ace spectrum or not, and I don't know yet lol)

what made you smile today? (my girlfriend shoving my face in her lap... I love being womanhandled 🤤)

Whats your comfort food? (anything cheesy but especially mac n cheese or cheesy ramen)

What was the last show/movie you watched, and if you were put in that conflict without any plot armor, would you survive? (band of brothers, NO)

now... what's your favorite number? take the last digit of that number and tag that number of mutuals. for example, my favorite number is 69, so I'm tagging 9 mutuals :)

@will-grahams-gun @willgrahamsbum @sapphicola @willgrahamsscars @willgrahamscervix @willgrahamsprostate @jazzzeepy @armadillocrossing @willgrahamsbouncingbulge

[thedogbard]

thanks for the tag!!

Favourite animal: dogs. Always dogs. I've loved dogs since I was a baby, there's no stopping me now🐾

favourite weather/season: spring, with beautiful sunny days and budding flowers, but cold enough that there's stunning frosts in the morning

I'd much rather know WHEN I die, I think

Gay story (if it even counts): Probably bi, and I've sort of known it for years, but I never really thought about it or even declared it to be bisexuality until recently

what made me smile: talking and joking about my most recent achievement. Oh, and my dog right now is trying to swim on the carpet, that's always funny🙃

comfort food: anything with warm cheese (toasties, pizzas, etc). And chocolate.

I've been watching Sherlock BBC, the Reichenbach Fall. Uh, I doubt I'd survive three minutes against Moriarty.

My favourite number is 19. So...9 mutuals?

@smorose @learningtoliveanddream11 @cecil-speaks @blarn-ified @everasolace @korri-the-glowstick @shogun-midnight @make-me-president @astracaedes

[learningtoliveanddream11]

@thedogbard Thanks for the tag! <3

What is your favorite animal? I love cats. I've had them my whole life and will likely have at least one at any given time until I die.

What weather+season combo is your favorite? I know it's cliche, but I love sunny, spring/summer days. It can rain, but the sun has to come out. It can be hot, mild or cold. Just needs to be sunny and green.

Would you rather know when you die, or how you die? I'd rather not know either. I'm not a responsible enough life form for that kind of knowledge.

What's your gay story if you have one, feel free to make it as long or as short as you want. *gestures vaguely* Sorry, adventurer. You don't have enough XP to unlock that story.

What made you smile today? I watched a few Randy Feltface clips.

What's your comfort food? The thing that's currently a comfort / dopamine food for me is a really freaking good salad. Doesn't matter what kind really. Crisp lettuce. Fresh ingredients. Slightly heavy handed dressing. *bites lip* Oh, yeah.

What was the last show/movie you watched, and if you were put in that conflict without any plot armor, would you survive? Last TV Show: Ted Lasso - Please send me there. I'd love it. Last Movie: See How They Run (2022 Comedy/Mystery) - I'd be insufferable but delighted to be there. Lack of rights aside, I love that era and Agatha Christie / mysteries in general.

My favorite number is 11, but 1 seems lonely, so I'm doing 11... Feel free to play, but no pressure! I'm tagging the blogs I remember playing mutuals games previously... based on my flawed, swiss cheese like memory. Please forgive me.

@penguinhi40 @ihopeineverloseyou19 @fire-girl-is-here-yo @dogheadedsaints @hotpickle33 @off-the-record13 @cecil-speaks @concreteloveangels @shesaidclud @eatz-nach @dogheadedsaints

Other mutuals or even random blogs, feel free to tag me and join in! <3

[fire-girl-is-here-yo]

Tanks for the tag, I love tag games! Salad is so satisfying tho (and easy to make) I almost make some for every lunch,just have to figure out how to make it filling enough rip

Favourite animal: I should probably say something special but I just really like royal poodles… anyway they’re basically the mix of like alpaca, wolf, sheep and bird

What weather+season combo is your favourite: Idk if i stop and listen to the vibe sometimes I’ll feel it. Obviously sun is naturally super good. Or hear me out those days kinda really dry heat when you only stand there and you’re hot, and the road is burning your feet so you run for the shadows… or really anytime I hear a bird I’m happy, it’s like someone calling my name

