I watched this sun go away -taking its warmth, but oh was my skin relieved of the burns
Like you, I watched this sun go away taking the warmth and cozy air it gave me during this winter cold season. But when it left, the sun, and when you left, my torture, my head was free and in the night I was all alone, just me and the stars and the crickets' symphony, and to my own devices was I left, and I did all I wanted without your presence.
Sometimes I question this freedom of mine, the joy it brings, the loneliness that consumed me, but in the day, I remember then, that in the day, I'm always running behind walls and trees, may the shaded areas let me breathe,, and you might be warm but when are you really? And when are you really anything but hot and blazing?
I left the night in hopes of light and warm, you gave me sweat and fatigue and laziness and burning coals; and my eyes can't withstand the weather, nor the evaporation of my tears, like they don't matter, because to you they don't matter, and in the day my skin is burnt so your bruises left on me burn and burn and I remember once again what you made me feel under the chair when I hugged myself close and my heart too, when I killed a bird with stone, but they came back two, and chasing my nightmares to kill them, because they disturb me too much, only makes me think of them more, in day and night, under the memory of you and in the absence of you remembering what could've been if you weren't in my life or if you were a better human, so day and night, day and night, twist into my life, both are awful, both are mean, both make my heart suffer and peel, but it's all because of you, and your temporary cyclic leaving never eases me.
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