Amelia Thorn

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Amelia Thorn Weekly: Issue 3

Life Update:

Hi everyone!

So this week hasn’t had a lot going on – BUT!

I went out this week! For the first time in… a month and a half I believe? I went to my local spiritualist church for mediumship development. I’ve been there before a couple of times over the years, because my dad is super into this stuff; he even runs a podcast about it along with one about UFO/UAPS.

When we were there, we practised psychometry, which is where you give someone a psychic reading based on the energy you feel from an object. It’s (from my limited understanding of this kind of mediumship) one of the hardest kinds of mediumship to do. I was once told by another medium that I would be good at it, but I’m not too sure. I’ve only been to a development circle two or three times in the past five years, and it takes years to become good at any kind of psychic mediumship.

But anyway, when I gave a reading from the object I got, (which was selected at random, so I had no idea who I was reading for) the person I got said my reading was very accurate! Up until a few months ago, I was meditating every day so that might be why I got it so spot on. I stopped doing it because I felt like it wasn’t doing anything for me mentally, but now I think I may have to pick it back up again.

The reading I got was really accurate too – the person who was reading me said I had a lot of love, and that holding the object I had given in (an amethyst crystal) was hot which apparently means I’ve got healers energy. They said that I had climbed mountains and had many more to come (which made me almost burst into tears, because haven’t I been through enough!?😭😂 ). My mum came with me and she also gave a really accurate reading too. She goes to the church more than I do for healing and meditation so it wouldn’t surprise me if she’s a lot further ahead of me in terms of spiritual development.

But I’m really proud of myself for going to the Church, I think I might start going weekly to get out of the house and develop my abilities. However, I won’t be going into a lot of detail about it here because I know not everyone's a fan of this kind of stuff and this is a writing blog!

With regards to therapy this week, me and my therapist decided that I should get a job – which has been really difficult for me before. All the other jobs I’ve had before have always ended disastrously for me. I’ve always wound up in a lull of work in the middle of the day (y’know if you work in retail/food jobs) when no ones around thinking that I could be doing something else more productive than just standing around; like, I could be working on my writing career, be doing something I enjoy like playing video games etc, etc, and I usually end up having a meltdown midday and quitting on the spot.

Obviously I know that there are going to be days like that when working in any job, but this was all before I started going to therapy, so maybe now things will have changed now. I’ve only got a few options for me currently, which are looking like either being TEFL teacher or a nail technician. I’ve always loved learning languages and I’ve been told I’m really good at talking, so I thought I might be good at that.

With regards to nail tech work, I’ve always been a fan of doing my own nails and make my own press on’s regularly. I did work in a nail bar back in 2023 but had a tough experience with my employer and clients (who I’m fairly certain were just trying to scam – I wasn’t even doing the nails and I got had a go at by them!) so I’m not too sure if I should go back to that. Maybe I’ll sell press on’s online, I’m not sure yet. My therapist says that we should discuss it next time I see her.

I think another problem with going to employment is actually finding a job. My mum works as an employment advisor for the NHS and – from my own experience and hers talking to people seeking employment – that the job market is awful at the moment. Couple that with no other qualifications other than two GCSES and no work experience since I was in high school & Lockdown started, (which btw, I applied to over 600 jobs during that time, and got 0 response from 99% of employers) and my chances of getting a job are slim to none.

But I’m not going to give up.

Like I said, I might be able to sell press on nails online, or teach English online too. I’ve also got my passive income from my books and Patreon too, so it’s not like I’m completely without income.

My therapist also told me that I still need to work on Wise Mind, which makes me a little worried. Because, I’m really trying hard to keep up with it but I’m worried I’m not working fast enough on it. The way my therapist made it sound like, was that I should have had those skills locked down within the first week of doing DBT. I’m going to talk to her about it this week, but I’m worried she’s getting annoyed with me. I think she’s really good at what she does and she’s got the patience of a saint (seriously, more than other therapists I’ve spoken to), but I’m worried she’s not going to want to see me any more because I’m not progressing fast enough.

It’s so hard to realise when you’re in the middle of emotional mind and then go into reasonable mind and control that emotion in Wise Mind. I’ve still got all that emotion pent up, so I don’t know where to put it. I think I’ll have to double check with her about what I should do when I get that, I think I might need to use my ‘What’ Skills, but like I said. It’s hard to remember to use them. I feel like I can recognise it, but not use my skills. I know that these skills won’t come to be overnight, but I’m so scared about falling behind and losing my only hope at getting better.