Would you rather know when you die or how you die: at first I thought both would be horrible, then maybe the how I die so I can be carful, but then thought I wouldn’t want to wast my life trying not to die (instead of writing 24/7 yunno) so neither

What’s your gay little story if you have one, feel free to make it short of long: it’s midnight so let’s make it short, pretty easy. Getting a boyfriend, going in the spa, thinking uw not abs please hide that shit, feeling like I was kissing a goddamn (wet) wall, doing some lill research and finding that queer lill purple flag. Then the “I’m so cooked/but I’m so cool/but I’m so cooked” phase, along with the “fuck fuck I have to tell him” and “I don’t what to see him he’s so fucking tactile” then the “breakup cuz I pushed him away” phase. Then the “tank god I don’t have to spend my life with one person forever” phase. Then the “gonna put my ace sticker on my mug” phase (cuz if i date again will start with that conversation). Aircraft launch! Will it make it to the moon!?

What made you smile today: watching Word Of Honour with my sister earlier, making jokes as to how it must be so fucking horny in the book without the censorship. Ho they’ve been left alone? Zeng Xu is hurt, he will probably need help taking a bath yunno… that went well in the Untamed…! ho yeah Wen Kenxing you just brushing your “wife’s” hair… nothing gay there… yes leave them alone…! Ho my god they must have been eating each other’s mouth right now in front of everyone in the book! “Gotta beat that evil’s ass but first lemme slap my man’s.” Zeng Xu should be mad at his wife rn but I can’t blame him, I wouldn’t either if my man was so fucking cuteeeee

Comfort food: idk sugary? Wait no, black olives. Me, the can, a spoon and happiness.

Last show movie you watched and if you were put in it would you survive in it: Word of Honour and… no I’d probably die? Or get married off? Or I’d die because of how dumb the Martial Art World global population is. No I’d find a gorgeous Chinese man and ask him to be my (martial art) master. Or better! One of those gorgeous evil Chinese warrior women… ho yeah

For the number thing not sure what a digit is but I’ll assume it’s the last number of a number. However my favourite number is 10, so 0, so that sucks… well guess I’m reply on my omnipotence on everyone’s dash! Nay still gonna tag lill bit of people and anyone who wants to can join

@1-key @nebulas-stars @ani-is-my-username @niks-does-art @squibwashereat3am @omnipitant-duck @unan-zin @moonlight-lunna

[niks-does-art]

Thx for the tag!

Favorite animal: I've got 3 : i like pigeons, turtles and lizards idk why. My number 1 favorite animal used to be pandas tho, so as a result I have so much panda stuff that was given to me when I was little

What weather+season combo is your favorite: My favorite season is autumn because of the leaf colors, it is so pretty. That combined with the morning just after rain because of the smell of the wet asphalt/dirt and maybe à little fog is just wonderful

Would you rather know how you die or when you die: Neither, I'm way too anxious for that. But if I have to answer i would say when, because then I have like a deadline for all the stuff I can do I guess, and it's better than knowing how I die and then being paranoid of that thing for the rest of my life (except if it's of old age)

What's your gay little story if you have one, feel free to make it short or long: The way I discovered I liked girls was that I imagined if it would bother me to kiss and stuff with my best friend and I ended up falling in love with them because of that. When he came out as trans later and I wasn't interested anymore was also when I found out I probably wasn't interested in guys.

What made you smile today: it's still à bit early today so I'll tell what made me smile yesterday! It doesn't make much sense in english but I'll try.

My mom had left some used pieces of good smelling wax out and my brother had crumbled them up, so my mom told him off and was like "You made seeds (rough translation, in that context it means crumbs) out of my wax!" And my brother responded "J'appelle ça grainer!" Wich translates with "I call that ejaculating!" (Graine means seed) Wich is a ref to a comedy show from years ago too, so it was hilarious and everybody laughed so much, but I didn't expect my mom to laugh too, so I was very happy and laughed to tears

Comfort food: I've got a list : tacos, homemade pizza (the dough my dad makes is delicious), ravioli and other italian filled pasta and finally sushi on the special occasions we get it

Last show you watched and if you were put in it would you survive: I started the new season of Heartbreak High and I'm pretty sure I would survive, I would just stay away from the chaos. The only downside is that the show is set in Australia and I'm terrified of the big spiders they got there

My favorite number is 4! So ill tag 4 mutuals

Don't feel any pressure to reblog tho!

