CURRENTLY RECOVERING - NOT ACTIVE

TW ED CONTENT | they/them | gw : 105lbs | ugw : 100 or less | not pro | days binge free : 0 WTF HELP

[anythiingtobeunderweight]

TW - please do not scroll if you don’t have an ed, think you are developing one or are in recovery. i don’t promote ed’s at all and i’m 100% pro recovery!!

my acc got deleted for a second time :(( i used to be @/anythinggtobe100lbs

anyway

hellooo

im leo :)

im 15

im nonbinary (they/them)

i’ve struggled with eating for about two years now and over time it’s gotten more serious

if anyone wants to talk/ask me smth im always here<3

stats😎😎

height : 5’4/5’5 ft

sw : 130lbs

gw 1 : 125

gw 2 : 120

gw 3 : 117

gw 4 : 115

gw 5 : 113

gw 6 : 110

gw 7 : 107

gw 8 : 105

gw 9 : 103

gw 10 : 100

gw 11: 95 (?)

[anythiingtobeunderweight]

hey everyone :)

ive made the decision to leave this app behind and attempt recovery. i don’t wanna go into much detail, but please know every single one of you out there reading this are deserving of recovery and if you feel like you should, don’t hesitate to do it. i’m gonna miss this app but at the same time i’m glad to see it go.

bye bye <3

[anythiingtobeunderweight]

hi im thinking about recovering because i’ve been going insane because of this disorder

would it be okay for me to take a break? would anyone be mad? i would feel bad just leaving this app behind to try recovery

[caloriekitten]

Absolutely! It would be perfectly fine if you wanted to recover. This app is definitely triggering so if you genuinely want to give recovery a go I would delete it. Good luck!

[anythiingtobeunderweight]

thank u sm <333

[anythiingtobeunderweight]

hi im thinking about recovering because i’ve been going insane because of this disorder

would it be okay for me to take a break? would anyone be mad? i would feel bad just leaving this app behind to try recovery

[thinspo-forever]

Reblog if you can grab the fat on your stomach.

[thinspo-blogging-blog]

It’s disgusting.

[prettynboney]

One day I won’t have to reblog :(

[ember-mia-deactivated20171121]

reblog if it’s okay to flood your inbox with meanspo, thinspo, or sweetspo

PLEASE AND THANK YOU! <3

[dreaming-about-perfection]

I BEG YOU PLEASE

[anahasrexia]

Need this

[charmed-skinny-bandit]

Please

[junipito]

p l e a s e

[paradoxicallaughter]

yES PLEASE!1!!!1!!1!

[bones-are-the-new-sexy]

Please don’t hesitate to rip apart my self esteem🙂

[anniesed]

yes please i literally do not care if you’re talking about my body in general, please be mean to me i need it

[wintergir1s]

💛💫🔮🌻🌿💝🌼👙🐞🍄🌞🍀🔮✨🧡

A charm to lose 50+ lbs by July

💛💫🔮🌻🌿💝🌼👙🐞🍄🌞🍀🔮✨🧡

Like to charge reblog to cast

[our-recoveryisunique-deactivate]

I mean if I lose 50 lbs I’d probably die but like fuck it

[anythiingtobeunderweight]

lmao same

[anythiingtobeunderweight]

log for today <3

breakfast : 🍽

lunch : 🍉 (45 cal)

dinner : homemade chicken salad (215 cal) wrapped in lettuce (10 cal)

total : 270, rounded to 300

not-so-friendly reminder to unfollow me if:

u think autism is a disease or illness

u think autism needs to be “cured”

u support Autism Speaks or organizations like it

u “feel bad” for ppl with autism and their families

u think autistic children are a burden to their parents/guardians 

u don’t believe in getting children vaccinated because vaccines “cause autism”

[summoningspark]

allistic people reblogging this makes me happy

[skyeser-deactivated20180320]

• You use autistic as an insult

[spookyseinaka-remade-deactivate]

oh you can go to hell if you use autistic as an insult.