Regardless of whatever happens though, I won’t go back to how I was. I can’t because the idea of being the worst version of myself scares the fuck out of me.

I’ll move onto something more happy now before it gets too sad lol haha.

Writing Update:

I’ve finished the first and second chapters of my serial! They’re almost ready for publishing, I just need to go through and edit and they should be good to go!

Thank you for reading this newsletter – I didn’t mean to get so emotional towards the end of my life section lol, sorry about that. I feel like I haven’t been genuine with my audience and I don’t want to hide any more – especially since BPD is a really intense disorder and people should know how it works.

Really, thank you for reading and I’ll see you guys next Sunday,

Amelia x

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Amelia Thorn Weekly: Issue 2

Life Update:

Hi everyone!

So, this week has been a little better since my last appointment. While I was talking to my therapist, we realised we’d gone over the same thing the week before smh. I think I mention it last week, but I really do forget to do Wise Mind. She said that my goal for the past week was to make a poster/Pinterest board of my Wise Mind goals for the end of the year. I wasn’t really sure how to go through with this, but I ended up with this:

I was thinking about how I would want to feel if I was in wise mind 24/7 and I thought of that cottagecore aesthetic. My therapist also said that I use humour to cope with everything that caused my BPD, but she didn’t say it was a bad thing. See that’s the thing about my therapist, she tells me things I need to hear, but annoy me so much haha. She told me that if she’s irritating me, then I can tell her, which I did in my last session lol. I think it’s so she knows she’s on the right track.

… While we were also talking in our session, (I don’t remember how it came up) but I told her that there was a part of me that didn’t want to get better. Now, I know that isn’t a good idea; all giving up on recovery will do for me is cause more pain for myself and the people around me. But, a part of me (emotional mind, I now recognise haha), wants to be angry, and let all the internalised feelings I’ve had out on the people who hurt me.

I don’t want to go into what my trauma actually was yet (one of the main environmental causes for BPD is having traumatic childhood experiences) but I’m sure 90% of it is attributable to being undiagnosed neurodivergent and that trauma I mentioned (I do want to talk about this at some point, but idk when that will be). The emotional mind of me wants to hit back at the world that caused me all this pain and anger; feels like the rest of the world deserves it for what it has done to me and other people who are in my same position; but the reasonable mind of me knows it won’t do anything to make me feel any better.

So, as I have been told to do by my therapist, here's the middle path: I'm entitled to how I feel, but since I know how it felt to be hurt, I won't hurt anyone the way I was. In fact, I want people to feel the opposite of how I felt/feel now.

And I think that’s always been how I’ve felt subconsciously. It’s even one of the reasons why I started writing romance: because I didn’t want anyone else to feel the way I did when I was younger. I want to put my energy into making the world a better place, and making people happy with what I write. The world is a scary place at the moment, and if I can make someone feel a little safer in their imagination, then I’ll have succeeded.

So, to end a pretty messed up part of this newsletter, I’m working on building up my own happiness at the moment and working on making others happy too.

To bring this part to an end though, I wanted to say that I’ve gone up in my antidepressant and my ADHD medication! I’ve been on a higher dose of ADHD meds for 3 days now, but I’ve already got so much more work done than I normally would have done! And with that, here’s the…

Mini Writing Update:

I figured out how many seasons it’ll take me to finish my serial and am still working on my overarching story and how to slot it all together neatly. Figured out my romance plot tho :)

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Thank you for reading so far,

Amelia x

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I had a horror marathon today and I’m currently sat here scrolling, and a ding goes off from my phone.

Instantly, my life flashed from all the horrors I’d seen that day - what could it be? The call from Ringu? One Missed Call? Or was it something much more explainable, not frightening at all? A ding of a like on social media or notification from one of the many food delivery apps I have?

I look down, scared to see who it’s from, the Russian roulette many possibilities rushing through my head.

It was worse than I’d feared: Duolingo was reminding me to do my dailies in High Valyrian.

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Amelia Thorn Weekly: Issue 1

This week, I saw my psychiatrist on the 13th, and we went through some DBT stuff, I've worked out the first season of my serial, now I just need to write it ;-;

Life Update:

Hi everyone! Welcome back to my newsletter/blog!