@piinkechooo @terrapintech @prinix @bean-fish

[terrapintech]

ooh thank u for tagging meee!!! :D

What is your favorite animal? bunny :) but also turtle!!! bunny has been the longstanding favorite, tho What weather+season combo is your favorite? I like the fall when it is sunny with a breeze! Would you rather know when you die, or how you die? When I die whats your gay story if you have one, feel free to make it as long or as short as you want : i present in a way that when i was working a waiting job, there was a customer who (assuming i was a lesbian), asked if i had a girlfriend. i responsed that i have a bf!! and he went "oooh, sorry to assume" (bc he thought i was a lesbian). it was a fun little thing to say "actually im gay and a trans guy :)" what made you smile today? FINALLY GOT MY ROTTMNT ART BOOK!! it has been a pain in the ass trying to get it since i moved, but i finally got it, and thats been THE highlight of my day Whats your comfort food? mac and cheese is the easy choice since thats one of my safe foods, but yellow mustard on pasta is also one! What was the last show/movie you watched, and if you were put in that conflict without any plot armor, would you survive? the last show that i watched was Survivor 50, and id survive lol . last movie, though, was stepbrothers. which i would also survive that LMFAO

aaand my favorite number is 7!!

@motheline @kenniilovesthethicc @aether-night @othellovr @norm-ystical @acroandy11 @koolaidkan

nobody is obligated to do this, and anybody else that i didnt tag is also free to do it!! ^_^

[kenniilovesthethicc]

THANKS FOR TAGGING TWIIIINNN!!!

Favorite animal: ok this is where I become a huge furry and zoology nerd and list a whole ton of them MWAHAH

Top Carnivores - Wolves, Cats, Hyenas, Owls, Ball Pythons

Top Herbivores - Bunnies, Horses, Goats, Parakeets

Favorite Weather: hot enough that I am outside but cold enough the bees are not

Time of Death vs. Method: Neither because I'm already stressed about death as is fuck you /silly

Gay Storytime: ok so as a small child I used to be boy crazy and one time I was chasing this guy called Lance around trying to kiss him and got in trouble, was forced to write "I will not chase or kiss boys" on the board like 20 times like I'm a gay version of Bart Simpson

What Made Me Smile Today: the random bullshit my miis are doing HELP

Comfort Food: I FUCKING LOVE CHOCOLATE 🍫 I'm picky about it a lil but those Lindor ones give me a yummy boner I could eat a whole bag in the span of like 2 days if not for self restraint

Survivability of Last Show/Film: it was The Traitors and that depends on if I end up "killed," by them or not lmao, because I can not lie for shit so I'd never be picked to play a traitor unfortunately which means I would have to get luck on my side to make it all the way

Favorite number is 67 🤪

Collect my pages @flusteredhare @adepressedsigma @bxnnycakes333 @golde-ruby @jellyprower

[adepressedsigma]

THANKS FOR TAGGING YAYYYYYY

Favourite Animal: Cats, pigeons, sharks and Jax Rabbits!

Favourite Weather: Summer and Winter! They both have pretty sunrises and sunsets :3

I’m a straighty so I don’t have a gay storytime

What made me smile today: SEEING Y’ALL OFCCCCCC

Comfort food: CHARBONNEL ET WALKER’S STRAWBERRY AND CREAM TRUFFLE EGGS! they’re sweet strawberry with milk chocolate eggs with iced sugar powder on the eggs! Btw it sounds fancy because it was EXPENSIVE AF

Survivability of the most recent film/series: The Amazing Digital Circus. I mean, it’s impossible to die and besides, I don’t think i’d lose my mind because it’s WAY more exciting than this dull world!

