Aj Writes

I do multi-fandom writing! Poetry! Fun-stuff. !!! REQUESTS OPEN !!! 20

[ajthecrayon]

Intro: AJ || 20 || Aquarius || Hellenic Polytheist <3 Lady Aphrodite loves you <3 ||

Any pronouns!

Fandom: Marauders - it should go unsaid. Fuck JKR and everything she stands for.

I dabble in every and any ship! Feel free to send me requests for any ideas you have.

Requests: OPEN

WARNING: MINORS DNI - I post and re-blog nsfw content. Ageless-and underage blogs will be blocked.

Below is a list to all the works I've posted!

Anything not in here is under #ajthecrayon rambles

ALL LINKS COLORED BLUE are NSFW

ROSEKILLER

fact

4 AM thought - Barty being touch starved. With a hint of Bartylus.

Domestic - Evan's distaste for Barty's habits.

Shitty Diner - Heed the tags. Barty's image issues and terrible coping mechanisms.

Rotting - Rosekiller getting Regulus to take care of himself. Can be read as platonic or romantic.

A Sinner Saved - Barty has once again chosen self-destruction over caring for himself. This lands him in a bender of bars and drinks, that lands him in disassociation. Eventually he leads himself back to Evan. Evan Reminds him who he belongs to.

Pet and his owners- Rosekiller tie Remus up to a vibrator 🙂‍↕️🙏

ROSESTARKILLER

Bird Brain - Evan has his head in the clouds

THE VALKYRIES

Girls Night - Mary loving her girlfriends

Lily Evans ft Religious Guilt - sexuality crisis + Lily and Remus

SUNROSE

Messy and Desperate - James learns about his body from Evan small continuation

PADTAIL

Wooing the chess club president - Sirius tries and fails to learn chess.

THE GROCERY STORE AU

CASHIERS AND MANAGEMENT HEADCANNONS

FLORAL DEPARTMENT

[my-dailydreams]

[lovergirlmp3]

within the last year I noticably gained weight for the first time in my adult life and honestly I've never felt better about my body than I do now

[fforsythiaaa]

Once when I was in undergrad, someone described something as “problematic” in class and our professor was like, “That’s cool, but ‘problematic’ doesn’t really mean anything. It means that the thing you’re describing has a problem, and in and of itself that’s not bad. Art, especially, should always have problems, or else it’s not interesting and not art, either. It sounds like you’re trying to say that this is bad, but you don’t want to say ‘bad.’ Is that right?”

So from then on whenever one of us called something problematic, he would make us talk it out until we could name the “bad” thing we were hinting at. In this particular class, 7/10 it was some type of oppression, and the remainder was like, “I’m uncomfortable because this is very new/confusing/pushing boundaries that made me feel safe.”

Once we stopped calling things “problematic” and stopping at that, class got way more interesting and... we all had to say, like, “that’s racist” or “that’s misogynistic” or “ew capitalism gross” out loud, which a lot of us had never done in a classroom before. Or we had to be like, “Uhhh... I’m not sure what’s so bad?” and confront our own beliefs and that was maybe even more useful.

Anyway. Whenever I see the word problematic, I can’t help but think of this professor being like, “Good starting point, now let’s get specific.” I think when we have to commit to saying “that’s ___” it requires a lot more careful thought about the truth and impact and complexities of whatever we’re claiming. Sometimes there really is some bullshit afoot, and also sometimes it’s art, and it should be full of problems, because that’s what art is.

[makingqueerhistory]

Pornography remains an important part of queer expression! Queer people deserve space to explore/express their sexuality. Rejecting the expression of sexuality because some people do it in an exploitative way or get addicted would be like closing the Stonewall Inn because they were run by the mafia at one point or because they sell beer which can be addictive. Sexuality is an important part of the queer community and stopping queer people from expressing that is a form of oppression. Queer people deserve to enjoy their sexuality without shame!

Porn can and does exist ethically. I am so grateful to know queer sex workers, and I love not only them but also their work. I'm not ashamed of the ways queer porn has been a part of my development. I am so grateful for works from Elana Dykewomon which includes explicit sex or erotica from authors like Kathryn Moon who express sexuality in a beautiful and emotionally powerful way. Shutting down human sexuality is not something I am interested in engaging in.

