— " and when you go don't return to me my love " —

— alpine : he/it/they/feather/finch/snow : jing yuan fictive : anti endo/willo/ntg + anti radq : read pinned for full dni —

[arbiter-alpine]

[plain txt version coming soon]

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>- NAME : ALPINE

>- BODY AGE : 19

>- ORIENT : TRANSMASCULINE + BISEXUAL

>- PRONOUNS : HE/IT/THEY

>- NEOPRONOUNS : FEATHER/FEATHERSELF + FINCH/FINCHSELF + SNOW/SNOWSELF

>- STATUS : TAKEN ×1

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>- STANCES :

. . . I support :

-Contradictory labels

-Recovery

-Otherkin/Fictionkin/Alterhumans

-Anti-contact/recovering harmful paraphiles

-Non-harmful paraphiles

-Kink/fetish communities

-Recovering ex-radqueers

. . . I am against :

-Radqueers

-Endogenic/Willogenic/NTG "systems"

-Pro-contact harmful paraphiles/the big 3

-Censorship

-Trump/ICE/etc.

-Blankqueer labels

-Harassment

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>- DNI :

. . . T.R.A.S.H., anti-otherkin/alterhuman, anti-kink, pro-endo/willo/ntg, radqueers/pro-radqueers, shipcourse (I'm anti-proship, but don't bring that to this blog), pro-censorship, pro-harassment, pro-israel/zionist, pro-trump/ICE/etc.

—— FOLLOW YOUR OWN DNI! I WILL NOT CATER MY SPACE TOWARDS YOU

>- BYF :

. . . We're autistic and can struggle with reading tone, so while tonetags are not required, they are appreciated. Keep in mind, we are an adult, and that may impact some of the content we post. All 18+ content will be tagged for filtering. Minors can interact/follow, but do not try to DM us. I will accept good-faith questions, but if you come here to cause us harm, I will show you no kindness.

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>- TAGS :

# || alpine's thoughts

# || alpine's rants

# || alpine's reblogs

# || alpine's asks

# || alpine's wall of shame

# || alpine after hours | 18+

[arbiter-alpine]

general warning for people scrolling anti-endo tags, and fuck it, pro endo tags too:

someone has crossed tagged something disturbing in there. I was curious why there was a blocked post in the anti-endo tags (we have pro-endo tags blocked) and saw uh. whatever that was. I'd give the username for people to report but I reported them on sight and didn't save it, I apologize.

just be careful when you scroll the tags, and when you see it just report and block immediately. I don't care what your stance is, this is not okay.

I won't be crosstagging this for my own comfort, but I don't care if pro-endos reblog this just for reach. so far I've only seen the one post, I don't know if there's more. just be careful.

edit: if you do reblog this to a pro-endo blog please don't use that as an excuse to debate me on my beliefs. don't derail my post for that shit. there are more important things than that.

[the--distortion--division]

Hi! This is a post coining ( ANTI RADQUEER LABEL ). Here's our flag! Our belief list includes:

Thing you agree with

Thing you agree with

Thing you agree with

Thing you agree with

Pro / neu harassment

Thing you agree with

[chuunifox]

Autism Representation written by an allistic: My name is John Autism and I like the designated autistic interests

unintentionally autistic character written by the creator who hasn't really thought about whether or not theyre autistic: I wish I could be human like the way everyone else is but I know they can tell I'm not. And I know they're right

[anti-willo-miku]

Apparently I have to elaborate this because people are, well, stupid. But when anti endos say early endos formed from a hate group, they do not mean they are on the same level as the KKK. What they mean is that:

- Anti cdd sentiment was baked into the actions of the movement

- Those actions made cdd ableism a major part of early endogenic communities

- Very little active attempt to deconstruct these beliefs are done by most endogenic plurals or their supporters

- When called out on it, the endogenic communities collective response has been to deny, act defensive, and refuse to look inward.

[styxstaric]

are most anti endo accounts also anti contradictory labels?

[anti-willo-miku]

not me!!