Favourite number: 67 AND 69 😈

@golde-ruby @deduukkk

[adepressedsigma]

Jax x Reader <3 || APRIL FOOLS!!!

been a while. Hey besties.

inspired by @kenniilovesthethicc becuz yasss

Being stuck in the circus for so long, basically everyone didn’t know what day it was. You either had to ask caine what day it was to keep track. People mostly asked him that to know how long it’s been since they’ve been trapped in this digital hell.

Today, Jax decided that he wanted to ask Caine out of pure curiosity. “Hey chompers, what’s the day today?” He’d lazily ask. “IT’S APRIL THE FIRST!” Caine would yell out to the point that everyone’s ears hurt.

“…April..the first? Oooh..OHOHO! NOW WE’RE TALKING BABY! IT’S APRIL FOOLS! MY KIND OF DAY!” Jax cackled maliciously. However, you were just listening to music, unaware of what he’d do. Who knows what kind of stuff he’d do to a precious fawn like you. Throw you in the digital lake and watch you drown? Yeet you into the void? And the fact that you weren’t aware just made it easier for him.

As soon as everyone heard Jax planning on who to prank first, they hid, not wanting to be his first victim. And that’s when it came to you. Guess what? You were his first target.

You lay on the sofa, blissfully unaware of why everyone just..vanished. “Uhh…guys? Where’d y’all go? I swear you were literally just here.” You said as you looked around. Just to find Jax looming over you with a grin. He looked like a hungry cat looming over their owner as they sleep.

“Heyyy…~” Jax said ‘sweetly’, obviously trying to get a reaction out of you, whether you!d be flustered, angry or whatever.

You took off your headphones, “Oh. Hi, Jax. Uhh, do you..know where everyone went? They were here just a second ago.”

“Nope. Dunno where they’re all hiding..” *moment of silence* “Hey, do you know what day it is, by any chance..?” He asked with a hint of curiosity and something sneaky in his eyes. He needed to know if you were aware. “…No, I don’t know.. pfft, not like we NEED to know, anyway. But, what day is it?” You asked him, with no idea what he was gonna do. Suddenly he lifted you up.

“Well, what do you think, sweetheart?” Jax replied, his words were smooth like honey, but poisonous. His charm with words just made your reaction even funnier, as you were blushing. You tried to think of what days there were. “..hmm…I think….no..uhh..ok, here’s a random guess. April fools or something?”

“Lucky guess? Or did you read my mind..?” He questioned. “Lucky guess.” You answered. Jax chuckled under his breath, as he found your reaction adorable. Anyway, he wanted to cut to the chase.

“Got a little surprise for ya. Just shut your eyes and I’ll give it to you. Trust me, it’s REALLY good.” He persuaded with that sweetness oozed in his voice. Of course you didn’t want to believe him, but his voice just sounded so…Genuine? So you shut your eyes, thinking about what he’d do. Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad, like he said.

*chomp.*

You felt wetness around your body and oh boy, you KNEW what was happening. You slowly slid through whatever it was and landed in some damp but warm cushiony pocket. Jax’s voice, muffled, finally spoke. “You can open your eyes now.” He said with a laugh.

You opened your eyes, just to see yourself in his stomach. Of course, you complained. “WH-DIDN’T YOU SAY IT’D BE GOOD?” you yelled, slightly squirming. “Dude, it’s April Fools. Did ya ACTUALLY think i’d get you a gift or that cringey stuff? It’s not Valentine’s Day, dummy.”

He wasn’t wrong. You just had to believe him. But he sounded too genuine. You grumbled and just sat there, forcing your eyes awake. But you couldn’t handle it anyway, so you slept.

Jax stroked his stomach and sighed with pleasure. He whispered under his breath,

“..April Fools.”

[adepressedsigma]

it’s been a while. I feel like I should make an April fools vore fic of Jax.

..not now though. It’s almost midnight for me so I’ll do it when I wake up ofc

[adepressedsigma]

theory/guess about naked jax

I feel like this is a metaphor of trying to hide yourself from the people around you, because on the inside, you feel stupid. You let your guard down to the people you trusted, only for them to pull your true self out and then laugh at you as you try to pull that facade up, but they’ve ripped too far.

