read pinned post for this but in more detail lmao, plus more stuff too. basically go read the pinned post, now here's the original intro: hi. i'm here and i'm queer and also neurodivergent. she/they pronouns, bi, demigirl, M I N O R, anxious bitch, depressed, self-proclaimed writer, hopeless vocaloid addict, autistic, adhd, and extremely chaotic. name's anya, but chalky is a funky nickname i came up with and it kinda just stuck. i mainly just shitpost, reblog, and occasionally post music/videos/art. no bigotry or i'll shatter your kneecaps. uncomfy around NSFW stuff and also certain topics where i feel like i'll mess up and say something wrong so have that. i just wrote this on a whim as i'm tryna recover from emotional burnout so sorry if it's frantic. pfp by my friend mochi, he's pretty poggers. feel free to ask me about my current hyperfixations, i'm open to chattin. cya~~
An Intro Post I guess (PLEASE READ THIS IF YOU'RE NEW AND/OR HAVEN'T READ IT BEFORE)
I've seen a few mutuals of mine do this sort of thing so I might as well.
I'll get the DNI stuff out of the way immediately. Don't interact with me if you're a pedophile/MAP, queerphobe, TERF, zoophile, necrophile, racist, sexist, ableist, etc, or if you support any of those kinds of people. Also if you're mainly involved in discourse I would prefer if you didn't bring that here.
Also if you don't like me using the word queer for myself or as a general umbrella term you can suck it, I'm tired of discourse and I don't want it here. I am also very inclusionist and will not hesitate to defend "controversial" identities that are only that way because of queerphobes, TERFs, or trolls.
Another thing: I AM A MINOR!!!! NSFW IS A BIG NO-NO HERE!!!!!! IT MAKES ME UNCOMFY AND IT'S JUST PLAIN WEIRD!!!!!!!!! DON'T FOLLOW ME IF THAT'S THE MAIN OR ONLY FOCUS OF YOUR BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!! Relating to this: if you're a Full Adult (which basically means over 25) you can interact but just don't be weird. If you act kind of weird but just don't understand that's okay but like you're on thin ice.
I will not stand for any sort of toxicity on this blog, directed at myself or others. If I or someone else enjoy something you don't and you don't like that, deal with it. If I or someone else don't enjoy shipping and you don't like that, deal with it. People are allowed to have their own interests and things they enjoy, independent of you.
Intro continues under the "keep reading" (intro, hyperfixations, tags, that kinda jazz)
And now, with all of that out of the way...
Hey, I'm Anya, but Chalky's another nickname of mine. I'm neurodivergent in several ways (autism, ADHD, OCD). I'm a bisexual non-binary genderfluid genderqueer who uses she/they pronouns (I have many a pronoun crisis but she/they always stay consistent). I'm also grayrose, which means I'm graysexual and grayromantic but not grayaroace. I'm also sex-ambivalent and romance-ambivalent. And polyamorous (but not looking for a relationship of any sort rn, I'm just putting it here for self-acceptance reasons). The ironic part about all of that attraction stuff is NONE OF IT SYNCS UP-
My goal in life is mainly to become a therapist, as my struggles alongside my friends' struggles have ignited a will to help others that's blazing brightly to this day. Alongside that, I do writing as a hobby (poetry, songwriting, etc) and sometimes draw. I enjoy singing, but I have extreme confidence issues involving my voice, such as volume, tone, etc.
I have plenty of hyperfixations, feel free to ask me about them using the ask feature! Even if it's not a currently active hyperfixation, I'm absolutely willing to talk about it. My hyperfixations/interests include:
Pokemon, Demon Slayer, Stardew Valley, Minecraft, Slime Rancher, JJBA, Terraria, Celeste, Ace Attorney, A Hat In Time, Gravity Ghost, Undertale/Deltarune, Vocaloid/Utauloid, BWW, Rhythm Heaven, Kirby. I'm also getting into MHA.
Please note that some of these are not as active as they once were and some of them I don't even know much about. I am in no way affiliated with the toxic parts of any of these fandoms and do not wish to become affiliated with those. If you're going to try and start up conversation about these topics, adhere to the rules at the start of this post, please and thank you.
Oh, one other thing! The one thing that's always active in my mind is my writing! Check out my sideblog @anyaswriting if you wanna learn about it! I'm only just getting started on jotting things down but please ask about my characters I am DYING to share them!!!!!
Onto the tags! I will try to tag my posts with certain tags to indicate what they are.
