Meow ;3

Sad girl days, happy lesbo hours

[ambershousefire]

Who am I

hii I'm amber and this is my blog and mostly this is a vent blog, nearly everything I vent about I do while being mentally unwell (I always am)

Some Things About Me

I'm Transfem, lesbian and aromatic.

I have BPD and dyslexia.

I love The Magnus Archives and The Magnus Protocol.

I love photography i do some myself though i don't think I'm very good at it.

Some of my hobbies.

rock climbing and hiking I'm not a super active person but i do enjoy the challenge.

Trigger Warning, not a complete list of what you might see but just things that i usually talk about, shelf harm, depression, suicide, violence (towards myself or others).

Don't take everything I say as what I'm going to do, most of what I say will have little meaning to me after I get it off my chest, I always welcome askes and people voicing there options about what I have to say I do try to reply asp but I do miss them sometimes sorry if this happens.

have fun. :3

[kind-of-human2]

this came to me in a vision

[smallpwbbles]

Imagine being a pro fumbler, couldn’t be me.

[kitty-0verl0rd]

my Jax interpretation!

[burgerdotcom]

reblogs were off

[wire-chewerr]

Pitter Patter Goes My Heart - The Broken Social Scene

Thank you Gooseworx and Glitch for a wonderful show, and thank you to the community for an amazing run. Happy Pride.

[vitabreva]

[plutooonium]

short story i was working on postponed because i no longer have a monitor with which to open the file and it's a 50/50 on if my computer's fucked

[plutooonium]

remember to focus on the road guys

[ambershousefire]

ive seen the pictures she should have focused on the road

[ambershousefire]

Haveing multiple health disorders/issues suck because not only do flare ups just make life so miserable you can't function but it always feels like I'm super unlucky and they flare up one after the other after the other so when I finally get back into a somewhat baseline state something else hurts or dosent move right or disrupts life like grate I can't fucking hear out of my right ear fuck ibs is kicking my ass and my knees are also locked all at the same time started day apart i fucking hate this

[ambershousefire]

Cus I had to read some things written by trans meds I will make it known I belive transmed are the scum of the earth, you alt right pipeline mother fuckers deserve every bad day in your life, if I ever see a transmed in person again I'm knocking you out on the street, you deserve no love, comunty or joy in your life, you racist pigs.

if you don't know what a transmed is lucky you, a transmed is a person that believes to be trans one requires gender disforea, believes the only 'proper' way to be trans is to medical transition and get a diagnoses of gender disforea, they also don't believe non binary identities are trans. So not only do they believe you need to be the "right" type of trans identity they also belive you need to have the money and access to trans healthcare to be doing it right... Like wtf is that privlaged stance, never mind the face that it's racist to not belive / accept indigenous gender identitys, there is so much I fucking hate about those 4tran pieces of waste water, very few people get me as mad as those brain dead fucks

There is so much I would and will say about trans meds

[seraphex]

you can ship aro characters but ONLY if you’re aro yourself. otherwise im gonna need you to pay me $50 to get your permit

[aromanticsky]

I think that if I unsubscribe I should stop getting the emails

[squidsmeister]

the amazing digital transgender glow up

[thecreatureoftheforest]

More stuff I made

[appelcake]

how it feels to trying to get my friends into my cool ass interests

[demilypyro]

"if Jax is a trans woman she's still an abuser so she's bad representation so the show is transphobic" you're an idiot. you want your blorbos to be perfect ideal angels, I want my blorbos to be realistic, nuanced, flawed human beings, we are not the same. I LIKE that she's messy and fucked up and problematic, I think it's a realistic depiction of how a lot of repressed and traumatized trans women are. I think the show goes to great lengths to explore how and why she is the way she is, and to evoke sympathy for this kind of person. it doesn't excuse her actions but it does make them understandable. and I think the fact women like that deserve sympathy is an idea worth stating and worth shouting. yes she's a bully and she hurt everyone around her and that may never change. she still deserves sympathy.

[inkyblinkyarts]

Oh jax, what a cautionary tale you are...