The art of feeling the moment

my photos. my posts. my way of thinking

[inritum]

reblog and make a wish! this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)

[ghostdog07]

OH MY FUCKING GOD, IT’S BACK ON MY DASH.

THIS SHIT WORKS OKAY, I AM DEAD SERIOUS.

The last time I saw this on my dash, I didn’t think it would happen, so jokingly I wished I could go to a fun. concert.

AND GUESS WHAT, I WENT TO A FUCKING FUN. CONCERT.

THIS SHIT WORKS, TRY IT.

[deathklaue]

YOOOOOOO

I SAW THIS ON MY DASH THE OTHER DAY AND THOUGHT “ITS WORTH A TRY” SO I WISHED I COULD GET A 3DS

LITERALLY LIKE 4 DAYS LATER MY DAD SENT ME A PICTURE OF THE 3DS XL HE BOUGHT FOR ME WHILE I WAS AT SCHOOL

IM STILL FREAKING OUT ABOUT THIS

[doryishness]

holy fuck, I didn’t expect this to work, I was like psh, whatever it’s just a quick reblog, but I wished my Dad would actually respond back to me AND HE FUCKING DID A FEW DAYS LATER, I GOT A FUCKING TEXT FROM MY DAD TODAY WHO HASN’T SPOKEN OR RESPONDED TO ME IN MONTHS HOLY FUCK WHAT IS THIS MAGIC IT WORKS. 

[victoriaringsinyourears]

I WANTED TO SEE MY BOYFRIEND AND I DIDN’T THINK I’D GET DAYS OFF BUT THIS WEEKEND I’M HEADING UP THERE??? THIS IS CRAZY SHIT 

[lenshade]

SO LIKE I JOKINGLY WISHED FOR MY OWN LEN KAGAMINE AND THEN LIKE A WEEK LATER I GOT A LEN NENDOROID??? H ELP

[themixedbagofwhat]

WTF OKAY SO THIS SHOT ACTUALLY WORKS BECAUSE WHEN I WISHED, I HAD WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD LIKE ME BACK AND GUESS WHAT? I HAVE A BOYFRIEND NOW. WHAT THE HELLLLL?????

[wodkat]

ok I’ve said this before but IM DOING IT AGAIN THE FIRST TIME I SAW THIS, MY WISH DID COME TRUE SO I REBLOGED AGAIN AND SAID IT IN THE TAGS BUT THEN I WISHED FOR SMTH ELSE AND IT LITERALLY LITERALLY HAPPENED LIKE A COUPLE DAYS LATER WHAT THE HELL SO NOW IM WRITING THIS HERE FOR YOU BC I DONT BELIEVE IN THIS CRAP BUT STILL IT’S AN AWFULLY BIG COINCIDENCE

[acstiel]

THE BOY I FELL I LOVE WITH LEFT TO TRAVEL THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD AND HAS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 3 MONTHS. WE HAVENT SPOKEN SINCE BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE HIM FEEL TRAPPED TO ME AND NOT ENJOY HIS TIME SO I WAITED FOR HIM TO CONTACT ME FIRST. I SAW THIS ON A PARTICULARLY LOW DAY WHEN I WAS MISSING HIM SO MUCH I CRIED FROM THE PAIN, GUYS I REALLY LOVE HIM, SO I THOUGHT MEH WHAT THE FUCK, AND WISHED HE WOULD JUST LET ME KNOW HE WAS OKAY.

GUYS.

HE FUCKING CALLED ME 20 MINUTES LATER

20 FUCKNG. MINUTES. LATER.

GOOD THINGS DO HAPPEN. AND ITS IN THIS POST.

[juststrokemyglabella]

I wish for someone to leave something in my ask.

[adweeb-deactivated20160228]

OKAY SO I ASKED FOR A HEDGEHOG AND NOW GUESS WHO HAS A PET HEDGEHOG

[mydeadcarcass]

I WISHED FOR SNK MERCH THE FIRST TIME. I GOT A JACKET.

I WISHED FOR MY GIRLFRIEND THE SECOND TIME. I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND.

[openyourthird-eye]

THIS WORKs I WISHED I WAS MOVING TO NORTH CAROLINA AND GUESS WHAT GUYS IM MOVING TO NC IN AUGUST I PROMISE U IM NOT LYING

[ariya-art]

guys ok ur probably thinking that this is all just bs right? WELL I THOUGHT SO TOO BUT I WISHED MY CRUSH WOULD CHAT ME AND HE DID AND IM FREAKING OUT not even kidding i swear on my grampas grave this works

[haihl-blog]

I love this it always works for me yey thank u shooting star :’)

[phoxae]

woah the notes let’s hope my wish comes true

[hysteriahowell-deactivated20181]

hoping <3

[kodaaly-deactivated20200522]

*pls*

[kodaaly-deactivated20200522]

Ok this actually started to work this morning what the actual fuck

[anontrice]

5 Minutes to stay alive

Alexiss Diary Entry~

Fifth of January, year ????