So you simply watch them laugh.

[adepressedsigma]

THE NEW EPISODE WAS TRAUMATIC.

[adepressedsigma]

you’ve been inactive for a while. Something up?

I’m really sorry :(

I’ve been dealing with issues with my family and it’s hard, so I’ll be inactive until everything’s solved. Once again, I’m sorry 😞

[adepressedsigma]

Jax is so cat coded. Here are my thoughts.

Jumps from corn like a cat with a cucumber.

Big ass eyes.

Nonchalant like a cat.

Walks around like he owns the place.

Again, big ass eyes.

A menace to society.

Has a soft spot for ONE person but HATES everyone else.

Did I mention his big ass eyes? Ehh probably not.

That’s all!

btw I’m SO SORRY for being offline for weeks, I’m busy with family issues ;-;

[adepressedsigma]

Jax X Reader Headcanons!

sorry for being so inactive :(

inspired by @kenniilovesthethicc becuz yeeee

-He absolutely loves to tease you if he just had you for lunch. Tiny or not, he loves when you squirm.

-If you’re a tiny, he wouldn’t HESITATE having a few licks. I mean, who wouldn’t resist licking a tiny? (wait that sounded so wrong.)

-Jax loves if you’re feisty. Squirming always gives him a great massage, and it gives him a laugh. However, if you’re in a duller mood, he’d just let you rest, as he’s there for you (even if he won’t admit it. He never will.)

this is short & rushed but I’ll prob do a part 2 if I have the energy or if my mum isn’t berating me ;-;

[adepressedsigma]

been feeling burnt out lately. Sorry for being inactive :(

[adepressedsigma]

busy with homework and homework and homework and homework. I GOTTA FIND TIME TO MAKE A JAX FIC

[lookatmeenoww-deactivated201301]

Okay seriously. Reblog if you're OLDER than 11.

[rune0n-deactivated20180105]

Yep.

[datclassicrockfan42]

Yep

[olddeceasedblog]

Yep

[ink-the-axolotl-rabbit]

Yep

[iit4coau]

Yep

[inactive-2782928474939]

Yep

[mossyseashells]

Yep

[visceralvermin]

Yep

[f3v3r-dr3am]

Yep

[thesillyguyy]

Yep

[glitchyk]

Yep

[beanieduzartz]

Yep

[broskiimwatching123]

Yep

[flowey-the-lanternflower55]

Yep

[acewhowantsspace]

Yep

[lynnieluvsu]

Yep

[raaaahhhhhhaahgh]

Yep

[askrainghoul]

Yep

[ineffablehuzzbands]

Yep

[ask-frater-imperator]

Yep

[ask-paper-johnward]

Yep

[your-local-blackhole]

Yep

[onelastbowatcurtaincall-deactiv]

Yep

[carb0n-m0n0xide]

Yep

[fiereysky]

Yep

[azazel-the-fifth]

yep

[heartattackblackdye]

yep

[bloggerkid]

Yep

[pal-the-professional-fool]

Yep.

[newfuckheadfelix]

Yep.

[mountgreylock-deactivated202512]

Yep.

[tightlyrawvandal]

Yup

[frankazooid]

Yep.

[deftism]

Yyyup.

[around-the-venom]

heh…yep :p

[frankierosfoottattoos]

yep

[itsuwari-no-kibo-offical]

Yep

[amygdala-offical-abandoned]

Yep

[no-one-offical]

Yep

[make-me-president]

Yep

[totally-not-evil-official]

Yup

[sl33py-b1rd0]

Yep

[ririwithrice]

Lol they don’t know i’m 6

[doctor-worm-is-dead]

And I’m secretly 7 lmao

[satanist-socialist-mushroom]

Yep

[vincentwhittman-vox]

Yep

[jax-talks]

Yep

[adepressedsigma]

Yep.

[adepressedsigma]

Jax x Reader || A New Year’s Gift.

inspired by @kenniilovesthethicc becuz yessssssss

Synopsis: Fireworks just hurt your ears and the cold deeply bothers you, so you had to find a space to avoid it. Butttt…there’s a special place for those 2 problems, from a ‘special someone’.

