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call me Al. cursed blog. expect this bs.

their hope grew with a hunger to live

unlike before

#long tags long #she is returning to me. muse so dear.#oh my favorite curse #agnes obel #gods just something about her goddamn music makes the marrow within tremble #whenever I hear The Curse or see oh yes the curse. yes this #my #the curse #look look those lyrics. some folk grow believing in the eternal. its a race to death for paradise. some glorious ending to a life of #servitude? strife? fight? or. LISTEN when ya feel the hunger to live and know how to finally feed yourself?#i dunno ya make peace with death and learn a whole lot about love.#i like making songs all about me and stories i know alright lol #HAHAHAHA AND FELL FOR HER TRAP LOL #'The tendency for humans to search for meaning can be both a blessing and a curse #'which is a theme Obel explores in this song. Art science and discovery are all fueled by this curiosity'#' but so is aggression and insularity. In this song there is a curse that could be a blessing in disguise.'#ITS THE CUUUUUUURSE #lmfao ahahahahahha #healing lucidity in naming a thing and exploring it. aye the knowing and the patterns and the madness #imma be alright. better even. ah. im excited to wake and look after folk i love #dont get captured #ooooh the story I wish i could tell i could edit well SO MANY TOO MANY PIECES AND #i need to read more first. ah nothing truly has meaning it all ends. but what if we get to choose whats meaningful to us. construct our own #mirrored cathedrals. junkyards of broken glass. look what played on this path. aint it a beautiful moment? even for one? yeah.#construct your own story. art and stories and curiosity can keep alive and more. just dont go blind? in mind? oh its everything everything #and nothing. in the end its how we love. well for me. if im looking in. how do I live without regret?#first sleep!! and then maybe play with words and more songs and more paintings birds and trees and wind and water and planes overhead hello #every friend. a moth saved a fly dried. a squirrel's silly moment enjoyed. damn that quote was right. everything can be beautiful if you #dang. yeah. lol. lmao. yeehaw. i fuckin love life guys.#fuck facism btw. and terfs. fuck racism. sexism. all of it any of the. you get it. fuck money and power and greed.

oddthesungod

Some cloud oil studies :) ☁️

#in looooove with theeese

justme--48

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yolebrat

Weather has been giving "bitchy mages in The Hissing Wastes" lately.

and-fishing-equipment

sorry but someone assuming you have "left a fandom" when you don't post about it a lot anymore feels like bilbo coming home to the sackville bagginses having him presumed dead and selling all his stuff. girl i was just on a little quest????

mads-schubert

Cover art for The Deep End and their latest EP "Nobody's Home"

ovid

actually, that sex scene is load-bearing

gatheringbones

tbh a lot of my advice boils down to “hey you know that terrible horrible looming thing you’re doing your best to avoid and distract and escape as much as possible but no matter what you do it just keeps looming and looming and ruining your life”

“just, fuckign, run straight at it screaming.”

quasarkisses

i needed this as a background

spectrexviiii

#I HATE PAPERWORK AND I HAVE SO MUCH TO TAKE CARE OF #AAAAHHHH!!!!!

peniswizard69

Oh so when your mom puts a little bit of her heart in every meal that's fine, but when I, Harrowhark the First,

lavenderprose

This does bother me. I really do feel made a fool of in certain ways. I really did not want to believe that such popular fics in such a large fandom could really be written by AI. It makes me feel genuinely fucking useless in a lot of ways. If someone can get fucking. 200,000 hits on AO3 with their AI generated stories then what the fuck am I even for you know? I struggle a lot with imposter syndrome. Lately it's been especially bad. Some days I genuinely cannot look at my own writing because I can't comprehend anyone finding it worthwhile. This is really fucking disappointing and I don't really want to be this person and I really DO NOT like being a big ole downer on main but like. Fuck. I genuinely don't know what to do at this point. It all feels a bit fucking useless.

#its the difference between a fast food cheeseburger #and one lovingly made by a lady named heidi out of her house by the old saloon off a dirt road that the locals stop by every night and you #end up doing yoga in the front once dinner is over #and your son gets to meet the local bigfoot expert and play on a pile of rocks and see the critters and folk all about #yeah that McD's hits okay it sure is addicting maybe ten people have had this burger you're having now #BUT ITS THE BEST GODDAMN BURGER #something that feeds two hubdred thousand might cater to the flat taste thats #I AM HERE TO ENCOURAGE YOU FUCK AI FUCK CLAUDE AND MORE #like a highly designed burger made to fit every mouth and there is so much and its always there and its cheaply made and it makes me sick #once you hear how its made and all the suffering in that seeded bun #umm. i think I'm killing the metaphor and more. and also you know this and more. but there is magic in your words and writing and what you #create. and if it makes anyone feel better ITS ALL DUST ANYWAY and fame is fleeting and I find joy in the play and the work and my goodness #all I've done is journal lately to get the spill of thought out surrounded in some musical sound #is it time wasted? is it time well spent? thousands of words never seen again. farewell! best of luck! like a dance alone just for one #also validation is great. its lovely aint it? knowing you can write good and something is popular and loved. oh validation.#anyway don't know where I was going but I love your writing and Im sorry about all 'this' happening it makes me sick u deserve a movie scrip

thissweetenamor

streamingplatform-moved-deactiv

nemfrog

Koi. Japan, Home of the Sun. 1963. Kikuko Mori, illustrator.

Internet Archive

lyouve

Books are so cool because there are no fucking ads in them

#but it's happened! where is that story that translation that happened #altered altered some brand in the book to promote it or something #like yes books are amazing because of this #but be aware some have plenth of hidden ads even blatant ads #FUCK ADS FUCK SELLING THINGS whew #i love me a book #just finished gliff by ali smith and what a ride

perfectlyfreewasteland

my message 2 the world

cinturongazo

jerseymuppet

Happy Juneteenth to black trans femmes and black non binary people and black lesbians of all shapes and sizes and black trans masculines and black gender non conforming people and black asexuals and our cis and het siblings. Happy Juneteenth to every single black person PERIOD.

hartsnkises

Alan Turing and Ada of Lovelace did not invent computer science for the girls and the gays to claim they can't do math

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