[pineapplecake555]

Gooner freaks stop insisting that your addiction to watching women (or gay teen boys) be sexually brutalized is inherent to being homosexual.

Same sex attraction does not require one to celebrate one of the most evil and misogynistic and exploitative industries to ever exist.

LGB drop the TQ.

You people can be rape defending sex pests in your own name.

[gloomyrelaxing]

Remember when gay people were fighting for the right to be seen as normal? I miss that.

[thefrenchrad]

Remember when being LGB was about the private stuff you do in your bedroom and not being a public porn-addicted freak ?

[makingqueerhistory]

Common misunderstanding, I was never fighting to be seen as normal! I was fighting for freaks to get rights and respect actually. Also the idea that porn has nothing to do with "the private stuff you do in your bedroom", is laughable.

Anyways, when I say I have seen a uptick of backlash against expressions of queer sexuality, this is what I mean. If queers aren't allowed to be freaks, then who is?

Love to all the people who make porn, love porn, and protect porn <3

[ajthecrayon]

I LOVE BEING A LESBIAN!!!!!!!!!

[autiebiographical]

This Pride, let's remember our roots. Pride started as a riot against discrimination, oppression, and police brutality. Our rights are being taken away, and the only way we'll get them back is to stand up for ourselves.

Pride isn't just to celebrate, it's to protest.

[z-eel]

"it's pathetic to think thay my romantic endeavors are out on display, expressed in declarations of love that i cant even remember. written with feelings i do not understand and praised by those who i care nothing about"

"but its not. look closely and you'll see the bits of you that you lost. you just have to be willing to see them."

"i am not that man anymore, no matter how much you wish it, no matter how often you pray for it. i will not remember, and it is you has you who has to willing to see that."

but it's Sirius trying to remind Remus that he loves him after the prank resulted in Remus losing a lot of his memories... (or any ship really)

[calebwittebane]

person typing into google search bar: obfuscate meaning

google ai overview: Understood! From now on, all meaning will be hidden from you, and you'll be forced to wade through the dreary vastness. Whether it's things you've always held dear, or new ideas you've yet to discover, nothing will make sense or appear to have any real value. This could be the beginning of a fascinating journey!

[hiiighpriestess913]

Y’all I’m being so serious when I say this: go to the library for witchcraft reasons.

You can usually find books on witchcraft, yes, but there’s also field guides on local foraging and wildlife, cookbooks, books that teach you how to craft and DIY, books about environmental protection and stewardship, books on how to use herbs medicinally, books about other religions, cultures, and spiritual practices. My favorite local library even has a seed swapping program and fantastic resources to research your own family history!

Go to the library for witchcraft. Please. :) <3

[hunybody]

u guys omfg can we try feminism again. can we breathe life back into feminism's wounded and perishing body like OMFG she's dying...

[asterthesun]

hey, so if your going to watch the new Harry Potter show then that tells me that you are ok with homophobes, transphobes, racists, misogynist, and over all bad people. How do I know this? BECAUSE THE WRITER OF THE FUCKING BOOKS IS ALL OF THOSE WORDS!! AND EACH DIME SHE GETS FROM THAT SHOW IS GOING TO BE USED TO HURT REAL LIFE PEOPLE! FOR WHAT! WATCHING KIDS GET INTO MAGICAL FIGHTS?! THERE ARE SOOOOO MANY OTHER SHOWS THAT WILL BE BETTER AND DONT HURT REAL. LIFE. PEOPLE!

Dont watch the show. Or, at the very LEAST pirate it. That is the BARE MINIMUM.

[mas-o-kissed]

“This kink is problematic when you think about it” ohhhhhh shit ok lemme head on over to the kink store and trade these kinks in for one that make my jackoff fantasies morally superior

[vexheart]

There is no amount of money, oil, or gold that is worth more than having bees, trees, and clean water.

[blackheartbiohazards]

"I don't want to read this" is totally valid.

"This is disgusting to me" is totally valid.

"I don't want to read this because it is disgusting to me" is totally valid.

"I don't think anyone should be allowed to read or write this because it is disgusting to me" is authoritarian.

[blackheartbiohazards]

"I don't think anyone should be allowed to read or write this because it is disgusting to me" is authoritarian.

