Behind The Scenes

I'm not lying, I'm playing a role. (Oooooh, so scary.) If you put any of my stuff in an AI thingy, I will eat your parents and yourself and your children. Who am I?

[anchoeur]

Why hello.

My name is Anchoeur, and I'm a writer when I can. I'm from France, and go by she/her. Feel free to chat and ask for theories and opinions while giving yours. I always enjoy a good chat.

Masterlist

One Year in Hell (Naoki Urasawa's Monster) — Exclusively on AO3

You Could Build a World out of What-Ifs (Naoki Urasawa's Monster) — Exclusively on AO3

Also, I kind of hibernate, or have extended writer's block. Don't mind me dying from the Internet for a little while or not replying to your ask right away. I'll come back eventually.

Much love or whatever, Anchoeur.

[anchoeur]

You Could Build a World out of What-ifs | Masterlist

Caring for people is hard, when all you know is death and how it came to push people off the edge of that hauntingly blurry line between what is and what disappeared, but once existed. Especially in a context where hundreds of people fall ill due to a substance unknown to the public, the pharmacopeia, and the teams Esther is a part of. What is even harder is realising the answer to all your questions is simply digging into the fresh mud you promised not to touch after burying the ugly, the unimaginable, the unspeakable. With dirt under your fingernails, all seem dull and all you touch is sullied. With rot in your head and chest, all seem dangerous, and people appear different, unreal. Post-Ruhenheim AU. Not beta-read. Grimmer's alive.

Pairings (though not romance-centered) :

Kenzō Tenma/Original Character

Wolfgang Grimmer/Original Character

Carmen/Original Character

Christof Sievernich/Original Character

Heinrich Lunge/Original Character

Character List :

Original Characters (heavily focused on) | Kenzō Tenma | Wolfgang Grimmer | Julius Reichwein | Heinrich Lunge | Nina Fortner | Dieter | Rudi Gillen | Christof Sievernich | Evan Heinemann | Martin (Boy on the roof) | Wim Knaup | Carmen | Roberto

Chapter list :

Part 1 — The Substance, or A Lie out in the Open

01 — A full sink of mud — on AO3 02 — A square room — on AO3 03 — An empty booth — on AO3 04 — An eye in the stars — on AO3 05 — A night of sweat — on AO3 06 — A word of intrigue — on AO3 07 — A speck of ash — on AO3 08 — A flash of smoke — on AO3 09 — The Immediate — on AO3 10 — The Invicible — on AO3 11 — The Undying — on AO3 12 — The Suggestible — on AO3 13 — The Daring — on AO3 14 — The Caring — on AO3 15 — Good cop, bad cop — on AO3 16 — She believed, he lied — on AO3 17 — A stitch in time saves nine. — on AO3 18 — Birds of a feather flock together. — on AO3 19 — All roads lead to Rome. — on AO3 20 — Familiarity breeds contempt. — on AO3

Part 1.5 — Look Up! The Sky is there, too.

01 — Mission — on AO3

To be continued.

Content Warnings : Rated E for Explicit

Additionally, the writer is not a Native English speaker.

[anchoeur]

New part out.

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

[anchoeur]

Not as much as I'd want to. I'm really prone to move on from something I liked at some point (hence all of the plot twisted, added cast and new plot lines), so when I read what I used to write, I feel embarrassed by what I just witnessed and want to die.

[anchoeur]

Tenma being bad at relationships because he always puts people away from his most intimate thoughts and this could also apply to his feelings, which means no healthy communication, and therefore no progress nor stability.

Tenma being bad at relationships because he's emotionally unavailable and has a tendency to compensate with dates—that's what people do, right?—and physical affection that feel hollow even to him.

Tenma being bad at relationships because he's burnt out and has never taken the time to wonder what he wants out of those, nor if he ever even wanted one.

Tenma being bad at relationships—

[topgunvolleyballscene]

how often are you getting a headache

daily

weekly

monthly

couple times a year

yearly or less

Voting ended onJul 23

[anchoeur]

Let us settle this once and for all.

Which age range do you headcanon Lunge to be in?

In his thirties.

In his forties.

In his fifties.

In his sixties.

In his seventies.

Voting ended onJul 10

I'm so confused on this man's age.

[anchoeur]

I turned a year older today and I got Tomodachi. I put both OCs and their canon character love interests on the island, and needless to say, they're all bonding through childhood trauma.

Oh, and uh, my Zelda OC fell in love with Tenma from Naoki Urasawa's Monster but he rejected her.

[shakksta]

Heinrich's obsession 👤

[vtsumi]

Hi im not the same anon as before, im totally a new one LOL so sorry if my english isn't that good. i saw you take kenzo art requests?? Sorry if you don't but if you do... i wanted to ask for something. Could you draw kenzo in the same clothes as you drew him on that last drawing of him you made (delicious btw🤤 love ur art) but he's like,,, idk,, playing with a cat?? idk have fun. it's so refreshing to see NORMAL nsfw/suggestive art of him 😭😭😭 ty for your service

PS: By cat i mean the animal 😭😭😭 and i dont want to sound weird for asking this i just like cats and kenzo too much and i think he would love cats such as i do...

i got you bro.... 💖 fat bowling ball of a cat inspired by my friend's fat bowling ball of a cat

[sratatata666]

or what about a trans reading of this character? oh wait too problematic can only be bambi eyed saints

[anchoeur]

pls elaborate

[jaffre]

yeah its fine. its fine.

[jaffre]

updated prediction for Monday

oh and what about Tuesday?

give me a fucking break!!!!!!!!

[allthingswhumpyandangsty]

some people will be like “I wonder why fanfic writers don’t share their works anymore😔” and then this is them when a writer is kind enough to share something they write — as a hobby, for their own enjoyment — with them for free.

some people really don’t realize how privileged they are that they get fanfics for free. imagine having access to something for free because someone is kind enough to share it with you… and then being rude, entitled and an ungrateful pos to that person who was kind enough to share their creation with you for free

“almost 1 year is a lil too much for me” fuck off. fanfic writers don’t owe you anything. one of my favorite fics was updated after 13 years, and what I did is that I thanked the author for choosing to continue the work, I didn’t act like a spoiled toddler by asking why they didn’t update sooner. and even if a writer chooses to abandon their fic permanently with no explanation, that is their choice, their hobby, their decision. they don’t owe your entitled ass anything.

you people let tiktok rot your brains to the point you see everything as content farm and engagement. not a piece of art created by the artist’s love and passion. it’s dystopian.

[anchoeur]

I haven't been writing at all, but gah-damn the heat... The light of screens is making my head go like crazy... Bury me in ice, kindly.

[hollow-head]

"who do you self insert as when you read?"

This is me when I read:

[anchoeur]

yuh

[anchoeur]

I got Skyward Sword about three days ago, and only now started playing, because I only now stopped procrastinating and went to fetch my Wii in the basement. Tell me why Ghirahim dragged me through the ground (not-so) lovingly even though it was the first time I fought him?

I spent a good twenty minutes trying to figure out how his boss fight works, and I still don't get how I defeated him. I didn't die, but he wouldn't die, and he pissed me off. Put that tongue back where it came from, sucker.

[anchoeur]

Me when I'm bleeding profusely but I still need to serve face (I'm on my period and anemic)

[a-silly-poll-side-blog-yay]

would you still be alive without modern medicine? looking back at your life, would you survive without any to the moment where you are now?

yes

no

barely

yes but it would affect me for the rest of my life

results

Voting ended onJun 2

I'd have my knee fucked up forever 🫪 alive but yeahhhhh