this is an obslove / vent blog (mainly) ran by two frequent fronters .
NiCK — it ノ he , ageless nonhuman . anger vessel , narc crash holder , and persecutor . demi - anattractional w no gender pref , condones or enjoys everything he posts about , single .
ODICR , CDMS , LDVL , ODWI , ADCE
CAiNE — it ノ he , ageless nonhuman . apathy , alexithymia , and avoidance holder , buffer + stabilizer , primarily regarding nick . anattractional flux male pref , taken (in source) .
ODIAF , RAHL , LDVT , CDRP , CDAE
HOST — he ノ pup , private age , simple pup :) , anattractional spec with male pref , hypercedural , single . runs a separate yanblr blog with just pup .
ODIAF , RDHS , DSMT , OSWI , ECDA
this is nick and caines first time on yanblr but it is not our first collectively . we are all obsessors of varying degrees , other alters will likely make blogs . yan types are subject to change based on different factors
the body is 17 , and has various mental health conditions , including npd and bpd . we are struggling at the moment , this blog is simply to be used as an outlet .
this blog has no dni , you are free to interact as you wish . dms and asks are open . we do not ghost .
we obsess & date collectively for the most part , and we have no serious obsession . posts are undirected unless stated otherwise !
no major tag guide ; posts will be tagged with the name of the poster
i love being disgusting and vile and sick . i love being right at the expense of others . i love hurting others . i love making people sick , for any reason . i love making people scared .
in our illness there is freedom . in our illness there is righteousness .
i knew what would happen , we waited , i was proven right . at a certain point the rest of us will have to realize that every " unrealistic " idea or invasive thought i have had has ended up being reality .
trash is trash . there is no fixing them , they are not worth fixing , and all effort put into them is , once again , wasted . whores , the lot of them .
i have proof . there is actual evidence . we cannot continue to ignore this behavior . we cannot move on from this . i will carve the quotes into our body if thats what it takes for the rest of us to wake up . the repetitive patterns fueled by willful ignorance will end with this third Mistake .
i yearn for a mutual obsession. i don't want to feel like i'm the only one with something wrong in my head — i want it all to be mutual. i want our obsessions mutual, our fighting to be mutual, our hurting to be mutual. i want someone to be just as upset as i am when they hang out with other people or when i do. i want someone who's unafraid to voice their jealousy to me — someone who wants to induce jealousy in me like how i do to them. i want someone to call me out on my bad behaviours and still covet them like i would to theirs. god i yearn for a love that brings me great anguish!!!
N♡n-c♡nsens♡al f♡rce and k♡dn♡pping. Mhm, so cute. Ah, I can't understand why people find these kinds of things sick and creepy. This is real love, real love is isolation and devotion. If I can't keep my darling locked in the house, why do I love them? Ah, why should there be people they talk to? I'm their everything, I'm everything they have. I'm the only one who can take care of them forever, the only one who can break them and fix them again.
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