"Sometimes I really wish I had my dad around me, but in those times you need to accept the reality, change your own perspective of life, and continue to love every moment that you had with that person.

When I am trying to bring this topic around to my friends and try to talk about it, I am not taken serious. Eun and Anna, people who I tought that would be with me trough those ugly moments don't even want to hear me out. Truthfully, it really sucks.

My dad is ill sick. Stroke. It happend 5 years ago. At first it was fine as my dad was a strong person with a high intellect. Great speach. Great posture. Great way o walking. Great mindset. Funny. Easy going. Smart af.

And now? Over the years he started to fade out. Can't control his movements anymore. Can't eat properly anymore. Can't speak clearly; me and my mom are trying to get him speak properly but simply refuses. Is always grumpy when we try to correct him on a random situation and also picking fights with my mom.

Now, you may pity him, right? If I finish there you might think oh "poor him", "so sorry for him". This is what everyone around me says. That I should understand him more. But who understand me in this?? My Diary, my Ego, my Soul, who wants to actually understand me in this madness?

My dad also drinks. Alchohol. And while he tries to seem smart by not mixing the pills with the wine, there are several days where doesn't take his medication just to drink.

My dad also lies. He has a big EGO up in his ass. For example, let's say that I ask him who opened the wine bottle. The answer: not him. Or when I ask him if he had done his daily exercises specially made for people with celebral attack. The answer: yes, of course. Dad, but in 5 five years you only exercised for 3 days.

My dad also steals. Exactly my diary, he steals from our own house. Mostly food. He eats out the candies, the sweets, the freshly made soup. When I want to eat, we have nothing in our frige.

My dad also forgets. When i come home from school he asks how my day was. He asks me the same question for 5 hours straight until my mom comes from work.

My dad always shouts at my mom who wants to help him. He calls her names and that everything is her fault. I know that she cries because of that.

But most of all, people don't understand how hard it has been to me all this years. To see how your own hero tranforms into the villain of your life. When I look into his eyes, what I see? Pain, anger? Regret? At first, they are lifeless, but If you look deep into them you can see a tiny light. You can see how his soul is trapped into a disgusting body with no escape. Or may it be just my imagination, there is no way that he is the same person that I grew up with. Just take into consideration, people: I have to see those eyes everyday.

And I can't cry. I should not cry. I am strong person. I will be stronger for my mom. But sometimes, I wish I would talk to someone about this...I fell lonely. And my mind is only making it worse.

But thank you Diary, thank you for listening to me. I am going to have a special guest and I have to prepare for him.

Bye for now,

Alexiss."

© ᴬˡˡ ʳᶦᵍʰᵗˢ ʳᵉˢᵉʳᵛᵉᵈ ᵗᵒ ᴬⁿᵒⁿᵗʳᶦᶜᵉ

[anontrice]

Diary entry from Alex,

“We are things among the objects. We are almost souls, we two, made and built by fate like everyone around us. We are things that carry in them some thoughts made of stones, sometimes stars, and always an aspiration. On our own way, we will go someplace permanently. We will go together, to the Tree. But the road to the clouds is too big in our world - for us. Thus, what are we doing in our life is just a slight step to eternity. “

5Minutes to stay alive

© ᴬˡˡ ʳᶦᵍʰᵗˢ ʳᵉˢᵉʳᵛᵉᵈ ᶠᵒʳ ᵗʰᵉ ʷʳᶦᵗᶦⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ᴬⁿᵒⁿᵗʳᶦᶜᵉ

[anontrice]

For all of you, a sweet remember: everything will be fine at the end of the day. Love and trust yourself, because this Universe truly loves you!

ᵖʰᵒᵗᵒ ᶜʳᵉᵈⁱᵗ ᵗᵒ ᵗʰᵉ ᵒʷⁿᵉʳ

[nature-travel-photography]

Rainbow somewhere in Montana [OC] [3959 x 5937] - Author: gnjm on reddit

[anontrice]

5 Minutes to stay alive

Prologue    -Don’t try to solve serious matters in the middle of the night-

   What Alex saw in front of her could be to a very great degree terrifying to other people, but for her, the whole situation was quite amusing, not to say hilarious. She must admit that if this happened some years ago, she would ugly cry of how scared she was. But no, this would not be the case: she grew up, got more mature and understood that nothing and no one can harm her. For a quick second her mind drifted back in time, back into those good old times when she was playing childhood games with Anna and Eun in the older’s girl massive mansion. “Anna must have been fabulously rich to live in a house like this”, everyone could say.

Thus, many called her privileged for having a wealthy family but not even an exceptional contemporary mansion could help the poor girl from the terror that happens in that cursed family. The good thing is that Anna’s parents were out of the town that night, leaving the girls with a perfect place to have a sleepover. And what was a better activity than a bunch of 7-year-olds in a huge house other than playing “hide and seek”? The number one rule is that they always used to choose Eun as the person who counts (she has a phobia of small places and preferred this role better). In rest, the game could continue with no other exceptions.

“Ok girls, I will start now!“

“20, 19, 18…..” Not knowing where to go,  Alex ran down the stairs to go into the rustic dining room.

