Tenna ! ٠࣪⭑ @anti-willo-tenna - Tumblr Blog

★Welcome to @anti-willo-tenna , folks!★

✰ I and any other Tenna fictives in our system who’d like to post here will be using this blog to reblog info + inform people ourselves about the harmful nature of anti-traumagenic system ideologies. (such as endo/willo/tulpa/etc. you… probably get the gist!)

for more info about myself, look under the cut! ^]

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anti-ntg-drratio

something that makes me feel sad is knowing a lot of endos are likely very misguided and or fell to the endo manipulation

more specifically those traumaendo people or whatever i feel very bad for them

bagelcourse

shout out to people with cdds who also have personality disorders and have to navigate the world through that lense.

you're absolutely wonderful and deserve all the support in the world

sideshowsystem

i stole this from yaoipathic on twitter bless

michimeka

"Traumagenic system" you mean normal system? heh.. just a glimpse into how pwCDD my mind has become... hehe....

sys-confessions

CW: racism, mentions pro endos, rqs and how much they fucked up recovery/spread anti-recovery rhetoric, incredibly brief mentions of abuse (assume all kinds)/RAMCOA , depression

Hi, I’m a member of a system and I’m one of the members who finally turned a new leaf and went from pro endo -> anti endo. I want to share our experience in order to warm endo neutrals who may scroll on any tag, or even pro endo CDDs who scroll here. Because let me tell you something: it is NOT worth it. It’s not worth it at all to stay with these people and support them. When you mix CDDs with people who claim to have non-disordered plurality, you are asking for trouble and will— consciously or not— turn to anti-recovery.

Let’s start from the beginning: late November 2025. This is when we discovered we were a system. Scared of being fake claimed and judged because the anti-endo servers we joined were openly fake claiming someone’s friend because they had a fictive from a show they watched recently (which is incredibly dumb as they have no clue what circumstances could allot that and that is no reason to fake claim anybody), we retreated to pro-endo spaces because they have less of a fake claiming tolerance, and we were just becoming aware of being a system then and wanted acceptance.

It started off okay the first few months. We learned about our system and about specific community roles, roles used in the field, etc and were slowly uncovering things at a normal pace. But by March, everything changed. Endos would show off multiple strictly anti-recovery -genic terms, like ‘Addgenic’ and even ridiculous xenogenic terms like Angelblessgenic or something. They like to think that alters are like… completely separate. Like it’s understandable to treat your alters with respect as if they were separate people, but the community celebrated and encouraged new alters formation and romanticized it as ‘new friends in the headspace!’ and ‘omg more alters added to my list!!! :D’ and this caused our symptoms to worsen significantly.

During school we got pretty depressed, and struggled to even get by this semester while maintaining scholarships. A lot of loopholes had to be done with final grades to do that. We dissociated so much that we couldn’t even concentrate without rapid switching, multiple alters forming, etc from fragmented parts.

Worst of all they also encouraged us, who explicitly stated we thought we might be RAMCOA/OEA survivors on top of being non-organized abuse survivors, TO DIG IN AND RESEARCH THE SUBJECT? They genuinely wanted us to research and figure out what’s happening. And less explicitly the pro-endo culture is that discovering alters is like buried treasure. Nobody talks about anything ugly in pro-endo spaces. When you do, you’re gaslit into thinking systems are always a positive experience ALL THE TIME and you can’t be mad EVER! I am not saying systems have to be miserable 24/7, obviously, but the opposite is just as harmful.

To add this in the middle: the pro-endo community is also overlapping with pro-radqueer and profic spaces too. There was a space I was in that said it’s ok to have certain Radqueer trans IDs (like trans race, and they said this to a black system!!! because ‘they could possibly have a good reason for it’ when there’s never a good reason to be racist and be trans race EVER. The server also advocated for white people having dreadlocks because their black alters in the headspace did and I can’t even stress enough how racist this is. They also tone policed us constantly but only after we explained we’re black… interesting!!!

And because we were stupid and researched, that caused an entire system reset and now we’re a smaller system. I’m incredibly pissed off by pro-endos. They’re anti recovery without even realizing it and some of them even encourage you explicitly research trauma you suspect to have that is infamously known for being incredibly dangerous to the survivors if it’s not done with a therapist.

This is your beware all neu-pro endos with CDDs watching.

anti-willo-mark-grayson

I want to be able to go into disordered tags and spaces without worrying about interacting with people who aren’t even fucking disordered posting about how much they relate to me.

I cannot exist without my symptoms being romanticized. I’m so tired of it man.

sysfreak-official

developing a system is like making toast. hear me out on this one.

sure, there are multiple ways you can make toast. you can use a toaster, a grill, a pan, an oven, even a flamethrower if you like it REALLY toasted. but you know what all of those methods have in common?

they all require heat.

if you have no heat source, you can't make toast. sure, you can use a sharpie and scribble on bread to make it *look* like toast, but it's still bread. it still isn't toast without the heat.

developing a CDD (aka system/plurality) is the same way. trauma can look vastly different, but it's all still trauma. abuse, neglect, bullying, it does not matter. trauma is required for the formation of a system just like heat is required for toast.

endos can try to look like systems all they want. they can use a whole box of sharpies trying to pretend they're the same as us. but at the end of the day, they're still bread and we're still toast.

august-zip

DID is more than just having parts. Its also,

• amnesia

• confusion

• headaches

• nausea

• repeated childhood trauma

• anxiety

• spikes in fear. Anger. Or shame

• mood swings from parts

• body dysphoria

• depersonalization

• derealization

• self puzzlement

• loss of control

• flashbacks

• dizziness

And more.

DID is not "friends in your head" its traumatic, scary and uncomfortable. Its not fun it's a terrifying TRAUMA BASED disorder. And it should never be romanticized - Vesper

fontainians

i find this really funny bc

A. sysmed is derived from transmed, a community that has done actual harm.

B. Most anti-endos dont say that. we just think its a stupid thing to compare trans people to systemhood.

C. if posergenic and NTG is a derogatory term to you are weak as hell. you will not survive the winter. if being called a poser is this sensitive to you maybe it’s because you are one.

anti-willo-canada

(Un)Friendly reminder that you cannot willo any alters. At all. Ever. That's NOT how that works and if you think otherwise you need to do research.

unfortunately i had to go out of my way to tell that person to change their pfp, because its increasingly obvious that they saw my post about it, as their layout is now anthony with what im presuming is the willogenic flag. i did it with my actual username in the askbox too. im terrified this will lead to harassment, but i have faith in them to be respectful and .. not .. incite that.

im just not comfortable with my art being used to promote those ideas. i am firmly against it and do not want people to get the wrong idea. maybe it’ll spark some creativity for them to draw their own pfp? who knows haha