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Nakshatra’s as TikTok’s on my fyp - Part 2
Shravana:
Jyeshta:
Jupiter nakshatra (punarvasu, vishakha, purva bhadrapada) men:
Ashlesha:
Anuradha:
Rohini:
Ardra:
Shatabhisha:
Mrigashira:
Pushya:
That’s it for now ! bai yall 😇
mrigashira here. that is me fr. i'm fried 💀
anyone else relate
western astro has completely ruined the reputation of retrograde planets. everyone just panics and thinks "bad luck," but in vedic astrology, retrogrades are actually insane.
in jyotish, a retrograde planet is called vakri. and here is the crazy part: a retrograde planet is actually STRONGER than a normal planet. it has maximum chesta bala (motional strength) because it’s physically closest to the earth.
but because it’s moving backward, its energy gets completely internalized, unpredictable, and highly karmic. having a retrograde planet in your birth chart literally means u have deeply unfinished business from a past life. u didn't finish the assignment, so the universe is making u repeat the class, but with 2x the intensity.
here is what they actually do in a birth chart:
🌿 mercury retrograde: u aren't bad at communicating, your brain just works entirely differently. u process things deeply internally first. u probably overthink everything, but u have this crazy ability to see details and patterns everyone else completely misses.
✨ venus retrograde: the ultimate placement for karmic relationships. u don't do superficial love. u are literally here to break traditional relationship rules. u will probably have intense, fated encounters with people u feel like u already know.
🔥 mars retrograde: internalized drive and anger. u probably struggle to express when u are mad in the moment, so it builds up internally until u explode. your lesson is learning how to pace your energy instead of going from 0 to 100.
🪐 jupiter retrograde: u physically cannot blindly follow traditions, religions, or teachers. u have to question everything. your spirituality and belief system is super personal and u usually have to figure it out completely on your own.
⏳ saturn retrograde: the harshest inner critic. u probably put way more pressure on yourself than anyone else ever could. your past life karma is about learning how to handle responsibility without literally crushing yourself under the weight of it.
(btw the sun and moon can never go retrograde, and rahu/ketu are always retrograde).
Because Sun nakshatra women are upheld as very pure and virginal girls that always say and do the right thing and never do anything “bad” when they are kids, they tend to be the main women who have “Good girl gone bad” glow ups in their adulthood. They have to keep reminding people that they are not little girls anymore and that they can be sexy and fierce because they previously had such innocent and girlish images.
Good examples are Britney Spears (Uttara Phalguni), Sydney Sweeney (Uttara Ashadha), Dayoung (Krittika), Lili Reinhart (Uttara Phalguni) in Riverdale, and Olivia Newton John (Uttara Phalguni) in Grease . Miley Cyrus (Krittika) had her Cant Be Tamed era, Megan Fox also had a crazy glow-up. Rihanna has Ketu in Uttara Phalguni and she released the album “Good Girl Gone Bad” when she was in her Ketu dasha. Jojo Siwa (Uttara Ashadha) also went from the bubbly and overly colorful child influencer to whatever the hell she is doing now.
It’s also interesting to note how Sun nakshatra women are often seen in beauty pageants, especially Krittika being prominent in Miss World and Miss Universe contestants, due to these women’s ability to transform from humble beginnings as little girls to being well-rounded, mature, and confident women who dont easily let themselves be backed into a corner even when they are being harshly criticized or mocked. Beauty pageantry also requires the women to have lots of skills and educational background and Sun women are known to be studious learners all throughout their lives. They’re the types to get degrees and learn languages far into their adult years whereas most people wouldnt see the point in doing so once their 20s are over. They are “rebellious” but not in the chaotic sense of Saturn or Rahu wanting to rebel for the sake of changing societal rules and dynamics . Sun nakshatra are “rebels” simply because they want to be themselves without having to worry about the criticism and standards of others. They’re not necessarily rebelling to seek attention and change the world, they’re not even doing these things because they seek to “rebel”. It just happens when you are authentically yourself as an adult people take that as being rebellious.
You often hear these women also cracking jokes about why they cant understand why so many people view them as rebellious because they genuinely dont see how just being themselves without inhibiting beliefs is something abnormal or “different” to others. In their perspective, this is just the most natural and thoughtless way to live without stress and peer pressure. They dont want to be “sexy babies” and they dont want to be “a mature milf” archetype either; they just want to be children when theyre children and be adult women when they are adult women. I remember an Eartha Kitt (Uttara Ashadha) interview where she expressed agitation with these types of silly labels on her womanhood. Chee (Krittika) has also done so, in her famous interview where her mother told her to “marry a rich man” and Cher responded “Mom, I am a rich man!” pointing out how silly the label is and how that type of statement can unintentionally take her own confident and mature self-expression away from her and be given to a man instead (which is unfair and ridiculous).
Britney in particular has a lot of songs where she sings about how shes not a little girl anymore and she hates how overprotected and sheltered her family and social circle keep trying to make her even though shes now an adult and just want to do adult things. A lot of people can sense the innocence and abundant, happy state of “just being” in Sun nakshatra girl and try to coddle and shelter them from the outside world in fear that she may be “tainted” or something. I had also noticed previously how these nakshatras are also common in child brides and mormonism for the same reason.
A lot of people want to push them into the mold of puritan culture because they refuse to accept that these women are not little girls with “innocent” lifestyles anymore. You often hear them saying how stressed that are that people wont take them seriously and how no one will understand they have passionate, womanly urges and desires like everyone else. They feel pressured to stay silent but they usually break free ⛓️💥and become radically different and unintentionally very inspiring female figures as a result. They show the duality of women best.
Excuse the messy collages. I never claimed to be a graphic designer.
They can look very rough and frumpy (possibly even nerdy or awkward and “uncool”) when theyre younger and might be called prudish or even naive in their romantic relationships and beliefs as a result.
People also tend to be in awe how the Sun nakshatra woman can possibly be the same person they knew in the past, because their transformations are often so different from who they were presented as prior.
Because the Sun is the most masculine and yang planetary energy, these women often dont feel very beautiful or feminine when they are younger. They can be similar to Jupiterian women in being like a nerdy, frumpy fat kid who gets ignored by most people; though Sun nakshatras tend to have a bubblier and friendlier, more positive personality so they can still maintain some friendships in their youth despite them not feeling like they match certain standards of girlhood. They usually experience things later in life than other girls, perhaps their first kiss or their first period, maybe even first time on a date, etc. This is also a similar theme in Jupiterian women.
In the tv show Insatiable, the character played by Krittika Debby Ryan desires to lose weight in any way she can because she’s sick of not knowing what it feels like to be beautiful and well-liked. After she loses the weight, she has an extremely shocking transformation that everyone in town, not even her own family, can fully comprehend as being possible. And she quickly notices how much nicer people are to her and how much more she gets acknowledged and appreciated throughout the day as well. She has a hard time handling this sudden 180 in people directing attention at her and she starts to spiral into even more toxic self-esteem issues than what she had when she was fat. Which i think is also a common pattern for Sun nakshatra women. They are surprised at how differently people treat them after their “good girl gone bad” transformations and instead of being able to properly soak in the abundance of attention, they actually start to shun it more and can even experience mental breakdowns as a result of it being too much for them. They can’t wrap their head around how the same people can be so harsh to them one day and then friendly the next because it’s not in the nature of Sun to be wishy-washy and manipulative in the amount of kindness and emotion they give to others in this way. This type of behavior from the masses is very lunar at its core and rahuvian and venusian (sometimes even Saturnian) at its most intense. Both Rahu and Venus (as well as Saturn) view the Sun as an enemy and for Solar women this type of conditional love can be very disheartening for them as the Sun is the most unconditional planet, giving all of its light and joy to everyone without discrimination.
This has been in my drafts since May 20th, i thought i already posted this!! 😭
one thing about vedic astrology that literally explains so much about our psychology is the rahu and ketu axis.
in western astro they usually just call them the north and south nodes, but in jyotish they are treated as shadow planets and their energy is intense.
basically, rahu is where your soul is absolutely obsessed in this lifetime. mythologically it’s the head of the demon it has a mouth but no stomach, so it’s constantly eating but never gets full. whatever house rahu sits in your chart, u will have this crazy, almost chaotic drive to succeed or experience things there. it causes illusions and obsessions. you want it so bad but it never fully satisfies u.
ketu is the exact opposite. it’s the tail/body of the demon. it represents what your soul already completely mastered in past lives. because u have already "been there, done that," ketu makes u feel totally detached, apathetic, or literally isolated from whatever house it sits in. you might actually be naturally good at those themes, but u just don’t care about them. it brings intense spiritual detachment.
for example: if you have rahu in the 10th house (career) and ketu in the 4th house (home) - u will literally break your back trying to get public recognition and career success (rahu), but u might feel totally disconnected from your family or struggle to ever feel "at home" anywhere (ketu).
Pick a pile: How can you get the structure you need to achieve the solidity you're looking for?
Pile 1: 3 of pentacles, the hanged man and 3 of wands.
Looking at the cards, especially the three of pentacles, I'll tell you… You won't build the structure you're lacking alone or by rushing. You must create support networks. It's perhaps one of the most complicated things to establish because it doesn't happen overnight, and… Well, it really involves a lot of trust in others.
But you need to open yourself up to building community, collaborating with others, and creating networks of mutual support where you share your knowledge. Your strength comes from teamwork and providing real value to others. In a way, we need to change the way we see things. If you're extremely individualistic like me, you'll find it difficult, but you have to learn to connect with others. You have to slow down, stop seeking immediate gain, and start looking at your projects from a different perspective, much more patient and focused on serving others.
Realistic, mature, and long-term planning. It's a slow process, yes, but it's the only way to guarantee that what you build today won't fall apart tomorrow. Stop running and start putting down roots with others.
Pile 2:The higth Priestess, the sun and the 9 of swords.
Okay, this might sting a little. Your lack of structure isn't solved by adding more control, but by learning to let go. And you'll say, "OKAY, BUT HOW DO I DO THAT?"
You see, I think you spend your nights awake imagining catastrophes and reinforcing your plans over and over again out of sheer fear that something will go wrong. You're like an architect who, panicked by the thought of their building collapsing, over-reinforces the metal structure until it becomes so heavy that it ends up collapsing under its own weight. You're losing the functionality of your life because of this lack of trust.
You have to learn to be silent, rest, and trust your personal intuition completely. And that means stopping the analysis. Every time you catch yourself analyzing the situation and re-evaluating things, talk to yourself as you would to a very pushy person and gently ask yourself to be quiet (kindly, please). You need to cultivate absolute certainty and confidence in yourself, that whatever happens, you'll be able to handle the situation well. Success, light, and clarity will come into your life at the right time. Your only task today is to slow down your mind, remove unnecessary reinforcements born of fear, and allow your structure to breathe flexibly. Trust is also a strategy.
Pile 3: 4 of cups, 2 of pentacles and the devil.
With these cards, I'm going to tell you… you can't build an external structure if your internal foundations are infected by other people's doubts or desires that aren't even your own.
The external structure you need begins with establishing your own inner truth. You're trying to build walls on a foundation of confusion and white lies. You've been through an exhausting up-and-down, trying to balance confusing situations that ended up shattering what little structure you had. If you want solidity, the first step isn't to do more things, but to sit down and redefine what success means to you. Are you looking for real stability or are you just chasing the whims and ambitions of others?
Before taking this step, you have to sit down and ask yourself who you are and what you want.
This is complicated. For example, I love working with homeless people, people with mental health issues, or drug addicts, but it's not something that's well-regarded. It took me years to realize that I wanted to dedicate myself professionally to this because I was always told that "It's not a good job." And well, it isn't, but it's what I came to this world to do. To take care of those people. So I know what it's like to hear that what you want "isn't right." But it is.
So the first step is to listen to yourself and ask yourself, Alice in Wonderland style, who you are and what you really want. Extra tip you didn't ask for: try to think of your comfort zone as your enemy.
Stop juggling other people's expectations. Put on the brakes, clear your foundation of toxic attachments, and define your own rules of the game before laying the first brick again.
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Good News To Look Forward To: From Your Future Self
Wondering what the next blessing consists of? What is the next piece of information that would light up your soul on fire? What if I told you that you already have the answers, you just have not connected the dots yet?
Well, grab a seat, because you are about to tell yourself some future tea. And trust me, your future self does not hold back. They have been waiting for this moment to spill everything you need to know. So get comfortable, keep an open mind, and let us find out what your soul already knows.
Pile One
Pile number one. Your future self wants you to know how much better it gets. You could have had a really difficult childhood or really hard times, moments of transformation that almost made you want to give up on life itself, and you are going to be quite happy that you never did. You have asked yourself a lot during your lifetime: why me? Why did this happen? Do I really deserve this? Are things always going to suck this much? And your future self wants to let you know that they will not. Sooner than you think, a lot of the suffering you have endured will make more sense. I am not saying to glamorize your suffering, but you are going to understand how much wisdom and how many tools were given to you in these moments.
Life is about to become so much easier for you because you have been through worse. You have developed over time, a way to manage and maneuver life that is truly one of a kind.
This is about to make you excel in everything you are about to touch. The only thing that is really missing right now when it comes to your life is the belief that you have access to better, that you deserve better, and that you should get, and you will get better. Your future self wants you to know that you are on the verge of something great, and no push is needed only a couple steps forward.
