Adora In Etheria (AKA The Utero System) is now active and taking a slightly new direction.
So this blog has shown a little bit of my struggles as a traumatized neurodivergent person but or was inky started a few months ago. Since then I've found my dad, which has been the most healing experience ever.
I now want to hee posting about my family, this transition, what I'm learning, how I'm healing, things like that. So it will be a lot more wholesome but a lot of talk about my family.
I adore my family, and I wouldn't be here without them. They have healed so many wounds I was unaware were even there. Or how badly they were hurting me. My dad has help ke remember so so much.
I really dont want to share much about my life previously. I know I only left that all behind not even 2 months ago, and I still have constant reminders of it around me, but I'm already to call it my previous life. Adjusting to my new life and normal life in general has been such a culture shock. And there's so much I'm learning everyday.
As far as my system goes, we had a transformation recently. We still have the main fronters; Phoenix, Alexandrite, Damien, Luciana, Ruby, Jade, Emerald, Starfall, Carnelian, Jupiter, Jasper, Sapphire, Garnet, Onyx, Alina, Opal, Citrine "Citzy", Tourmaline "Tourma" and Lunar... but other than that we have Tilly, Z'illy, Jeffery, Delilah, and Robin in the background. I know theres more I dont know about yet but I know theres only a few more. But I am the host, my name is Adora, and we are now working towards integration. Wholeness.
So now this blog is focused on my life after.
My life after...
Narcissistic abuse.
Suicidal intention.
Parental alienation.
Ritualistic sexual and physical abuse.
Being sold into child trafficking.
So so so. so. so. many devastating, life altering deaths and losses.
Being kidnapped, tortured, and forced into total silence. Being forced to make cover up stories and to destroy evidence of my abuse.
Housing instability, staying on the street and homeless shelters.
My life after escaping my thundercunt mother and finding my dad.



