"#important" is for, well, important things. "#please read" is for things that I find urgent or important enough that I want people to read them rather than just scroll past. "#urgent" is the highest level of importance.
"#antics" is for general chaos, whether it be me with my friends or just something fun or funny. There may be other tags put in front of it to indicate what kind of antics, such as it just being me ("#personal antics") or mutuals ("#mutual antics").
"#personal" is for things mainly relating to me, whether that be things currently going on in my life that are weird or that I feel a need to talk about. This can range from something dumb that happened that was funny to me announcing that there may be a change in content due to something happening in my life.
"#friends" is for things that relate to my closer friends. I will always try to remember to block out their usernames and profile pictures to respect their privacy, and that is final.
"#mutuals" is for things relating to mutuals, like ask games. Also conversations with them.
"#reblog" is for, well... it's self-explanatory. Same with "#long post".
"#vent" will be on my vent posts, the one rule there is don't laugh at or attack me for venting here, as I rarely ever do that anyway.
"#serious" is for posts that don't have many or any at all punchlines and cover matters that I felt a need to weigh in on. If it's a reblog, I either won't say something or I'll just put notes in the tags.
"#hyperfixation" is going to be for posts talking about things that I'm hyperfixating on and things like that. "#writing" will be similar but it'll mainly be about my writing that I've been trying to keep off of this blog (but if you manage to hit the VERY VERY BEGINNING of the blog you'll see some of it get mentioned!!)
"#positivity" will be for positivity posts, encouragement, etc. Usually in the form of reblogs, but might end up trying to do that myself hehe. "#support" is a bit of a subcategory of this.
"#misc" will be for anything that does not fit into these tags.
"#Anya's Adventures with Gender" is for some of my antics involving gender such as gender envy, dysphoria, realizations, and more. Won't be put under the "antics" tag usually.
"#conversation" will be used for reblog chains and the like that are ongoing conversations, since just using "#reblog" again and again feels weird and it'll just be redundant. Also used for posts where I'm more of giving input instead of just reblogging and throwing out a one-off comment.
"#out of touch thursday" is, well... out of touch thursday. I will reblog a post with this tag every Thursday (or well used to, but if it shows up I will).
"#shitpost" is just, well, shitposts lmao.
There may be dumb little things I drop in the tags, so always check if there are any weirdly long ones, as those are probably weird notes I put in.
I will always attempt to tag things with the correct trigger warnings, please let me know if there is something I should add. Do note that my older posts will likely not have any of the above tags, as I didn't realize people had tagging systems, and I just kind of went for it.
I'm sorry if I ever end up misinterpreting something or saying something wrong or hurtful, the most likely reason is I just didn't know that what I said or did was wrong. I'm still learning, and still trying my best! My heart is always in the right place!
I will always consider my blog as a safe space for all kinds of people, just don't be a mean person and I'm sure things will turn out great.
That concludes my intro post! Stay safe, stay healthy, stay hydrated, and stay awesome! (god, that was cheesy...)
Cya!
-Anya
Edit like 5 seconds after I posted this: I FORGOT THE LINK TO MY PREVIOUS PINNED POST WAHEAHFSADF HANG ON ONE MOMENT I'LL GET IT https://anyawarrior.tumblr.com/post/657551796217217024/a-very-sudden-post-made-out-of-a-spurt-of-anxiety
Extra note: This post gets edited every so often! It includes new tags added to the tagging system and changes some details so that they're up-to-date. If it's been a while since you read it, go ahead and read it again! The DNI and such will likely stay the same, but my hyperfixations list sometimes gets new stuff added to it, so that could be good conversation.
it has been a full year since @amogus-scare69 and i became mutuals. i still remember how the first proper interaction we had was when she had loss as their pinned post and i reblogged it saying "i saw you liking a lot of my posts and went to see if you were a bot and. you got me."
we barely even interact but the energy she gives off is kind of "you barely know them or interact with them but they still feel like an incredibly close friend," y'know?
kinda wanna do something stupid to celebrate this niche thing.
I still read all of your lovely replies! I have not given up on art my friends! I have even started my own webcomic on webtoon! Itās called Seth In Space and it would mean a lot to me if you would support me there! Love you all and happy halloween!!
Iām so happy to tell you all that Iāve made great progress with my mental health!! To genuinely be able to say that I feel happy is so liberating and free! I know a lot of you are still in that dark place. Iām here to say that itĀ doesĀ get better. Much better! I still have some tough days but progress is progress! Be kind and gentle to yourselves. I love you all and thank you to everyone whoās supported me over the years!