The universe is here to carry you, to catch you, and not only the universe, but so many people. You are so lovable, and you have had a hard time in your life believing that you were lovable to start with. You are about to meet so many people who are going to make you feel loved, who are going to make you feel heard, who are going to make up for all the times that you felt like you were alone. You are going to realize that it was never the case. You were just a bit lost, and you are about to find your people. You are about to find home, in terms of energy, in terms of environment, in terms of what life has to offer to you. You are about to find it, and it is going to feel amazing.
In the future, there is someone that you love kissing. You are about to meet this person as well. This person has really nice lips. You are going to love kissing this person so much. It is really going to surprise you how much you just love to make out with this person. I get the vibe that you could be at home, making out on the sofa for hours, just kissing for hours. And yes, it is sexual, it has tension, it has desire, but the hunger for each other is so much better. You really love teasing each other and kissing. I just keep seeing two people kissing like crazy, but in a way that is also so soft and passionate. This is going to be on another level. You have never made out like this, and you are about to love it. So just so you know, you have this to also look forward to.
Pile number one, you will be happy to learn that the hard path, the hard part, is finally over. A cycle has just closed. Maybe you have not noticed yet. You will notice it when you look back at this moment of your life, now you are spending a tremendous amount of time stressing over the future and your career and what direction to go, and are you even ever going to become successful like you have always dreamed of ? You are going to look back at this exact moment and laugh and think
“oh, she was so young and beautiful and full of worries, if only she knew. ”
If only you knew the life that you are about to live. The person that is speaking to you right now is an older, wiser you. It could be you in your sixties. It is a version of you that has seen a lot. They have seen everything, and now they are looking at the bigger picture, and it is so beautiful.
Addicted yet? Good. My master list is calling your name. Go on, you know you want to.
Pile Two
You are getting a car. You are getting a car soon. You are getting a new type of freedom. So it could be a car, it could be your own apartment. You are getting access to a new place, a new way of transportation. You are getting more freedom. You are getting the opportunity to move as you please. There is some type of blessing that is incoming, and it is related to movement and the freedom of movement. You could have wanted to move to a certain country for so long, and now it is about to happen. The opportunity is about to fall on your lap. There is movement, there is expansion. There is a lot of traveling, there is a lot of learning and teaching. You are becoming smarter and more curious.
More curious about life, about yourself, about what awaits for you. There is something waiting for you. There is an adventure. There are people, there is information. Your mind is about to be stimulated in all the right ways. You could be learning, going back to school, traveling. Your essence is going to replenish. Your mind is blooming again. I am getting a plant that is dying so that it can bloom again. Your mind is expanding, but a part of it that maybe was holding false beliefs, negative thoughts when it comes to yourself is dying.
It is like a rebirth of your being.
A rebirth of your belief, a rebirth of your fate, especially when it comes to you as a person, individual and soul. You are becoming ungovernable, becoming your own god in your own right. You are taking the space that was always waiting for you to take it. You have a big role to play in your life and other people's lives as well. It is like you have always known, but you were always scared of getting on the throne that maybe was not yours. This whole time, your name was written on it. You have always known that you were meant for better, for bigger, for expansion, and you are about to be proven right.
It is time for you to stop hiding, to stop gatekeeping yourself, to stop being humble. And yes, we all love your humbleness, but at the same time, you were playing yourself down, and there is a big difference between being humble and just selling yourself short. You were never meant to do either of those things. So yes, you are about to get your ego polished, because you are about to shine, my love.
You have been meant to shine. You might be getting a little bit of anxiety just reading this, but I do not really care. And your future self does not care either. They are like :
“oh my God, just do it. Just do it ! ”
They are excited for you because you are about to love whatever is coming so much. You are going to realize how much you were missing out on, and if you knew how much fun you are about to have, you would be jumping right now.
This lifetime has so much to offer to you. I really hope that you will jump, that you take the leap of faith, and that you will grab life, the essence of it, the joy, the love, the adventure, the curiosity, the pleasure, everything that makes us human, that makes this experience worth it and give it a big hug. The kind your parents gives you at your graduation.
You have spent so long feeling like you were waiting for permission. Waiting for someone to tell you that you were ready, that you were enough, that you could finally go after what you wanted. The permission was always yours to give, and now you are giving it to yourself. Not because you have suddenly become arrogant, but because you have finally realized that playing small never served anyone. It certainly never served you. It kept you safe, yes, but safety is not the same as freedom. Choose freedom.
The car, the apartment, the new country, those are just symbols. They are the physical manifestations of something much bigger. They represent your ability to move through life on your own terms, to go where you want to go, to be who you want to be, without asking for anyone's approval. That is the real gift. That is the real blessing. Not the thing itself, but what it represents. Your autonomy. Your agency. Your power.
You are going to look back at this moment and realize that this was the turning point. This was the moment when you stopped waiting for life to happen to you and started happening to life. This was the moment when you became the author of your own story instead of a character in someone else's. Warning, it is going to feel terrifying and exhilarating all at once. That is how you know it is real. That is how you know you are doing it right.
There is a version of you that has been living in the shadows, afraid to take up space, afraid to be seen, afraid to be too much. That version is dying. And it is okay to grieve them. They kept you safe for a long time, but they are not who you are anymore. You are the version that steps into the light, that claims what is yours, that dares to dream big and then dares even bigger to go after it. You are the version that other people look at and think:
“how do they do it? How do they make it look so easy? ”
The answer is simple, you stopped making it hard. You stopped overthinking. You stopped second guessing. You just started moving.
Once you start moving, momentum takes over. Once you start moving, the universe moves with you. Once you start moving, doors start opening that you did not even know existed. That is the magic of taking that first step. The rest of the path reveals itself as you walk it. You do not need to see the whole staircase. You just need to take the first step.
So take it. Take it now. Take it today. Take it even if you are scared. Take it even if you do not feel ready. Take it even if you have no idea what comes next. Because what comes next is going to be better than anything you could have planned for yourself. Your future self is already there, living the life you are dreaming about, and they are cheering you on. They know you can do it. They know you will do it. They know because they have already seen it happen.
You are about to be so proud of yourself. You are about to look in the mirror and see someone you recognize, someone you have been waiting to meet, someone who is finally living in alignment with their truth. And that person is going to attract everything they have ever wanted. Love, success, adventure, joy, peace. It is all coming. Not because you deserve it, though you do, but because you are finally allowing it. You are finally opening your arms and saying, I am ready. I am ready for everything that is meant for me. And the universe is going to say, “finally”.
So get ready. Get ready for the freedom. Get ready for the movement. Get ready for the adventure. Get ready for the life you have always known you were meant to live. Because it is coming. And it is going to be beautiful.
Addicted yet? Good. My master list is calling your name. Go on, you know you want to.
Pile Three
Do you feel restless? Does it feel like you have all this energy inside of you that needs to go somewhere, but you cannot seem to find the right target ? Clarity is coming. I think this is the next blessing incoming that you have no idea about, and that your future self is telling you about. Now if you are wondering, what does that mean? I will tell you. Stay with me here. You are about to find the exact targets for this energy. You are about to find what fuels you. You are about to find something that is going to make your soul and your spirit spark with joy and fulfillment. You are about to be so fulfilled with life, with your career especially. You are becoming an artist. You are becoming an artisan. You are finally becoming the creator.
You are weaving your fate and your destiny together as we speak without even being aware of it. You have a tremendous amount of power and will. Nothing seems impossible to you, and a part of it is that everything is possible when it comes to you. You are a powerhouse. You have so much energy. I am not even playing. You could really accomplish anything you set your mind to. So make sure that you are not trying to destroy yourself, because I swear to God, you will also get to do that. It is a double edged sword. We live and we learn, but the silver lining is whatever you touch, whatever you want to make happen, whatever you want to accomplish, it is yours.
You get to do it.
It is your power. You are also about to realize your power, and when I am talking about power, I am talking about your energetic power.
You are a natural alchemist and you have not really noticed yet. They were moments where you were quite mad and curse someone. It’s so easy tho, you probably didn’t even notice.
“I wish they will just disappear!”
“Karma will get them.”
Their life falls apart soon after.
It could feel like words are spells when it comes to your power of the tongue. I really need you to understand your power, and deep down you are aware of what I am talking about and you believe me, but there is also this other part of your brain that is kind of telling yourself that you are being delusional and magic is not real.
Magic is real, and you are full of it. Please, baby, get into it. Become a witch, do magic, do spells, please do energy work. You have everything to gain from it.
There are a lot of people on your side. There are a lot of ancestors. There is also your future self that is giving you energy. You are able to pull from everywhere around you and to really magnetize it into whatever you want. The forgerer of your own destiny.
You really need to start meditating if you have not been doing this. Really think about energy as energy manipulation. Do not think about it like a woo woo thing, something that is maybe for fun. It is not a movie. It is in real life, and you can get a lot with this. You are a powerful creator, and I really hope that you are going to understand this.
So whatever you have been wanting, dreaming, yearning, please go after it, because you can make it happen. Just focus on the desire and on the thought, and it will be yours. I am not playing. This is the clarity you have been looking asking for. You are the key to your own blessings. Your energy is the key to so many things. All the doors are open. You only have to decide which one you want to get into. Please start meditating, doing yoga, taking better care of yourself. Better body, clear mind, better energy. Remember that. I believe in you.
Some of you are movie stars. That is so random, but I am just being honest here, and you should go full force after this dream if this resonates with you. I love you so much. Your future self loves you as well. They are really excited. They are like
“oh my God, you have no idea. We are about to have so much fun! ”
You are about to have so much fun.
You have always been someone who feels things deeply, maybe too deeply at times. You have carried the weight of the world on your shoulders, and you have done it with a grace that most people will never understand. But that weight is about to lift. Not because the world will get lighter, but because you are about to become stronger. You are about to realize that you were never meant to carry it all alone. You were meant to share it, to transform it, to turn it into something beautiful. And that is exactly what you are going to do.
The restlessness you feel right now is not a curse. It is a compass. It is pointing you toward the direction you need to go. Every time you feel that itch, that urge to move, to change, to grow, it is your soul telling you that you are ready for the next level. You are ready to step into the version of yourself that you have always known you could be. And yes, it is scary. Yes, it requires letting go of people, places, and patterns that no longer serve you. But the view from the other side is worth every single tear, every single sleepless night, every single moment of doubt.
Your future self is already there. They are already living the life you are dreaming about. And they are sending you signs every single day. The song that plays at the right moment, the stranger who says the exact thing you needed to hear, the dream that feels too vivid to be random. That is them. That is you. Reaching back through time to remind yourself that you are on the right track.
You have spent so long feeling like you are behind, like everyone else got the manual and you are still figuring it out. But the truth is, you are exactly where you need to be. The detours, the delays, the disappointments, they were all part of the plan. They were not punishments. They were preparations. They were building the vessel that could hold the life you are about to receive.
And when it comes to love, you are about to attract someone who sees all of this in you. Someone who does not run from your intensity but runs toward it. Someone who looks at your fire and wants to sit beside it, not put it out. Someone who understands that your passion, your drive, your hunger for more, it is not a flaw. It is your superpower. They are going to fall for you not despite your complexity, but because of it. Because they have been searching for someone real, someone who does not apologize for taking up space, someone who dares to dream and actually goes after it.
You are magnetic. You always have been. You just forgot for a while. But the forgetting is over. The remembering has begun. And it is going to feel like coming home. To yourself, to your power, to your purpose.
Do not do too much drugs, and try to stay sober a little bit because it could go south real quick. Make sure your energy stays clean, because that is kind of what makes your success. Protect your energy. Do not get siphoned. You could have a tendency to hang out around energy vampires, and you are going to have to stop doing that if you want to get to where you want to go. They will drain you without even meaning to, and you have too much light to waste on people who are not ready to receive it. So choose wisely who you let into your orbit. Not everyone deserves access to you.
And yes, lock in. Choose. Just choose. The world is your oyster. You have every tool you need. You have every gift you require. The only thing standing between you and everything you have ever wanted is the decision to go for it. So go for it. Take the leap. Trust the landing. Your future self is already applauding.
Addicted yet? Good. My master list is calling your name. Go on, you know you want to.
GUYS PIRATING IS BAD.
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How to stop comparing yourself to others
* Focus on whether you're improving ONLY compared to your past self, not someone else's past and present. You are your only metric. They are not your competition.
* Define success based on your own values instead of social expectations. It doesn’t matter if others find it impressive or awe-inducing. Do you like it? Are you happy with it? Are you proud to do it? Okay then. Always focus on building a life you genuinely enjoy rather than one that relies on the validation of strangers.
* Limit exposure to social media accounts that trigger unhealthy comparison.
* Keep a journal or simple log of your progress and know that lulls in growth are normal. Don’t expect to really judge your results until you’ve been doing something for maybe 1-3 years at least (depending on the pursuit).
* Don’t only allow yourself to feel pride when you hit major achievements, feel free to celebrate small things like doing something for 3 days in a row, doing it for 30 minute blocks consistently, etc. Be happy for yourself!!! Pat yourself on the back and say good job!!! Be your own source of praise and validation.
* Ask yourself what you can learn from others rather than what you lack. Be inspired, not jealous.
* Recognize that everyone starts from different circumstances and advantages and that they may be making good use of their starting point just as you can make good use of your starting point.
* Spend more time taking action toward your goals and less time monitoring others. If you spend an hour drawing and then an hour online feeling hurt by other peoples drawings, you should’ve been drawing for 2 hours and maybe you’d have something you’re proud of too.