[arbiter-alpine]

I <3 contradictory labels

[fairycosmos]

i don’t careee i don’t careee I don’t careee i don’t CAREEEEEEE

[radioactivefacilities]

[arbiter-alpine]

I just woke up I'm functioning on around 5 hours of sleep roughly but I need to set off some rent lowering gunshots real quick:

I support all contradictory labels. I support lesboys and girl gays. I support gaybians. I support bi lesbians, bi pans, bi gays, and anything along those lines. i even support male lesbians and female gays. trans man lesbians, trans woman gays, intersex men/women lesbians/gays, all forms of multigenders who are lesbians/gays, and if a cis man wanted to identify as lesbian, honestly I'm at the point where I wouldn't even care. I'd chill with a cis man lesbian any day over people who exclude our fellow queers.

gender and sexuality are fucking weird. labels are also fucking weird. if a label is ultimately helping someone and making them happy in their own skin, as long as no one is being hurt then why should we care. no one's forcing you to date male lesbians, so it shouldn't affect you what they're doing. and no, being lesbian doesn't make them any less of a man.

[arbiter-alpine]

being dormant for over 2 years and then coming back just to be hit with flashbacks to things I wasn't there for. why am I remembering these things. I don't want to remember these things.

[arbiter-alpine]

I don't know if this is a thing in other systems, but it's a thing in ours, and it's something I do. some of us present as a different height from the body. and sometimes, it's not even something simple like a few inches off. no, some of us are either literal giants or nearly microorganisms. others of us, like myself, can "shift" sizes internally.

you'd think this wouldn't mean anything, right? after all, it's just a visualization tool in the end. see, that's where the curve ball is thrown. we often physically feel like we should be the size we present as in headspace. like right now, I shouldn't be 5'7 like the body, I should be roughly doll sized scurrying about. but because of physics that isn't possible.

it's disorienting sometimes. I shouldn't be this tall right now. I usually don't focus on it, but when I do then oh aeons this feels so wrong.

[arbiter-alpine]

I feel like I have things to rant about but a lot of the things on my mind are stuff that has already been said.

regurgitating points is boring. people want new things, new thoughts, but I don't have any of those.

I woke up from over two years of dormancy just yesterday. give me time to get my bearings. I'll have some thoughts later on.

[anti-willo-verity]

I'm so fucking mad about the plural-blocklist situation and I am not going to stay quiet. I will tell my experience.

Many months ago, I made my first tumblr account ever. My first impression of this app. It was a scene-based blog where I just enjoyed doing stuff and minding my own stuff. My mistake? I wasn't really involved deep in the whole "endo term" shit and accidentally put #plural in one of the tags, around the anti-endo and other anti tags. I genuinely had no idea what was I doing and I had no evil intentions behind, as I thought it was a normal tag. I had no idea endos reclaimed that term. And plural-blocklist posted me there for 'crosstagging', and I found out after it appeared in my fyp. My whole account. And in less than a week, I began getting a lot of hate anons, reblogs and comments by (pro)endos/willos, breaking DNIs and literally making my ex-account a zoo of idiots whining and yelling in my ears.

When this happened, I was literally in a time where I was barely processing my traumatic experiences. The stress those people put me under was so overwhelming I had to delete my account and leave Tumblr for a long time, now coming back later as...this account I have now. I learned to block all the mains and all of that, but I still get scared of being attacked again.

As much as the user claims to be "anti-harassment", their entire follower base doesn't give a flying fuck about that. If you don't want to see anti endo posts, just block the tags. I literally block every pro-endo tag, radqueer tag and anything-I-don't-want-to-see tags. I blocked 150 accounts and up to avoid seeing that stuff. Why not do the same instead of posting people without their consent?

Do you guys realize there are severely traumatized and mentally struggling people behind the screens? Do you guys ever stopped and asked yourselves why posting minors is fucking weird? No? Then you should. Because putting a bold text saying "block, don't harass" is useless.

[p2w-sys]

hello dear mutuals once again uhhh

i am very much pro contradictory labels no matter what, and pretty anti blankqueer labels (like ethiqueer, radnormal, cleanqueer, and other examples), so if you dont agree uhhh block me yeah thats the post

just wanted to make sure yall knew about our stances. you guys can ask anything if you want but. thats it

[p2w-sys]

Actually i feel more accepted by a male calling themselves a lesbian than by an anti contradictory labels

go male lesbians go

[arbiter-alpine]

dormancy is weird. you can take the worlds longest nap, just passed out in the void of the mind for over two years, and then suddenly you're back and everything has changed. everything is so much more different than you can last remember. but you just smile and accept it, because what else is there to do? you're awake now. for what reason, you don't know, or maybe you do, who can say. perhaps you have a job to do, perhaps fate shook you awake, whatever the reason may be.

it may be some time before you're gone again, so enjoy it while you can.