It was a peaceful day after a long adventure. A very, very long adventure. Everyone was quite tired, so they all decided to walk to their rooms. You and Jax however stayed in the living room, as both of you never cared about sleep, only taking naps to kill time.

As you and Jax chilled, Caine occasionally floated around, looking through some….photos. He suddenly had an idea for the next adventure. He immediately teleported to both of you, which normally scared you.

“A NEW YEAR IS COMING! I DON’T KNOW WHICH YEAR BUT LET’S CELEBRATE!!!” He screamed and teleported everyone else in the room with a snap of his fingers. Before you could even protest, all of you guys were outside the tent, with a 2 minute timer displayed by stars in the sky. It was pretty. But you never told anyone how you hated fireworks, well, you were more ‘scared’ of them from the noise and brightness.

Jax laid next to you on the soft grass, as he looked up in the sky. He had his signature asshole smile, but it did lighten up a bad day at times. “Excited for the fireworks?” He asked as he closed his eyes. You were about to respond no, but he couldn’t know about your fear. He could tease you, and then everyone would know. You had to lie,

“..yeah, I guess.” You mumbled, but said it loud enough for Jax to hear. “Heh, you don’t sound so sure about that. You scared of them?” He teased lightly, wanting a reaction out of you. You immediately got up and gasped at him, flustered, just the reaction he wanted.

“I am NOT! I like fireworks!” “Sure thing, doll. Y’know, if you’re a scaredy cat, you could always admit it before I find out for myself.” He said in a sing-song tone as he laughed at your tomato state. It was cute to him on how easy it was to get a reaction out of you.

20 seconds left.

Jax stood up and walked away from you, closer to everyone else as they slowly counted down. He was too caught up in the moment, so nobody noticed the slow and painful stress building up inside of you. The counting down just brought you closer to tears.

10 seconds left.

Their chanting got louder. And finally, the fireworks. It exploded in the air as everyone screamed in shock and happiness. You quickly backed away and ran behind the tent (the entrance was closed), covering your ears, hyperventilating, tears welling up in your eyes. No matter how hard you tried to stop them from falling, they still flowed.

The fireworks went on for many minutes with many patterns of everyone’s faces, which was a nice detail. As soon as your face showed on the pattern, Jax turned around to where you were supposed to be. “Hey, look! It’s your face!” He said, but his voice slowly faded as you weren’t there. Strange.

Jax looked around in confusion, wondering where the hell you went. He searched around, bamboozled. “..Where the hell are they?” He muttered as he walked almost everywhere, heck, even the carnival and lake. And he got his idea,

The back of the tent.

Jax sprinted to the back, hoping to find you there. And he saw your poor, trembling state. He immediately bent down to your level, with a soft look, putting his hand on your shoulder. “Hey, what’s up with you?” He asked, concerned but confused.

“…I don’t like the noise..I hate it….” “..I knew I would find out eventually.. sigh Why didn’t you tell me earlier that you were just scared of fireworks?” Jax questioned. “I thought you’d tease me about it. And…you’d tell everyone.” You quietly said with a hoarse voice. The fireworks got louder and shot out everywhere, which made you whimper in distress and you tried covering your ears further (if possible).

Jax pulled you in for an awkward hug, but it was for your comfort. He gently patted your back as you nuzzled in his shoulder. “I’m right here for ya, it’s ok.” His reassuring voice alone just made you a tad bit happier. Slowly, he put his hand on your shoulder and wiped a stray tear falling down your face.

“Look. If you want a special place to protect yourself from the ‘big scary fireworks’, just ask next time. I don’t mind at all.” “..ok. I guess so.” You whispered, as your mood was slightly lifted. “..now. Close your eyes for me, and let me do the rest for you.” Jax implored, as you closed your eyes.

He opened his mouth and slowly pushed you further inside. It took a minute before you finally got comfortable to curl up in his warm stomach. You was safe from the cold. Safe from your fears.

And it’s all thanks to Jax 💜✨

[adepressedsigma]

I should make a new years fic of Jax 😈