Hereās links to my commissions and projects!
Commissions
Animal Crossing Commissions
Animal Crossing Tarot Cards
Tarot Readings
Seth In Space
im sorry but writing enemies to lovers on ao3 is so fucking funny. one of them will go a whole paragraph saying how much they hate, absolutely despise, have genuine burning contempt for the other and weāre all here knowing damn well that enemies to lovers tag is just sat there. like we already know whatās coming bro youāre just embarrassing yourself
the appeal of enemies to lovers though is less āoh will they ever get together?ā and more āat what exact point does he go from wanting to kill the bitch to the oh in italics?ā
this feels like if all of humanity were to reset and humans had forgotten how everything worked and had to teach each other what things were. this is the Wall turorial
Setting aside the ādo vampires show up in digital recordingsā debate, thereās a simple and clear cut solution for how a vampire can make youtube content.
if itās visible on digital recordings, it can just make normal videos.
If itās not, it can do voice acting like PM Seymour, it can do gaming like Corpse (if I recall correctly he doesnāt show his face), it could make videos like ScreenRants or Game Theory, it could do animations like Jayden, or it can just decide to fuck it and youtube vlog as an invisible person.
the vampires could just do like food reviews of the people
āhere we have a vintage 1997, balanced flavor with a refreshing after taste. Notes of mental trauma, daddy issues, and dark humor. 8/10 would drink again ā
When you think of intersex and trans liberation, think of it as a venn diagram.Ā
Thereās quite a bit of overlap, but our struggles arenāt all inherently the same, and itās disingenuous to both groups to imply that our struggles are absolutely the same. Our interests are hand in hand, like the interests of intersex people and disabled people.Ā
Cis intersex people still wield transphobia and transmisogyny. There are cis intersex TERFs that co-op intersex activism for their own transmisogyny and trans-extermination.Ā
Dyadic trans people still wield intersexism. These thoughts that you can transition to intersex/get āintersex genitaliaā, that we areĀ āluckyā to face medical abuse and neglect if weāre intersex and trans because we got aĀ ājump startā, these are lateral aggressors between the trans and intersex community.Ā
But again, there is overlap. Trans intersex people are here and we experience both extremes, plus that overlap between the communities. We all strive for liberation from sex as a binary and a class.Ā
I think itās important for us to acknowledge and create the solidarity between our communities while realizing that we have similar and differing goals. An example being HRT. Going on HRT for your wellbeing as a trans person isnāt the same as being forced on HRT as an intersex person. Our medical abuse and neglect look different. And thatās okay!Ā
Thatās why we have solidarity with our trans comrades as intersex people. We uplift intersex trans voices in both communities to show that overlap and we work together while acknowledging that being trans and being intersex are different experiences, under different umbrellas of oppression, and thatās okay.Ā Ā
i am the god of being fucking terrible at decisions
[Image ID: A screenshot of YouTube comments. An account by the name of "Bugs!" posts a comment on a non-binary tiktok pride compilation. It quotes something from the video, which says "If you're non-binary, a switch, or bisexual you are exempt from making any decisions." The commenter has their response below, that being: "Me, a non-binary omni switch: No more decisions for me š„¶š". Below that is a reply from myself, Anya Warrior, which says the following: "I'm genderfluid, genderqueer, non-binary, grayrose, polyamorous, bisexual, AND a switch. I can't even decide what type of fucking water to take my meds with." End ID.]
You would also rapidly be incapable of moving unless absolutely naked, rapidly turn everything in your intestines that isnāt part of your actual body into gold which can not be healthy for you, and if you cry youāll cry golden tears which I imagine will be painful! So basically youāll die a horrible death and take capitalism down with you as your dying cells instantly turn into gold quicker and quicker :)
Image being able to grant someone you absolutely despise and wish were dead this power. Grinning as you tell them theyāll be rich and happy for the rest of their life, knowing that your unsuspecting victim will never be a problem again.
This is not a death I would wish to anyone, and it is not one Iāll ever wish to anyone no matter how bad they are. Thereās better ways to go about letting people feel appropriate amounts of pain.
So? You really think I have no ideas for how to make that guy suffer AND realize the hurt he causes? Fuck it, make him an amazon employee with no other options with crushing debt and a one-room apartment with the toilet next to the head of his bed, heās going to learn more than he would from turning into gold. Midas is not the way to go for anyone, they should experience the pain theyāve inflicted on others first hand before they pass if you want them to know what theyāve done and why itās wrong. And that IS the main goal of punishment, isnāt it?