* Practice gratitude for the opportunities, skills, and resources you already have. There are people behind you who can’t wait to be at your level, to have the tools/materials you own, and would love to be able to go to that class that isn’t available in their area.
* Stop assuming that someone else's success automatically means less success is available to you. Stop with the “there can only be one” mentality.
* Measure progress by consistency and effort, not by speed. If someone learns something in a year but it takes you 5 years, who cares? You both learned it, hooray!
* Study the habits behind someone's achievements. Have a students mindset and perhaps you can adopt some of their methods you may not have considered. Use others' success as evidence of what's possible.
* Acknowledge your strengths twice as often as you notice your weaknesses.
Krittika: The Mother who Devours Her Own
I was going to wait for Dhumavati Jayanti to post this, but I’ve found that urgent teachings cannot wait. And so I’m posting this now. To understand the full weight of this piece, first read my writing on Ardra and the horror that is existence on this plane of duality. There will be many widely held concepts that I will overturn in this piece, so strap in for the ride.
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Babies come out of the womb crying for a reason.
The birthing process that thrusts a soul into the incessant chaos of the dualistic world is none other than Bharani, and the violent, cruel world in which what is birthed must endlessly fight and work and toil to survive in is none other than Krittika.
To truly understand what this means, one must first have the correct perception of the Universal Mother, better known as Mother Nature. One must see Mother Nature for who she truly is.
Growing up, we’ve all heard about Her. She is an all-loving, generous Mother who loves all her children equally and gives of her great bounty to everyone. She is the birther and nurturer of the colorful, vibrant world that we live and “flourish” in. In spiritual terms, she is even more highly praised. She is revered as the Divine Mother, the one who empowers all with her great Shakti, the one who lovingly looks upon her Līla, her divine play, that is the harmonious co-existence of all her children who frolic and rejoice in the wonders of her ever-growing, ever-bewitching Maya. They say that she is the one to whom you can always go in prayer, and that she will always answer. In her loving bosom is the answer to all your questions, the solution to all of your problems. They say that she is everyone’s spiritual home, the one who is the source of nourishment for all beings.
And so if nobody else will tell you the following, I will:
The Mother does not give a blooming, flying fuck about you.
As we’ve all seen, people talk of the Mother in such reverent terms. And looking at what she does, it is understandable why she may appear that way to the simple mind. In the rainforests of the world, where she is headquartered, she gives abundantly. She gives fruit, flowers, and foliage… all for her offspring to eat and to self-nourish. But at the same time, she doesn’t give a single fuck about what happens to her offspring. Imagine yourself in the Amazon rainforest. You take 10 steps in a random direction, and all of a sudden you are pounced upon by a jaguar, which begins to brutally maul you. You scream and shriek and writhe and convulse as the jaguar rips your intestines and spleen from your abdominal cavity. You plea for help as your life flickers before your eyes, and what does the Mother give you?
Her cold, silent indifference.
As your liver and guts get strewn on the forest floor, the leaves of the canopy blow in the breeze. The monkeys in the distance eat their wild fruit without a care. An anaconda slithers into the foliage, digesting an infant tapir she just swallowed. In spite of your screaming, the Mother’s wonderful cosmic play carries on. This is who the Mother is. She will give you nourishment and bounty. There’s no doubt about that. But then when you’re getting violently dismembered, she will give to you, too. But in that case, what she will give you is her eternal indifference.
To walk the path of the immaterial, liberated feminine, one must first understand that the Mother who is so lovingly spoken about is, in fact, a cruel, heartless bitch. When you look upon Mother Nature not with a sense of wonder, but instead with a sense of horror, is when you know you have spiritually matured out of the confines of the material world, where her evil is romanticized.
And to understand why this bitch Mother is the way she is, we must look at the nakshatra called Krittika.
Krittika is widely known as the “birth of the masculine principle”, what with it being ruled by Agni Vaishvanara (“the All-Male”), it being associated with the patriarchal caste of the Brahmins and the Sun, and so on. But what we must recognize too is that this is where the polarized feminine is birthed. In fact, it is the Mother of the universe herself who births these dualistic binaries and paradigms. This is why Krittika is said to be the birth nakshatra of the Moon. Krittika is where Mother Nature, symbolized by the Moon, establishes her cruel, violent, “cutting” order.
And on the subject of cruel mothers, Krittika is one of the main nakshatras that expose the abusive nature of the maternal principle. Krittika mothers are frequently abusive, and tend to advance their own agenda either in spite of their children or using their children (as pawns or footsoldiers). They tend towards tyranny and bulldoze over their children’s wants, needs, and individualities. One perfect example in the media is the matriarch Alma Madrigal in the animated Disney film Encanto, of all movies. Abuela Alma Madrigal’s voice actress has Krittika Sun, and through her actions in the film, you’ll see how the maternal principle functions in an unflinchingly psychopathic way.
In a wider, universal sense, we can see this too. As I mentioned in my Ardra post, the “agenda” of life as we know it is the propagation of the molecule known as DNA. I will now be more specific and clarify that this senseless propagation of DNA is the personal agenda of Mother Nature. She doesn’t care how you do it, and she doesn’t care how much you suffer for it, as long as it is carried out. She doesn’t care if you murder other beings or if other beings murder you—as long as in the process, DNA is propagated, she’s fine with whatever. Remember the jaguar that was disemboweling you on the rainforest floor? Well, because of your internal organs and the calories they would provide to the jaguar and her cubs, the jaguars are able to propagate their DNA. All good on her end. Your screams and wails didn’t even register to her. Her agenda has been carried out, and your suffering and feelings aren’t even a footnote in the story. This is your Mother.
This psychopathic obsession with pointless reproduction really comes full circle when you look at it in the context of Krittika’s significations and associations. Krittika is associated with the priesthood and by extension, organized religion. And how does mainstream organized religion around the world see women? Nothing less and nothing more than quiet, submissive, baby-making factories. The real Children of the Birthing Moon. The “patriarchy” installed in Krittika is in fact in service to the Mother, the Moon, who insists that all bend to her will of senseless DNA propagation. And you as a woman, are to fall in line. And once again, she doesn’t care how you do it, or what happens to you, as long as it is done. This is your Mother.
That’s why I really cannot help but laugh when right-wing religious conservatives around the world try to paint a picture of the world as being some kind of utopia where all of the Mother’s children flourish and hold hands and sing kumbaya. This is their Garden of Eden. And anybody who thinks this way is basically stuck in the “Garden of Eden” stage of perception. Most people (and most beings, for that matter), have not even left Eden. And Eden is not the paradise they think it is, because Eden’s residents, also known as the Mother’s children, are all busy eating each other. It’s essentially cannibalism on a cosmic scale. The Mother births all her children, and she herself is the totality of all her children and all of Creation. And so you’ll see that this whole shitshow is basically a sick and pointless ritual of self-cannibalism.
And speaking of cannibalism, Krittika is the main nakshatra associated with the concept. Some of the most notorious cannibals in history are Jeffrey Dahmer (Krittika Sun), Albert Fish (Krittika Sun), Richard Chase, also known as the Vampire of Sacramento (Krittika Sun), Dorangel Vargas, also known as “El Comegente” or the “Maneater” in Spanish (Krittika Sun), and Alfred Packer (Krittika Moon). This cannibalistic nature of Krittika is fully embodied by dualistic existence itself, which is self-cannibalizing, as we can see from what happens in the world. The Mother’s offspring are all eating each other and she fucking loves it. This is your Mother.
So to reiterate, the essence of my message today is simple:
The “Divine Mother” is a heartless bitch who does not, has never, and will never care about you. All she wants from you is for you to be the fertile, birthing Moon she made you to be. And that is why with her or in her, you will never find peace, and why we as Hags have a duty to work tirelessly against her pointlessly cruel paradigms. She is not, has never been, and never will be the Good that she is romanticized to be. To advance her agenda, she will spill your guts, rip out your throat, tear out your heart, devour your liver, no matter how much, or how loud you scream.
Because, always remember:
This is your Mother.
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“It just means you have to work double as hard as most people!”
Well maybe I don’t WANT to work double as hard as abled people!! Maybe I deserve a BREAK!! Maybe I’ve been working MORE THAN double as hard for MY WHOLE LIFE and it’s led me to immense burnout & caused me to develop several MORE disabilities!! Maybe I should be ACCOMMODATED so I don’t have to KILL MY BODY AND BRAIN over trying to do what abled people can do!! Maybe I DON’T have to work double as hard!! Maybe if there’s the option to let me NOT work double as hard, I should have it, because I’m already working double as hard JUST TO SURVIVE!!
Why do you think disabled people deserve less rest than mentally & physically abled people?
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HEYYY PILE ONE!! let’s start our reading! ~~~~
HMMM WOWW OKIEE!! as i begin the reading, it’s clear ASFFFF that this person is gonna “play with your mind”. okay, i don’t mean playing with your feelings, but “playing with your MIND.” 😭 what i mean is, when you start liking them, you're gonna feel this insane sense of euphoria around them and you're gonna start acting a little bit... uhm... let's just say crazy (you better believe they feel the same, they are just better at hiding it compared to you 😀👆🏻... y'all are terrible at it, i'm sorry).
OKAY SO, basically, i think y'all are the type to start overthinking wayyy too much once you're in love. at the same time, y'all are also ecstatic as hell, walking on air, beaming with joy and everything. 😭
it's like: "OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE I AM IN LOVE. THEY ARE SO GORGEOUS. SO SWEET. AGHHH FKDNDF. okay but wait... what if... they think i'm weird? 👁👄👁" THIS contradiction!!! this is exactly what i mean when i say they're gonna play with your mind. i feel like this is something most of you already experience when you're in love, but when THIS person comes into the picture, it's gonna be MUCH MORE INTENSE. and the hilarious part is 😭 this person is gonna notice it STRAIGHT AWAY. the MOMENT you start malfunctioning in front of them, they have already seen you, lmaoo!! and this person is no less mischievous cuz they are gonna tease the fucking HELL OUT OF YOU!
one particular thing i'm seeing is, if this person is taller than you, or if you're interested in taller men, they might have this habit of constantly hovering behind you, standing over your shoulder, walking right behind you, just existing in your personal space for absolutely no reason 😭 if it's someone shorter, or a girl who is shorter or the same height as you, she'll constantly hold your hand, or interlock your arms/fingers!! and nah, because this would be such a turn-on for you 😭 i can literally hear some of y'all screaming AAAAAAAAA (a small request, pls do that internally ✋🏻). also, they wouldn't actually do this with just anyone. this feels very specific to the person they're ACTUALLY interested in, so dw cutie, they are NOT playing with your feelings!!!! the whole image is soooo cute OHMAGAWD.
a lil TMI: 🪄 so there was one time i was REALLY into this guy and we were in the same friend group, and whenever he came up to me or we had a proper interaction, my face would turn red. my girl bestie would notice it and later tell me how i was SOOOO pink and blushing stupidly. every single time i'd get defensive and be like, "it's MY blush stfuu" 😭 i genuinely couldn't believe i was blushing enough for OTHER people to notice. excuse me wot 🧍🏻♀️ i thought i was amazing at hiding my feelings? turns out i absolutely wasn't 🤓 the next time i wanted to make sure she wasn't joking or messing with me... well... she wasn't. later i found out he liked me too, but that's a story for another dayyy lmaooo))
so YESSS 😭💗 i'm seeing the same thing for y'all as well. not the exact same scenario, but that exact feeling of being completely exposed because your face is giving away EVERY SINGLE butterfly in your stomach. you guys are gonna look so stupidly, visibly in love!!! awwwieee 😭💗 good luck anyway, hehehehee.
before i even started pulling the actual cards, the energy was already INSANEEEE 😭😭
BUT now that i'm actually pulling the tarot cards, i can totally understand why i started this reading feeling all giggly and euphoric and weirdly excited for y'all, heheheh. because when these cards came out i was literally like: OHHHHHHH. YEAH. DAYUM. that explains EVERYTHING.
pile 1, can i just say something? y'all are actually SO FUCKN lucky with this person and it's kinda UNBELIEVABLE 😭💗 (this is one of those few times where i get jealous while doing a pac reading).
i don't usually talk about specific cards that much, but i HAVE to mention this because THE. HELL. your first cards were the emperor, the empress, and the lovers. THREE major arcana cards. and not only that, but THE EMPEROR AND THE EMPRESS TOGETHER??? side by side??? looking at each other??? in THIS economy??? 😭👆🏻
the thing about this person is that they don't do things for you impulsively. they actually think A LOT before they do anything for you, because to them, you're someone they GREATLY value, someone they don't want to mess things up with.
and OHMYGODDDD the phrase "princess treatment" has been sitting in my head ever since i started this reading. regardless of your gender, regardless of the relationship dynamic you prefer, this person is absolutely the type to put you on a pedestal, in a "i genuinely think you're the coolest person alive" kind of way.
i am not kidding, their admiration for you is actually embarrassing 😭💀 (if you're an introvert, babe, all the best for the rest of your life because idk what to sayyyyy 😭)
like whenever they read a beautiful poem, they think of you.
whenever they watch a movie and fall in love with a character, they think of you.
whenever they hear a lyric that immediately makes them go...
oh, and they talk SO highly of you 😭 whenever you come up around their friends or family, they somehow find a way to turn it into a conversation about how amazing you are. BELIEVE me when i say that their friends may actually get SICK of hearing about you 😭 at some point their friends are literally gonna be like, "WE GET ITTTTT 😭 YOU'RE IN LOVE." they might even tease them for how much they brag about you, and i'm not even seeing your fs BUDGING at that 🫠 they're more like, "yeah, so what?" 😗 (YUP. even making the same pouty face, ughhhh)
marriage is DEFINITELYYY written for you both. i mean OFC we're doing a FUTURE SPOUSE reading, so marriage is obviously gonna be there 😭 BUT what i'm tryna say is that this person wouldn't really have any second thoughts about you. EVER.