“…14, 13, 12, 11….” With Eun’s voice barely audible now, she turned left and hid between the red velvet cushion and a replica of Michelangelo’s David statue - Alexiss always wondered how a kitsch object like that could exist in such an exquisite house.

“…5…4….” It was quiet. A warm breeze that danced around the trees entered the room by the large open windows; the white curtains following the pattern of the wind. At first Alex didn’t know how long she waited until the vintage grandfather clock placed in the middle of the room struck 12 o'clock.

"Cool, now it is midnight” ,she muttered to herself.

   There was something suspicious, but Alex paid no attention.Staying in the dark, the blue-eyed girl felt shivers down her whole body.

  That should be the wind, right?

   In other circumstances this would be a good answer, but in this story, good does not exist. The funny thing is that you are not afraid of being alone in a dark room; you are afraid of not being alone in a dark room. And Alex truly felt and knew she was not alone when she heard whispers.

“Eun, is that you?”

“You wish it was her”, came the response before her big blue eyes saw a white semi-opaque silhouette. Alex knew in that moment that she will remember this specific day her whole life.

   Now, back to the present, you can’t find any fear inside her bones. It took her some time to come to her senses but Alex is proud of herself and the whole journey that helped her in those dark days. Without knowing, she smiled at those thoughts, leaving the tiny creature in front of her  turning red of anger:

“Why are you smiling! You are NOT supposed to smile! How I will be able to eat today if you do not produce Fear???”

   Alex only smiled at its cute little pout, just to remain expressionless at the next comment of the butterfly-looking-creature:

“Oh come on Alexiss, overthink a little, I know that you usually like to overthink! I know you better than everyone else”.

“And I have enough experience to know that you are only part of my imagination.” She pointed at the previous sentence.” A lost, sad soul that wasn’t so lucky in its way to the Tree”.

   She took a shaky breath and slowly continued:

“But that is all right, this why I am here, I will help you. But not now. It is midnight, and as you know, we should wait after the sun rises”.

Yes, Alexiss is fearless, she does not let her mind play tricks on her anymore. Oh, my bad, keep in mind she is still afraid of the dark, no matter how much she would deny this. And this is all because after midnight you still only have 5 minutes to stay alive.

[anontrice]

5Minutes to stay alive

A small tiny teaser for the upcoming story.

What is going to be there?

Well, there is a tree, a girl, a mind and a lot of....soul? Hope it is pretty cool.

Why?

My dreams and fears inspired me. I am mostly doing this for me and to share it with someone.

Pro writing?

My first time when I show this on a platform so everyone can see....hope is not cringe :((((

Language?

English is not my first language, this may not be an excuse, but don't be mean if there are mistakes. I want to learn!

Nervous pretty much?

I hope that my message will be clear......since it is going to be like a treasure hunt for those who want to keep up with my story.

Just writing?

I will try some new ideas, I wish there will also be a visual stimulation to my story.

Easy to follow plot?

I just like to make my existence harder :D

Thus, thank you so much for the ppl that want to be in this journey with me. This is a new blog, so I hope that I will not dissapoint you. Also, I am here to learn, to know myself better and to create more and more content. So hit me up with a message, cuz I will always try to be here for everyone. Love you!!!!

[anontrice]

No paradise is as beautiful as the one that a person paints in its soul- 5 Minutes to stay alive

[anontrice]

#alittlebreakfromlife

Cuz he is trying to show off his bad boy side, but we all know that he is a baby💜💜

[anontrice]

5 Minutes to stay alive A new story, everything is linked. Soon.

My first #kindabig personal project.

[anontrice]

5 Minutes to stay alive.

[thepersonalquotes]

[anontrice]

For the first time ever I have a whole acne breakout and I DO NOT FREAKING CARE OF HOW I LOOK. Call this a start of "finally accepting of how I look" or being too tired to put more energy in this bullshit.

Either way, great feeling!!! I STILL LOOK GREAT.

[rosemvry]

via pinterest

[thepersonalquotes]

[anontrice]

Toxic trait that should stop

It amuses me when someone expresses to me their absolute disagreement of certain problematic people but still continue to give their time and energy by having any kind of interaction with such individuals. This only boosts their huge ego and their level of indifference. If you really don't like a person, then act like it. Stop with all of the fake nonesense because it is helping no one and while it appears to be good for now, in the long run life will show you how toxic it was.

[anontrice]

What hurts the most?

The worst heartbreaks I got were from my best friends. Today everything is allright, tomorrow they will simply not talk with you and leave your life without a word.

So please, in any kinds of relationship, TALK to your partner, to your friend, to the person standing near you. Don't leave all the fault on them if you do not talk about it. Be open and say what hurt you, say it out loud.

My friend that I cherished the most and put all of my trust in them simply left without telling me a reason. While it is your right to end any kind of friendship that wasn't benefical to you, it is also my right to tell me what I did wrong in order to understand and eventually to grow into a better person.

Because I love you I would respect your decision and still look after you. Just don't make me suffer, come and tell me why.