[spellscarred]

Bro, blocking someone and then using their tag like this is, all offence, weak as fuck. Like all you had to say was, na bro I don't promote pedo protags on this here blog, because I wholly agree with the premise of your argument given contexts (i.e., writing abusive relationships to show the evils, great; writing abusive relationships to show the romance, yikes).

This response is so, so comically shitty within the context of that tag, oh my god.

[blackheartbiohazards]

"I don't think anyone should be allowed to read or write this because it is disgusting to me" is authoritarian.

[blackheartbiohazards]

"I don't think anyone should be allowed to read or write this because it is disgusting to me" is authoritarian.

[blackheartbiohazards]

"Censorship of some topics in fiction and art is good and I would be happy if it were to be enacted in a way I approved of"

and

"some things should be banned from ever being written or read about in fiction"

are both authoritarian viewpoints to hold and express, even if you don't have the power to enact them.

If you hold these viewpoints you are holding authoritarian viewpoints.

[averageidiotenby]

DUDE IT’S PEDO FICS EVERYBODY THINKS THEY’RE NASTY

[blackheartbiohazards]

Let me explain this to you in simple terms.

Something being nasty is not a good reason to ban fiction about it.

If we accept that "something being nasty is a good reason to bad fiction about it" then we give a foot in the door for all the people who truly, genuinely believe that queer people are nasty to ban all queer literature.

This is not about defending bad people this is about defending the freedom of good people from tyranny, you moron.

[kawaii-pigeon]

I think if you take it to its logical extreme. Say, banning people from writing stories of sexual abuse. That could then be said "well ANY talk about sexual abuse is bad."

And from that, you could ban books that talk about it irl. Or books like how to recover after being abuse. If its not something to be discussed AT ALL.

[plague-of-insomnia]

The fact that I’ve seen this post in some form on my dash like 100x and each time there’s new idiots who do not get that you can’t have *some* censorship.

Either you’re for it or you aren’t.

The moment you agree that something should never, ever exist in fiction is the moment that anything can be banned.

Remember a while back how Tumblr banned a bunch of tags, including many popular innocuous ones that even people who are for censorship used and were upset about?

When censorship happens, stuff YOU like can and will be banned. That’s how it works.

Remember how a bunch of people had their accounts terminated here only last year for writing about their own sexual abuse?

When you ban “pedo” topics, say, any talk of child sexual abuse in any form, that means people can no longer write about their own experiences. It means people cannot educate others so they can learn how to protect themselves or get help from these situations.

Censorship is authoritarian. Full stop.

Even if “everyone” agrees something is “gross” and “shouldn’t exist,” that does not fucking matter.

Do you know who generally believes queer people are gross and shouldn’t exist??

The same people who are banning books left and right solely because they have queer characters or relationships.

The same people who attack and kill queer folk for simply exisiting.

This is not just some fandom matter or a case of being chronically online.

Protecting freedom of expression is essential, and if you do not get that, I don’t know what to say to you.

[scientia-rex]

And the people who keep bringing up child sex abuse as a reason for censorship are doing it very specifically because everyone feels like then they HAVE to agree with the person in favor of censorship.

It’s not that there isn’t widespread societal agreement on this. It’s that they want you backed into a rhetorical corner where you feel compelled to agree with them.

[ruffboi-mags]

Also, like, we KNOW how this shit shakes out in fandom because it's happened before.

In 2007, Livejournal capitulated to the "pedophilia and sex crimes!" cries of (hate group) Warriors 4 Innocence, and you know what communities got shut down? Slashfic communities. Sexual assault survivor support communities. Authors who'd written non-smut m/m fic even got caught up in it. It was DEVASTATING to fandom spaces. I think pretty much everyone knew at least one person whose account was literally DELETED, or were a member of a community that was wiped off the map because they were considerate enough to include topics like "sexual assault" or "BDSM" in the profiles under the badly-named category of "interests" to indicate that posts on said blogs or communities may include discussion of things like that. Even if it was for a SUPPORT group. And it was because a group of religious bigots came to LJ and said essentially "EVERYONE thinks it's gross and that it's promoting CSA, we should ban it."

Like, strikethrough and boldthrough were a large part of what propelled AO3 out of a more unfocused conversation on one person's blog about hosting a site INTENDED for fandom content, into being an actual archive and nonprofit. And it's a large part of why you won't find AO3 banning topics that you find "gross".