SO marriage doesn't feel like some difficult decision they need years to make. once they're sure it's you, they're GOOD.
and this person would be MORE THAN HAPPY to do whatever you ask of them. you ask them for coffee and it's already on the table. you suggest the idea of a vacation, and the bookings are already done. you ask them for an impromptu night drive to your fav 24/7 store to get your fav ice cream in the MIDDLE of the night, and they are already in the car, reclining your seat for your max comfort. you ask them to fuck off and they're already out of the room. okay, that last one was a joke, lmaooo 😭😭 this person hates disappointing you. HATES it. reminds me of the song, "walk 'em like a dog, walk 'em like a dog" (except... in bed, you better believe it's TOTALLY THE OPPOSITE 🫷🏼😃🫸🏼 and you're entirely at their mercy, sweetie, hehehe).
i also feel like this person is more experienced than you when it comes to relationships, so they know how to treat their partner. not that their past is gonna bother you or anything, honestly, their exes don't even feel important in this reading. what shocks me more is looking at the kind of person they were before meeting you and then seeing how deeply they end up loving you. THAT'S what's amusing me 😭 because wow, it reminds me of the song "ALL OF THE GIRLS YOU HAVE LOVED BEFORE" by taylor swift. that's most probably how you're gonna feel.
okayyy, now these are gonna be a bit more specific, but this is still a general reading, so take what resonates. your person is gonna be SOME NEXT LEVEL extrovert 😭 ESPECIALLY when it comes to expressing their love for you. whether it's to you directly or to someone else, THEY. ARE. NOT. BACKING. OFF. i'm seeing them reacting sooo cutely but also dramatically sometimes 😭 sometimes you're gonna blush, sometimes you're gonna wanna crawl into a hole and disappear from embarrassment 😭 (though it totally depends on whether you're in private or public. for example, imagine showing them your outfit and they immediately put their hand over their chest and pretend to faint. THIS is the typa shit this person is gonna do 😭)
okay, i also feel like some of y'all really enjoy partying or just going out and having fun? if yes, then your person is accompanying you EVERYWHERE. this is the type of person who'll hit the dance floor whether they know anyone there or not. and guess who's getting dragged along with them? YOU 😀👆🏻 alsooo, this person would NOT hold back when it comes to physical affection in public 😀. they're very comfortable with pda, things like kissing your hand/lips, leaning their head on your shoulder, and always touching you somehow. and even having quickies with you whenever they can 🤭
this person reminds me of that tiktok where a son asks his dad who's the most beautiful woman he's ever seen and the dad goes, "your mom. she's 10/10." and the son says, "dad, mom is a 6 at best." and then the dad immediately goes, "YOU TAKE THAT BACK 👹" THAT'S the energy your fs gives off when it comes to admiring you 😭
the way they LOOK at you... ohmagod. it's sooooo scorpio + libra coded (they could also have major placements there). they're SOOO good at eye contact. THEY DO IT ON PURPOSE 😭 (yk how i mentioned this earlier). even if y'all are with friends, family, or literally ANYONE, this person is STILL gonna look at you with the exact same eyes they'd give you during sex 😭 and trust me, your cheeks are gonna burn OFF. these are the types of couples who constantly get told, "okayyyy get a room."
for a lot of you, i'm seeing this person has some kind of creative hobby or maybe even works in a creative field. for most, i'm getting music or writing. i can see them playing instruments for you. they could do things like singing, dancing, or writing for you. it'll depend on the person ofc, but there is DEFINITELY something artistic about them.
half the time they'll do it for you in front of other people too, while STILL looking directly at you. i'm actually hearing a very melodious tone throughout this entire reading, it's been there since the beginning. so that could be a sign as well!!
Soo yes we are done with your reading!!! haha it was truly soooo fun!!!
let me know what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3
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Heyyy pile 2!! let's START the reading!!! ~~
your fs, my lovelies, is HOT. cherry red HOT. a late-night drive kinda HOT. the weeknd songs kinda HOT. chase atlantic kinda HOT. (these were the songs that played in my mind as i started doing this reading 🫡 ❤️🔥 SPECIFICALLY 'into it' and 'blinding lights' came into my mind!!)
for a lot of y'all, i am seeing that your future spouse might physically look a lot like the actor who played the character of logan in off-campus.
i see that your fs isn’t necessarily that “social” or “extroverted,” but somehow they know the perfect person for every task. it's mostly because they possess great conversation skills and are actually naturally VERY KIND! 🙂↕️ their kindness isn’t that performative kind. they don’t ever force it. they are just naturally a softie at heart, yk 🫠 AND that’s what i am seeing, WHY you’re gonna fall for them. each time you see an act of kindness from them, you will end up being SOO utterly impressed 💗 (BUT BUT, their appearance is DEFINITELY gonna be the opposite case, hehe)
although they are naturally kind, sometimes their kindness would end up shaking your nervous system and your entire soul, basically 😭🙏🏻 for example, you are looking at them and admiring them, wayyy too deep into your own thoughts, all the flutes are playing inside your brain, and you're already picturing the wedding dress and everything, lmaooo 😭 thus, you are CLEARLY blushing and maybe not even blinking, and all of a sudden they notice you and now... they are wondering if you are sick or if something's wrong with you 🥲 this is just my example, by the way. and they're like, 'oh my god, are you sick?' and they are like touching your neck and your forehead to see if you're actually sick or something. and you're like, “huh- wot- uh- NO. I'M FINE. GOSH” 😂😭 and this small gesture just doubles your blushing 😭😭.
they are sooo unexpected, yet your heart can never be prepared!! for example, they’ll come up to you and say, “you look quiet today?” and now you're panicking, “I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE I WAS QUIETER 😭”. they might stand too close to you, and internally you’re like, “PLEASE BACK UP. NO WAIT DON'T.”
i'm not saying they are oblivious to your feelings, BUT they would end up doing things for you, out of love and care only, that would be SOOOO UNEXPECTED AND SOO OUT OF THE BLUE that each fucking time it would catch you off guard. but that would turn out to be so good for you 😭 when that moment passes, you are stomping your feet, pressing your lips to control the uncontrollable smile, and cupping your face, just thinking about what they did 😭💖✨ (yesss babe, i can totally picture you doing ALL of these whenever your person does something)
it's like everyday you wake up with the thought, 'okay, let's see what this person is gonna come up with today 🧍🏻♀️' lmaoooo
OH DEAR. can we just say that this person would be the best sex you've ever had? 😭 WHEW. sex with them is like, “i never knew I WAS capable of that????” it’s just SOOO electrifying, toe-curling, body-shakingly GOOD!! they would genuinely have MIND BLOWING skills too 😭 your first time with them? BABE. i don’t wanna spoil much here, but just know, you’re not gonna meet a hotter person for sex than them. end of discussion. every time you think about how your first time with them went, you’ll not behave like a normally functioning human, TRULYYY lmaooo. you’d scream, squeal, BLUSH (ofc DUHH), and start doing some wild things just out of pure excitement 😭
i am seeing that for a lot of y'all, your person is gonna have some kind of exotic traits. at least for where you have lived or the environment you are used to, they might have some physical traits that are gonna stand out. maybe a different ethnicity or nationality. and most likely something SOOOO divine about their eyes or hair?? if it’s a guy, then he’ll def have long hair!! GOSH. HANDSOME. (that’s an understatement btw)
i am hearing a particular lyric of i don't know which song, “saw you in my dreams... talking through our eyes... then we came close... took my heart away, away, away.” most definitely this lyric is not from just one song, but i can say THIS is how y'all have the initial phase of your rs?? OKAY. IT’S CLEAR NOW. SOOO, i am seeing that y'all might meet through work or school/college? it could be anything where you have to see them everyday. cuz i am seeing that after you interact for the first time, you’re gonna meet everyday, or at least “NOTICE” each other everyday and have an eye-contact-ship for a longggg time 🤭
their love language is mostly physical touch. that’s the top one, at least. the second one being expressing themselves through words? words of affirmation. initially, i am not really seeing them talking to you heart-to-heart or soul-to-soul, but they’ll still find ways to do it anyway!!! 😛 🫸🏻
tbh yk, they're accidentally attractive. i don't even know if that line makes sense, but i feel like they wouldn’t realize how much YOU ACTUALLY like them or are into them (although they might be losing their mind for you at their own pace too, but you lose your mind more than them!!). it could also be bcz you would realize your feelings before them? 😭 for example, they lean closer to hear you, you're BLUSHING. they touch your shoulder, you're BLUSHING. they compliment you, you're BLUSHING. they smile, you're BLUSHING. in the meantime, they are like, “you okay?😀👍”, but you, “oh yes, just had a cardiac arrest, but that’s fine 🥰🫶🏼” this was soooo funny even for me ISTG LMAOOO
also, something about their smell? your mind will notice it in a split second, even in the most crowded space. you would absolutely SWOON over their smell, the perfume they use, as well as their natural body smell!! their smell in itself could be one of your BIGGEST turn-ons!!
okayyy, next thing i'm seeing is that you and your person would have some kind of VERY peculiar subconscious connection. like, y'all would just... GET each other. before one person even says something, the other person already knows. before you even explain how you're feeling, somehow they've already picked up on it, and vice versa. it's honestly giving those couples who communicate through a single glance across the room 😭🙏🏻
because of this, i genuinely don't see a lot of miscommunication happening between you both. obviously y'all are human, so disagreements can happen, but not much “miscommunication.” they understand what you're trying to say even when you're doing a terrible job explaining it 😭 and it's funny because i feel like even your interests could end up overlapping in some way. it could be music, sports, movies, games, literally ANYTHING. maybe y'all already like similar things. but even if you don't? BABE. trust me when i say this person is gonna make it their mission to learn 😭
you would casually mention your favorite singer, favorite football team, favorite movie, favorite whatever, and suddenly this person is asking, 'wait, what do you like about them?', 'which album is your favorite?', 'who's your favorite player?', 'which season was the best one?'
and you're thinking they're just making conversation. NOPE. because next thing you know, they've spent HOURS researching it. DAYS. and that, too, voluntarily, nobody forced them!! they trulyyy want to be a part of something that makes YOU happy 😭💖 the amount of effort this person puts into knowing you is something that's gonna warm your heart over and over again. even years into the relationship, you'll still randomly catch yourself thinking, 'wait... you actually remembered that?' 😭 because they do. they remember. cuz they pay attention.
and i think what makes all of this even worse (for your poor blushing self) is that this person is SOOO unpredictable 😭 as i said before, they would do things you would NEVER expect them to do. for example, y'all are chilling and all of a sudden they're like, 'come with me.' and you're like, '...where?', and they go, 'i don't know. let's just go.' 😭😭😭
and now somehow you're in a completely different city, lmaoo. this person genuinely enjoys bringing excitement into your life. i think that's where a huge part of the attraction comes from. it's like every day you wake up wondering, 'okay... what is this person gonna do NOW?' 🧍🏻♀️ because being with them never feels boring. y'all genuinely enjoy each other's company. it's as if y'all are one of those couples where you can put them in an empty room with absolutely nothing to do and somehow they're still laughing 😭💖 those couples who become best friends first and lovers second. those couples who could spend hours together and still not want to leave. that's EXACTLY the energy i'm getting here for y'all 🫶🏻😭💖
so they would use letters. they would use words in written form to express their devotion and adoration for you. they would write long paragraphs to you through texts. i am seeing them actually POURING their heart out whenever they write something for you. i am also seeing letter writing. it might sound very unusual because we rarely use letters these days, so it's an unusual concept, right? but they actually still LOVESSS the concept of letters. the image of a pigeon came into my mind, a person holding a pigeon. so that kind of symbolizes how this person would also be very much into words and are amazing at using their words and expressing their adoration to you through words.