[catsnraincoats]

Oh, and even if you used “Well, I only feel bad for SEVERELY autistic people and their families.” You can still get the fuck out

[tasmanianstripes]

Also don’t follow me if you make fun of “weird” people, behaviours or interests. Your support and “autistic people are valid <3” bullshit are useless when you make fun of people’s interests and weird behaviours because guess what? A big chance is that they are autistic or otherwise nd.

[spidey-reids-2003-deactivated20]

I got 5 unfollows 

[gh0stw1]

the only straight i am is straight up ugly and fat

[i-need-to-die-skinny]

me when i binge: it’s okay my body needs food. food is fuel. i will be okay <3

me literally 2 seconds after the binge: I HATE MYSELF. THIS IS WHY IM STILL NOT SKINNY. I WANT TO DIEEEE. WHY DID I EAT ALL THAT FOOD!!!!

[quiteliterallyhotsauce]

You’re going to receive GOOD NEWS this week.

[witchfromthemidwest]

I CLAIM THAT SHIT

[mjsheartisstillbeating]

@thatpettyblackgirl

[quiteliterallyhotsauce]

[haroldhatter-deactivated2019081]

I don’t think I’ve reblogged this yet this week, but I did see it earlier today, and I got a new job! 

And I went in assuming that it would just be a volunteer job, but I’m getting paid $15 an hour! 

[team-flashh]

HOLY FUCK! I GOT A RAISE!!!

I came into work and bumped into my boss and she said that she was looking for me because she wanted to let me know about my raise. This shit worked in an hour omg

[raspberri-iced-tea]

i fuckin need some good news right about now so pile it on

[callmebliss]

I reblogged this on my lunch break and two hours later got a message from SALM that his abusive boss is leaving

GOOD NEWS

GET YOUR GOOD NEWS HERE

[xofswxrds]

So I reblogged this abt three weeks ago and since then:

1) I got promoted to a manager at my job

2) a hot girl asked me on a date (we are going to paint our longboards)

3) I got the news that an appeal I sent to my old university about some grades was approved, fixing my formally dismal transcript.

So I’m not saying this worked I’m just saying I’ve never reblogged one of these before now and now good stuff happened.

[deathofthefatfriend]

My kink: burning more calories than I eat in a day

[imsofuckingdonewithudarling]

ahhh yesss its so hot 🥵

[charmantasshame]

I want to be skinny, not dead.

honestly, I feel a lot of Anas have the “dying to be thin” mindset but I don’t count myself in. yes, an empty stomach feels great. yes, sticking to your calorie limit feels great. yes, losing weight feels great whereas gaining it, feels like failing. but you wanna know what doesn’t feel great? noticing your body shutting down. having trouble breathing when lying down, chest pain, a jumping, slowed down heart - all those things don’t feel good to me. they don’t make me euphoric because they’re a sign of me succeeding. they’re a sign of my body giving up and they scare me. a lot.

there is absolutely no use in being skinny if I don’t live long enough to enjoy my new body. I don’t care if I am already at my calorie limit for the day, I don’t care if it’s 3 am or if I just woke up, I don’t care if I was planning on doing a fast - if I feel like I am about to die anytime soon, I eat.

please do yourself the same favor. there is no shame or guilt in keeping yourself alive. doesn’t even have to be something crazy like a big meal. eat an apple. a slice of bread with cottage cheese. a salad. anything. just don’t ignore the signs. because if you’re being honest, you’re just like me.

and I want to be skinny, but I don’t want to be dead.

[skelet-on-thoughts]

If I can’t wear my dream outfit bc I’m fucking dead the whole thing doesn’t worth it duh

[anythiingtobeunderweight]

forgot to post my meal log for yesterday oops lol

breakfast : ☕️ (5 cal)

lunch : 🍽

dinner : half of a burger w/o the bun & 🥦 (175 cal)

total : 180, rounded to 200

feeling pretty good abt it :)

[jupitersmusings]

good things will happen 🧿

things that are meant to be will fall into place 🧿

[overlord-fire-bubble]

THIS ONE FUCKING WORKS. REBLOG IT.

[tiny-kt]

this for real fucking works

[addicted-to-perfection]

me: taking a BuzzFeed quiz about food

my ed: u have to pick the most low calorie option even though you aren’t actually eating it, and absolutely no cheese