Censorship is authoritarian and it will ALWAYS have more collateral damage than you can imagine.

[nyxelestia]

Going to add that fiction which had sexual abuse and communities which played around with it as a writing topic are the very things that protected me from irl sexual abuse when I was a teenager. I was in a dicey situation, and realized that while my situation did not match up to any of the superficial or textbook cases mentioned in passing (if at all) through school, it matched up a LOT to what I'd learned about irl sexual abuse through works of fiction and the rhetoric of my communities. I got out of that situation and dodged what was, in retrospect, one hell of a nasty bullet. If it hadn't been for that "nasty" fiction and those "nasty" communities, I would very likely have been abused, and subject to further violence spiraling out from that abuse.

[benjis-house-boat]

you can’t have *some* censorship.

[the-real-seebs]

Yup! It really is, in fact, pretty much that simple:

"I don't think anyone should be allowed to read or write this because it is disgusting to me" is authoritarian.

[senirac]

Storytime!

I had a friend. We were 12. We had just discovered fanfiction and were obsessed. We read anything and everything we could get our hands on. One of the stories we read was a "pedo fic." It exposed us to scenarios and language that hadn't ever been touched on in Sex Ed at school or with our parents. To be frank, it "corrupted our young minds with topics we shouldn't have to deal with." It also gave my friend words to finally describe why her neighbor creeped her out so much. "He's creepy and weird" gets a 12 year old scolded and lectured on being nicer. "He's a sexual predator" gets adults asking questions and involving the cops. Her neighbor "moved away."

Censorship is pro-pedo and anti-child-safety. There is no communicating what's wrong if there are no words to describe what's happening. Bad things will happen whether you have the words to ask for help or not. Censorship takes those words away.

"I don't think anyone should be allowed to read or write this because it is disgusting to me" is authoritarian.

[nomsfaultau]

“Bad things will happen whether you have the words to ask for help or not. Censorship takes those words away.”

[prismatic-bell]

A reminder that one of the most important books out there is a "pedo book." In fact it's literally a pedo book. It's about a pedophile.

It's called Lolita and it's the book that forced people to start confronting pedophilia and CSA instead of "keeping it between us" or just whispering it to make up excuses.

And?

And?

It makes the CSA abuser a sympathetic character. On purpose. Because it's from his perspective.

The whole idea was to let people see him justifying himself while he committed these unspeakable acts. The whole point was to see how he's not a bad guy, really, see how much he loves her? See what he does for her? See how ungrateful she is? Because the point was that nobody, absolutely nobody, proudly says "I rape children!" and walks around wearing a shirt that says CHILD SEX ABUSER. They all have a thousand reasons why they're right. The point was to force people to see how "not a bad guy, really" committed these horrific, monstrous acts, and was sure he was in the right, or at least wasn't wrong.

It's a disgusting, horrifying, awful, vitally important book that, in the end, actually protected children. And it should be on every library's shelves.

[z-eel]

Barty who works in retail and closes alone, sneaking his partner in to fuck them in the backroom / dressing room

[rosekillerbigbang]

REVEALS WEEK #3

to you who i've damned by @z-eel art by @juksuart

Rating: Mature Word count: 20k+ Tags: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Blood and Gore, Medical Malpractice, Murder, Cannibalism Evan's on a hunt for the man that killed the only person he's ever loved, he was also unfortunate enough to find Barty along the way. Barty’s always hungry, and he's fighting the urge to eat the man who's reluctently decided to help him. Both of them monsters who find the remains of their humanity within the other.

Silver lining by @sadiekaneismysister art by @keksikart and @missaisdepressed

Rating: Teen Word count: 36k Tags: Graphic Depictions of Violence, Canon Divergence, 5+1 Things, Asexual Evan, Pandora Lovegood and Evan Rosier are Twins, Moral Ambiguity, Secret Messages After their seventh year, Barty runs away to the US. A decade after the First War has ended, Evan gets his freedom back and decides there’s nothing he’d rather do with it than find Barty again. 5 times Evan reminisces about the past as he tries to find Barty and fails + 1 time he doesn't (Mostly from Evan’s POV until the last chapter)