SO YES with that we are finallyy done with the readinggg!!! 💖
let me know what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3
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HEYYYY PILE 3!!! OKAY LET’S BEGINNN!!
omg alright, this feels like such an ethereal energy 😭 such a UNIQUEEE energyyyy!! it reminds me of enhypen because of how they feel “expensive” (rip to my fav group 🙂 miss u heeseung). okayy sooo i feel like this person has this thing where whatever they say becomes iconic, whatever they do, it becomes ICONIC!! so i am seeing that they also have some kind of “influence” over people because of that? they could be popular as well. and at least people look up to them or copy them, maybe? this reminds me of THE MOST PERFECT PERSON, nico rosberg, who is an ex-f1 driver, he was called britney by people (gawd, he was sooooo cool in his prime 😭😮💨 GURL, look HIM UP, you’ll realize what i am talking about!!). yk, they had that kind of swag, that coolness?
when i look into this person, i mean someone who's GENUINELY SOOO so outspoken in a very nice way. they are NOT mean. NOT AT ALL!! imo, people online these days declare mean behavior as coolness or uniqueness, and i’m like, no sweetie, you’re not a baddie, you’re just BAD 😭 🙏🏻 YOUR PERSON, they have that kind of energy, but they don't let someone else push them or, you know, smash them, they are quite free-spoken, i'd say? their APPEARANCE as well!! yesss ofccc!! i'm seeing you’re gonna find them superrrr attractive initially and maybe even be super turned on by their looks alone 🫠 (not blaming y'all at all).
this person is SOOOO straightforward that they're ABSOLUTELY gonna leave you speechless + shocked a few times. i don't think this is the kind of person you come across every day. they feel very refreshing in a way. they have this very direct way of approaching people they care about, and they care about you A LOTTTTT. that's one thing i keep seeing OVER and OVER again!! ykw, i keep seeing these very specific scenarios where your person would casually say something (especially during the initial stages of getting to know each other) and you're just gonna be like, "...excuse me? 👁👄👁" and trust me, whatever they say is gonna stay in your head for DAYS 😭 because whatever comes out of their mouth is gonna have you blushing for the next 10 business days STRAIGHT 😭 (minimum....).
and the thing is, YOU would already be attracted to them during the early phases. whether it's their appearance, their energy, or their personality, WTV IT IS, there's already attraction there. so when they casually drop one of their honest little comments??? BABE. GOOD LUCK 😭💗 (the whole vibe of how you’ll feel about their external vibes, how you see them, and even how people see them, also their personal “charisma” suits SOOOO perfectlyyy with the song 'feeling good' by michael buble, PARTICULARLY the first part, the whole beat drop, the energy etccc, from the lyrics “it’s a new dawn, it’s a new day, and i’m feeling good” 🫡😭 IT’S SUCH A VIBEEE OMG ILOVEIT!)
the thing i personally like about this person, and you would too, is that they are very much a “no bullshit” kinda person when it comes to relationships. yk how nowadays there are approximately 5000 dating terms and somehow every week someone invents a new one, benching, breadcrumbing, ghosting, moonwalking, cartwheeling (okay, i made the last two up, but YOU GET MY POINT😭). at this point, u don't even know what's happening anymore. BUT your person really doesn’t care. they're more like, "i like you," "so let's date." THE END 😭 that's their whole thought process. it's so funny because y'all are TOTALLY different!! you’ll be making another pros-and-cons list because the first one wasn't detailed enough 😀👆🏻 whereas your person already said what they wanted to say and moved on with their day, and THAT difference between you two is gonna shock you so much 😭 because they're the type to speak their mind, while some of y'all... (and i say this with love 😭) will spend 10 days deciding whether saying something is a good idea, then another 10 days imagining every possible outcome. this person DOES. NOT. do that!
yk what i find the funniest while doing readings is how, when pulling cards, a few cards pop up abruptly enough that u feel like, “hmm, maybe not this one,” and put them back? and when you reshuffle, it comes up AGAIN 😭 it happened THRICEE with this pile lmaoo.
okay sooo, the very next thing i am seeing is that this person will ALWAYS bring you flowers!! might not sound so big, but trust me, their flower game is UNBEATABLE!!! 😌
they are the type to bring you flowers every day, and might even notice the meaning of the flowers before buying them for you, so you'll alwaysss be excited for what flowers they are gonna bring you. the combination... i just feel like sometimes they’ll do it in front of other people as well (i can even see people getting jealous of how your partner treats you with utter admiration and adoration allll the damn time. these people could even be your friends, lmaoo). but tbh, they (your fs) aren't the type to EVER think twice before showing their affection to you, even if your entire family might be standing right there, lmaoo. basically, they are a golden retriever partner + an extremely charming person to everyone else.
your person has INSANEEE duality!! with you, they are the sweetest cutie pie everrrr, whereas with the rest of the world, they have this completely different side to them. if you see how BTS v is on stage? yess, that’s how they are with everyone!! and the funny thing is, i don't even think you're gonna see this softer side immediately. initially, what i am seeing is that you're mostly gonna see their charming side, their charismatic side, the side of them that already has you flustered enough 😀👆🏻 but thennnn, as you get closer to them and start seeing these little moments of vulnerability, these tiny affectionate habits they have, you're gonna be like, "WAIT... WHO IS THIS????" 😭
alsoooo ykw, this person reminds me of that ishowspeed sound 😭 the one where he goes, "AWWW... SO CUTE 🥺" THAT. that is literally the reaction i keep getting while looking at this energy because HOW are they this adorable sometimes, ahahaha 😀🫠 i was told you were charismatic and hot, nobody informed me that you were gonna be THIS cute as well 😭💀
and the thing is, public affection is a HUGE thing for them. HUGE. they surely do not hesitate when it comes to showing their affection to you in public 😀 they would hold your hand, lean on you, kiss your forehead, kiss your hand, randomly come stand next to you, put their arm around you, and do it all as if it's the most natural thing in the world because in their mind they're like, "well yeah ofccc, i adore them???" 😭
and GOODNESS, there is something sooo youthful about their energy as well. NOT immature, that's not what i mean. more like they get genuinely, reallyyy excited. sometimes yk when someone is being so cute that you get that sweet aggression feeling and you're like, AHHHHHHH 😭💗 THAT is how i see you feeling towards them sometimes (whereas, babe, they feel that way about you ALL THE TIME 😭).
like, being with you IS the excitement (yes, i’m DEFINITELY not jealous 😘). talking to you excites them. seeing you excites them. getting a text from you excites them. showing you random things excites them. you could literally be sitting there doing absolutely nothing and they're still looking at you like 😀💗
and trust me, when they start acting all excited and golden retriever coded around you, y'all are gonna be BLUSHINGGGG. like, i can literally see some of y'all smiling at your phone and trying to hide it from people 😭
and another thing that is really standing out is how naturally they include you in their life. like, this person NEVER makes you feel like you have to earn your place around them. they never make you feel like an outsider. they never make you feel like you have to fight for their attention. actually, if anything, they might shock you with how quickly they start including you 😭 their family knows about you, friends know about you, their coworkers probably know about you, their pet knows about you... THE ENTIRE NEIGHBORHOOD KNOWS ABOUT YOU ATP 😭💀 some of them might even know what your favorite food is before they know it themselves 🥰 and the best YET MOST HILARIOUS part is that your fs would NOT give a flying fuck 🙂 people could literally tell them, "you’re DOWNN BAD 😭" and they would be like, "yeah 😀" no shyness or embarrassment AT all!!
and unlike some people who make those weird little backhanded jokes about their partners for laughs, i really don't see that with this person. they might tease you, yes. they might embarrass you, YES (in the most loving way possible!!). they might make your nervous system fail as well 😀👆🏻 BUT disrespecting you? never. NEVER EVER.
alsooooo, one thing that keeps standing out SO strongly is the word LOOK. LOOK. LOOK. LOOK 😭 i swear. this person is constantly gonna be like, "look at that." "look at this." "LOOK HOW CUTE THAT IS." "LOOK WHAT I FOUND." and you're gonna be sitting there like 😀??? every random thing reminds them of you somehow, lmaoo, even the absolutely useless information that nobody asked for 😭 it's silly but it's SO cute.
and yk that feeling when you're looking at someone and you're just overcome with this weird uncontrollable affection??? like, they're not even doing anything and you're still looking at them like AWWWW 😭💗 THAT is what i am seeing (i have said it thrice by now, but it’s SOOOO noticeable i can’t ignore it 😭).
if you've ever felt left out by people you considered close, if you've ever felt overlooked, ignored, or forgotten in groups, trust me when i say that I DO NOT see you feeling that way with this person. they automatically make room for you. YES AUTOMATICALLY. that alone is one of the sweetest things i am seeing here 💗 ALSOOOO, this person definitely has some hobby where they collect things. i don't know why that's coming through so strongly, but it's THERE. books, watches, keychains, cars, records, figurines, literally ANYTHING. they're collecting SOMETHING. and the cutest part is how excited they get talking about it 😭 like, you ask one question and suddenly they're giving you a full presentation, a ted talk, all because you asked one innocent question 😀👆🏻 and they LOVE showing you their collection. LOVE IT.
and tbh, i think you're gonna find it SO FREAKING ATTRACTIVE how passionate they get about it. if you pointed at their favorite item and went, "i like that one," i don't think they'd hesitate before giving it to you 😭💗
and OH BOYYYY, don't even get me started on the way they LOOK at you. THE STARINGGGG 😭 before y'all start dating, i can see some of you getting nervous because of it, "why are they looking at me?", "is my makeup okay?", "do i have something on my face?" and the funniest thing is that they're probably not even doing it intentionally half the time. they just have... DIVINE eyes, yk? 😔💯
and lastlyyyy, one thing that keeps coming through is that they have some ridiculously adorable habit that absolutely does NOT match the image people have of them.
alsoooo 😭 one of my FAVORITE messages coming through is that this person has some ridiculously adorable habits that absolutely DO NOT match the image people initially have of them.
like, yk how sometimes someone looks a certain way and you automatically assume what kind of person they are??? yeah 😀👆🏻 and then they completely destroy that image five minutes later. THAT is what i'm seeing here.
actually, this reminds me of something SO specific 😭 yk, i recently watched the last episode of euphoria season 3. there's this character called bishop. and bishop is basically the assistant of the main villain in the series. this man has the most stoic aura ever, he barely talks, always serious, always looking intimidating.
and thennnn towards the end, in the last episode, maddy actually meets him personally and finds out he owns a WHITE POODLE. A WHITE POODLE. so she tells him something along the lines of, "you don't seem like the type of person who would own a poodle. you are more of a doberman type."
and honestly, i’d assume the SAME 😭 AND THE DOG'S NAME WAS SNOWFLAKE 😭 I'M SORRY BUT THAT IS SO FUNNY TO ME.
THAT is the exact energy i am getting from your future spouse. like, people have one image of them in their head. maybe they're charismatic (which is the case most of the time).
and then you get closer to them and start discovering all these little things that make you go, "AWWWW WAIT 😭💗" and every single time you discover something, i swear you're gonna like them even MORE 😭 because it's the CONTRAST that gets you. cuz it's not just the cute habit itself, it's the fact that you NEVER would've expected it from someone like them. i’d expect reactions like, "oh for fuck's sake, ahahhahah. this is becoming a problem 😭"
omg this reading was SO DAMN FUN TO CHANNEL!! 😭🫶🏻
let me know what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3
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pile 1 is giving golden retriever energy uwaaajsjdjdjdjd
The other day I told a friend of mine that I never forget to take my ADHD meds because I fucking love my ADHD meds. I'm in my late 30s, I didn't finally get a diagnosis and meds until less than two years ago, and they have changed my entire life.
And he raised his eyebrow at me. We'd been discussing addictive medications a few minutes before, like the Tramadol I finally got from the pain specialist to take once a week or so to give me a break from my chronic pain, so I reassured him that methylpenidate (Ritalin/Concerta) is not addictive (at least not in people with ADHD).
His response? To raise his eyebrow even harder and say "Well it sure SOUNDS like it's addictive!"
And I had to explain to this man - who works in a healthcare related job by the way - that just because medication makes you feel good and helps you, just because you look forward to taking it, that doesn't make it addictive or dangerous. And he wasn't convinced.
The simple fact that I was excited to take a daily pill that has literally changed my life, after decades of fighting to get that medication, made him think I shouldn't be taking it so often. That it must inherently be dangerous.
I'm not even in America, but I'm pretty sure this attitude began there and then spread over here to Europe. This Puritan idea of "if something feels good, you must beware of it. Pleasure is dangerous, it is sinful, it is addiction, it is evil."
I know too many people who subconsciously believe that pleasure = addictive = dangerous = bad. Joy is a slippery slope to hell.
So here is your reminder for today that you don't need to be afraid of feeling good. If something improves your life, use it. Even if it is addictive - learn what that addiction means, whether the addiction is inherently dangerous or not, and whether the benefits outweigh the drawbacks and risks.
My ADHD meds are, in fact, not addictive. But I will take them every day because they make my life orders of magnitude easier. I will enjoy them every time I take them.
My tramadol is addictive. I will still take it. I will keep it on a schedule to avoid becoming addicted, primarily because addiction in this case would mean reduced effectiveness. But I am not afraid of my painkillers. They are life changing.
Take your meds, everyone. Don't let anyone scare you away from doing something that improves your life.
There is something so sinister about the idea that a medication made to improve your life cannot be trusted if it improves your life so much that you like taking it. Bleh.
It puts this weird moral obligation on suffering. Like if you’re actually comfortable with yourself and your treatment you’re somehow failing. That you need to be ashamed somehow that the medication helps you and need to be looking for alternatives.
But you don’t. You found a solution that worked great and then you moved on to something else.
