the life of a f***ed up student

neuroqueer 🧠🌈.

[alchemistta]

Paul could only forgive himself for keeping a journal if he told himself he was documenting history. He wrote it for an audience, one who would only read it after the end of a life he'd made significant. He imagined a future biographer poring through his juvenilia for the signs of future greatness, and how that person would perceive the moments of weakness and self-indulgence in between. In hindsight his frustrations and fears would be taken as evidence that he was still human - but in the present, before he'd made anything of himself, they meant he was only human.

"These Violent Delights", Micah Nemerever

[windupthing]

prince with a thousand enemies

[postergirlfornothing]

I'm actually so scared of what's going to happen to my body when I get older due to all the stuff I do now. like earphones on max volume in my ears, looking at screens in the dark all night, not getting adequate sleep 90% of the time. I stretch semi regularly and that's the only good thing I do but I also have horrible posture and spend most of my time hunched over my desk. like I need to stop and take care of this body.

[xanaxfarts]

Artist Klari Reis has been using Petri Dishes for her paintings since 2009

[alchemistta]

saved by booktube

[alchemistta]

[literarybrainrot]

Emily Wilde is THE neurodivergent rep queen. Her parents find her weird and off-putting. She gets to a new town and immediately offends them. She has to constantly remind herself to show empathy. She pulled a faerie king with the power of autistic rizz. Truly the representation we all deserve.

[selfhealingmoments]

[cyberdawg]

[alchemistta]

resolutions for 2024

be your unapologetic self

advocate for your well-being

“i will bend so i do not break”

treat my body like i’d treat someone i love

be active

be happy 💕

[bookhobbit]

Went looking for research on speech loss episodes in speaking autistic people and instead found an entire body of research for "cluttering", a speech problem common in but not limited to autistic people that I have had my entire life without knowing it had a name. It's like. "Excessively fast speech" yes. "Confusing, disorganized language or conversational skills." yes. "Excessive use of “normal disfluencies,” such as interjections (e.g. um, uh, er) and revisions (e.g., I would like to go—I was thinking about taking a drive)." yes. "Pauses in unusual places" yes to the point where it's embarrassing to me when I'm lecturing or giving a talk. "maze behaviors or frequent topic shifting" yes, also very difficult when trying to lecture. "Words blurred together " yes. "little or no awareness of difficulty (a young person may be aware that people often tell them to slow down or not mumble, but they do not understand why people say this)" yes, as a "young person" I couldn't tell at all until I started getting feedback on presentations and stuff. I still sound normal to me I just know I'm not because people have said and I put my linguist brain onto it and did some deduction. It's a bit uncanny when you discover a name for an extremely specific phenomenon you thought was just kind of how you are as a person.

[alchemistta]

👆

[depsidase]

[alchemistta]

29.12.23

[cwote]

[chibird]

What happened, young chibird, what happened? Where did all the naive motivation go…

[study-well]

Lots of people like decorating their planners with stickers, arrows, and other little extras, but they can be expensive, so here are some online free printables you could use. The ones that I like most / plan to use are bolded. 

Map printable cards – ScrappyStickyInkyMess

Daily sticker planner printables – The House on Hillbrook

Free printable planner tabs and labels – StudioL2E

Free printable disney inspired stickers – Belinda Selene

Weekly meal planner sticker printable – Live Craft Eat

Free colourful planner stickers – Scraps of Five

Etsy business planner stickers - Everything Etsy

Kokeshi doll recipe cards – Creative Mamma

Vintage shell clip art – Martha Stewart

Vintage music sheets – Crafty Secrets

Ledger printables – Mel Stampz

Look at the stars… – Sprik Space

Bird printables – Rebecca’s Misc.

Walk in the woods - The Graphics Fairy

Printable vintage recipe cards -The Graphics Fairy

Bird eggs printable - The Graphics Fairy

Vintage French invoice - The Graphics Fairy

Weather Planner Stickers - Wendaful

Home & Bill Icons Stickers - Wendaful

Colorful Frames Stickers - Wendaful

Work Planner Stickers - Wendaful

Weekly Water Tracker Stickers - Wendaful

Bill, pay day, to do, shopping, etc stickers - Craftaholics Anonymous

Pastel checklist printables - Vintage Glam Studio

Pastel monthly planner stickers  - Vintage Glam Studio

Pastel academic planner stickers  - Vintage Glam Studio

Fitness planner printables - Vintage Glam Studio

Pastel academic planner stickers (version 2) - Vintage Glam Studio

Blue planner printables - Vintage Glam Studio

Cool blue planner stickers - Vintage Glam Studio

School daze planner printables - Vintage Glam Studio

To do list printables - Vintage Glam Studio

Tropical fun planner stickers - Vintage Glam Studio

Academic planner stickers - Vintage Glam Studio

Sherbert planner stickers - Vintage Glam Studio

Kawaii planner printables - Vintage Glam Studio

Sweet Treats Shopping Lists - Vintage Glam Studio

Doodled Teal and Coral Planner Stickers -  Vintage Glam Studio

Teal and Coral Planner Stickers - Vintage Glam Studio

Shabby Chic Planner Quotes - Vintage Glam Studio

Sweet Icing Planner Stickers  - Vintage Glam Studio

Teal & Peach Checklist Planner Stickers - Vintage Glam Studio

Teal and Cantaloupe Planner Stickers - Vintage Glam Studio

Bold and Bright Planner Stickers - Vintage Glam Studio

Student Academic Planner Stickers - Vintage Glam Studio

Pastel Checklist Planner Stickers - Vintage Glam Studio

Week At A Glance Task List - Vintage Glam Studio

Whimsical Bunny Planner To-Do Lists - Vintage Glam Studio

Whimsical Kitty Planner To-Do Lists - Vintage Glam Studio

Whimsical Kitty Planner Stickers Ver2 -  Vintage Glam Studio

Whimsical Kitty Planner Stickers  - Vintage Glam Studio

2015 Monthly Project Life Calendar Cards - Vintage Glam Studio

Airmail Project Life Journaling Elements - Vintage Glam Studio

Motivational quote planner stickers printable – Beautyholics Anonymous

Summer printable cards - Miss Tiina

Daily checklist planner - iheartplanners

Colourful printable flags - Chelley Darling

General calendar labels - worldlabels

Planer flags - diyplannerlove

Watercolour squares & flags - Wendful

Reminder notes - The Pretty Blog

Goal card printables - The Pretty Blog

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