thoughts, art and other unemployed activities

serial obsesser my ao3

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this love left a permanent mark, this love is glowing in the dark

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this love is haunting me I need an exorcist

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where’s my weekly dose of slavic yearner final boss and his disaster gay

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2025 recap and it’s just ‘we didn’t even kiss’ and ‘it’s always you. i’m so in love with you and I don’t know what to do about it’ and ‘i love him’ and ‘I think so, probably yes’

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not to be completely naive but I just thought about how me and some of my closest friends have known each other for the same time that shane and ilya have but they’ve had to hide their affection for each other the entire time and I’m not okay? what do you mean you can’t just roll up to their place with a gift and a hug and a happy birthday I love you and you mean the goddamned world to me

how many times have they wished they could simply love.

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idc this song was made for them

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mr always made sure food was perfect back home now has people making sure his food is perfect

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shane: mom…can you take three steps back please?

also shane at 4am in the morning:

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re-render of my fox prince piece, wanted to try out a softer style on the character

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the second I saw this man the art materialised in front of me

(my take on the fox prince from silent hill f, manga style)

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jayvik, kimi no nawa (‘your name’) au

kitchen’s a bit empty so here’s an something I cooked up a while ago

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idk what the headcanon here is meant to be but—potential comic panel?

honestly I just really loved Crowley’s hair during this era.

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rendezvous (they wld not leave me alone)

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quick pre-serum Steve Rogers sketches 😩

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I just love how we all, as a fandom, agreed that travelling to see a bench was a valid reason to visit London

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its hilarious from the outside too. on my last trip I practically begged my parents to visit this bench, and after 30 minutes of walking, we found the (incorrect) bench (it had c+a carved into it good enough).

my dads been teasing me about it ever since, like he hasn't brought us on hour long train rides to see an office building from another TV show.

fandom is a weird, wonderful life.

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omg I didn’t know this was a collective thing 😭 I literally flew halfway across to world precisely to do this exact thing

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recently completed another jayvik piece!! reimagined the fight from s2e8 with a little more spice ✨

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My world is dark and blue, and I look out the window, and there she is, a half-moon, quietly bright.

And you're on the line again, and we're talking and it's been hours and hours.

Then there is a silence on the other end of the line and it sounds like you've gone away, but you don't love someone forever and not know the sound of their heart beating. So I sit with you, even if I can't, not really-

and then your voice, almost a whisper through space and time-

"Sorry," you say, "I stopped to watch the sun rise."

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I adore the idea of a love so great that it transcends affection. it is no longer active obsession nor devotion, no. it's a deep, unhealing fracture of the heart, like the heart is a house to haunt. it is as inescapable as it is stifling. like phantom hands that wrap around the soul's neck. blink and it's gone. blink and it's there. pressing down, down, down

and the only way to take another breath is to remember.