So, as I mentioned above, I've seen my psychiatrist and I'm now working on another DBT skill. I've been really struggling to keep up with DBT, especially Wise Mind. Essentially, you have to recognise you have 3 different kinds of mind: Emotional, Wise and Reasonable.

Emotional is when you're only thinking with your emotions. It's hot and mood dependant. Reasonable is logic based, rational and task focused. And Wise mind is a combination of the two - Seeing the value in both emotion and reason, the middle path essentially.

I think it's to help stop black and white thinking, which is definitely my strongest BPD symptom.

I've also got to worry about my 'What' skills but that's more like mindfulness about recognising with what's going on with your body and then distracting yourself from those feelings once you've figured it all out.

It's really tough to fight the thought processes that you've been thinking along with your whole life; but I'm hoping to get better, bit by bit. I've got another appointment on the day of writing this post 😬

On the upside, I recently got a ring I'd been wanting for ages. I'm a Love and Deepspace girlie and I absolutely adore Caleb, he's 100% my yume (I'm still in denial about the gege story line, I'm in the trenches 😭) I've also put a preorder down for a plushie that's coming out in November and I can't wait for it.

Writing Update:

This week I worked on getting my story together and working out how to fit my romance story structure into my other structure for the fantasy political drama.

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I’m back! With a confession and new content… kinda

Hi everyone!

So, I recently I’ve been thinking about what I want to do with my writing career and also about my mental health, so let’s start with my mental state.

I got diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder in January. Ngl, I was scared to type that. This diagnosis was really scary and freaked me out in more ways than I thought it would. Even though I’ve got quiet BPD (essentially, my symptoms are internalised rather than externalised), I felt like my writing quality was suffering because I had to look back on my life through this lens and realise that everything bad I’ve done were symptoms of my undiagnosed disorder.

The thing about this is, I’d never thought I’d really have it. I went to the psychiatrist and told him that I thought at the minimum, I’d have GAD and depression, and BPD at my worst. But, yeah, I got the diagnosis anyway lmao.

And I think that’s what freaked me out about it the most – I thought it wasn’t a possibility and couldn’t be true. I know BPD is a scary disorder, for everyone including the person with the disorder (for those who don’t know what I’m talking about, I highly recommend you look at r/bpdlovedones on reddit – it’s not a place for those with BPD but you’ll see why people are terrified of it). Which is why, I thought I’d write a blog about it. I genuinely didn’t think I would have it, and I think that’s a problem. So, I’d like to work on de-stigmatising BPD.

Maybe if someone reads my blog, and recognises their symptoms in me, then they can go and get the help they need. And over time, maybe even people without BPD will be less afraid of the disorder.

Now, I’m not expecting my audience to stay only for that but I felt like I needed to tell you this before I got onto the actual part about my writing: My personal life and writing life are heavily intertwined. So it would be difficult to write a blog about my life with BPD and not talk about my writing because it’s so close to me, which is why I wanted to combine the two.

So, since I’ll be going into detail about my future work, I’m going to be providing updates on my Patreon. I’ll do a less detailed version for my tumblr and my free Patreon members, but paying patrons will get the full in depth update.

Which leads me to what the writing will be about: Though I’ve learned a lot about writing and romance from writing x reader content, I feel like I need to move on from that now. This doesn’t mean I’ll be abandoning the genre entirely, because I might get an idea or two every couple of months, but I want to move onto writing my own fully formed stories.

I still want to write romance, there’s no changing my mind about that. However, I think I’d like to start writing serials with characters and in depth plots with little bits and pieces of information that lore seekers will gobble up like it’s the last meal they will ever eat (can you tell I grew up in the FNAF fandom XD) with a touch of darkness. Think Game of Thrones meets romance; but don’t worry, there won’t be anything too upsetting such as SA. Mostly just graphic violence like is in the first chapter of my first book, The Orc’s Obsession.

So, that’s kind of all I wanted to say hehe. Sorry for the long post, I’ve rewritten this post a few times and I think this is the best one lol.

I hope you’ll enjoy my future stories and stick around to read more about me getting better from BPD :)

Amelia x

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Serious Talk

Hi everyone!

So, for a few months, I’ve been really struggling mentally and because of this, I have decided to set aside writing monster romance for now. I’m so grateful and thankful for everyone who has joined my Patreon and written me comments. For someone who has been fighting to make this a career for the past decade of my life, it’s meant the world to me that people would pay and compliment my writing, but since I cannot give you quality work, I don’t feel comfortable continuing my Patreon or Tumblr for now.

