Anxious Spoop

This is a way for me to get stuff off my chest and in no way am I glorifying or promoting anything.

[valentina-poem]

„You fell in love with my flowers but not with my roots. So then when autumn came you didn't know what to do.“

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[sad-cold-bitch]

[chroniclesofthefattie]

Anybody else having a good day until you see your hideous self in a mirror and think “who is this ogre and...

[anxiousspoop]

I'm in the best and worst mental state at the same time

[runthatonebymeagain-deactivated]

Happy Halloween

[plannedparenthood]

National French Fry Day is today but you can use FRIES to practice consent every day :)

[12paper-dogs]

rules for girls

she is five years old and mother tells her to put her shirt back on /but mommy why doesn’t brother have to/ and mother didn’t respond

she is eight years old and cannot understand why the boy on the playground got mad when she said no and why nobody bothered to comment on her bloody lip

she is thirteen years old barely a teenager and is scared to walk alone on the sidewalk on a busy street because she has heard them one too many times

she is fifteen years old and tried to say no again this time she got more than just a bloody lip she got kicked out of school and is stuck at home caring for something she did not want

she is eighteen and her daughter is three her education is over; nobody wants the slutty mother as a student friend girlfriend wife because who could love a whore?

she is twenty one years old and she can finally drink her daughter is five but she does not tell her to put her shirt back on she tells her to be bold and teaches her how to fight and when to fight and to fight for other girls because nobody else will

[anxiousspoop]

I just want to be okay

[stepback-shetoxic]

me: *doesn't eat, doesn't sleep, over exercises, lives on diet coke*

also me: *gets sick*

me: dude what the fuCk

[anxiousspoop]

I wish to be free

[exhalethetruth]

I’m a motherfuckin’ train wreck

I don’t wanna be too much

But I don’t wanna miss your touch

And you don’t seem to give a fuck

[anxiousspoop]

Please eat

[anxiousspoop]

I have a habit, like many others, of comparing what I am going to/ am not going through to others and it's toxic.

I know it helps no one deep down, but in the moment it's so present, I can't think straight.

I could be anything, I've been in hospital for weeks for an attempted overdose and still, it wasn't a big enough issue to me.

I wish I knew how to not be like this.

[anxiousspoop]

I took up photography as a hobby lately in hopes of distracting myself. I felt like shit about it because I seen all these other people with better quality cameras, better quality pictures and just better in general. I then realised, I like my pictures. They may be terrible, but their mine and no one can change that.

[anxiousspoop]

My current mood is listening to Avril Lavigne's 'Complicated' on repeat at 3am while crying and eating cold pop tarts. I'm not sure how I feel about this.

[anxiousspoop]

I tried to come up with something to post about, but that didn't happen. I have had such a one track mind lately. Everything I do, is half done. I can only think about how you're happy without me and I'm falling apart without you.