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SOOOO pile 1, let’s start the reading.
starting off, one thing that is VERY clear is that the first 6 months of 2026 were hard on almost EVERYBODY (including most of y'all here)!!! things have been so messed up globally. every other day, something insane is happening, and nobody even knows how long this phase is gonna last. i just hope people stay safe and things settle down soon.
but ANYHOW, getting back to the reading!!
i’m NOT even kidding when i say almost everyone around me also went through some insane shit in these past months 😭 (i am also talking about myself here 😀). meanwhile, for some people it was weirdly calm too, BUT nah NOT U PILE 1 😭 ABSOLUTELY NOT!! y'all could have learned MANY lessons through all of it, some willingly.....some forcefully 💀 but i feel like compared to a lot of other people, y'all HAD IT EXTRAA HARD and i don't know why i am even laughing while writing this (it’s “smiling through pain” i guess), but i can relate because i feel like you people are the type to make jokes out of your own suffering 😭 like, y'all are not the kind of people who would lash out in anger or frustration, trauma dump on people, or maybe you just despise getting pitied. even if your life is actively falling apart, you’ll somehow still crack a joke in the middle of all of it 💀 things could be absolutely TERRIBLE and you’d still be there going, “well damn, this is some character development, huh? 😀” which is hilarious asf too lmaoo but this also says a lot about you as a person. i feel like humor is a coping mechanism for a lot of you people here. or maybe you are just REALLY funny people naturally. ANYWAY, moving on before i start psychoanalysing everybody here 😭
for the next 6 months, i am hearing a specific phrase: “just shut up and do your work.” the universe wants you to actually STFU!!! basically, if you actually wanna achieve anything, don’t let ANYONE know about it unless you have actually achieved it. and honestly, if you haven’t even thought about doing that yet, then maybe this reading itself is your sign!!
ALSO, your intuition is gonna be insanely strong in the next 6 months. your subconscious mind is gonna get SUPER active in the second half of the year. your gut feelings will operate so efficiently!! which by the way, ALSO means this is actually a really fucking good time for manifestation!! if you ACTUALLY put energy into it instead of just daydreaming 😭 you could manifest things surprisingly fast right now!! your mind is very powerful during this phase, so please use that to your advantage!! you’re also gonna start seeing through people VERY easily!! it’ll become RIDICULOUSLY easy for you to understand people’s intentions and get them. BUT the annoying part is, you’ll understand people deeply while not feeling equally understood in return. you'll be able to understand and read people flawlessly, whereas they’ll still fail to understand you properly. and YES babe that’s gonna hurt because it can feel very lonely and unappreciated :(
okay so next, i can see a LOT of y'all could possibly be getting a massive glow-up in the next 6 months. and when i say glow-up here, i SPECIFICALLY mean physically glowing up. PLUS y'all will start looking so much more “romantic” in general, if that makes sense?regardless of your gender, your feminine side is getting stronger as well. ALSOOO, you’re gonna have people confessing their feelings to you left and right, or at least having a major crush on you hehehe!!!! 💗i can see you getting a ton of romantic attention from people around you out of the blue!!! there are also people indirectly trying to make it obvious they like you (which is gonna be the case most of the time because y'all are also gonna come off as quite intimidating to a lot of people lmaoo). moreover, i can actually see so many people hiding their feelings from you (because of the same reason i just mentioned), they’re SCAREDD to come up to you!!! woah pile 1, babe y'all are ACTUALLY glowing the fuck up lmaoooo😛💗
also, your styling and dressing sense gets way better during this phase. like, either you finally figure out what suits you or you finally get access to the kind of stuff you ACTUALLY like, especially things like outfits, makeup, or anything related to that. the venus energy is so strong here, i ma seeing many of yall having taurus/cancer venus placement in your chart. this might be very specific, but maybe some of you are SUPERFANS of Sabrina Carpenter, hehehe 😁
and OKAY, this might sound a little dramatic, but i can sort of see a few people arguing over you 😭 for your attention most likely. also, you might actually end up in a love triangle, square, pentagon IDKK😭😭 for some of you, it’s someone who’s had a one sided crush on you for quite some time now, and they’re finally getting the courage to make a move!! 💘
OKAYYY UHM ONTO THE SPICY STUFF 🫷🏻😀🫸🏻 (this was unexpected, ahhh!) you are gonna be sexually quite active during the next 6 months 💀 for a lot of y'all, THEE best sex of your life in the next 6 months, or even losing your virginity for some of you 🤪 (BUTTT please be safe and don’t get pregnant if that’s not the plan lmao 😭 ✋🏻 because the chances are actually pretty high!!) EITHER WAYY, make sure to enjoy yourself, babe!! in all honesty though pile 1!! i am genuinely so happy and excited for you!!! PLS PLS make sure to make the MOST out of it!! <3
up until now, you know what’s actually the craziest part about this whole reading is the way the message of manifestation just keeps coming over and over again 😭 i am NOT kidding when i say your manifestation power in the next 6 months is gonna be insane as hell!!!! and the energy keeps telling me that if you don’t use this properly or don’t make the absolute best out of it, you’re gonna regret it later because this feels like a HUGE opportunity being handed to you. it's as if the universe is literally opening doors for you right now, handing you the opportunity to ask whatever you want from it!! whatever the fuck you want in your life right now, it doesn’t even matter what area honestly, it feels so easy for you to manifest during this time. and one of the easiest methods i personally feel would work really well for you is scripting. i just feel like scripting is one of the easiest and most effective things ever!! also subliminals, listening to subliminals + scripting together works amazingly well, so i would definitely recommend that.
also, moving onto more specific messages, i keep seeing you wanting to connect way more with nature. some of y'all are definitely going on a trip or vacation where nature is a huge part, somewhere with forests, plants, animals, greenery, maybe even jungle safaris!! and i keep feeling like you might finally see certain animals you have wanted to see for a really long time irl?? tigers could be that animal for a lot of you. and honestly, this whole vacation feels SOOOO healing for you. you're finally going to be able to connect with yourself. i know that sounds cliché, but it's 100% true for you here!!!
because i feel like until recently, life has been feeling kinda “cloudy,” “confusing,” or just messy in general. so being out in nature, seeing animals, and touching grass literally LMFAOO 😭 is gonna help a lot!!! put more plants around you!! more flowers, greenery, indoor plants, literally WHATEVER!!! i don’t even fully know why this message is SOOO strong, but it keeps repeating. having plants around your house is gonna lift your mood so much and help you mentally a lot as well. if you live somewhere where plants die easily or the climate makes it hard to keep them healthy, indoor plants work too!!
also, i feel like you're finally moving on from something too, which you were attached to for the longest time? it could be anything. so now, finally, you are gathering the courage to let that shit GO and move on from it. and honestly, i just feel like life itself is going to be very fair towards you in the next 6 months.
BUT BUT one warning though, i do keep seeing arguments/fights around you, and you specifically being involved in some one-on-one conflict with someone. so please avoid messy situations, drama, arguments, and all that exhausting stuff 😭 because honestly, it could interfere with your glow-up journey, which by the way is VERY MUCH happening in the next 6 months. some of y'all are definitely thinking about coloring your hair in funky colors 😭 especially pink omg. pink keeps showing up SO much. pink, purple, and blonde too. and i feel like some of y'all are inspired by celebrity crushes or celebrity hairstyles and wanna recreate them. tbh if that’s on your to-do list, then maybe this is a sign, hahahha!!! because i believe those colours would suit you so well!!! <3 and please don’t come for me if the hair turns out ugly, LMFAOO 😀🙏🏻 the chances of it looking bad feel low, but STILL. forgive me in advance! :’))
and i am also hearing that you recently (in the last few months) had some kind of breakup or “moving on” situation. someone either said something really hurtful, or you found out something you truly did NOT wanna know and it hurt like hell. but i do feel like in the next 6 months you're finally moving on from it naturally. and tbh it makes sense because there’s so much good stuff entering your life now, so moving on becomes easier because life itself starts giving you better things to focus on.
i’m not really seeing a serious relationship in the next 6 months. it feels more like enjoying yourself. this whole period is about YOU. you are enjoying your own company more. you are centering yourself as the main character finally instead of revolving your whole life around someone else. because honestly, i feel like until now, someone else might’ve been the center of your world. but NOTT anymore. now everything revolves around you instead 🫶🏻 also, water keeps coming through too, so you might be around water bodies A LOT. and please, for the love of god, drink MORE. WATER. that message came through so randomly, but the universe was adamant about it, so uh yeah 😭 stay hydrated babe!!!
BUTTT at the same time, one warning i do have is that your emotions look VERY strong during this phase, we have already talked about this earlier. at certain points, you might get overly sentimental or emotional, and because of that, there could be moments where you become overly emotional or impulsive and do something without fully thinking it through first 😭 i can see y’all becoming more expressive emotionally, but sometimes maybe TOO expressive 😭 so just try not to make huge decisions in the heat of the moment!!! i really don’t want you to make a decision that makes you feel embarrassed later. but to be real with you, i feel like there’s ONE SPECIFIC event coming for most of you in the next 6 months where you’re DEFINITELY gonna be “impulsive.” i can’t tell you the outcome yet because it’s a general reading, but this event is gonna be a MAJOR one. keep an eye on the 5th of any month, that’s gonna be important for you.
and despite all the romance and fun stuff happening, i really feel like the universe wants me to remind y'all to focus on your career and finances too. the next 6 months are actually so important for that. don’t let any temporary temptations distract you from your ACTUAL life path. and you know what? the best part is, you don’t even have to work THAT hard at it, you’re already super strong “manifestation-wise” right now, plus luck is on your side, so even a little effort goes a long way! but please, DO PAY ATTENTION!!
so yeahhh, enjoy your life wholeheartedly, have fun, do WHATEVER the fuck your heart wants 😭 but also make sure the important parts of your life aren’t getting completely ignored!! 💗
let me know through the comments, what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3
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first of all omg 😭 the biggest thing i NEED to tell u abt the next 6 months is that luck is literally ON YOUR SIDE. undoubtedly. From how i see it, it looks like luck has straight up fallen into ur lap and now it’s just sitting there waiting for u to notice it and actually USE IT 😭 cuz this period feels insanely lucky for u. It’s almost like doors are opening left and right for you BUT you need to get yourself up and walk through them cuz this is the period for you to make movements. Although like is by your side, spoonfeeding of the opportunities is NOT the option unfortunately
These next 6 months is especially good for those of u who are students, planning for higher studies, or working in fields related to writing, communication, media and so on. this period feels SOOO important career wise and academically, whichever aligns with you. opportunities are gonna start showing up left and right and i absolutely reccomend you to TAKE ADVANTAGE OF EACH OF THEM!!! i’m seeing yall becoming wayyyyy more bold and confident in your life to. well..more like, being forced to become like that. and that confidence alone is gonna attract most of these opportunities towards u. stop worrying about “what if i fail” or “what if i’m not good enough yet” because experience is EVERYTHING. apply for things. accept opportunities. TAKE risks (calculated risks plsss 🙏🏻). PUT yourself out there. gain experience from EVERYTHING, whatever comes in your way, which you think would be helpful even in the slightest. cuz TRUST ME when i say experience is one of the BIGGEST things in life. almost everything u do, every action u take, every decision u make later in life gets shaped by ur experiences.
and it’s actually funny/frustating asf because even you look at it from a career or job point of view, the ONE thing everyone keeps asking for, even for newcomers is EXPERIENCE 😭 i really don’t get HOW is someone supposed to get experience if nobody gives them a chance?!?!? but yeah that’s exactly why i’m saying, grab every opportunity u can. don’t sit there doubting urself too much.
alsoooo i’m heavily seeing movement happening for you. physical movement. For a lot of u, i am seeing that you are gonna move away from ur parents or from a place you have been living in for a really long time? it feels like you're leaving behind some kind of “familiarity”. And it matches with how we saw the higher studies or new job part above. There’s also sooo much travel happening for you as well. specifically short term/distance travel. little trips, work travel is significant, and that
ALSO comes with REALLYYY chaotic schedules. and honestly this also tells me a lot of yall might either already be in jobs that require travelling or ur entering a phase where work/studies are gonna have u moving around a LOT???? and if i’m being fully honest with you… ur schedule in the next 6 months looks chaotic ASFFF😭 ALL OVER THE PLACE (good luck cuties ;’)). i’m not seeing a fixed routine naturally happening for the most of you. which means you HAVE to CONSCIOUSLY build discipline for yourself cuz if u DONT, it could start affecting ur physical and mental health too!!! a lot actually.
See, a LOT of amazing stuff is happening for you in the next 6 months. career wise, academically, opportunities coming in… but emotionally and mentally i do feel like there’s gonna be moments where you could get super overwhelmed if u don’t take care of urself properly. so pls take yourself seriously 😭 do whatever calms your brain and body. whatever little rituals, habits, routines, literally ANYTHING that helps calm ur brain down. DO IT. whatever makes u feel grounded again?? maybe journaling, skincare, listening to music, walking, watching web series, reading books of your comfort genre, meditation, gaming, SLEEPING PROPERLY for once (non negotiable btw), literally WHATEVERRR for you the best. just make sure you have SOMETHING that keeps u emotionally stable amidst all this chaos💗
Because, okay, i understand, maintaining a proper routine would feel insanely difficult for u during this phase BUT i keep hearing that if u don’t actively try to create balance, work life balance, ur brain might start feeling overloaded from everything happening at once. everything in your life is gonna start moving VERY rapidly soon. to the point where things might happen before you even fully process the previous thing that happened. You might end up thinking “wait wtf is even going on anymore” 🥲
so honestly i feel like universe is just warning you beforehand, through this reading, so that you are mentally prepared for this energy instead of getting completely blindsided by it. becase things ARE ACTUALLY changing for u. At a speed which might be too fast for you to process. and even tho it might feel overwhelming sometimes, this whole phase still feels extremely important for ur growth and future overall!!
november feels SUPER important for a lot of you. the month itself seems an important one (if you are reading this at any point of time where november just passed or might not be coming up in the next 6 months, but i would still insist that it would be an important month for you. The next November that comes up after you read this reading). Okay, so for many of you, i feel like your birthday could be in november too. and specifically the 21st of some month (doesn't have to resonate with everyone) or it could turn out to be an important date or number for yall so pls pay attention to that date cuz it feels significant for some reason!! also… jackets. idk why the hell that came through so randomly the second i started pulling cards but it did. jackets. maybe someone wears one, maybe u buy one, maybe it becomes important somehow, idk. But it is going to be significant for some reason. Brown jackets specifically.