I may come back to it when I’m in a better headspace, but until then, I won’t be very active on Tumblr and may be completely inactive on my Patreon.

Due to this lapse in mental health, it has also inspired me to get back into the kind of writing I used to do before I started writing romance. I might post about it on my tumblr when I feel like I am able to, but I don’t expect that to be for a while. 

I’ll still mod the discord server I started, but until I come back to Patreon or tumblr, this will be the last time you hear from me for a while.

Thank you all so much for supporting my work and I hope to see you all again soon,

Amelia x

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Sometimes when I'm editing, I read through what I've written and think to myself, "Goddamn I was tired when I wrote this."

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The word 'necessary' is my worst enemy, accompanied by it's adverb and noun, 'necessarily' & 'necessity'

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Big fan of ugly, gnarly and massive cocks on monsters. Cocks that scare the shit out of you when they are in your face…and make you throb at the idea of being fucked by them to the point your hole is actually a gaping, dripping, loosened up mess. Bumps and ridges and feelers and other weird appendages on it that rub so deliciously and make you cross-eyed😩😩😩

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Posessive in the Waters - Orc x Reader | 18+ Content

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The hot water bubbled around you as you lined yourself up with your partners cock. Your face flushed, glistening with sweat and condensation of the hot spring. Your Orc gave a satisfied sigh as you finally sank onto him.

Like always, his length split you in half, plying apart your puffy wet flesh and snuggling into your warmth.

“This,” he groaned, placing his hands on your waist, “was a great idea.”

Mentally, you made a note to apologise to the Orcess’ when you got back to camp. They were going to be so mad with you – but it’s not like you’d told him!

As you started to ride him, your mind drifted to a few days before all this happened.

*

You squeezed the towel against your damp hair as the Orcess’ beside you laughed. “Who’d thought that the natural springs would be so warm?” One nudged you in the side. “How long have you known about this, (Y/N)?”

Wrapping the towel around your neck, you looked up at her and smiled. “Well, it’s not really a secret,” you frowned in thought. “I guess we’d never been close enough to a potential location for me to think about it.”

“Well, we know about it now!” Another Orcess leaned from behind the first one and winked. “This should be our secret, alright? I don’t even want to think about what would happen if the boys found out about it,” she wrinkled her nose.

“Probably ruin it,” the first one muttered. “You know what they’re like, washing themselves off in wells and shit – one time, I saw one of them washing in a river after a raid… where the humans threw their toilet waist.”

All three of you recoiled and shivered in disgust.

Hoping this was a one off incident, you didn’t see why the other Orcs couldn’t enjoy the spring. Most of the Orcs you’d seen were well behaved… Well, as behaved as Orcs could be. But a part of you wanted to keep it a secret too – it’s nice to have a little place where the women could go and be at peace.

Sure, Orcess were still Orcs, but much like their human counter parts, they too got sick of all the dick-swinging that could go on in camps. At first, you hadn’t really paid any attention to it, too busy focusing on trying to keep up with all social rules and how the camp operated when moving from place to place.

It all came to ahead one evening, where a fight had broken out between a company of Orcs. It had started out in front of you; something about taking a weapon that belonged to the instigator before inaudible shouts came from both sides, before you knew it, the first punch flew through the air. Fists went flying, teeth shot out of mouths and blood spurted from noses.

You’d shrieked in terror as the two wrestled closer to your seating area, your Orc jumping to his feet and yanking away one of the two parties. He shouted something at him as the instigator broke free, straightening himself up. “I’ll kill him!” He’d yelled. “I fucking mean it! If he touches my shit again, I’ll do it!”

“I already told you!” The other Orc bellowed back, spit and blood flying from his lips, words limp from missing teeth. “I didn’t touch jackshit!”

“Alright enough!” Your boyfriend hollard over the two. “You know how we deal with this – go and speak to the Dux and then you both can try to kill each other over it!”

The two Orcs went their separate ways, grumbling and glowering in each others directions as your Orc sank next to you. You’d practically curled up into a ball, clutching your plate in your hand with a vice-like grip, shaking.

Your Orc put an arm around your shoulder. “It’s okay, don’t worry,” he said, his voice light and airy, as if he hadn’t just wrestled two Orcs away from each other. “This is normal here.”

