Daily dose of reality :)

I post about things I experience and feel at the moment. Some of the things might not make sense to you and other things, you might relate to, who knows...Welcome to my page! :)

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Sometimes I wake up excited, mood brighter than the sun, ready for the day and then there are times when I wake up gloomier than the gray clouds in the sky, overthinking every little detail, feeling lost and sad

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Places with memories hurt the most.

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The weather reminds me of you. The songs on the radio remind me of you. The fruit shops remind me of you. That very bench that we sat on reminds me of you. That one spot at the park where we cried reminds me of you. Featherball reminds me of you. School reminds me of you. The bright sun and the singing birds remind me of you. You are everywhere and even tho it pains me so much, it feels so very good at the same time.

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You like being mean to the ones that love and care for you to be liked by all the others. Loser

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It's so nice seeing everyone gather together. Family, friends. Food and love served on the table, feelings are warm. When you look outside almost all windows are shining brightly, pretty decorations and blinking lights all across the window frames. Together for the holidays ♡

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When I thought I finally got over it all, I saw him again

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Looking at those videos I go back in time and now I remember why once it was so hard for me to let go. Sadness fulfills my heart once again.

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I wanted you to understand me, I wanted you to get used to the whole situation, I wanted you to feel happy, and to feel no sort of pain when you look at me. But now that all of this is finally becoming true, I feel myself clenching to the old you, in the need to feel that love and warmth coming from you once again. I am so selfish

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I shouldn't feel that way. I should be happy for you. And some little part of me is. But the other, bigger part, wishes you would stay and feel the same way as you did before

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Real eyes, realize, real lies

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2-3...6...I know how to raise those numbers up :)

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No matter how many years pass by, each time I hear the sentence "we are going" my heart crumbles into pieces

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And all together with the weather we cried❤

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And loving you was easy

It was you leaving that scarred

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I am so glad I met you...

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He promised me the world and I watched as he gave it to her

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Sometimes I wish I was his number one