Moving on, there is DEFINITELY someone coming into your life in the next 6 months. and no i don’t feel like this is someone already around u. this feels like a completely new person entering ur energy. you might be meeting them during one of the short trips i mentioned earlier, could also be a work trip for some of you, and if not, then it’s definitely gonna be some kind of boring environment 😭 but somehow… yall end up getting unexpectedly close. initially, neither of you would plan for it, neither of u saw it coming, but the chemistry starts building naturally over time. personally, to me this chemistry here feels like ocean waves, which flow smoothly, timed perfectly, and under no one's control 🫠 also this person might have great communication skills. they KNOW how to talk. they know how to keep conversations flowing (very crucial skill trust me 🤚🏻) . and weirdly enough, this person also seems like a very lucky person for u in some way? as in, when they enter your life, opportunities, prosperity, career related stuff, academic opportunities or useful connections could also come into ur life through them (not like they are bringing them). even if indirectly. and honestly i don’t even think ur first reaction to them is gonna be attraction because the cards + the energy are making it very obvious that initially you probably wouldn't even plan/want anything romantic with them at all. one of the big reasons being, this person might not exactly give “green flag” vibes from the outside AT ALL. like yk how sometimes u meet ppl who LOOK like they rob banks as a job or do some kind of shady stuff, but then they end up being the sweetest person ever 😭😭😭 that’s literally the energy here LMFAOO.
their appearance or overall vibe might feel intimidating and suspicious at first. BUTTT at the same time i do feel like this person naturally has manipulative tendencies too. not necessarily maliciously evil or anything, but more like… it’s built into them 😭 like they emotionally trauma dump naturally. they unconsciously know how to emotionally influence people around them.
and i think THAT’S why u won’t immediately trust them or get attached to them from the get go. YES the chemistry would develop eventually, YES there’s potential for a long term connection, but i still see u keeping some distance initially. uand after your first interaction, i’m seeing multiple more interactions happening pretty quickly after that. not huge time gaps in between. and those repeated interactions slowly help u understand who this person ACTUALLY is beneath the surface. for a lot of yall, if this is a guy, he feels TALL TALL. brown hair too. and for some of u they might own a black car?
i feel like for the past few months u’ve kinda been living in isolation mode? doing things like hiding away from people, staying in your comfort zone as much as possible. “I'm protecting myself, protecting my peace and just building…healthy boundaries”. THIS is what you told yourself. THIS is how you convinced yourself. BUT tbh i do think some of yall genuinely WERE hurt badly before this. that’s why u retreated into ur little bubble. but lovely, the energy here is strictly saying that phase HAS to end now 😭 if i had to explain the image i have in my mind rn, here how it goes: you are inside a small house hiding away from the world while outside the door there’s this future version of you banging aggressively on the door yelling: “get the fuck outside 😭 the weather is beautiful. why are u wasting ur life hiding in here??" lmaoooo
trust me babe, time feels super important for you. there are certain stuff about life which we as humans fail to realize early. one of them being the value of time and how short life actually is. and omg I'm not trying to terrify you or anything 😭🤚🏻 what I'm tryna say is, life moves fast. time passes quickly. and we deserve to EXPERIENCE life instead of spending all ur time trapped in sadness, fear, depression, isolation or overthinking. and one thing i REALLY want you to remember is this: your inner self DIRECTLY dictates ur outer self!! if internally you constantly feel miserable, hopeless, negative, disconnected, eventually ur external life starts reflecting that energy too. but when u slowly start healing internally and allowing good things into your mind, it directly changes how life unfolds around you externally too. so plss try, even on difficult days, to look for small good things too 🫶🏻 even if u have to fake it at first!! i know it's not easy, but not impossible! even if you have to convince yourself slowly. because ur mindset genuinely matters a LOT during this phase!
i do NOT see u being overly comfortable in the next 6 months 😭 this period feels super busy and i feel tried while channeling this so yeah 😭🤚🏻 BUTTTT… it still feels worth it!! because everything happening to you during the next 6 months feels directly connected to your long term growth. just PLEASEEE don’t ignore ur health in the process 😭 it’s way better to take care of yourself NOW than ending up in a hospital room later because pushed ur body way beyond what it could physically handle. (speaking from experience 🥲🙏🏻)
NOW, because you are finally stepping out of this comfort zone/ little den you have been hiding yourself in for so long, there ARE gonna be moments where u suddenly feel insecure, underconfident, rejected or emotionally dejected at times. there are gonna be situations, opportunities, environments, interactions, places where u suddenly start questioning yourself? “am i even good enough for this?” or “do i even belong here?”. and tbh it makes sense cuz u are being pushed into sooo many new situations at once.
you want a easy yet highly crucial advice? u HAVE to start convincing yourself that u are lucky!!! 😀✨ i KNOW this sounds a little delusionalbut trust me… manifestation literally works like that sometimes!! you almost have to lie to yourself about good things until those lies slowly become reality. even if u don’t fully believe it at first, no matter how unreal it might sound, the more u repeat those things, the more your external reality slowly starts shifting to match it. fake it until the universe is forced to make it real lmfooo
OKAY the BESTTT part is that ur guardian angels are SUPER close to u during this phase. you would actually feel a connection to them. they would constantly give you signs in various ways to show they are ready to help you and they are always protecting you!! so if st any point you sre confused about anything, feel free to ask them for signs!! ask for specific signs. ask for help. ask for confirmation. because they’re listening WAY more than u think rn!! they’re protecting u so heavily during this period tooo! like even when bad things happen, u somehow overcome them faster than expected.
BUTTTTT spirit is also throwing a very serious warning at u rn!!! pls do NOT get involved in ANYTHING illegal or take any financial risks!! it might backfire in the worst way possible!! because it's VERY clear how any reckless action will destabilize ur life financially if u’re not careful!! also pls don’t spend money recklessly, focus more on saving rather than spending during this time!!
BASICALLY this is the whole pattern happening to you:
when u stay calm -> opportunities flow towards u naturally!
when u panic or get greedy -> u start dismantling ur own life!!
another thing i’m seeing is that you seriously need to love yourself more!! and i know “love yourself” sounds soooo cliché and annoying sometimes!! trust me i KNOW. but genuinely that’s one of the biggest lessons coming through in this reading.
i feel like a lot of yall went through some REALLY rough mental/emotional periods recently or at some point in ur life. there was either a specific person or a specific situation that triggered a lot of this pain inside u. but the universe believes that now it's high time you stop grieving about your pain and MOVE ON. i know, this sounds easier said than done. when u’ve been attached to someone or something for a very long time, letting go feels terrifying as hell, and painful as well. but sweetie, trust me you have to do this one day!! spirits keep telling me that, the longer u stay stuck there, the harder it becomes to leave later 😭 so pls… choose yourself this time. 💗🫶🏻
let me know through the comments what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! Thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3
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.𖥔 ˖╭ ┆ℙ𝕀𝕃𝔼 𝟛 ╰⊹ ࣪
HEYYY pile 3!!!
SO. as i look at this, one thing stands out to me instantly: it's ALL about YOU. i feel like for the next six months, you are going to be your own biggest focus now. you'll be thinking about yourself, questioning yourself, trying to understand yourself, wondering why you feel the way you do, and just spending so much time inside your own head, contemplating about yourself, and somehow, your relationship with yourself becomes the main thing/topic for you for the next 6 months!!
Right now as i am doing this reading, i can feel this cold breeze brushing past me (and the weather here isn’t even good rn🥲) when i close my eyes, i see sooo many shades of blue, white light, almost like glitter reflecting off water, i also see different shades of glitter (i can also hear the song " Formula " from the show euphoria?) BUT despite all this, there's this sense of “uncertainty” or some kind of vagueness hanging in the air. there's a lot of “moon like energy” here for some reason, which is interesting because i don't even have the moon card infront of me. This tells me how the next 6 months might be very muddled up for most of you.
OH BOY😭 if you've been avoiding looking within yourself and introspection, THEN the next six months might not give you much choice cuties 😋 i really feel like life is going to push you towards self reflection whether you planned for it or not.
i do feel like there are moments where your actions, your emotions, or even your reactions could influence situations more than you realise. at the same time though, i also see YOU being manipulated by other people. it's almost like both things are happening simultaneously.
But on a serious note, there may be situations where you truly feel like the victim (sadly, people would actually plot against you for whatever reason) there would be situations that make you feel completely frustrated, confused, or just absolutely drive you NUTS. but because you naturally carry such an empathetic and understanding presence, people may also find it easy to project things onto you or sway your perceptions.
i also see you living in your own fantasy world quite a bit during these six months. there could be periods where you become slightly delusional (or maybe a LOT 🫠) i don't know why but the energy reminds me so much of autumn and winter. it's actually funny because a lot of people associate daydreaming with summer, but personally i always associate it with winter. That is the time when the days get shorter, whereas the nights are longer, when people spend more time alone, when you're wrapped up in your own thoughts most of the time. and that's EXACTLY the feeling i'm getting here!!
and wow, your artistic side is showing up VERY strongly here. i feel like your creativity is going to flare up in ways that surprise even YOU!!! some of you may return to old creative hobbies, while others may discover new ways of exploring yourself. there's such a beautiful “imaginative” energy surrounding you. and because of that, you may also appear incredibly attractive to other people.
i genuinely feel like you'll be admired a lot for your beauty, your aura, your presence particularly. I am seeing that some of you have this almost angelic, fairy like energy about you. regardless of your gender, it's this ethereal sort of aura that makes people stare at you or want to be around you. but interestingly enough, it also feels like people won't quite know how to approach you. It’s like, they are scared to me misjudged by you and in doing that they are misjududging you? 😭 (this part is SOOO difficult to explain i’m sooo sorry 😭) i'm picking up pisces placements, pisces moons, pisces mars placements for many of you.
but here's the thing. people are also going to misunderstand you quite a lot actually. they may completely misjudge your intentions or create an image of you in their mind that doesn't AT ALL align with who you really are. and despite the fact that i'm seeing all this introspection and self reflection going on, i'm also seeing insecurities becoming LOUDER. Well that may actually be WHY you're spending so much time analysing yourself. because underneath everything, there seems to be a fear of not fully understanding who you are anymore. 🥲 ( i am sending soooo much love and protection your way lovliess 🫂)
i actually see you becoming MORE intuitive. your intuition isn't disappearing, if anything, it's getting STRONGER. the problem is that there are so many things happening at once that you don't know what information to trust. there's noise everywhere, you want to contemplate, analyze and understand every DAMN SINGLE THING (plsss pile 3, let yourself breathhhh 😭) AND BECAUSE you're CONFUSED by this overtime with your brain, your judgments can become a little cloudy. 😀
SO HERE'S THE ADVICE I HAVE FOR YOU. please don't put your foot into everybody's business. 😭 and im sooo serious when i say this. LET people make their own choices. even if it's a very VERY close friend. if you already know that someone isn't going to listen to your advice and is determined to make their own decisions then let them BABEE. allow people to experience the consequences of their own choices. allow them to learn their own lessons. because i feel like one of the biggest traps for you over these next six months is overanalysing other people's situations to the point where you lose sight of your own. and when that happens, you start missing the bigger picture of your own life. you start investing energy into things that aren't even yours to carry. and that can slowly pull you away from your own path.
if there's a certain toxic comfort zone, unhealthy coping mechanism, or particular source of instant gratification you've been relying on lately, i feel like the next six months may slowly pull you away from it. and because of that, life might feel a bit boring at times and less exciting than what you're used to. For some yof you, it’s most likely that this particular “coping mechanism” is belong taken away from you against your own will, as if you HAD TO do it, not that you wanted to.
you know when you've become SOO DAMN accustomed to chaos that peace suddenly feels strange? yeah... that's the energy i'm getting here. but i feel like it's happening for your own good. because as i move further into this whole thing, things start making a lot more sense.
one of the strongest things i'm seeing is that during the beginning phase of these six months, especially the first few months, stability starts entering your life rather quickly. and i'm seeing money here too. for many of you, this isn't just about receiving money, though. it's about what you DO with it. The advice i am hearing for you is, invest your money wisely for long term gains. Future YOU will thank present YOU for it 👏🏻
This could be a very specific message but here’s what i am hearing: there's been a piece of advice you've heard over and over and OVER again throughout your life. maybe friends have told you, maybe family and maybe even strangers. and every single time you heard it, you would clench your jaw internally because you were SICK SICK of hearing it 😭 BUT then life happens. and suddenly you experience something firsthand, and you sit there thinking… "oh…..THAT'S what they meant." and THAT’S the energy i'm seeing. it's finally understanding that repeated advice it through a very lived experience.
another thing i'm noticing is that so many of you naturally have a “service oriented” nature. yall actually care about and love helping people. you may even work in healing professions, psychology, therapy, healthcare, counselling, teaching, coaching, or any role where you're supporting others in some way. and even if your actual job has nothing to do with any of those things, i still feel like people constantly come to you for advice. you know exactly the type of person i'm talking about. the friend everybody messages when they're having a hard time, the friend everybody runs to when they don't know what to do, the friend who somehow ends up being everyone's unpaid therapist, the friend who ends up being the relationship counceller and sometimes even the mediator 😭🙏🏻 yes that's what i'm seeing lmaooo.
and then we get to something that honestly made me smile while reading these cards!!! because i keep seeing some sort of happy ending by the end of this period. earlier in the reading, i talked about all this confusion, this lack of self-awareness, this feeling of becoming detached from yourself. and while pulling these cards, i kept asking myself (and my spirits): "what EXACTLY causing this, it can’t just be all these reasons?" because, as i said, i don't really see you spending enough time alone.
and for some of you, i also keep wondering whether there's a particular person involved? someone who contributes to this confusion? AND now, this message might not apply to everyone. but if there IS someone important currently playing that role in your life, then i genuinely feel like there could be a happy ending between the two of you by the end of these six months. (woahhhh i really can’t express the happiness as i write this line 😭🫶🏻 gurllll i started giggling as i wrote this line, so i can only imagine how happy yall are gonna be when you actually experience this particular phase omfgggggg jrisjgisngosjon) but i HAVE to mention it because it kept coming through. throughout this reading, i kept being reminded of a particular kdrama. the vibe of your reading kept pulling me back to it again and again. something about your next six months mirrors the themes of that show so STRONGLY AHAHAHAHA. and i feel like some of you may end up relating to it deeply. It’s called, “DESTINED WITH YOU” (I LOVEEEEE THAT KDRAMAAA, i have rewatched it several times and mind you, it’s conig from someone who barely ever rewaches a movie or a show 😋)
february keeps standing out to me. 14th february especially. or simply the number 14. it could be a date that becomes significant somehow. take that however it resonates.