“’Normal’?” you echoed, still shocked from that display. “Over a weapon?” You’d thought that weapons would be passed around camp like it was money transferring hands. Perhaps in exchange of food, or gold, or whatever it was that Orcs traded amongst themselves.

“Look around,” your partner pulled you into his lap, placing a hand on your thigh and rubbing it in slow, comforting circles. “Who do you see mostly around here?”

The majority of Orcs around, were the Orcess. You could tell that they had somehow brightened up since the petty fight. They excitedly talked amongst themselves, some pulling out weapons and swinging them through the air, like they were discussing how they would have fought in that squabble.

“They were…” you furrowed your brows. “Were they just making up that fight to impress them?”

A chuckle escaped your partner. “What? Surprised? Don’t humans do the same thing?”

“Well, yeah, but nothing like that.” You frowned, “wait, hold on.” Memories of men biting their thumbs at each other and drawing their swords resurfaced in your mind. “No, you’re right.” You looked up at your Orc.

Coming back to the present, you couldn’t help but marvel at the lengths male sides of different species went to. Now that you remembered that battle, you completely agreed with the Orcess. If they arrived while you and the other women were at the springs, the Orcs might instantly start brawls to try and get your attention.

Bidding goodbye to the Orcess, you went back to your tent, rubbing the towel harder against the side of your head to catch any remaining droplets of water. When you entered, you froze.

Sat on the side of your cot, was your Orc, sharpening a dagger. He turned to look at you slowly, eyes narrowing at you. “Where’ve you been?” He asked.

You stared at him, mind racing, trying to come up with a believable excuse. You couldn’t tell him you’d gone down to the river, that was where everyone washed… including the men of the camp. At that moment, most of the hunting party had gone down there to clean themselves off. You cursed yourself for not thinking ahead – but it’s not like you’d done this on purpose.

You always carefully timed going up to the spring, making sure that your partner would be busy to respect the privacy of the other Orcess who joined you. But you didn’t consider him coming back to the tent early.

The only time you went down to the river was with your partner to keep an eye on you. If there were other Orcs around, you knew they wouldn’t try anything if he your boyfriend was around, but your Orc just didn’t like the idea of them ogling you.

Maybe there was a way you could spin this to be reasonable. After all, it’s not like you had to get naked in order to wash certain parts of the body – you could have just gone to wash your hair.

“I went down to the river.” You started, watching him for reaction. “To, wash my hair after I fell…” you searched the air. “Into a puddle of unknown origin. So I went down to the river to wash.” Internally you cringed. Puddle of unknown origin? What were you, a mad Mage (who called themselves ‘scientists’ whatever that means) that believed in digging up corpses to study them?

Your Orc narrowed his eyes at you, and for a moment, you wondered if he was going to give you a lecture. Instead, he gave a shrug and stood. “This was before the hunting party got back, correct?”

“Yeah.” You breathed a sigh of relief. “I left as soon as they got there. I only needed to wash my hair anyway. I landed face first.” A grimace tugged at your lips. The implication made you cringe internally.

The Orc wrinkled his nose, but smiled. “I was going to kiss you, but I guess I can’t do that now.” He moved past you.

“Hey!” You scowled, following after him. “I did clean myself properly you know!”

“Then where’s your soap?” He threw over his shoulder at you, his smile growing wider. “’Cause it’s not in the trunk and it looks like it didn’t come back with you either.” He stopped, his smile growing more teasing in nature. “I checked it before you came back.”

You stopped dead in your tracks, heart dropping. Soap. Of all the things to forget at the natural springs and it was that. It was a nice bar too – your boyfriend had brought it back from a raid.

It was rose scented, with little bits of lavender in it. You always came back smelling like a rose garden.

No big deal, you told yourself. You’d just go up later to retrieve it, you’re sure no one else visited it. It would be suspicious if you left again. It was coming up to dinner time, so it’s not like you could slip away unnoticed.

You would have to go when everyone else had fallen asleep… and hopefully, find it and get back before your partner left for patrol and came back.

*

The night air was cold against your skin as you found the trail up to the natural spring. Your partner had woken you up when it was his time for patrol, but you’d pretended to stay asleep. Once you were sure he’d gone to carry out his duties, you donned your cloak and boots and headed out.