Now, darling, i would be lying if i sat here and told you that the next six months are going to be the happiest six months of your entire life.
because…that's not what i'm seeing. at least not from the current perspective my spirits are showing me. this reading is FILLEDDD WITH contrasts. one minute we're talking about intuition, the next minute we're talking about confusion. one minute we're talking about self-awareness, the next we're talking about losing touch with yourself. it's a VERY VERY contradictory energy. that's exactly why the neptune energy feels SO strong here. it's everywhere.
i'm also seeing that some of you may lose certain people you don’t resonate with anymore. or you could also distance yourself from these people. and in some cases, you may even blame yourself for it ☹️ you may carry guilt that doesn't AT ALL belong to you!! But despite all of this... you do not lose yourself. and THANK GOD for that 😭🙏🏻
Because that’s undoubtably, one of my favourite things about you i've seen in this entire reading. you struggle, you get confused, make mistakes, overthink, cry, BUT you don't abandon yourself and that matters more than you realise!!!!
because the biggest piece of advice i want to leave you with is this: you have to become your OWN SUGAR MOMMY!! 😭 because speaking frankly, nobody is coming to rescue you. I don’t mean that you are getting abandoned or smth. Basically i mean, if we're being real, most people don't get saved. YOU are the one who picks oneself up, YOU are the one who decides to keep going, and if you're unwilling to show up for yourself, nobody else can do that work for you!!! not your friends, not your partner, not even god himself!! don't depend on somebody else for your peace!!! (terrible TERRIBLE decision trust me 😀🫸🏻) don't hand over the keys to your emotions to another human, don't EVERRRR allow another person to become responsible for regulating your emotions.
because i genuinely see people testing your patience over the next six months, and interestingly, it doesn't feel like friends. it feels more connected to your professional environment? It could be colleagues, classmates., people connected to work etc. those are the individuals i see frustrating you the most. and YES there will be moments where they get under your skin, there will be moments where you're exhausted, moments where you want to scream into a pillow or beat the shit out of a person 😭 (pls don’t cuz we don’t wanna end up in jail)
another very specific message i'm channeling right now is about friendship. this might end up being one of the sweetest things i see in this entire reading. 🥹💕 because i really feel like a lot of you either already have or are about to have a very special group of friends entering your life. for some of you, this group already exists. for others, these people haven't arrived yet. BUT REGARDLESS, these are the people who are going to support you the MOST throughout the next six months. for many of you, these friendships feel predominantly feminine in nature. that doesn't necessarily mean female friends for every single person, but there is a very nurturing, compassionate, emotionally intelligent energy surrounding these connections. these are people who ACTUALLY understand you!! and the BEST thing is that while i was pulling these cards, i suddenly got reminded of legally blonde 😭 specifically, elle woods and the friendships she had throughout her journey. and every single time i think about those friendships, my heart melts a little. because regardless of whether those people fully understood what she was doing...regardless of whether they understood every little detail of her dreams...they STILL supported her, rooted for her. even when she was essentially fighting for her case alone, they came to support her (cutesttt scene in the entire movie omlll) regardless of how excluded you may feel in certain environments over the next six months, these people are going to remind you that you have someone whom you can lean on!! that you're loved. and i truly think that's one of the most beautiful things happening for you during this period.
i keep getting this image of finally seeing the light at the end of a tunnel. or honestly, more like seeing sunlight after being stuck inside a cave for ages✨ i can literally see that image reflected in the cards themselves!!!
and what's interesting is that there are actually plenty of happy moments scattered throughout this journey too. the problem isn't that those moments aren't there, the problem is that i keep seeing you struggling to fully enjoy them 😭 because i keep seeing this self critisizing tendencies, this tendency to stay inside your own head. this habit of mentally wandering off even when something lovely is happening right in front of you.
for example, i can see some of you attending parties, going out with friends., being invited to events, being surrounded by people who care about you. and yet your mind is somewhere else entirely? you're sitting there wondering about life. so if i could give you one gentle reminder here, it would be this: please don't miss the little moments🥹 please DON’T!!!! there may not be hundreds of opportunities for joy during this period, but the ones that DO appear? BE. PRESENT. FOR. THEM. mentally, emotionally and ofc, physically. squeeze EVERY DROP of happiness out of them!! because they matter far more than you realise.
one thing i noticed while trying to channel this reading was that huge portions of your next six months felt... unwritten. and that's actually one of the reasons this reading was so difficult to channel 😭 there were so many blank spaces, it tells me that a significant portion of what happens next depends on YOU.
and as i reach the end, that's honestly the biggest message spirit keeps repeating. everything is eventually in your hands. EVERYTHING.
let me know through the comments, what you thought about the reading and how it resonates with y'all!!! thank you SOO MUCH for reading till here angel! i hope you have an amazing day/night! byee untill then!! 💖 <3
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It's always interesting to me when I see people who claim to be long-time practitioners saying things along the lines of "if you're not posting pictures or proof of your magical workings, you're not doing witchcraft."
Don't buy into that kind of talk. If you're practicing witchcraft and you like to take pictures and post them or document your workings that's fine, but it's also fine if you're a practitioner who prefers not to take pictures, not to post about active workings, not to publicly detail every (or any) bit of witchery and magic you're performing.
And let's not forget that some traditions discourage sharing too much of your work or practice, some traditions are closed and their practitioners might not feel comfortable publicly documenting details of their craft that they may feel need protecting, and some practitioners simply hold personal beliefs and preferences against publicly posting their active workings, workspaces, etc.
One's craft or practice is in no way determined by how much of it they're willing to share with the public. Do you, ignore that kind of noise, and never, I beg, feel as though you're not doing enough in your practice because you're not "posting proof" of that practice. You're no more or less of a witch depending on how many pictures you took or posts you made sharing your witchery with others.
2nd house synastry
their sun in your 2nd house they act like a searchlight on your self worth and your bank account. standing near them makes you want to be a better investment. they illuminate your potential to build a solid life and they give you the nerve to finally demand the pay you deserve. your identity feels anchored and valuable in their orbit and you find yourself wanting to buy the high end version of life just to match the gold they see in you.
their moon in your 2nd house this is emotional safety that you can actually taste and hold. they pick up on your survival anxieties before you even open your mouth and they feel like a person who was born to help you build a nest. there is a psychic comfort in the way they handle your resources and your body. they nurture your spirit by making sure the pantry is full and the floor is solid. their presence is the only thing that makes the world feel stable when the market crashes.
their mercury in your 2nd house you share a dialect that handles the numbers and the values with zero effort. conversations happen like a high speed audit of your life goals and your budget. they hear the logic behind your spending and they translate the things you thought were too personal to talk about into a plan that actually works. it is a mental partnership where your ideas finally find a physical landing strip. you find your clarity in the way they organize your world.
their venus in your 2nd house this is a devotion that feels like a shared treasure chest. they love the parts of you that are high quality and they see the beauty in your most tangible achievements. it feels like a bond built on shared luxury, slow meals, and an absolute refusal to settle for anything cheap. they are the ones who make your life look like a masterpiece and they teach you that you are worthy of the best version of everything just for existing.
their mars in your 2nd house there is a sharp friction here that keeps your bank account and your pulse on high alert. they trigger the drive and the hunger to earn that you usually keep under control. you might find them intensely magnetic and sometimes irritating because they move right into your territory and demand to see your results. they push you to stand your ground and fight for your own security. it is a high voltage bond where the hustle and the passion are hard to separate.
their jupiter in your 2nd house they show up like a lucky break exactly when you were starting to feel broke or small. their presence brings a sense of expansion to your self worth and reminds you that abundance is a birthright. they help you realize that you deserve a life that is full of quality and big opportunities. for you they are a teacher who reminds you how to trust your own value and they expand your definition of what true wealth can actually be.
their saturn in your 2nd house a heavy weight of integrity settles over your wallet and your heart. it feels like a long term contract that you both take very seriously. they bring structure and discipline to your shared world but they can also make you feel judged for your lack of grit or your sloppy habits. you find your strength through this connection by realizing that the only way to build a legacy is to stay and do the hard work stone by stone. it is a bond built to survive the winter.
their uranus in your 2nd house they are the lightning bolt that hits your bank account and breaks all your old rules of security. their arrival is a sudden update to what you think is valuable. they show you that owning things was actually owning you and that real freedom is the ability to walk away from a cage. it is an erratic and exciting bond that refuses to follow any traditional script of financial or emotional stability. they wake up the revolutionary in your bones.
their neptune in your 2nd house the boundaries between your money and your dreams dissolve into smoke. you might feel a dreamlike connection where the physical world stops making sense for a while. there is a risk of losing your grounding in the fog of the relationship but you also find a spiritual peace that realizes gold is just a metal. you find your homecoming in the silence and the realization that the most real things are the ones you can't lock in a safe.
their pluto in your 2nd house they own the deed to your self worth and they aren't afraid to look in the boxes you’ve hidden. they trigger total annihilations followed by magnificent rebirths of your values and your resources. you might feel a terrifying level of intensity with them because they see the power dynamics you play with your own worth. they don't do surface and they don't do safe. they force you to face the raw truth of your survival until you are unrecognizable.
their north node in your 2nd house a fated pull toward the stability and the self respect you have been avoiding. their arrival is a signal that it is time to stop being a ghost and start being a solid object. every interaction pushes you to heal your poverty mindset and start looking at the value you were born to build. they are the catalyst for your soul’s grounding and they remind you that you are allowed to own your own life.
their south node in your 2nd house the familiarity between you feels centuries old and heavy with shared debts. being with them feels like revisiting a room where you kept your gold long ago. you share a hidden baggage that needs no explanation and you are tied together by a visceral feeling you both still carry in your marrow. it feels like finishing a contract that was left half written in another era. you are finally balancing the books.
their chiron in your 2nd house they touch the spot that still stings when you think about your right to be safe and secure. their existence mirrors the shame and the feeling of being "not enough" that you’ve carried since the beginning. you find medicine in their company because they stay in the dark with you until the fear of loss stops hurting. they teach you that your vulnerability is actually the thing that makes your world real and high quality.
their part of fortune in your 2nd house luck lives in the simple act of building a world together. you find your gold through their eyes and the tangible projects you share. the relationship feels like a treasure chest where the only currency is the integrity and the comfort you find in each other's presence. they are the evidence that the universe wanted you to have a solid ground and a beautiful life to call your own.
their ascendant in your 2nd house their physical presence is the exact definition of what you find valuable. standing near them feels like a completion of your own security. they embody the traits you respect and their aura triggers an immediate sense of belonging to the earth. you find your identity through the quiet comfort of the bond and you realize that their face is the one you want to see across the breakfast table for the next fifty years.
their descendant in your 2nd house you attract their grounding energy through the mirror of the relationship. they are the anchor you have been hunting for to support your own self worth. this connection forces you to face your own need for quality and your desire for a solid partnership. you find your balance when you realize that a real bond is one where both people are allowed to be self sufficient and secure.
their midheaven in your 2nd house their reputation and their public ambition become the standard for your self worth. you see their success as a direct reflection of the value you have built together as a pair. they push you to reach for a higher standard and they help you build a name that carries actual weight in the world. you find your purpose when your partnership becomes a public statement of integrity and high quality success.
their imum coeli in your 2nd house their roots become the foundation for your bank account and your safety. the history and the private world they carry from their childhood becomes the soil your security grows in. they bring the secrets and the ancestral ghosts of their family into your private world, forcing you both to build a sense of worth out of the raw truth. you find your peace in the deep layers of their past and the stability you create from the wreckage.
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