Slipping past the guards was harder than you’d anticipated, but were able to get by during the change over. You’d worry about getting back into camp later.

You used the moonlight as your guide up the trail, keeping an eye out for the landmarks you mentally marked to keep you on track.

As you passed them, you couldn’t help but notice a warm, glowing light as you got closer and closer to the spring.

Before long, you noticed the tell-tale flickering of a torch. You internally begged that it wasn’t a stranger using your nice soap – even from a distance, you could smell it in use. Gritting your teeth, anger rushed through you. What kind of idiot uses some random soap they found?! What if it was just some lye that someone had forgotten to bring back home with them? They could melt their skin!

Fire lit under you, you rushed the spring. “Hey who do you-” you gasped, clasping a hand over your mouth. Sat, lounging in the water was your Orc in the spring, running the bar of soap up and down his muscular arm.

He froze mid wash, suds dripping down and into the steaming water below him. After a moment, he leaned back against the stone behind him and gave you a knowing smirk. “I knew you’d come back for it.” He tossed the soap up in the air and caught it in the same hand. “So, this is where you’ve been going with the girls, huh?”

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Power Exchange - Orc x Reader | 18+ Content

You lay as still as you could. The familiar bass of your Orc Boyfriend’s voice rumbled through the packed dirt floor as he spoke in a low voice to his others outside your tent. As slowly as you could, you reached under your pillow and felt for the rope you’d stashed earlier.

It scratched back at your skin, like it was reassuring you of it’s presence. You withdrew your hand and hid it back under the furs as you heard the rustling of the tent flap. Familiar heavy footsteps shook the cot as your partner groaned, removing his leather armor and setting down his battle axe.

An iron scent followed your Orc as he bustled around the tent, washing his hands in the water basin you’d prepared earlier. Water droplets pattered against your ears, each one chiming in with the thundering in your heart.

You forced yourself to relax. Your plan was not going to work if you didn’t relax. The rustling of a towel pushed your eyebrows into an annoyed scowl. It seemed like this was taking forever. Seriously, how long does it take for your boyfriend to get ready for bed?

When he was done, you forced your face to slacken and your lips to part slightly. The cot beneath you creaked as the Orc climbed in beside you. His arm slid under your waist, the other resting you on your hip. He took a deep inhale of your hair and rubbed his nose into the back of your neck.

“G’night love.”

You continued to be slack in his arms, waiting until the tenseness in his muscles softened and his breathing grew heavy. Once or twice, you nearly fell asleep and had to pinch yourself to stay awake. Finally, when his snoring was too loud for you to bare with, you opened your eyes and slithered out of his grip.

As carefully as you could, you pulled the rope out and unravelled it. Once it was a puddle in your lap, you pulled it taught between your hands. The rope gave a quiet twang. “Okay,” you whispered. “Let’s do this!”

Straddling his waist, you pinned your Orc’s arms above his head. You jumped out of your skin as the Orc beneath you gave a snort and adjusted his head laid on the pillow. You froze, still as a statue, just waiting for him to wake up and see you.

Thankfully, his eyes remained closed, a content sigh falling from his lips. You almost felt bad seeing him so relaxed, so unguarded. But your determination remained steadfast.

Shuffling further up his massive figure, you braced his wrists against the supporting pole of the tent. Holding his wrists in place with one hand, you fumbled to find the rope with the other on your side of the cot.

Once you got a grip on it you worked fast, circling the rope around his wrists and the pole. Once tight enough, you fastened it off in a double knot and topped it off with a double bow just to be safe. Like all Orcs, he had idiot levels of strength and though you had no plan to harm your partner, the last thing you wanted was for him to get free of his punishment.

You let go of the rope tentatively, like you worried it may spring apart at any moment. When it didn’t, your whole body slacked. Your shoulders sank with relief as you melted onto your side of the bed, arms and legs sprawling out. A deep sigh exhaled from you as lolled your head to look at your partner.

Narrowing your eyes, you wondered if you should wake him now, give into your quiet fury bubbling beneath the surface. But no, you resisted. This would be more effective if you waited til morning. That, and you were starting to feel tiredness pulling down the stage curtains that were your eyelids.

Slipping under the bedcovers, you couldn’t help but feel a tinge of excitement. You couldn’t wait to see your boyfriends reaction. And even more excited to get your revenge.

With a satisfied smile, you let your eyes drift closed and allowed yourself to fall into the darkness.

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